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anonymous asked:

iwaizumi and daichi go to a concert ; both cant see shit because they're under 6'

HEY HEY H E Y JUST BECAUSE THEY’RE BELOW 6FT DOESN’T MEAN THEY’RE SHORT (this is coming from someone whos only 5′ 1 1/2″ ok OTL) they’re both around 5′9″-10″ right?? thats still pretty tall yo

but anyways iwadai have their ways of solving this problem…no surprise that its to carry the other

anonymous asked:

H-hi? I was wondering if maybe I could request Hoseok? I've been feeling really stressed and depressed lately...I'm hoping some positivity would be helpful...

Hoseok: Take deep breaths and do what makes you happy. *SENDS POSITIVE VIBES*


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anonymous asked:

do you know any good long slowburn fics?

Okay! Sorry this took me 3 years. 

I’ll start with my personal favourite that is literally the longest and the slowest of slow burns:

Redemption Road600k+ words, Canon!verse - Takes place right at the end of Season 6 when Cas becomes god and the author works from there making her own ending and story. This is such an incredible read and the author writes the whole thing like it’s a series of supernatural. Each chapter is basically you watching an episode of Supernatural. I’m not exaggerating when I say how so freaking in character everyone is. So damn in character. I’ve never read anything like it. And it’s beautiful. And so long. So very very long but satisfying. It’s a very slow-build for Dean and Cas in this. And while it is destiel, it’s not just about Dean and Cas. It’s about all of them. Sam, Cas, Bobby and Dean. It’s pretty much like watching supernatural with the bonus that Destiel becomes canon. Cannot emphasise how well-written it is. (Also if you’re interested, I have it on my Kindle as one giant mobi file, rather than downloading 42 chapters separately. So if you want the mobi file, just msg me with your e-mail address and i’ll send it to you :D)

Clipped and Unbound: 50k+ words,  Angels as Slaves,
Castiel is a slave widely regarded as unbreakable and unruly. Dean Winchester is a billionaire ending a five year long search to rescue him. They’ll both learn that peace can be the hardest thing in the world to find. 

(I have a huge thing for fics where Dean rescues Cas from horrible situations and this story really gives that and it’s such a wonderful slow-burn as you read through Cas’s recovery and Dean being so patient. I adore this fic.)

Innocent Looks 100k+ words, 
Cas is a beleaguered public defender who gets the Winchesters as his next case and for the first time ever believes his clients are truly innocent. How could they not be? Dean, the older one So earnest and honest, so utterly protective of his younger brother, and Sam, so knowledgeable about the law and how it works, he helps Cas build their case. They win, of course, and Dean insists they all go out and celebrate.

Cas wakes up the next morning, bound and gagged in the backseat of the Impala as Dean looks over his shoulder and grins.“Morning Angel.”

The Sawdust Men: 100k+ words, historical AU, set in the 50′s  
Castiel Novak is an inmate at a labour camp. Life is brutal and no one ever gets out. Castiel’s only goal is to go unnoticed by the barbaric guards, and the violent inmates. Dean Winchester is a soldier without a purpose since the civil war ended. Dean accepts an assignment at a labour-camp, under the mentorship of Alistair, the Commander. From the start, Dean and Castiel are drawn to each other, and their relationship develops in a way that changes their lives. But Alistair has his own plans for Dean, and Castiel is a complication. When Alistair fails to separate them through threats and violence, he turns to manipulation; feeding Dean’s confusion about his feelings for Castiel, and goading him into a terrible act in order to break him. As Dean and Castiel try to fight back, they uncover secrets that are more far-reaching than they ever imagined. In such a dangerous world, can they ever be together? Can they even survive?

A dystopian, alternate-history (diverging after the Great Depression in 1933) AU, set in America in 1950.

