you can't stop a girl when she falls in love with a song

hamilton songs as things my family/friend group has said on our New Zealand trip (act 1)
  • alexander Hamilton: it's me, that bitch from that island
  • aaron burr: who are you and who are me and who are they
  • my shot: the gangs all here hahaha! [whispers] i don't think I'll survive this.
  • the story of tonight: when I'm gone... remember me [falls into the kiddie pool dramatically]
  • the Schuyler sisters: my life compromises of shitty flirting and people forgetting I exist
  • farmer refuted: if we fight like an old married couple then you... you look like a... a-a... a dog!
  • you'll be back: I miss you but I'll never admit that to any one but this chip I'm about to eat
  • right hand man: I'm not that cool and can't handle any big responsibilities why are you giving me this egg
  • a winters ball: how do you wink
  • helpless: i FUCKING do
  • satisfied: well there goes another unfortunately attractive missed opportunity
  • the story of tonight(reprise): I'm not drunk you are
  • wait for it: the drying machine has been drying my clothes for three hours but I'm too scared to open it in case my clothes haven't dried yet.
  • stay alive: I may be on the verge of death but I'm still a raging homosexual
  • ten duel commandments: this bitch bout to be SHOT
  • meet me inside: ive got 100 problems and daddy issues are 89.78% of them
  • that would be enough: I fucking hate you why won't you love me
  • guns and ships: the freNCH FRY IS ZOOM ZOOMING
  • history has its eyes on you: when I was your age...
  • yorktown(the world turned upside down): violin more like vioLIT
  • what comes next: this bitch really thinks that she can just leave hold my hoops girls. [ten seconds later] WAIT I don't care never mind.
  • dear theodosia: look at this tiny human IVE CREATED IT LOOK AT IT!
  • non-stop: all I do is work baby [eating chips on a couch watching food network]

Jon and Sansa in the late hours, evading sleep and sharing stories.

He turns in his bed for the umpteenth time, searching for sleep but sleep evades his grasp. His eyes are heavy with fatigue but he can’t bring himself to close his eyes. There is only darkness and shadows that dance beneath his eyelids. Sleep is strangely similar to death. The silence, the nothingness, the end of all existence and thought. The moment he sleeps, he is dead once more.  There are no colours, no dreams, none of those things exist for dead men.

He tries to push all thoughts of death and nothingness out of his mind but the thoughts are relentless, they creep through the cracks in his mind, slipping in just like winter. He squeezes his eyes, desperate for something, anything truly. He wishes he knew what it was that he wanted but his desires and wants are unknowable to him. He does not know if it is because death has stolen his memories of all human desires or needs or if it because the things of men are now barred to him. The answers evade his reach, frustratingly close and yet still so unknown and far away. He doesn’t know the answers, perhaps, he never will. All that he knows is that death has made him a strange creature.

There is a hesitant knock at the door and he pushes himself up, grateful for the sudden interruption. He hurries to the door, not caring that it is late, only relieved that he is able to escape his thoughts for but a moment. He opens the door, opening his mouth to greet whoever it is but his words die in his mouth at the sight of who it is. It’s Sansa, wrapped up in a blanket, her head poking out. For a moment, he sees the girl from his childhood, the one who had used to sneak into his room before she learned her courtesies and his place. The memory cuts sharply at some unknown space in his chest.

“Sansa?” He asks cautiously. The girl before him juts out her chin, a stubborn look in her eyes but he sees the fear that burrows itself into her eyes. She trembles before him and he pretends that it is because she is cold. Sansa had never trembled before, not even when she was most scared. His throat goes tight every time he allows himself to wonder where she learnt how to tremble.

“I can’t sleep.” Her words are simple and plain but something inside him moves at her statement. He nods, moving out of the way and she steps into the room, wrapping the furs around her tightly. He stares at her, watching her as she studies their father’s, his chambers. From this angle, beneath the shadows, she looks like Arya. It is funny, they’re both so different but there was so much of Arya in Sansa. There are flashes of their little sister so quick and sudden that it makes him feel dizzy. The jut of her chin, the shape of her eyes, the snap of her voice, even the defiance in her eyes. Standing before him and shouting, her voice loud and girlish, just as his little sister had once done before her mother. He closes his eyes, the pain twisting and sharper than any knife. If he could close his eyes, if she could remain in the shadows, then it would be so easy to imagine it is Arya instead. His little sister sneaking into his room because of nightmares, eyes like his, pleading and tearful.

But they are only flashes and illusions cannot last. You can’t live in the shadows forever and Sansa speaks.

“I’m sorry if I woke you,” Sansa’s voice is quiet and gentle. Disappointment and guilt twists in his stomach. It was wrong and cruel to pretend it was Arya, he thinks to himself. Sansa isn’t his little sister but she is his sister still and somebody he loves.

“It’s fine. I couldn’t sleep either.” Sansa smiles at him, so small that for a moment that he thinks it is another shadow or illusion. “Do you want to get into the bed?” Sansa nods and climbs onto the bed.

 He watches her for a moment before joining her. She faces him, wide and blue eyes watching him, Tully eyes, Lady Stark’s eyes. He slips in beside her, grateful that the phantom of her mother doesn’t suddenly appear between them. All he sees is Sansa, her eyes still wide and fearful. She looks more girl than woman when he’s this close to her. The freckles that dusted her cheeks when she was a child are still there. The bony knees, even the way that she digs her sharp and bony knees into his side is familiar and known.

He brushes a hand against her cheek but she stiffens at his touch. She soon relaxes though.

“I’m glad that you still have your freckles,” he whispers to her. Sansa grins, a wide one that shows all her teeth, the white standing out against the dark.

“I’m glad too,” she whispers back. He traces a finger over each freckle just as he had done when he was a boy and she openly loved him. “I wouldn’t have wanted to lose the love of the stars.” He freezes, surprised. When they were children he had told her that the stars had loved her so much that they had kissed her cheeks, leaving freckles in their place. He had traced and joined each freckle, drawing the constellation across her face.

“You remember.” Sansa nods, her smile softening into something more adult and less known.

“How could I forget? I had the very constellation upon my face. It used to make me feel less alone,” she confesses. His tongue goes heavy with the weight of his words. He wants to bury his head under the ground, pretend that Sansa was safe, pretend that she’s still a little girl but it is impossible. Sansa’s eyes are always sad and there are curves where there had once been pointy bones and skin. She is still Sansa, not even the layer of frost or her mask could hide away that girl.

“I’m glad that you didn’t forget, that it made you feel better.” They fall back into a silence that envelopes them both. Neither has mentioned their pasts. It is easier to ignore and forget the other’s pain in the same way it is simpler to forget that they’re both still broken. They are dancing on the edge, avoiding the truth and evading sleep. It is an edge that they are trying their best not to fall off, even if that means pushing the other down first.

“I’m glad too and I’m glad that I have you here with me.” He hears the raw honesty in her voice. It burns every shadow in his mind, casting light everywhere. It is perhaps that, the sudden light that releases the onslaught of words trapped in his throat.

“I wouldn’t be able to, do this without you, be on my own.” His chest is heavy from the weight of the truth. It leaves him aching and sore. It leaves him wanting to retreat into the shadows but Sansa doesn’t let him. Her hand slips into his own, gentle and questioning, loose as if she is waiting for him to choose what happens next. He wraps his fingers around her own. His grip is tighter than it should be but her grip is just as tight, her nails digging into his skin as if to remind him that this is real. Within the shadows and darkness, they are real.

“I’m broken, though. I’m not the same Sansa.” He looks up and into her eyes and for a moment he is struck silent. For a moment, he sees her as she was when she was a child. Her eyes are wide and open and trusting. It is those eyes that she used to watch their father and Robb with and it is those eyes that are focused on him now. She trusts him just as she did their father, just as she did with Robb. The weight of this revelation strikes him with something he had forgotten existed, something he hadn’t felt since he came back.

Warmth

“Perhaps, we’re all broken now. Maybe it doesn’t have to be bad,” he says. Her eyes widen at what he says and realisation dawns on her face. Perhaps, we are all broken and maybe that means nothing. Maybe all it truly means is kindness and bravery and strength. Maybe it makes kingdoms out of all us, is what he means to say, what he hopes she hears and he thinks that she does, but there is still that stubborn glint. That glint that reminds him achingly of Arya.

“Something loosened inside me when I watched Ramsay get eaten by his dogs,” she says suddenly. He knows what she is trying to push him away, disgust him. Sansa has always been good at turning the most innocent of things into weapons.

“He deserved it.”

“I know.”

“I’m glad that he died. He deserved it.”

“He did,” she says simply.

“You aren’t a monster for this. You aren’t a monster for being happy.” Sansa’s lower lip trembles but she does not reply this time.

There are still questions that he wants to ask her and things he wants to say but he curls his fingers over hers instead. There is a time for honesty and there is a time for shadows and there are some answers that are best left unknown. Answers that deserve to be kept close to one’s heart. He remembers Sansa’s eyes, though, large and trusting and so blue and he knows that one day she will tell him her story and one day he will tell her his. This is the time for bravery and darkness though and so he closes his eyes, ready to be brave, ready to face the darkness.

Losin Control- Michael Clifford

Song: Losin Control by Russ (LOVE IT)

Thanks for the request @ssofia-ggrungee72 sorry it took so long!!

 Hope u like it!! This is part 1 of 4…. and this is probably the best part…some of my best work…so enjoy!!

Originally posted by tothemoonmikey

That was the end of it. You had enough. Fuck him. You both had been through so much shit together. You know when he was upset, he’d beat him self up, then he’d start beating on you. The first time that happened you should have left, you should have gotten yourself the fuck out of there. But no. You thought it was a one time thing. He told you it would never happen again, and how sweet he was to you the next day. How much he gave you soft kisses and told you how he loved you and how sorry he was.  How much he reminded you of the person he was when you’d first met. Then it happened again. And again. Each time ending the same, ‘I’m so sorry baby’. Then came the drugs and alcohol…and when that wasn’t enough, the girls. He didn’t tell you about them, but you knew. How often he came home late, how he’d leave the room when taking phone calls, how detached he was from you….and then of course there was the fact how you came home tonight to find him fucking some bitch in your bed. That asshole. At that moment you knew you had to leave, you couldn’t do any of it anymore. You were so good to him, and this is the way he treated you. You packed some of your things, and walked out the front door. He started to stop you, then just dropped it. Letting you leave without another word.

