you can touch this

We’d said we’d keep in touch. But touch is not something you can keep; as soon as it’s gone, it’s gone. We should have said we’d keep in words, because they are all we can string between us – words on a telephone line, words appearing on a screen.
—  David Levithan

“Will I ever get over my first love?” you ask.

I tell you that’s too broad. You don’t “get over” someone you were once in love with. You can not simply just erase the adrenaline filled first touches, or the sunny cherry kissed afternoons spent dazed in their presence. You can’t fill the holes they once dug into the deepest part of your heart. You will always know them and they will always know you; they will always be a part of your deepest thoughts because they once had the privileged of hearing them.

But what can happen is this. Those nights spent sitting alone in your room replaying the memories as your heart burns and your mind sinks will slowly turn into a still presence of just knowing who you once were. Those mornings started by a panicked realization they are gone will soon turn into admiring the sun peeking through the windows while you realize your sudden and subtle contentment.

The pain of unrequited love fades. You let go of the fact that they don’t want you anymore. You realize you don’t need them to make you happy and you start to live for yourself. You realize that it ended for a reason; you were only meant to be together in the past and it simply is not fit for you anymore. You begin to take life for what it is and grow from every experience.

Of course you still have love for them, but it is a different kind of love. It’s that distant love where you wish them the best but you aren’t desperate for their presence anymore.  

As you continue to move on you may think of them and reminisce on the old times, but you know the doors to the nights of screaming and crying over them have finally been locked. You’re on a new path now, and so are they. It’s the beautiful cycle of life and love.

—  a letter to my old self

soft-jason-todd  asked:

You're blind and have always had a crush on Bucky, mostly attracted to his voice, his personality, you have no idea what he looks like. He lets you touch his face so you can get an idea and he starts kissing your hands and decides he's gonna make you /feel/ how much he loves you and let you feel his whole body so you can know what he looks like

when he’s about to finish he brings your hands up to his face so you know what you do to him

Sinful Sunday™

anonymous asked:

hey so I messaged you when I had my first panic attack when I was 15 and that was like 2 years ago and u gave me really good advice and i was able to get through it and I just wanna say thank u and ur so great 💖💖

OMG… WAIT REALLY? i helped?! oh my god i can’t tell you how touched i am by this ask like literally i covered my mouth this is so sweet :( like rlly you have no idea how much it means to me to hear that i ACTUALLY might’ve helped, especially with something so scary! i know how horrible it is to have to go through panic attacks and i’m so, so, SO proud of you for pulling through… you are an inspiration, please keep it up ♥ you are invincible, you are wonderful, and you are brilliant beyond belief, i wish you nothing but happiness ;__;

plants-tea-andfairytales  asked:

Thank you for your notes on the photo of yourself. As a naturally very thin woman, the constant "I wish I were that thin!" remarks got in my head badly enough that I developed a nasty battle with ED. I admire your strength against it. You can't imagine how much those words touched my heart and hit home. 💖

Awe I’m sorry dear, and I really hope this doesn’t come off as rude but I’m just not understanding :$ if you’re already thin and people kept calling you thin why would you want to be thinner? When people call me skinny it’s not in a nice way and even when it’s meant to be it never made me feel good and especially never ever made me want to loose weight? I’ve been this way my whole life so I’m used to it but when I was in high school I reaaaally wanted to put on more weight and was very insecure about my metabolism and others always accused me of having eating disorders (which made me constantly eat in front of others even if I wasn’t hungry just to prove that I do eat) so I just don’t get how it could go the opposite way, even if I managed to temporality gain a few pounds and someone commented on it (no matter how rudely) I’d always be happy lol but I realized at a very young age that people only commented on my weight bc of their own insecurity. Always remember that people don’t see you as you are, they see you as they are.

anonymous asked:

I REALLY WANNA TALK ABOUT BLOWING H WHILE he is sitting on your chest and hes fucking your mouth, cooing little praises and encouragements, calling you angel. the desperate look in your eyes when youre gazing up at him makes him reach behind to touch you n he can feel how wet you are just from blowing him and it makes his cock twitch in your mouth and when he starts to rub your clit and you whimper and moan around his cock, the vibrations make his hips jolt. this is so rushed im horny and sleepy


“You’re doing so well pretty girl. Taking me so well, aren’t you? Look at you. Little deeper? Atta girl.”


Jensen Ackles | JIBCon 2017 [x]