Sleeper, Awake!: 300k+ words, Medieval AU - 
When their Father cast them from Heaven, his Angels lost themselves in their grief. In 1424, they haunted the skies of citadels, as winged mercenaries turned animal, seeking bloodshed for a slight they no longer remembered. From Ardus, the central city of the kingdom, groups of soldiers took to the Roads to provide crucial supplies and transport amongst citadels. When Castiel, the last remaining Angel equipped with any sense of humanity, happened upon an attack to a Slayer’s party on the Road, he rescued the only survivor - Dean Winchester - and spared him from certain death. Under starry skies and the shadowy treetops of Ardus’ forest, the pair breached the boundaries of their relative humanity and divinity, discerning first friendship and then more, until, driven by love, Castiel was imprisoned by the Empress Lilith for the crime of animalism.

When the door to the tomb is opened, Dean is returned to him. Only Dean no longer knows him, and the year is 2013.

To Raise A King: 100k+ words, Medieval AU
This must be some kind of horrible joke at Castiel’s expense. Is he truly expected to protect a King? One who has been their enemy for as long as he can remember? He is much more suited to being a part of the army, or at the very least someone who helps to train the knights. That would be far more preferred than having to watch over the King. It means Castiel would get to keep fighting – and that’s the only way he knows to give meaning to his life.

A Turn of the Earth: 90k+ words, Canon Divergence
Dean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run. Frigging fantastic.

(Or, in which Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline preseries and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.)

This is a serious must read. It’s absolutely beautiful.

Angel Rescue: 60k+ Words, Au, Angels are Slaves
“This came down to the fundamentally different ways they saw the situation. Bobby didn’t think angels should be mistreated, but he didn’t see them as equals and didn’t particularly have a problem with angels being kept as slaves. Dean wanted angels to be free and equal to humans, period.”

In which Dean works in angel rescue and Castiel is newly rescued angel with a painful past.

I’m sorry I took forever to reply to this msg anon, but these are some good slow burns that you should definitely read!


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20 Questions

rules: answer the 20 questions and tag 20 followers that you would like to know better.
tagged by: @kpopfan-antics
name: Victoria
nickname: Vic or Vicky, whichever  
zodiac sign: Capricorn
height: 4’’11, 150cm, though I’m still growing (and praying, my goal is to hit 5ft)
orientation: Straight
nationality: Chinese-American
fave fruit: Mango, strawberry or kiwi
fave season: Autumn
fave flower: I realised I don’t know many flowers, so after 3 minutes of googling, my favs are roses and cherry/apple blossoms :)
fave scent: Green tea or vanilla
fave color: Turquoise/Teal, Grey, Black
fave animal: Not an animal person in general, what did I say last time? I’m gonna go with fur seals though :))
average hours of sleep: 7-9
fave fictional character: Evangeline Samos, the Red Queen series by Victoria Aveyard
dream trip: Going to Japan or maybe Korea and just pigging out on the food there. No joke. I had a layover in Japan recently and the food there was top notch despite it just being the airport sushi bar. Amazing, seriously.

Ok, now for the fun part! I’ll also be tagging some of the blogs that don’t follow me, because why not :)

I tag @extraongdinary @godsewoon @produced101 @yoonjsung @swoojin @peachgodkangdaniel @godkenta @jin-longguo @yo-quiero-tacobell @lady-of-shadows @ong-seungwoo @donghans @bts-kinks @emperorhwangs @minsbugi @sihyunonthebeat @ongniels @kangdanielprotectionsquad @minhyunnns @unloyalcarat 

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Use Me

I want to be used.

I want you to use me.

Probably not in the way you’re thinking.

I like being talked to. It’s cool to know you came to me to unload all your baggage or to bask in the small victories. Feel free to rant, let off some steam. Absent-minded rambling, I like that too.

Maybe I relate to some of what you say. Perhaps I can give you advice on your problems. I might be clueless. It’s possible that some things you tell me I don’t really care for. But still tell me.

Occasionally I’ll switch, turn the tables and use you.

Any takers?

Unfaithful : Part Eight

Summary :
In the Pre-apocalypse , you went to your aunt Lucille’s house in Virginia to spend the summer there, but you fell in love with her husband Negan .

**drama - romance - angst- smut - betrayal**

Pairing : Negan x Female Reader OC.

Dedicated to @negansmainwife







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Warnings : language - smut

NOTE: This fic is about betrayal or adultery, call it what you want, please if you feel triggered about such thing don’t read.