“I left Jack.” was all you told your sister as you showed up on her front doorstep at 2 in the morning.

“Oh Y/n, come here” Your sister Sara said, pulling you inside and giving you a hug.

The feeling of your sisters embrace made you start to cry. It felt so good to be in the arms of someone who truly loved you and cared. You and your sister were super close. She told you multiple times to leave him, that you deserved so much better. You should have listened.

“I….he….he was with another girl….I can’t do it….I love him so much but he's…..he’s not that same person I fell in love with….I can't….” You sobbed, tears falling on your sister’s shoulder.

“I know. I know. It’s ok. It’ll be ok. It just takes time.” She said, petting your head and holding you tight. “Come on Y/n, let’s go sit down. I have your favorite ice cream! And Netflix of course.”

“You’re so cliché” you laughed, although it came out more like a ragged cough.

“But you know you want it” She said, giving you a soft smile and a wink.

You gave her a tight lipped smile and nodded. Then you walked over to the couch, laying down and covering yourself with the throw blanket, trying to stop the tears that seemed never ending.

You barely got through half of the movie before falling asleep.

You woke up the next morning to the smell of pancakes. You got up off the couch and walked over to the kitchen.

“Hungry?” Sara asked, getting down plates.

“Just a bit”

“Good. Go sit down.”

You did as she asked. A few minutes later she put a huge stack of pancakes in front of you.

“Eat”

You finished your plate, then got up to shower, hoping the hot water would make you feel better. It didn’t. You laid back down on the couch, only getting up to eat.

That’s how you spent the next few days.

Your sister finally had enough after a week.

“Y/n. This is not healthy! You need to move on! And you aren’t going to if you live your life through tv shows and that couch!”

You didn’t argue with what she was saying.

“Y/n go leave! I want you to go somewhere, anywhere, for an hour. You can’t come back until you do. You need to get out of this house, get some fresh air, before you make yourself sick. There’s a park just down the street. Go there if you have to.”

The next thing you knew you found yourself pushed out of the house, with nowhere to go. You took your sister’s advice and headed to the park, praying not many people were there. Luckily for you, at least that wish came true. You sat down by a fountain. The only people anywhere near you was a mother and her two children in the distance, and the occasional jogger. You pressed your back into the smooth stone of the fountain, staring at the stream of water, the way the light glinted off the change at the bottom. So many wishes. Wonder if any of them ever came true.

You felt tears forming in your eyes, thinking of all the wishes and dreams you had for your future. How critical Jack had been. You were going to get married, start a family….be happy. And now…It’s all over.

You felt someone’s presence. You looked up to see a guy with long blond hair, sunglasses and a hoodie. He sat down not too far from you, entranced with the water as you were. You wiped your eyes, hoping he didn’t see you crying. But he did, of course he did.

He sat up, pulled off his sunglasses and began digging in his pocket. The he walked up to you, slowly grabbing your hand and lifting it up. You were so confused as you stared into his green eyes. You felt him open your hand, and place something in your palm. Then he sat back down. You looked down to see a quarter in your hand.

“It’s to make a wish. Make a wish that whatever is making you sad will work itself out. Wish that everything will be ok. And one day, that wish will be granted.” He said, giving you a soft smile.

“Thanks.” You said, smiling back.

“Do you wanna talk about it?”

“Just some shitty breakup..” You didn’t even know why you told him this. It would have been best if you told this gorgeous stranger no. But of course, you were drawn to this guy. You couldn’t deny it.

“Those are the worst. I’m sure you’re better off without him though.”

“That’s for sure. But it still hurts…”

“What happened?”

“He cheated on me” And here you were telling this guy everything. Well not everything. No matter how comfortable you felt with this stranger you weren’t just going to start telling him about your abusive former relationship, and how mentally fucked up you were to still love him. Then again here you were talking to this guy, although he could be just like Jack so you couldn’t really tell if that was a good or bad thing.

“Wow” He scoffed.

“Yeah he’s an asshole who I never want to see again.”

“That’s unbelievable…”

“What?”

“That some jerk could do that to a beautiful girl like you”

You instantly felt your cheeks flush, and tears beginning to form, again. You looked down, avoiding his stare.

“What’s your name?” He asked you.

“Y/n. You are?”

“Michael”


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Thanks for reading! Next parts will be up soon! Requests always open!

Thanks guys, for everything…. -Lydia

The 1975 sentence starters
  • "Don't call it a fight when you know it's a war."
  • "Go sit on the bed because I know that you want to."
  • "You've got pretty eyes, but I know you're wrong."
  • "Get in the shower if it all goes wrong."
  • "I swear there's a ghost."
  • "I feel like I'm just treading water."
  • "I love the house that we live in."
  • "I love you all too much."
  • "I've got a woman now."
  • "This one's on the house."
  • "It all tastes the same, but there's something different about your mouth."
  • "You try chasing dreams, it's harder than it seems."
  • "Stick another pill in my head and go to bed."
  • "We're not doing it again, so leave it."
  • "I wanna see you, but you're not mine."
  • "You think we're doing it again, keep dreaming."
  • "Yeah my shirt looks so good, when it's just hanging off your back."
  • "She's got a boyfriend anyway."
  • "All we seem to do is talk about sex."
  • "He's got a funny face, but I like that 'cause he still looks cool."
  • "Does he take care of you or could I easily fill his shoes?"
  • "If we're gonna do anything we might as well just fuck."
  • "And you're a liar, at least all of your friends are."
  • "It's my party and I'll cry to the end."
  • "You must try harder than kissing all of my friends."
  • "You're alive, at least as far as I can tell you are."
  • "And it's not my fault that I fucked everybody here."
  • "Do you wanna dance?"
  • "It's no fun if you've only a bottle of wine."
  • "Yeah, I want you."
  • "I'm so high, I think I love you."
  • "I was thinking about leaving again, it all depends."
  • "Are we just friends?"
  • "We go where nobody knows."
  • "Oh, my hair smells like chocolate."
  • "Stop looking at my friends."
  • "Write another song about your friends."
  • "I love you, don't you mind."
  • "I think I've lost a lot of my friends."
  • "Well fuck me if you must then."
  • "Treat me like an old friend."
  • "I'm not scared."
  • "I used to think you're cool and I believed you had a wonderful vision."
  • "I was always looking for a way to get out."
  • "You just write about sex and killing yourself and how you hardly ever went to school."
  • "I'm falling for you."
  • "Maybe you'll change your mind."
  • "I'll take you one day at a time, soon you will be mine."
  • "Do you fancy sitting down with me? Maybe?"
  • "I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your neck."
  • "I can't believe that we're talking about him."
  • "Why do you talk so loud?"
  • "I think you're trying too hard."
  • "I've been thinking lots about your mouth."
  • "I forgot to call you."
  • "I remember that I like you, no matter what I found."
  • "It's nice to have your friends round."
  • "It's just you and I tonight."
  • "Gotta love the way you love yourself."
  • "You got something to say? Why don't you speak it out loud, instead of living in your head?"
  • "I don't seem to be having any effect now."
  • "I guess I'll never learn 'cause I stay another hour or two."
  • "You know I can't be found with you."
  • "I'm so fixated on the girl with the soft sound and hair all over the place."
  • "You're cold and I burn."
  • "She had a face straight outta magazine."
  • "Babe, stay, stay, stay, stay, stay."
  • "I'll give you one more time."
  • "You've got a pretty kind of dirty face."
  • "Babe, you look so cool."
  • "What's the fun in doing what you're told?"
  • "I could persuade you."
  • "I'm not your typical, stoned 18 year old."
  • "Girl, I'm not your savior."
  • "They're just girls."
  • "One moment I was tearing off your blouse, now you're living in my house."
  • "What happened to just messing around?"
  • "You just sit and get stoned with 30 year olds and you think you've made it."
  • "Well, shouldn't you be fucking with somebody your age?"
  • "I told you from the start, I'll break your heart."
  • "She's definitely got the style."
  • "I'd like to say you've changed, but you're always the same."
  • "I'd love you to stay but that's simply insane."
  • ""Well, I think I'll say a couple of words if you don't mind..."
  • "You've seen so many faces that I've never seen before."
  • "We're never gonna lie to you."
  • "I know it's me that's supposed to love you."
  • "Is there somebody who can love you?"
50% OFF starters.
  • "You can't have sex with your neighbor's backyard above-ground pool."
  • "let me help you out of that swimsuit-- POOL."
  • "I sure hope we become best friends! but I don't hope we have a falling out, leading us to have a tense, emotion-heavy, dramatic, competitive, love/hate relationship later on."
  • "so anyways I regain consciousness, there's cops everywhere, (name) is covered in blood, got an icepick-- haha it was kind of a weird tuesday."
  • "we're gonna be late for anime school!"
  • "I'm just saying, is it illegal if I'm in my OWN pool?"
  • "WHAT'S UP SLUTS. GUESS WHO JUST GOT OUT OF PRISON!"
  • "(name) WAS A BITCH-ASS POSER."
  • "oh no, he's hot when he's sad!"
  • "this reminds me of prison. this reminds me of prison. this DEFINITELY reminds me of prison."
  • "look at that little pimp. he's gonna grow up to be a prison ass mothafucka."
  • "let's skip all the fluff and get to the part where we're shirtless."
  • "homeboy looks like shark week, I ain't messin' with that."
  • "It wasn't a dream! We got arrested for trespassing! We went to JAIL!"
  • "Nah, man, we went to holding. there's a big difference."
  • "Yeah now we owe Easter Dave a favor-- that is NOT a position you wanna be in."
  • "Wouldn't we have seen him around by now? I mean he is a bipedal shark-person."
  • "I'VE GOT MACE!"
  • "Was macing us really necessary AFTER you remembered who we were?!?"
  • "you took the fall for me and I said thank you."
  • "I went to jail!"
  • "I spent 6 months at a correctional facility!"
  • "I stabbed a girl in the yard!"
  • "I think that guard you killed had a family!"
  • "look at that majestic ass mothafucka. like a dolphin or some shit. a dolphin with legs... and arms... and a jetpack."
  • "BITCH GET IN THE POOL!"
  • "that's how they do it in Austrailia."
  • "20 bucks on jabber jaws."
  • "hey, man did you Tivo Glee last night?"
  • "I'm not allowed to watch Glee, my dad says it might turn me into something bad. A musical theater major."
  • "Neither one of them even died!"
  • "they won't let me back into sewing club because apparently when I threaten someone with sewing needles it's deemed 'inappropriate' and I 'have to leave'."
  • "I have to tumblr this!"
  • "a guy with emotional issues who swims away his problems? Lady, that's the whole team, you're gonna have to be more specific."
  • "I ship them! and them!"
  • "they hate each other, but they also fuck each other!"
  • "hey we try not to get this part of the gym wet so whatever you're doing is gonna have to stop."
  • "so do you wanna come back to my place, listen to some Dave Matthews and talk about my work out routine?"
  • "I wonder if that stuff I hid is still here? ...nah, cops probably took it."
  • "do you know? do you know for sure? Because I don't need another incident."
  • "If I get out of this chair I guarantee you'll end up in one with wheels."
  • "Ok. I'll admit, I'm a little threatened."
  • "'sup bitches!~"
  • "aren't you that guy who drowned a kid? and burned down that building?"
  • "get back to it before you learn a lesson in post-war, urban torture practices."
  • "Remember, snitches get stitches!"
  • "shut up you're high as balls!"
  • "you're just mad because mom and dad thought you were a girl for the first year of your life."
  • "right, son. and speaking of crushing disappointments-"
  • "coach tried to get me to vandalize a police station again."
  • "good thing I wore my Heelys."
  • "he's so hot but so crazy! which makes him even MORE hot!"
  • "Come on let me get those digits baby!"
  • "It should be illegal to be that fine!"
  • "oh just basic addition and subtraction. he was subtracting from my profits so I'm going to add a few extra holes in him."
  • "this doesn't seem like the time for polka-renditions of Ke$ha songs."
  • "I hate it when you leave but I love watching you go."
  • "Yeah I've seen him. He's in my scrapbook class. He cuts the eyes out of magazine photos."
  • "your arrest record is extensive... and amateur."
  • "the fact that you continue to avoid indefinite incarceration is insanityAND THE FACT THAT OUR LAW ENFORCEMENT CAN'T PUT AWAY SOMEONE WITH SUCH BLATANT DISREGARD FOR CONVENTIONAL CRIMINAL FUNCTION BAFFLES THE MIND."
  • "I want that boy to be my bride!"
  • "Pilates will do that man, works your core."
  • "what are we waiting for? let's go bro! let's gbro!"
  • "wow you sure said that."
  • "WOOP! WOOP! hold it, I'm gonna have to pull you over for exceeding recommended hotness."
  • "One time we went camping in the woods, I just left 'em there. Nobody found them for like 5 days. I don't even think their families cared, kinda sad, really."
  • "So, what you're saying is, if they disappeared, no one would notice?"
  • "well I've gotta go not talk to you anymore."
  • "I learned how to swim the old fashioned way. When I was five my dad took me out to a lake and tossed me right in the water."
  • "I'm so happy right now! --and it's not just cause I get to see you in a bunch of different swimsuits. Ok I lied, I'm sorry, that's mostly the reason."
  • "SHE'S A WITCH! PUSH HER IN THE POOL!"
  • "hey I know you! You helped me smuggle some stuff out of the country! How've you been kid?"

