Stop fighting yourself and start fighting for yourself. You are not the enemy.
[pt1] Ok, so about the Yoongi/dead roses/dead leaves thing. listen to the first draft of autumn leaves. You will see that the particular beat is missing. Blackbear is an independent artist who probably bought those same beats from a studio. in the music industry, there are tons of companies that sell sample beats for indie music producers to use. You cannot credit sample beats. You buy them and you can use them as much as you like.