Previous chapters :

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You only managed to take few steps away from the ladies room, till you felt a hand roughly grabbing your arm, it was Negan, he followed you out squeezing his way through the girls awaiting in front of the ladies room, they backed away from him once he bolted out of there after you.
He twisted you to turn to him but you snatched your arm back.

“What now, Negan? !”

“You’re fucking hurrying back to him, aren’t you?” He hissed.

“We have to go back or they’ll suspect something! ”

He opened his mouth trying to say something but you didn’t give him the chance to, you just literally ran and headed upstairs. Once you got closer to Jack and Lucille, you fanned yourself using both of your hands, you were feeling hot and blushed, and you didn’t want to give them a chance to ask what took you so long.

“Ugh! Ladies room was so crowded, I didn’t expect I could get out of there , ever!” You faked a smile as you took a seat next to Jack.

“Yeah, look at you, you’re sweating! ” Lucille pointed at you laughing.

You wiped the beads of sweat with your fingertips, you avoided looking at Lucille, what you just did, what made you sweating , made you feel so ashamed of yourself. The thing is, no matter how many times you feel regret and shame, it just doesn’t seem to stop you from complying to Negan’s desires! Except for few times you stopped him, but you found yourself wanting him even more!!!!! In some countries, you’d be stoned to death, and that’s fair enough regarding the shit you’re doing to your loving sweet aunt. Your thoughts took you away from reality, you played with your ring , twirling it around your finger, till you felt a soft hand resting on your thigh.

“You wanna get outta here?!” Jack whispered in your ear “” I feel that you’re not comfortable here? there’s a place I wanna show you, it’s magical, if you want to!“

You turned to him, and smiled. This was the perfect opportunity for you to get rid of Negan and Lucille, and all the awkward shit that was filling the air, because you were not so sure how long you’re gonna make it through the night after the hot make out with Negan in the ladies room. You nodded at Jack.

“Yes , sure!”

At the time you two got up getting ready to leave, Negan came along, his eyes shifted to Jack’s hand that held yours, you felt uncomfortable because of the way Negan looked at you, right at that moment he could just strangle you.

“Um.. guys we’re leaving! ” Jack blurted.

“Where to Jacky boy?!” Negan dryly asked as he sat next to Lucille.

“Negan give them some privacy, perhaps they want to be alone! ” Lucille muttered as she pinched his elbow .

Jack grinned as he walked out of there with you, he didn’t answer Negan’s question and that pissed the shit outta Negan. Million ideas crossed his mind, he thought maybe Jack is going to take you to his luxurious apartment, maybe he’ll show you his six packs and turn you on, maybe he’ll lift your legs up and stick his dick in you. Negan could feel the blood boiling inside of him, his veins just bulged out on his neck, his eyes reddened and his breath accelerated at the thought of Jack touching you.


“Negan, are you ok?” Lucille placed her hand on his shoulder, looking at him in concern , she was trying to figure out why her husband is upset.

“Uh..nothing Lucille, it’s just I feel fatigued these days!” Negan took a deep breath and gulped his drink.

“Well, you should see a doctor honey, and I wish you could stop smoking too!” Lucille ran her fingers on his hair.

Negan stood up and headed downstairs, she followed him.

“Negan where are you going? ”

Negan ignored her question and went to sit to the bar’s counter, he raised his two finger to the bartender.

“Scotch, no ice, keep em coming! ”

The bartender nodded and filled him a glass, Lucille sat next to him, she began to feel worried.

“Negan what’s going on? You’re scaring me! You’re not just tired ,there’s something else!! I know you for ten years now Negan, there’s something bothering you!! Talk to me!” Her eyes were scanning his face.
Negan played a little with his glass then emptied all the drink down his throat, he violently placed the glass on the counter and shouted.

“Another one!”

The bartender kept filling his glass , and Negan quickly drank one shot after the other, while Lucille sat there watching him , with fear in her eyes.
He already had seven shots of Scotch in a row, and asked for another. The Bartender noticed Lucille’s concern for her husband, he looked at him and said.

“Sir, you should probably stop now!”

Negan squinted his eyes on him, and harshly tapped the glass on the wooden surface of the counter .