anonymous asked:

Court, about you writing, I don't wanna be annoying BUT could you do something for lyrics and melodies (I guess that's the name, can't remember), 'cause I really loved that one :)

ANONYMOUS SAID: could you do a story based on AM? like this girl is just chillin with Harry and she’s about to leave and he’s like “wait, will you stay with me?” and then they hang out until like 4 in the morning and she ends up falling asleep at his place or something? idk do this if you want and do whatever you want with it it’s just kinda an idea ahaha

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I decided to kinda cheat and combine these two requests. I know I’d had a few requests to continue THIS BLURB which I’d ended up titled Lyrics And Melodies. It was one of my favorites (and written from Harry’s POV) and I kept meaning to do a sequel. I thought the AM idea was good and would fit, so here’s what I came up with. Hope you like it. xo


Lyrics And Melodies - Part 2: AM

Help me, I think I’m falling in love again…

I was stood in the back of the bar, just like the first time I watched Julia on the stage, the night we met. After two dates (if you’d call that first night a date), I was still in awe of her. We’d only had one more date since then, but I barely count it. It was a very hurried lunch date because she’d had to get back to work. I hadn’t gotten to hear her sing that time, and sitting in the middle of a busy cafe during lunch hour was not the ideal date. Nonetheless, I’d enjoyed just being with her, but I’ll admit I kicked myself afterwards for not kissing her goodbye.

I was excited when she’d called to tell me she was going to open mic night again, and would love if I came. If. As though anything would have kept me away. This time Niall wasn’t with me. I was only there to meet Julia, and after she played her short set, we were headed back to my place to have drinks there. She was beautiful to watch, her perfect lips mouthing the lyrics into the microphone, her delicate fingers strumming the chords on her guitar.

And we love our loving…but not like we love our freedom…

The crowd cheered and clapped when Julia finished her last song and took a bow. Our eyes met for a split second and she smiled at me before stepping off the stage. The emcee took his place at the mic to announce the next performer, but I kept my eyes on Julia while she walked toward me, stopping a couple times to hug someone or say thanks.

“Hi,” she beamed.

“Hi,” I wiggled my brows. “You were great.”

“Thank you,” she said. “I’m ready when you are.”

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red hot chili peppers lyrics for the signs pt. 2
  • Aries: Can't stop the spirits when they need you // This life is more than just a read-through (Can't Stop)
  • Taurus: I love the feeling when it falls apart // I'm slow to finish but I'm quick to start (Desecration Smile)
  • Gemini: Lucky me swimmin' in my ability // Dancin' down on life with agility (Give It Away)
  • Cancer: In the water where I center my emotion // All the world can pass me by (The Zephyr Song)
  • Leo: And if I saw the sun fall down // I'd pick it up and make a crown // One that was a perfect fit for you (If)
  • Virgo: Who's going to take you home // And hold you when things aren't so bright (She Looks To Me)
  • Libra: So much I wish I could // Count on you not to complete me (So Much I)
  • Scorpio: It's so bad it's got to be good // Mysterious girl misunderstood (Slow Cheetah)
  • Sagittarius: The world I love // The trains I hop // To be part of // The wave can't stop (Can't Stop)
  • Capricorn: All alone not by myself // Another girl bad for my health // I've seen it all through someone else (Desecration Smile)
  • Aquarius: When I find my piece of mind // I'm gonna give you some of my good time (Soul To Squeeze)
  • Pisces: And if I heard the angels sing // I'd Sing it back to you // bring the Sound of heaven ringing // just for you (If)
  • pt. 1: http://cutestrology.tumblr.com/post/126600055370/red-hot-chili-peppers-lyrics-that-remind-me-of-the
99 Prompts
  • + this was inspired highly on the lovely @sentence-fragments post “101 fluffy prompts” so, thank you <3
  • + these prompts are tailored to be written in the reader's point of view OR the character's point of view.
  • YOU AND I:
  • 001: "One day I'll sing you to sleep, and you'll wake up in love with me."
  • 002: "If only you knew who I am, maybe... maybe you'll love me like I love you."
  • 003: "We're just two poor kids, from a really rich city. Isn't that a pity?"
  • 004: "(You/I) come in, with mud on (your/my) face, holding a dozen roses. Shouldn't (I/you) be suspicious?"
  • 005: "Just please, please hold me so I won't fall apart."
  • 006: "You don't even know my name, and you're suddenly in love with me?"
  • 007: "I would appreciate it if you would stop taking my breath away whenever you walk by. I kinda need my breath."
  • 008: "You stupid, adorable idiot."
  • 009: "Can you help me with my homework? I figure since you're smart you know what you're doing."
  • 010: "You're fixing me in a way that no one else could."
  • 011: "Please don't leave me when I'm this weak. Please."
  • 012: "You're fluffy, like a pillow... or a well-written fanfic."
  • 013: "I'll make you know love again."
  • 014: "Aren't we passed 'hello'?"
  • 015: "Kiss me as if we'll never see each other again."
  • 016: "I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream."
  • 017: "You make me sane again."
  • 018: "Wise men say only fools rush in. But I can't help falling in love with you."
  • 019: "Stay with me. Please, if you'll leave me tomorrow and never come back, stay one more night."
  • 020: "Take my hand. Take my whole life, too because I can't help it that I'm madly in love with you."
  • 021: "We're such opposites, and I couldn't be more attracted to you."
  • 022: "Can you sing to me until I fall asleep?"
  • 023: "I'm tired of being alone. Don't let me go."
  • 024: "You're just jealous because you're the little spoon."
  • 025: "You're cute when you're pouty and jealous."
  • LOCKDOWN:
  • 026: "She doesn't deserve you. That should be me."
  • 027: "You're sitting there, oblivious at the bar, when (she's/he's) sleeping around and you're just letting this all happen?!"
  • 028: "Number one: stop feeling sorry for yourself and get out of that loveless relationship."
  • 029: "I never meant to get attached. Now that I am, I'm trapped."
  • 030: "Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?"
  • 031: "(He/She) won't love you like I would."
  • 032: "(He's/She's) an idiot for letting someone like you go."
  • 033: "I have loved you since we were fifteen. You just never noticed."
  • 034: "While you were chasing her, you were oblivious that I was struggling to get your attention."
  • 035: "It's like you casted a spell on me. And from the start, I was hooked."
  • 036: "The thought of you with (her/him) makes me want to vomit, just saying."
  • SUPERFICIAL LOVE:
  • 037: "If you want to keep me then you better treat me like a damn princess."
  • 038: "This superficial love shit got me going crazy."
  • 039: "If you like (her/him), go for it. Just stop stringing me along."
  • 040: "You're such an idiot, you've been chasing for the right person when I've been standing here all along."
  • 041: "I think I know (he/she) doesn't love me. That's why I mess around."
  • 042: "I don't want to marry someone who broke me on the inside."
  • 043: "I keep falling for your fool's gold."
  • 044: "I thought it was supposed to be you. That you'd be the one to save me."
  • 045: "You're not the person who gets to be in my happily ever after."
  • 046: "It's sad because I still love you even though you're with (her/him)."
  • BROKEN HEARTS CLUB:
  • 047: "I'm not your side piece. If anything, you're my side piece."
  • 048: "After all these years of not apologizing, you're on your knees begging for my help? After all you did?"
  • 049: "And if one day, you wake up and realize you want to be with me again, you better be ready to slay a dragon to win me back."
  • 050: "I trusted you and you abused that trust. That's not right. You can't waltz in here and think everything is okay."
  • 051: "I had a few drinks now and the only thing on my mind is you. It's always you."
  • 052: "I'm not the same (girl/boy) you left broken-hearted two years ago."
  • 053: "You don't get the glory of seeing me cry."
  • 054: "People may call you a hero, but you're a villain in my eyes."
  • 055: "Sorry, I'm all out of love."
  • 056: "You were the best drug my heart got addicted to."
  • 057: "You left me and went on to become bigger and better."
  • THE ANGST:
  • 058: "You saved me from death, and now you want to kill me? You had your chance."
  • 059: "No one came when I was about to die. You left me to die."
  • 060: "I am so done, trying to be your number one."
  • 061: "Every little thing you do pisses me off and it makes me mad because it makes me love you more."
  • 062: "You had no trouble tearing me apart and poking holes in my heart."
  • 063: "You accused me of murder and now you want to go out for dinner?!"
  • 064: "No! Stop feeling sorry for yourself again!"
  • 065: "I'm not the damsel in distress anymore! I. Don't. Need. You."
  • 066: "Don't pretend you're sorry. I know you're not."
  • 067: "You stop being sorry three years ago. Stop saying you're sorry."
  • 068: "You. Don't. Own. Me. You never did, never will. People can't own people."
  • 069: "There is not a single bone of humanity in you. You've turned to the monster I feared you were gonna become."
  • 070: "You're terrible. And to think I actually fell in love with you at one point."
  • 071: "You sicken me, you pathetic low life. Stop stalking me and trying to save me."
  • 072: "I can save myself, thank you very much for your unnecessary and unwanted help."
  • 073: "I don't need you to be happy. I never needed you."
  • WILD THINGS:
  • 074: "So... you're actually undercover pretending to be a high school (girl/boy)?"
  • 075: "(You/I) just saved (me/you) from a burning fire and now you're asking me out?"
  • 076: "Why are my clothes on fire? Why aren't your clothes on fire?"
  • 077: "What crawled in your pants and made you a fuck(boy/girl)?"
  • 078: "You're sick? I'll be over with lemonade in five."
  • 079: "Stop hiding in the bathtub and eating pizza."
  • 080: "So my dog is a robot that you've been using to spy on me?"
  • 081: "Explain to me why you are covered in marshmallow fluff and Nutella."
  • 082: "Don't tell me you're filling up water balloons with hot tea again and throwing them at your enemies."
  • 083: "(You're/ I'm) (my/your) little sister, so naturally a cold-crazed psychopath man is gonna want to make (you/me) his bride."
  • 084: "Did you just ride on a horse all the way to my house to ask me out?"
  • 085: "Why the hell did you just kick me in the (boob/nuts)?"
  • 086: "You're like a little, shiny potato chip."
  • 087: "Can I dance spontaneously in the rain now?"
  • 088: "Stop using my tooth brush to brush your hair."
  • 089: "What song do you want me to play while you throw up?"
  • 090: "You smell like burps and giggles."
  • 091: "Can you stop rubbing butter over yourself for a minute and listen to me?"
  • 092: "Stop running around the place screaming that you want to be Blue Ivy. We're at a grocery store."
  • 093: "Can you stop hitting me in the butt with a water bottle?"
  • 094: "So you called me over because you poured hot sauce in your hair?"
  • 095: "Am I the first person to tell you that you cannot rap? Because if I am, I'm surprised."
  • 096: "I don't want to know why you're dressed as a banana."
  • 097: "Please don't tell me I just fell into dog poop."
  • 098: "I'm calling you Captain Savage Worm."
  • 099: "You're just an adorable kitten in a way too tight jumpsuit."
the signs as bright eyes lyrics
  • aries: As you tear and tear your hair from roots/Of that same head you have twice removed now/A lock of hair you said would prove/Our love would never die (Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh)
  • taurus: And on the way home held your camera like a bible/Just wishing so bad that it held some kind of truth/And I stood nervous next to you in the dark room/You dropped the paper in the water/And it all begins to bloom/Ya they go wild (Old Soul Song [For The New World Order])
  • gemini: I have sat too long in my silence./I have grown too old in my pain./To shed this skin, be born again,/it starts with an ending./So thank you friends for the time we shared./My love stays with you like sunlight and air. (Method Acting)
  • cancer: Well, let the poets cry themselves to sleep/And all their tearful words will turn back into steam/But me I'm a single cell/On a serpents tongue/There's a muddy field where a garden was/And I'm glad you got away/But I'm still stuck out here/My clothes are soaking wet/From your brother's tears (Poison Oak)
  • leo: That is why I'm singing.../Baby don't worry cause now I got your back./And every time you feel like crying,/I'm gonna try and make you laugh./And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad,/then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company/through those days so long and black (Bowl of Oranges)
  • virgo: And my father was there, in a chair, by the window, staring so far away./I tried talking, just whispered, "...so sorry...so selfish..."/He stopped me and said, "Child I love you regardless/and there's nothing you could do that would ever change this./I'm not angry. It happens. But you just can't do it again." (Let's Not Shit Ourselves [To Love And To Be Loved])
  • libra: In an abandoned building where/Squatters made a mural of a Mexican girl/With fifteen cans of spray paint and a chemical swirl/She's standing in the ashes at the end of the world/Four winds blowing through her hair (Four Winds)
  • scorpio: When I feel lost I am not at all/.../Oh, I've made love, yeah, I've been fucked, so what?/I'm a cartoon, you're a full moon, let's stay up (Hot Knives)
  • sagittarius: I was a fool, you were my friend/We made it happen/You took off your clothes/left on the light/You stood there so brave/You used to be shy/Each feature improved, each movement refined and eyes like a showroom (Take it Easy [Love Nothing])
  • capricorn: And the future hangs over our heads/And it moves with each current event/Until it falls all around like a cold steady rain/Just stay in when it's looking this way (Landlocked Blues)
  • aquarius: So when you're asked to fight a war that's over nothing/It's best to join the side that's gonna win/And no one's sure how all of this got started/But we're gonna make them goddam certain how its gonna end/Oh ya we will, oh ya we will! (Road To Joy)
  • pisces: Yours is the first face that I saw/I think I was blind before I met you/Now I don't know where I am/I don't know where I've been/But I know where I want to go (First Day of My Life)
JONAS BROTHERS LYRICS APPRECIATION POST.
  • Please be mine: I can't stop the rain from falling
  • Can't stop my heart from calling you
  • Hold on: When you love someone and they break your heart, don’t give up on love, have faith, restart. Just hold on.
  • Goodnight and Goodbye: I feel like we have fallen apart, open up your eyes girl and see, how wonderful this love could be.
  • Hello Beautiful: 'cause I could go across the world, see everything and never be satisfied, if I couldn't see those eyes.
  • Still in love with you: But your smile still makes my heart sing another sad song, I can't forget it, I won't regret it.
  • Australia: The only thing you knew was true has just walked out of your life. How does it feel?
  • When you look me in the eyes: Dreams can't take the place of loving you, there's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
  • Inseparable: We can stop for hours just staring at the stars, they shine down to show us that you know when the sun forgets to shine, I'll be there to hold you through the night and we'll be running so fast we can fly tonight.
  • Hollywood: Fallen soldiers, all around us, but we're still standing strong. Embarrassing and contradicting 'cause now we're making headlines, primetime, saying "what a story!". Billboards, packed tours. Don't forget you can try to break us and make us fall apart, but the fires in our hearts.
  • Take a breath: People change and promises are broken, clouds can move and skies will be wide open. Don't forget to take a breath.
  • Out of this world: Said she'd seen it all before, made me wonder even more.
  • Lovebug: I kissed her for the first time yesterday, everything I wished that it would be. Suddenly I forgot how to speak. Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?
  • Tonight: Every single word's been said, broke each other's hearts again. As the starlit sky begins to shine, we're breakin' down, she screams out.
  • Can't have you: I don't wanna fall asleep 'cause I don't know if I'll get up, and I don't wanna cause a scene, but I'm dyin' without your love. Begging to hear your voice tell me you love me too.
  • Video girl: They're all the same, they all want the money, they're all insane, they live for fame, honey. They laugh at you when you're not even bein' funny.
  • Pushin' me away: Spinning round these walls are falling down and I need you.
  • Sorry: Filled with sorrow, filled with pain, knowing that I am to blame ror leavin' your heart out in the rain. And I know your gonna walk away, leave me with the price to pay, before you go I wanted to say that I'm sorry.
  • A little bit longer: And you don't know what it's like to feel so low and every time you smile, you laugh, you glow.
  • Before the storm: Just thinking back to where we started and how we lost all that we are. We were young, and times were easy, but I could see it's not the same. I'm standing here, but you don't see me, give it all for that to change.
  • Much better: Get a rep for breakin' hearts, now I'm done with super stars and all the tears on her guitar, I'm not bitter // I believe that the road that people lead, helps you find the one you need.
  • Black keys: She hates the sun 'cause it proves she's not alone and the world doesn't revolve around her soul. She loves the sky 'cause it validates her pride, never lets her know when she is wrong.
  • Turn right: Pick up all your tears, throw 'em in your backseat, leave without a second glance.
  • Don't Speak: There's a lot that you don't notice, when you read between the lines. The future's out of focus, when you're blinded by the light. It's a hope for all the hopeless in the worst of trying times. I resort to being speechless 'cause I don't want to lie.
  • Poison Ivy: I just got back from the doctor, he told me that I had a problem, but I realized it's you.
  • Fly with me: Maybe you were just afraid, knowing you were miles away from the place where you needed to be and that's right here with me.
  • Paranoid: I make the most of all the stress, I try to live without regrets but I'm about to break a sweat, I'm freakin' out. It's like a poison in my brain, it's like a fog that blurs the sane, it's like a vine you can't untangle. I'm freakin' out
Moulin Rouge sentence meme
  • "Diamonds are a girl's best friend."
  • "Never fall in love with a woman who sells herself."
  • "You don't have to lie to me."
  • "He/she wasn't trying to trick her/him."
  • "A love that will last forever."
  • "It's not that I'm not a jealous man/woman. I just don't like other people touching my things."
  • "I couldn't go through with it!"
  • "Honestly this is impossible!"
  • "Nothing funny, I just like talent."
  • "Virgin?"
  • "Leave all this to yesterday."
  • "I'm sorry, _____, I'm dying."
  • "Outside may be tragic."
  • "... a little frog."
  • "It'll mean that we love one another."
  • "Life's an awful bore."
  • "In here it's entertaining."
  • "Tell me the truth."
  • "It's quite long."
  • "This one's for you."
  • "A little supper? Maybe some champagne?"
  • "No!"
  • "We have to end it."
  • "It's nothing."
  • "They're trying to kill you!"
  • "The cat's out of the bag."
  • "I'm sure I will."
  • "When will I begin to live again?"
  • "I couldn't pretend anymore!"
  • "But I prefer a man/woman who lives... and gives expensive... jewels."
  • "You'll have fun."
  • "The greatest lesson you'll ever learn is to love and to be loved in return."
  • "Love is like oxygen!"
  • "A kiss may be grand, but it won't pay rental."
  • "Everyone go back to work."
  • "Outside it may be raining."
  • "He/she will fight for me."
  • "I hope you don't mind."
  • "Is this okay?"
  • "Tell our story."
  • "The ending's silly."
  • "He's got a huge... talent."
  • "This is my home."
  • "Generally I like it."
  • "Men grow cold as women grow old."
  • "In here we feel like magic."
  • "I was a fool to believe."
  • "How wonderful life is now that you're in the world."
  • "I don't like this ending."
  • "She's confessing!"
  • "I prefer to do it standing."
  • "You can tell everyone that this is your song."
  • "Is this what you want?"
  • "No!"
  • "That way I'll always be with you."
  • "Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing?"
  • "I didn't want to lie!"
  • "He/she knows!"
  • "I'm cold."
  • "Things aren't always as they seem."
  • "Things are exactly as they seem."
  • "Very well."
  • "You might enjoy it."
  • "See the difference between you and I is that you can leave anytime you choose."
  • "You're going to be bad for business."
  • "We'll leave tonight."
  • "I'd rather, um, just get it done and over."
  • "I don't have much money."
  • "Love lifts us where we belong."
  • "Never knew I could feel like this."
  • "When love is for the highest bidder, there can be no trust."
  • "You're a beautiful man/woman."
  • "I forgot my line."
  • "The woman/man I loved is... dead."
  • "Come down here and get it done and over with."
  • "You know it is."
  • "I love sex."
  • "You know, touched for the first time."
  • "Hold me."
  • "Without trust, there can be no love."
  • "Hurt him/her to save him/her."
  • "I can tell."
  • "You're a great actress."
  • "It always ends bad!"
  • "Being on the street, that's terrible."
  • "I know it isn't much."
  • "We can't afford to love."
  • "The show must go on."
  • "Why does my heart cry?"
  • "The truth?"
  • "Use your talent to save him/her!"
  • "Make him/her believe you don't love him/her."
  • "I don't need you anymore!"
  • "I owe you nothing."
  • "He/she loves me!"
  • "And that's worth everything."
  • "You've got to carry on without me."
  • "Ah, poetry."
  • "You're free to leave me but just don't deceive me."
  • "Come what may I will love you until my dying day."
  • "Jealousy, yes jealousy will drive you mad!"
  • "I've come to pay my bill."
  • "It's not important."
  • "My gift is my song."
  • "Love is a splendord thing!"
  • "All you need is love."
  • "A girl's got to eat."
  • "The only way of loving me baby is to pay a lovely fee."
  • "Come and get me, boys."
  • "I can't carry on without you."
  • "I've paid my whore."
  • "Forgive everything."
  • "The French are glad to die for love."
  • "Don't stop, don't stop."
  • "I saw you together!"
  • "Please believe me when I say I love you."
  • "The spectacular spectacular."
  • "You are nothing to me."
  • "You don't have to wear that dress tonight."
  • "Thank you for curing me of my ridiculous obsession with love."
  • "Only you can save him/her."
  • "That's real love."
  • "Because she/he doesn't love you!"
  • "All my life you made believe I was only worth what someone would pay for me!"
  • "We're going away from you."
  • "What's his/her type?"
  • "Dont worry, Shakespeare."
  • "I was sick."
  • "We'll work on it tomorrow."
  • "You'll get your ending."
  • "And in the end should someone die?"
  • "We'll make them laugh, we'll make them cry."
  • "Where were you last night?"
  • "So delighting."
  • "I told you."
  • "Everyone knows."
  • "It's a bit funny, this feeling inside."
  • "You're dying."
  • "The doctor told us."
  • "You don't have to sell your body to the night."
  • "It's just an infatuation."
  • "The infatuation will end."
  • "It's more than I can stand."
  • "It all ends tonight."
  • "He/she is spending a fortune on you."
  • "Tell him/her it's over."
  • "I can't fall in love with anyone."
  • "But, my dear, I've arranged a lovely supper for us."
  • "A life without love... that's terrible."
  • "What?"
  • "This is what I want."
  • "Naughty words."
  • "I know of art and love."
  • "I long for it with every fiber of my being."
  • "It's a city of sin."
  • "There is no other way."
  • "We are creatures of the underworld."
  • "Oh no."
  • "I'm in love."
  • "A kingdom of nighttime pleasures."
  • "She/he sold her/his love."
  • "I can't believe it."
  • "Love is just a game."
  • "I was made for loving you, baby."
  • "You were made for loving me."
  • "One day I'll fly away."
  • "She/he is mine."
  • "Everything's going so well."
  • "You expect me to believe that?"
  • "Everyday I'm loving you more and more."
  • "We have each other."
  • "Today's the day when dreaming ends."
  • "I'm paid to make men/women believe what they want to believe."
  • "I don't care."
  • "You'll die with wonderment!"
  • "You have so much to give."
  • "I love you."
  • "The end."