“I said keep them fucking coming! I can take it like a fucking champ!!” He stuttered a bit.

“Sir! I think…!”

Negan cut him off with a blow on his jaw, Lucille’s eyes widened as she gasped.

“Negan stop!” She yelled and grabbed his arm.

But Negan snapped again and pulled the poor now bleeding bartender from the collar, and punched him again. He was pissed and he wanted to take it out on someone . Lucille pushed Negan as hard as she could, he was drunk he stumbled back ,while two of the security men came running their way but Lucille held her hand up.

“It’s ok , it’s ok I got him! I got him!”

She tightened her grip on his arm and dragged him out, she managed to control him due to him being intoxicated. Security guys followed them out.
Once their car is pulled next to the club, Lucille opened the door for him, where he seated on the passengers seat. She buckled him up and turned to apologize to the club employees and customers who stood watching.

“I’m sorry!”

Then she drove home, none of them said a word to the other , the entire time.


Jack drove through a dusty road, you started to wonder where he’s taking you. You shifted a little in your seat, looking around. The place was dark and there was no sign of a human soul. Jack could feel your worry.

“I swear I’m not a serial killer!” He laughed then added “but everything has a start right?”

You giggled at his joke, it loosened you up a little. You felt the car slowing down till it completely stopped in the middle of nowhere. Jack stepped out of the car and turned to open your door, you hesitated at the beginning then you got out.
Jack took you by the hand and led you a little forward till you stopped, and you found yourself standing on a cliff.

“I’m not gonna push you off the cliff! I’m here to show you the best view you could ever see to our city!!”

Your lips parted in awe! The view was magnificent, the lights of the city were glistening like diamonds under the lights. It felt amazing.

“Wow!! So beautiful! ” you mumbled.

“I’m glad you loved it!” Jack smiled.

He gently turned you to face him, his blue eyes locked into yours, you could feel his warm breath hitting your face.

“Y/n I really wish you could grant me the pleasure of dating you, getting to know you better! ”

Your heart beats raced , it’s true that you’ve been through a lot of pain when you were dating your ex, but hell ! You wouldn’t skip dating this hunk. if things didn’t go the way they did with Negan, but unfortunately, Negan occurred in your life, things happened the way they weren’t supposed to. You can hardly handle one lie, how could you handle two? You betrayed your aunt’s trust, how could you betray Jack’s? You stabbed your aunt on her back and you can’t do that to another innocent person. Silence laid heavily in the air, but Jack wanted an answer, you lifted your eyes up to him .

“Jack… I. .”

“Not now! You don’t have to answer immediately! Think about it! Then let me know if you wanna try going out with me!!”

You nodded your head and licked your lips, it was fair enough. Plus you thought about sending him a msg telling him that you can’t date him, that would be better and easier than saying it right to his face at that moment.

“Ok now! Let’s take you home!” He said as he headed back to the car.


Negan sighed as he leaned his back to the couch, he closed his eyes and placed one of his hands on his face.

“We’re lucky they didn’t call the police , you know! ” Lucille hissed as she was pacing forth and back in the living room, placing her hands on her hips, she was beyond furious.
Negan pretended not to hear a word from what she said as she carried on blaming him for getting drunk and punching the bartender.
Lucille eyed him in anger when he didn’t reply, but suddenly her features softened.

“But God damn it, Negan! You’re so hot when you get pissed and physical! ” she scoffed as her hands fell off her hips, then she sat next to him.
Negan didn’t say a word or move a muscle, he just froze in his seat, he didn’t care about what he did in the club, he just couldn’t get you out of his head, he kept wondering where the hell Jack took you and wether he kept his hands for himself or not!
He felt a hand palming his crotch, he removed his hand off his face and opened his eyes, to see Lucille’s hand tracing across his denim covered bulge.
Lucille looked at him and bit her lip.

“Seeing you like that turned me on , Daddy! ” she emitted a low moan.