anonymous asked:

I'd like to request a scenario where Hanamiya's s/o wants to break up with him because they can't take the emotion abuse he gives them? A song inspiration could be superhero by Cher Lloyd.

the song is so happy sounding if you ignore the lyrics LOL I didn’t listen to the song entirely because it’s not something I usually enjoy listening to D; sorry anon ;;;

Hope this is enjoyable (??) for you. Kind of angsty ish????

PART 1 l PART 2  l PART 3

-Admin Nanacchi

From the moment you saw Hanamiya, you knew he wasn’t the typical bad boy. For one, he was smart-smarter than you expected to be truthfully honest. His quick thinking earned him high praises from many teachers when discussions were made; his skill in chemistry overshadowed yours when your class did labs; Hanamiya ruled in academics. Aside from the coursework, Hanamiya was also the captain and coach of the basketball team. This was something that was unheard of until he came in as a first year. His accomplishments hid his flaws; his need to break the self-esteem and beliefs of any hopeful person he came across with was hidden.

Whether you wanted to or not, you fell for him. You loved how he dominated in the school rankings; loved how he smirked, with eyes half lidded in anticipation to what was to come; loved him for being him. Many of your friends had given you looks of disgust when you told them you had a crush on him. Some of them had told you to give up on it; others tried to force you to look at other, nicer, more suitable guys. None of it worked because a few weeks later after you confessed to him after school, the two of you became an item.

At first you put up with his harsh teases. Let him talk to you as if you were an object, not a person. Let Hanamiya ridicule your outfits, meals, decisions, ideas-let him break your self-esteem piece by piece. You weren’t sure when the wall you put up to let the jabs hit broke, but when it did, you couldn’t hide the tears from forming in your eyes.

For a while you began to sit quietly in your room, hugging yourself tightly, trying to make yourself believe Hanamiya’s words weren’t intended to harm you, but to tease. Each and every time you did so, the lie became more evident and soon you realized that maybe he wasn’t joking.

“Not talking too much again ______?” Hanamiya smirked at you, pulling you to his side roughly as the two of you walked home. “What? Can’t say anything because you got a sixty-two on your chem test and I got a ninety-five? Pathetic.”

“Can you stop saying that Hanamiya.” You said quietly.

“Saying what? That you’re acting like a little cry baby over your mark?” Stopping in mid-stride, he looked down at you. “Not my fault someone was stupid.”

You clenched your hands. “I’m not stupid.”

“Oh really?” He roughly flicked your forehead, laughing slightly when he notice you flinch. “Baka, grow up.”

“You grow up!” You slapped his hand. Tears falling on your face. “I’m sick and tired of you saying these things about me.”

Hanamiya merely rolled his eyes. “You’re sick of it? I’m sick of dating someone so stupid that she can’t even think straight on such an easy test, let alone struggle to get good marks in school.”

“I-I’m glad you’re sick of me then. I’m glad you don’t want to date a girl like me because really who’d want to date an asshole like you?” You stared at him straight on, eyes blurred. “We’re done Hanamiya.”

A flash of surprised was seen on his face right as you said those words. Ripping your bag off his arm, you held it tightly before you started running back home, leaving your now ex-boyfriend in the street.

Reaching home, you fell to the ground, sobbing loudly.Your friends were right. Everyone was right. Hanamiya wasn’t the guy for you; he wasn’t the guy for anyone at all now that you thought about it. He was a guy who wanted to break his partner, not support.  

You thought that somewhere inside of him that maybe he wasn’t that cruel, that perhaps he was a nice guy that would take care of the person he was with as he grew to love them more and more each day. You thought wrong.

Can't Help Falling In Love

Jay didn’t know that goddamned song’s name, but Carlos wouldn’t stop singing it, and now it was deeply stuck in his head. 

The first time they heard it was when they went for a walk through the kingdom.

Even when they weren’t having a conversation, or playing video games, Jay enjoyed and was thankful for Carlos’ company. Although, he was very careful not to take his friend for granted. He always tried to give back what he had gotten. That was why, the morning Carlos had woken up from a nightmare, and then had been zoned out on the breakfast, Jay decided it was his turn to make the boy feel better. He suggested going for walk. 

They skipped class, not knowing exactly where they were going, but Carlos was soon telling Jay about inventions, future projects and things he wanted to learn. Jay listened at everything completely amazed by his friend’s knowledge. Not that he wasn’t aware about how smart Carlos was, but he always found himself surprised by this passion on his gestures. The way he talked faster when getting closer to the heart of the idea, and how his eyes shined while explaining something. It was priceless. And Jay had never ever had something priceless; something he couldn’t trade, or wanted to keep for himself. Jay couldn’t imagine being without Carlos, he was used to his presence, they were inseparable. 

 That morning, they walked until they found themselves immersed in a small town. The streets were full of people talking, laughing, singing and dancing. It was a mess of music, joy and happiness, and it smelled like food everywhere. They heard quite a lot of songs while looking at everything fascinated, but at some point Jay saw Carlos had stopped to listen a soft melody coming out from one of the shops. His attention –and his skilled hands- were already on other things, so he barely could catch a low voice singing. 

However, on the way back home, Carlos sang a line again and again. Wise men say, only fools rush in… And then he started humming a melody. It was pretty nice, Jay had to admit. 

The next day, Carlos seemed to remember another part of the song while having a shower before going to school. Jay was still dressing up, but he came closer to door so he could listen. Like the river flows, slowly through the sea, darling so we go, some things were meant to be… and then he just heard a humming.  Jay moved away, feeling like he was being intrusive for some reason. 

He would have forgotten about the song if it wasn’t because of Carlos, who was being pretty insistent and kept singing those same lines again and again. It was driving Jay crazy. Not that it bothered him but quite the opposite. Carlos’ voice, the way he moved his lips, the amount of emotion he seemed to put on those words, it was beautiful… and hot. Jay could not get it out of his head. 

Carlos even sang it a couple of times while looking directly at Jay eyes, and he didn’t know what to do with the warmth inside his chest and his stomach when it happened. 

The day he entered the dorm after tourney practice and found Carlos laying on his bed with just a towel around his waist, wet hair and some waterdrops on his neck, singing WOULD IT BE A SINNNNN at the top of his lungs-, his legs went weak. And he decided to do something. Whatever it was, he needed to do something. 

So the next day, he skipped practice and ran to the street where Carlos had listened the song on first place. There were lots of shops playing music, so he put his flirty smile on to mask the shame, and sang the lyrics he knew to each trader, looking for help, until a girl said: 

 "-Oh, that one is Can’t Help Falling in Love, by Elvis!“ 

 She rummaged inside some boxes, and approached Jay with a black circular piece of plastic, which he recognized as an Longplay, because of a History class. Then, somehow she put it on a weird machine, and the song started. Jay found it kind of relaxing and exciting at the same time. 

The girl had decided to give Jay some space, and he thanked her in his mind, because suddenly the hairs on his arms bristled, and he had a giant grin on his face. The song made him immediately think of Carlos, and he giggled. …for I can’t help, falling in love with you. 

 It was kind of a revelation for Jay, who took the LP in a rush, suddenly remembering there was a turntable where he could play it at the library. He ran back to Auradon Prep, not even thinking of it like stealing. He just needed to show Carlos the song in that moment. It couldn’t wait. 

 When he opened the dorm’s door, still out of breath and saw Carlos studying in his desk, he let out a weak laugh. 

 “-Dude, you really need to hear this.” Jay couldn’t stop smiling as he grabbed Carlos by the elbow.

“-Jay! What’s happening? Is that a LP?” 

 “- C’mon, dude. Hurry up!” Jay was almost bouncing through the corridor, and Carlos thought it was hilarious. He was also pretty aware of Jay’s arm wrapping him, and didn’t mind it at all. 

 “-THIS THING.” Jay claimed when they reached the machine, at the end of the History of Music’s books hall. It looked like the shop one, so he tried to do the same as the girl, and it worked. 

 “-That’s the song!” Carlos was surprised. “But where-” He didn’t end the sentence because he was watching the LP going round and round with a big smile. “I can’t believe it” 

Jay took a step forward while the song kept playing. Slowly, he lifted his hand to touch Carlos cheek with his fingertips. Carlos closed the distance between them, and rested his head in the curve of Jay neck, giggling softly. Jay ticked, but put his arms around Carlos anyways. 

“-You wouldn’t stop singing it, damn” 

“-Because it makes me think of you.” Carlos confessed in a whisper, and took him off guard. 

Jay, master at flirting, felt tongue tied. He had said cute things to a numberless amount of girls in order to stole earrings, watches or necklaces. All of them meaningless. This was different. 

“I- I know I-“ He took a deep breath “It makes me think of you too, that’s why I wanted you to listen the whole song.“ 

“-But where did you find it?” 

“-At the shop where you heard it that day.” Jay felt Carlos had moved before he felt a kiss on his cheek. 

“Thank you” Carlos whispered, and then he left another one, in the corner of Jay mouth. “Play it again, please.” 

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(Hey! so, first of all, thank you for reading this! I apologize if there are any grammar mistakes or typos that I’ve missed, since English is not my first language. Also, it’d meant a LOT if you could tell me what you think about it. I’m currently writing another fic with a friend of mine, so you’ll have news about some stuff pretty soon. x)

anonymous asked:

Hi, I'm a new fan of The NBHD's music. I can't call myself an Hoodlum (yet) bc I have a silly rule for myself: If you don't know & love all the members, don't call yourself a fan lol. I'm 14 and live in Asia so I don't even have the slightest chance to meet them, also the info about them is very rare :( I have been hopelessly searching about them since last week then came across your tumblr & omg I love you and your blog! Could you give me some info about each members? Thanks :)

You’re already a fan because you like their music, but I completely agree, in order to be a hoodlum, it takes much more than that. Hm okay, so where do I start? (and thank you so much by the way for saying you love my blog, it seriously means alot). So first off, The Neighbourhood members USED to be

Jesse, Mikey, Zach, BRYAN SAMMIS and Jeremy
They never spoke too clearly about why Bryan had to separate from the band. At first it seemed as though he had chose to leave so he could work on his own music but as time went on, in interviews it would be hinted out that there was some tension and being together felt more like a job than it did working with friends. Bryan was my favorite member. He knew who I was before we even formally met. He was the most interactive with the fans and one of the funniest. His solo music is pretty good, if you want to give that a listen here’s the link to his soundcloud (he goes by both Bryan and Olivver, and no the second v was not a typo) https://soundcloud.com/olivver-1

This separation didnt happen too long ago. The band itself is fairly new. They grew immediate attention after writing sweater weather (which was also the first song they all wrote together) They all knew eachother before becoming a band, (Zach and Mikey are the closests though). 

CURRENT MEMBERS
Jesse, Zach, Brandon, Mikey, Jeremy

Jesse is the lead singer and the member people know most about. Not just because he is the lead singer but also because he puts himself out there a lot. He is present in if not all, most interviews and therefore its easy for most fans to fall in love with him. Before the neighbourhood became popular, he was in a serious relationship with a girl named Serena. He wrote a couple songs about her (or at least we believe he did, songs like STING) and we’re not sure why they broke up but most fans were really happy about their relationship. He was single for quite a while before getting together with Anabel Englund, the fan base seemed to be very upset about it. Most argued it was because of the way she presented herself (some people thought it was skanky) but it didn’t stop them from being together and with time people began to love them (Ship name was/is Anese). Now, its not certain but it’s argued that they broke up (they unfollowed eachother on Twitter and Instagram). Jesse is also very sensitive. If you haven’t seen it already in their Afraid video, he is completely naked and he felt very unappreciated when the video didn’t even reach a million views because he completely put himself out there and he went on a sad rant on twitter. It broke most fans hearts and it sparked a fan page trend. I believe at least one fourth of the neighbourhood fan pages that are active today were made after that. Asides from all that mushy stuff, he’s super funny and a confident guy. 

Zach Abels is one of the guitarists of the band and is by far the second most famous member of the band. Its funny because on twitter he is described to be the more sassy one and he always has been but in person he isn’t like that at all. He might not be as tall but he’s just as sweet as Jesse when it comes to the fans.

Mikey Margott is the bass player. He is the youngest of the group and grew up knowing how to play the drums but they really wanted him in the band so they taught him how to play bass (Bryan was already the drummer). He is super sweet and asides from Brandon, he is the member we may know least about, personality wise. He doesn’t have anything but instagram and he doesn’t use it that much. Also, he isn’t present in most interviews so its hard to really say you love him from anything other than maybe meeting him after a concert or the pictures posted of him by photographers and fans. What we do know is that since young, his best friend has always been Zach, he is the band’s barber and for over four years he’s been in a committed relationship with the lovely Lauren Leekley. (which all fans love)

Jeremy Freedman is the other guitarists and the most unappreciated member. I remember meeting them after the iHeartRadio live series and everyone flocked around Jesse while Jeremy was pretty much by himself. After talking to him for a bit I realized how funny he was and being the selfish person I am, I was sort of happy that I could have a conversation with him without being interrupted by other fans. He gives himself these crazy nicknames that work and it only shows about 2% of his sense of humor. Jerry Hot Licks, The Pussy Destroyer and more.  

Bryan Sammis was their drummer. I spoke about him before but he really was my favorite. He always responded to fans on twitter and was even nicer in person. The first time I saw him I didnt have to say anything, he saw the gift I was ready to give him and he knew who I was and that really meant a lot to me. The second time I saw him he recognized me (as did Jesse, they do a good job of remembering faces) and he was very chilled and cool about having a one on one conversation with me.

Brandon Fried is the new drummer. Although he may be a new member, he’s known them since highschool. He’s into Seahawk football and eating gyros and that’s pretty much all I know. He seems like a really funny and chilled guy he just hasn’t been in the band long enough for me to say much in confidence. 

I wish we knew more about their personal lives but the only person who we can really say we all know is Jesse and even then, we dont know everything. I hope this helped, if you have any more questions let me know!

:-)

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“I Can’t Help Falling in Love With You” or the 6 Stages of Falling in Love with Maya Penelope Hart. - part two of the Lucaya Playlist series. I don’t own any of the lyrics, or the characters. This song is sung by Haley Reinhart

Written with @alltoomaya

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Part One

1. Her eyes.

He first saw her eyes on the subway. They met his and he couldn’t help but smile. They were the bluest that he had ever seen, but that wasn’t even the best part of them. There was a sparkle in them that he hadn’t seen in awhile. A sparkle that’s hard to describe. Mischievous, rebellious, but caring, and alluring. The whole time she was talking, he wasn’t hearing much of it, because he was staring at her eyes, speechless at how beautiful they were. And then they were gone.

2. Her smile

She was back. But this time, it wasn’t her eyes that left him speechless. That smirk left him without a brain, but the smile left him in worse condition. He didn’t get the smile very often. But God, when he did it made his heart stop. Even the thought of her smile, her eyes crinkling, and her nose scrunching up gave him butterflies in his stomach. He found that he liked her smile more than he liked baseball.