Lucille only calls Negan daddy when she want him inside her. Last time they fucked was months ago, before Negan confessed about his affair. Lucille was really thirsty! !!! She licked her lips and quickly unbottened and unzipped his pants, pulled them down to his knees along with his boxers,then she instantly grabbed his length . She gave it few fast strokes , knelt down and positioned herself between Negan’s legs , she twirled her tongue around the head of his cock, then she bobbed down and up his shaft.
Negan threw his head back , he roughly tugged at her hair , he bucked his hips forward to fuck her mouth , his dick was violently hitting the back of her throat.
Lucille moaned as her fingertips tickled his balls, her eyes watered, she felt herself choking on her husband’s cock. She released him, then she quickly got undressed , straddled him, she softly grabbed his cock and guided it to her soaking entrance . Lucille emitted a loud gasp when Negan thrust hard in her , she bounced down and up his dick, her lips parted .

“Oh fuck! Yes Daddy, fuck me hard!!! I almost forgot how hard your dick could be! Shred my cunt!”

Her words made Negan go faster, sweat started to form on his forehead. Then he got her off his dick , she whined in disapproval but he bent her over the couch and glided his dick in her entrance again.

“You want me to fucking go harder? ” He growled .

“Yes!!!!” She cried out!

Negan thrust again, and roughly pulled her hair, he fucked her real hard while he screw his eyes shut. He imagined he was fucking you not his wife, his thrusts were hard and fast, he could see himself punishing you that way for going out with Jack.


“Ok here we are!” Jack said as he stopped his car by Negan and Lucille ’s house.

You looked at the house and you felt your cheeks heating up, how would Negan confront you after tonight, what would he say to you, you felt your palms sweating and your legs trembling, you turned to Jack smiling.

“Thank you for the ride, and the view from that hill, and for tonight! ” you playfully rolled your eyes.

“No thank YOU!” Jack was about to open the door when you grabbed his arm and stopped him.

“I got this, please you gotta stop opening the car’s door for me! It’s making me feel weird!”

Jack giggled and nodded his head, you stepped out of his car, then you bent over and said.
“Good night!”

“Good night!” Jack smiled then he drove away after he watched you walking towards the house.

You stopped in front of the door, and held your hand up, ready to ring the bell but you heard loud voices and curses coming from the inside, you could recognize the voices, they were Negan and Lucille ’s. at the beginning you thought they were fighting, so you walked to the window to take a peek, and what you saw made you immediately regret your decision.
Negan was on top of Lucille, her calves were resting on his shoulders while he violently pounded in and out of her , she was panting and digging her nails in his flesh while screaming his name once in a while .
You backed away fast, your heart skipped a beat, a low gasp left your lips, and you could feel your chest clenching . A tear rolled down your cheek, you ran away from there as fast as you could, you didn’t know where to go or what to do, all you knew was that you wanted to get the hell out of there!!! You were so sad, your tears were flowing on your face, you were crying like a little girl who just lost her favorite bunny, you felt so used and stupid. It didn’t make sense anymore, nothing did. How could he lock you up in a club restroom and push you over the edge few hours ago, and show you how mad and jealous he was, how painful it was seeing you with another man, how he cared about you! And now he’s fucking his wife, like nothing happened between you two!? Was it even logical to feel betrayed by a guy who’s having sex with his wife??? You felt abused, he doesn’t have to hit you to abuse you!!! Karma bit you hard in the ass, you thought.
After running like a crazy person, you stopped and fell into your knees and hands gasping for air. After a while, you stood up again, and wandered around, hanging your head low, stumbling into a couple of people, not caring where your feet taking you.
Then you remembered that you exchanged phone numbers with Jack. he’s probably waiting for your call, you wiped your tears and composed yourself, and you dialed his number, after a couple of rings, he picked up.

“Hi, y/n!! Glad you called!”

“I wanted to say that ….I’d love to go out with you, I thought about it! ” you sniffled.

At the beginning, Jack didn’t say anything, he was speechless, you could just hear him breathing, but then he excitedly said.

“I’m over the clouds right now, y/n! ”.