3. Her hair

He could stare it all day, and he does. He would have never thought that the back of someone’s head could be so captivating. He started to do worse in school just because the fruity smell and its curls make him want to run his fingers through it, but he can’t, so he just looks. But sometimes when it’s just them watching a movie, she’ll let him run his fingers through just because it feels so good, and he loves every minute of it because she lays on his lap and he gets to do what he daydreams about every time he sees her.

4. Her wits

Ranger Rick. Huckleberry. Moral Compass. Ranger Roy on a good day. Mr. Perfect. Lucas the Good. Soaring Eagle. Heehaw. Golden Boy. Hopalong. Sundance. Bucky McBoing Boing. Cowboy.  He can hear her saying those in his mind and it makes him close his eyes and take a deep breath in order to keep from smiling all the time. She plays a game with him, and he plays a game with her, and they both try to win, but he knows that there isn’t a real winner because there are no rules and his only objective is to make her smile because it’s the most rewarding thing. And she’s so fast on her feet. He’ll say one thing, but she is two steps ahead of him and sometimes she makes him dizzy, but a roller coaster dizzy, where you’re a little disoriented and you can’t help but smile because it’s a rush, and you love it because it’s her.

5. Her

It’s her. It’s how she jumps on his back to calm him down. It’s how she looks at him right after she makes a comment. It’s how she would follow Riley to the deepest depths of the ocean. It’s how she loves Auggie like her little brother. It’s how she manages to be everyone’s rock when he knows that she needs someone else too. It’s how she manages to never have a bad look. It’s how she walks like she know’s someone is watching. It’s how she sings when she’s walking down the sidewalk, and dances in the rain. It’s her.

6. Them

It’s how he couldn’t help falling in love with her.

a hella long list of random lyric sentence starters
  • "I'm insecure and I care what people think."
  • "We're stressed out."
  • "Wish we could turn back time, to the good ol' days."
  • "Wake up, you need to make money."
  • "You used to make me feel like I could walk on water."
  • "You're the reason why I can't listen to the same songs I used to."
  • "I write songs about you all the time."
  • "I bet I don't run through your mind."
  • "I've given up on you.
  • "It still hurts to know you're not alone."
  • "Lately, my dog's the only one around that listens to my problems."
  • "It's been a lonely year."
  • "I'm just happy being with you."
  • "Quietly, quietly, the two of us are entangled."
  • "You don't realize the way I am."
  • "This silent love leaves a silent scar."
  • "I don't feel anything when I look at your face."
  • "That's nothing compared to what I had done in the past."
  • "Wild horses couldn't drag me away."
  • "You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress."
  • "Please remember me, fondly."
  • "We'll meet again."
  • "Fuck the man."
  • "I heard from someone you're still pretty."
  • "And when the morning came I was ashamed. Only now it seems so silly."
  • "Never meant to last."
  • "An angel kissin' on a sinner."
  • "Girls like girls like boys do."
  • "Always gonna steal your thunder."
  • "Imma take your girl out."
  • "Don't tell me what I feel."
  • "Kissed your girls and made you cry, boys."
  • "Tell me if you feel it, too."
  • "Hello there, the angel from my nightmare."
  • "We can live like Jack and Sally if we want."
  • "I would ask for advice, but I just do what I like."
  • "You're a waste of my time."
  • "I smoke cause I'm stressed. I try to get high, but it gets me depressed."
  • "I've fallen for her, more than once."
  • "My daddy is dead, I've got no man to follow."
  • "And I know that I'm shallow, but why shouldn't I be?"
  • "I don't want any trouble, it just chooses to find me."
  • "I've been thinkin' about fallin' in love."
  • "I've been thinkin' about you."
  • "I’m afraid somebody else might take my place."
  • "All my friends always lie to me."
  • "You’re too mean, I don’t like you."
  • "Fuck you anyway."
  • "You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs."
  • "You make me wanna die."
  • "Keep on dreaming, don’t stop breathing, fight those demons."
  • "I got a hunger and it won't go away."
  • "I want it all to remind me of the first time."
  • "I think I like you, but it's complicated."
  • "It's always better when we're together."
  • "You look so pretty sleeping next to me."
  • "I belong with no one."
  • "You belong with me."
  • "Run off to school like a good drama queen."
  • "Do you care where you're going, or know where you've been?"
  • "Our faith is placed in second chances."
  • "You're the star of the story you don't care about."
  • "Just a little girl in a bigger world turning upside-down."
  • "You keep it all inside so that nobody knows."
  • "All these boys are thirsty for your outsides."
  • "You never care to ever let the right ones in."
  • "Baby, I'll carry you all the way home."
  • "I just wanna love you, dear."
  • "I understand you, just take my hand."
  • "I found God. I found him in a lover."
  • "He's off to pay his crimes and he's got no time for mine."
  • "It's tearing me apart."
  • "It's ruining everything."
  • "Were you lying all the time?"
  • "Was it just a game to you?"
  • "You know I'm such a fool for you."
  • "You got me wrapped around your finger."
  • "I thought the world of you."
  • "I thought nothing could go wrong, but I was wrong."
  • "It was always me and you."
  • "This body is yours."
  • "Your mess is mine."
  • "Luck be on my side tonight."
  • "You're the reason that I feel so strong."
  • "You still make sense to me."
  • "Boy, look the other way."
  • "That's not the way that friends behave."
  • "I always knew that I would love you from afar."
  • "She's got darling hazel eyes."
  • "It shouldn't come as a surprise."
  • "Why do you go wasting your time on me?"
  • "I'm eager to please."
  • "I'm scared that you’re gonna slip away."
  • "I don’t think she knows how she changed all my plans."
  • "You act like you don't know me."
  • "My god, you tempt my anxious mind."
  • "We are bitter losers, snarling through our smiles."
  • "We are wild."
  • "We’re fucked, but we say that we’re fine."
  • "We long for journeys and the roadside."
  • "Every little thing made me miss you more."
  • "I'm just trying to make a getaway to you, and I'd have gone a thousand miles more."
  • "And I looked at you, you were so damn cute."
  • "I know you're thinking of me."
  • "You're everything that I hoped for."
  • "I'm all the shit that you go for."
  • "Stop kidding yourself now."
  • "I never found a way to let you know."
  • "I also never found a way to let you go."
  • "Right now I’m feeling rough."
  • "Come settle in with me."
  • "I will not open myself up this way again."
  • "Feels like I don't know you."
  • "I've strayed from who it was that you knew."
  • "You were trying to make it work."
  • "You were sleeping in my shirt
  • "Sometimes things don't come full circle."
  • "I was hoping that you cared."
  • "I was distant, I was scared."
  • "There's no way to go back now."
  • "Just love me when you can."
  • "I'll wait patiently."
  • "I'll wake up every day just hoping that you still care."
  • "Surely even I deserve the best."
  • Just when I believe you've changed for good, you go and prove me wrong just like I knew you would."
  • "When I run out of second chances, you give me that look
  • and you're off the hook."
  • "Oh, what am I still doing here?"
  • "It ain't right to just love me when you can."
  • "Slow down, you are out of control."
  • "One of us is right, and one of us is wrong."
  • "It could be so easy if it didn't feel so wrong."
  • "What if I was younger?"
  • "I never should have asked, it was a long time ago."
  • "There's things I wish I knew."
  • "We're a million miles away."
  • "With you, my dear, I'm safe."
  • "You will be gone and I won't see you anymore."
  • "You left my love on the line and said that you were leaving."
  • "I saw you in the arms of someone else."
  • "I cry myself to sleep and you thought I was happy."
  • "I was lonely, had nowhere to go."
  • "I heard that you moved on."
  • "Everything has changed."
  • "Sometimes you've got to bleed to know that you're alive."
  • "The songs on the radio are okay, but my taste in music is your face."
  • "You fell asleep in my car, I drove the whole time."
  • "I heard you were lying about how brave you are.
  • "I heard you were still trying to get back to the start."
  • "I'm gonna miss you."
  • "Gonna miss you, girl, and all of the things we could've done."
  • "I move so fast, how could you be with me?"
  • "I wish you well. All the best."
  • "I spent an hour with you, should I want anything else?"
  • "We were sixteen, maybe less, maybe a little more."
  • "I walked home smiling, I finally had a story to tell."
  • "Time has bridled us both, but I remember you, too."
  • "You confuse me with your riddles and your sudden generosity."
  • "You really shouldn't get this fucked up."
  • "I'm tired of being careful."
  • "Let me under your skin."
  • "Why do I always spill?"
  • "God, I wish I never spoke."
  • "Think I got myself in trouble."
  • "Should've never said the word 'love.'"
  • "I'm sick of all the games I have to play."
  • "I've got your picture, she's got you."
  • "Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces."
  • "Everyone thinks that we're perfect."
  • "Go back to being plastic."
  • "Smile for the picture."
  • "We were too wasted to close the window."
  • "Do you want it? Do you want me?"
  • "You are where I want to be."
  • "I can drive."
  • "Who is she?"
  • "I used to know know to leave the boy behind without having to watch him go."
  • "Going on, my first impression, I recall you wearing white."
  • "There was something sweet in the air, babe, that summer night."
  • "There will always be another time for us to fall in love."
  • "The first times always cut the deepest."
  • "She is something to behold, elegant and bold."
  • "I could easily lose my mind."
  • "The way you kiss me will work each time."
  • "Eyes, innocent and wild, remind me what it's like."
  • "Pulling me back into the flames and I'm burning up again."
  • "I never understood what was at stake."
  • "Well now you've come and gone, I finally worked it out."
  • "I never should have told you."
  • "I never should have let you see inside."
  • "Don't want it troubling your mind. Won't you let it be?"
  • "You cool me down."
  • "Do you love me now?"
  • "I'm not so used to doubt."
  • "Light me up a cigarette and put it in my mouth."
  • "You're the only one that wants me around."
  • "I don't believe in you and I."
  • "I'm not yours anymore."
  • "You're always leaving me behind."
  • "I feel like a fool."
  • "I ain't got nothing left to give."
  • "You are mine, I am yours. Lets not fuck around."
  • "You are the only one."
  • "Yours is the first face that I saw."
  • "I realize that I need you and I wondered if I could come home."
  • "Remember the time you drove all night, just to meet me in the morning."
  • "I thought it was strange, you said everything changed, you felt as if you'd just woke up."
  • "I'm glad I didn't die before I met you."
  • "I don't care, I could go anywhere with you and I'd probably be happy."
  • "Maybe this time is different."
  • "I mean, I really think you like me."
  • "You pull away so easily."
  • "I'm only there so that you're not alone."
  • "So I'm pouring some whiskey, I'm gonna get drunk."
  • "I want a lover I don't have to love."
  • "I'll meet up with the band in the morning."
  • "Love's an excuse to get hurt."
  • "We both go together if one falls down."
  • "I talk out loud like you're still around."
  • "Do I let her sleep or should I wake her up?"
  • "We were lovers in a past life."
  • "I'll make you mine, time after time."
  • "We can keep in touch if that's what you want."
  • "You say I don't have the time for you, but I do."
  • "I am what you need when you can't find it somewhere else."
  • "I am what you want when you don't have anything else."
  • "I came here with a load and it feels so much lighter now I met you."
  • "Honey, you should know that I could never go on without you."
  • "You're the one that I wanted to find."
  • "Anyone who tried to deny you must be out of their mind."
  • "I know it's too late."
  • "I should have given you a reason to stay."
  • "We're not the same, dear, as we used to be."
  • "There was little we could say, and even less that we could do."
  • "Nothing was left for you and me."
  • "Someday you will be loved."
  • "I cannot pretend that I felt any regret."
  • "The memories of me will seem more like bad dreams."
  • "I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet."
  • "You told her that you loved her, but you don't."
  • "She was beautiful, but she didn't mean a thing to me."
  • "I wanted to believe in all the words that I was speaking as we moved together in the dark."
  • "All I see are dark grey clouds in the distance moving closer with every hour."
  • "Was something wrong?"
  • "You're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now."
  • "No, we can't talk about it now."
  • "One last touch and then you'll go, and we'll pretend that it meant something so much more."
  • "It was vile, and it was cheap."
  • "You are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me."
Joel Robinson Remembering the 1960s (Catalina Caper)
  • Joel Robinson: Well I was just a little kid when it happened, but I could tell you guys what I remember[...]It was a lot simpler time back then, like, I'll give you an example. It wasn't uncommon at all for your mom to serve you a great big char-broiled steak while she smoked, drank a tab, and made your dad another Manhattan for the road. And that was just breakfast!
  • Tom Servo: Oh, go on!
  • Joel Robinson: Yeah! There were seatbelts in cars but nobody used 'em! Sweetened cereal! Subliminal messages! People smoked openly on the Tonight Show.
  • Crow T. Robot: Tell us about the Rat Pack again!
  • Joel Robinson: Okay. Well, as you know, Frank Sinatra was Chairman of the Board and everyone else filed on in line! Except for Jerry Lewis, he'd had a falling out with Dean Martin and they'd already chosen Joey Bishop to be their comic relief already so he was kinda outta luck. But Dean was tan 'n' tall and quick with a song! And he just had to say the word and coocoo chick would file on up to the Hospitality Suite and massage Peter Lawford's neck and make everybody groovy drinks and take important phone calls from places like Palm Springs and um The White House!
  • Until it was time for Frank Sinatra the Chairman of the Board to come out of the sauna and he'd say the word and the dollies would go and take a nap!
  • Tom Servo: Tell us about the rabbits, Joel!
  • Joel Robinson; The Rabbits, okay. Meanwhile in the windy city Hugh Hefner was cooking up his own groovy scene in the aptly named Playboy Mansion!
  • Crow T. Robot: Oh wow!
  • Joel Robinson: With George Kennedy and George Hamilton and Tony Curtis and Bill Bixby were all in his court! Sophisticated men who knew their racket
  • Crow T. Robot: [Speaking over him] I think you're swingin' into high!
  • [....]
  • Joel Robinson: There were typewriters but nobody used 'em! And women were called "girls!" Business men wore double-breasted suits, had double chins, drank double burbons straight -- no chaser -- before, during, and after important business meetings and summit talks! Everyone believed what the president said! Why shouldn't they!? Sexually provacative material wasn't on TV it was on cocktail napkins and we liked it that way!
  • Toys had metal edges and little pieces that were breakable and could fit in your mouth! They'd make playground equipment out of stainless steel and then haul it up onto asphalt where you could get hurt! Parents were actually told to spank their kids! [Starting to get a little haggard] Why, my mom actually used to make me get the belt!
  • Tom Servo: Uh, Joel?
  • Joel Robinson: In front of company! And that was really frustrating!
  • Tom Servo: Joel? JOEL!
  • Joel Robinson: And once they made me take a bath in the front yard and I--
  • Tom Servo: JOEL! JOEL!!
  • [Joel stops and stares at Tom]
  • Tom Servo: Why can't you be like everyone else and only remember the good things about the '60s?
  • Crow T. Robot: Yeah! Like Woodstock!
  • Joel Robinson: Woodstock, oh okay. 'NO Joel! YOU can't go to Woodstock YOU'RE 9 years old! WE'RE going to the opening of the new Century Store! Oh, yeah, three days of peace, love and pizza rolls! We're gonna buy you a SHOPPING CART for YOUR birthday, Joel!'
  • Tom Servo: [Speaking over him] Uh, folks, Joel's in a lot of pain. We'll be right back.
  • Joel Robinson: Peter Fracks moved freely among men! Did I mention there were drugs at that time? AND THEN--!
  • [Joel is cut off by the commercials]
  • [When the show comes back Joel is talking about shoes of the 1960s]
You can't hold your breath

a/n: Half day Friday! Y’all know what that means?! Time for me to write! Yay!

Requested: Yep (kinda different because it had smut, which I don’t do)

Summary: Josh and Y/N have a love/hate relationship. Then something happens…

Song(s) To Listen To: Avalanche (feat. Demi Lovato) - Nick Jonas, Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato and Elevated - State Champs


She honestly has no intention of being here by all and any means. It was Lydia’s idea. Y/N is never the type for parties; she’s more of a stay at home and watch a movie type of person. Josh though? The complete opposite of her. This was a big reason as to why they have a love to hate-or hate to love- relationship.

They are always in each other’s faces; either yelling or kissing. But not tonight, which kind of seemed to disappoint Y/N. All she can do tonight is sit and watch him dance with other girls; girls that weren’t her. It’s killing her but she isn’t going to do anything. She didn’t have the right to; she isn’t his girlfriend. Hell, she isn’t his friend!

With a long drawn out sigh, she pulls her short dark red dress down her thighs. She swings her legs back and forth, looking down at the cup of punch in her hands. Yes, punch, she doesn’t drink that much.

It hurt her to watch Josh being groped by girls much prettier than she is. She puts her cup down behind her as she hops off the tall bar stool, slinging her purse on her shoulder. This is way too much for her to handle; the party, Josh. All she wants to do is go home right now.

Maneuvering through the sweaty bodies thumping together, she carefully takes steps in her high heels. She can finally see the doorway! A foot jumps in front of her path, causing her own foot to trip and twist, sending her toppling to the floor. Her eyes start to burn on the verge of tears. Luckily her hair falls in front of her face; nobody can see her tear-rimmed eyes.

A pair of strong arms wrap around her body, plucking her up from the dancefloor like a ragdoll. “Y/N? You okay, lovely?” Josh. Of course it had to be Josh of all people. She doesn’t respond and continues holding on to him. “Y/N?” he asks again, in a lower voice, moving a strand of hair out of her eyes. His face softens seeing the pools of teardrops surrounding her Y/C/E orbs.

“Leave me alone, asshole.” she sniffles, pushing him off.

As she begins to walk to the door, her ankle gives out and she falls for the second time. At first she heaves a heavy sigh, then allows the waterfalls to downpour. She feels arms grab her. “Look, I just want to help you, alright?” Josh growls, beginning to lift her up.

She wiggles out of his grip, “W-why don’t you g-go dance with those s-sluts?” she hiccups, shaking her head. “It l-looked like you were really e-enjoying it, from what I s-saw!”

He rolls his eyes, placing his hands back on her body. Swiftly, he picks her up in his arms, pressing her to his chest. Of course, she protests; hitting on his biceps and whining. He doesn’t react though; starts carrying her out of the club to his car.

Once he gets to his old busted up piece of junk, he unlocks the passenger door and places her in. With a huff he gets in the other side. “Why are you crying?!” he screams in confusion, slightly waving his hands.

She glares at him with tearstained eyes, “A little sympathy would be nice, dick. You know, I just made a complete fool of myself.” she laughs dryly, putting her face in her hands. She can’t be more embarrassed as of now.

“Right, sorry.” Josh chuckles, running his fingers through his hair. He stops making noise when she doesn’t laugh. He coughs awkwardly, “So…were you jealous of those girls?” he inquires quietly, staring straight ahead.

Snorting, she pulls her dress down, “With you? No.”

Apart of him feels upset. That was the whole point of dancing with those girls. He doesn’t like any of them; he doesn’t want any of them. All he wants is the girl who can hate him but love him at the same time. Y/N. “I want you.” he blurts out, mentally slapping himself.

“What?!“ she chokes out; her eyes about ten times wider.

Now he’s physically slapping himself in the forehead. “Stupid, stupid, stupid!” he mumbles to himself.. She can’t help but giggle. He cracks a smile, forcing out a laugh, “I didn’t mean-” she raises an eyebrow while he shakes his head, “I mean, I do, but not like…” he tilts his head to the side, rubbing his hands.

“Sexually?”

“‘Yeah!” he exclaims, pointing his finger. “I mean, do-” he sighs, “I do want to, you know…” he trails off, peering over at her.

She giggles at how innocent he is, “Have sex?”

He closes his eyes, waving his hand, “Eventually…” he grumbles, “Look… I’m sorry about the whole love/hate relationship thing.” he makes a confused face with hand motions. “I’m not…” he pauses, “Good. You know with…feelings. What I was trying to do was get you jealous so you’d go out with me.” he explains, slamming his head backwards on the headrest.

“Well, it worked…”

“What?”

She turns her body in the seat, putting one leg under the other. “I said it worked. I was, um,” she scratches her head, “I was extremely jealous. Seeing you with them…they were all over you!” she plays with her dress, “It made me feel hollow…” she mutters,  “and it felt awful. I didn’t even want to come in the first place; that…just made everything worse because… I like you a lot.” she pouts.

Josh takes her hand in his, staring at her directly in her eyes. ‘Y/N, I am so sorry that I made you feel that way.” he whispers, putting his other hand on her cheek, leaning in and pressing his lips to  hers. There’s a electric shock; she jumps back. “Sorry, that kinda tends to happen when I feel happy…and sad…and angry…” he squints.

Laughing, she boops his nose, “So when you feel anything?”

“Pretty much…”