*・ 。roommate!au ✧*゚

Originally posted by seungkvvan

pairing; seventeen seungkwan x reader

genre; bulletpointed, roommate!seungkwan, humor (loads of this), fluff (loads of this too)

✎a/n; i’m eggcited for this wewew hope ya’ll enjoy thiss !! psps. i’m probably gonna do this on a lot of other members so do leave a msg in my inbox to let me know who you’d like to see a roommate!au on ;))

  • ok so so sO!
  • seungkwan
  • boo seungkwan
  • as a roommate
  • you seriously won’t know whether to thank all the gods up there for sending you such an angelic patootie 
  • or to curse the devils for sending you one of their kind
  • bc not gon lie but seungkwan is a real mix
  • the story of how the two of you ended up in the same dorm room is really simple tbh
  • according to school protocols ;; male dorms and female dorms should be far apart
  • like really far apart
  • bc no one wants ehEM EHEM to happen right?
  • wrong lol 
  • the university gives no shit about that man
  • they just mix whatever they want
  • but most girls and guys willingly stick to sharing a room with the same gender since it’ll be less awkward
  • but you transferred to the school around midterms 
  • and the girls’ dorms were full
  • or at least that’s what they told you
  • so they decide to put you in the guys’ dorms
  • “you don’t mind, right?” 
  • “of course not. everything’s alright.” 
  • “great. here’s your key. eleventh floor, room five.” 
  • ok you minded
  • a lot.
  • like you pretty much have to live with this guy now?? and if he’s messy and disgusting and—
  • oh my god you didn’t even want to think about it
  • you kinda resigned to your fate and went straight to the dorms, to your room, bc you had a shitload of luggage to park.
  • when you got in, you were pleasantly surprised
  • the place was really really really clean??
  • like there were no random trousers hanging everywhere and the floor felt really dust-less
  • and you felt that ray of hope that this plan wouldn’t be so bad after all
  • and like juST before you were about to unpack
  • the door opens
  • //grand music plays
  • seungkwan enters
  • but at that time you didn’t know him yet so you just awkwardly scramble to your feet
  • and bow slightly since you were aware that your roommate was a year older
  • and do your formal introduction of ‘hi i’m y/n please take care of mi’
  • you look up and notice he’s cute
  • like cute as in
  • the baby kind of cute screeeeches
  • and he looked nice and quiet
  • ok so he introduces himself as seungkwan 
  • and the start was really awkward tbh 
  • the both of you were just literally walking circles around the room and staying on opposite ends bc awKWARD !1!!
  • you weren’t one to start a convo so yeah this time was no exception
  • but seungkwan actually initiated one and you were so relieved bc you were literally suffocating from this awkward air
  • he was like “so, um, you’re a year younger?” 
  • “yeah”
  • “do you need help, er, unpacking?”
  • you turn to your heavy ass luggage and overflowing clothes and laughed
  • “yeah, i guess?”
  • seungkwan looked excited bc he internally wanted to do sth so ya’ll can get over this ice cold thing
  • so ice ice baby ok i’m sorry let’s continue
  • and he literally bounces on two feet and like goes over to you and hE LOOKED LIKE AN ADORABLE PENGUIN ASDFGHJK
  • he helps you get your clothes out and like a lot of them got unfolded so he kindly folds them back and stacks them neatly
  • then he like opens the empty side of the closet which he wasn’t using and helps you load your clothes in there
  • and he hangs up your coats before coming back to you 
  • who was struggling with the cables you had put in your bag bc they tangled up real bad
  • seungkwan decides to unzip a ‘hidden compartment’ of your luggage 
  • and vOILA
  • he bursts into laughter and you had no idea what was going on
  • then you notice the unzipped compartment and you just
  • “SEUNGKWAN !!!?!??!?!?” 
  • and he was literally a laughing mess on the floor like his ears were red and he was rolling about trying to catch his breath but it wasn’t working
  • bc,,,, you kept your bra and undies in there
  • and seungkwan saw it
  • zE eMBArrASSmENT 
  • seungkwan manages to choke out an ‘iM soRRY’ before he continues dying in his own laughter
  • and you can’t help but laugh too bc his laughter was contagious asf
  • and bc of this incident ,,, ya’ll became really really close
  • it’s like a ‘he already saw my undergarments on our first meeting what worse can happen’
  • so yall became very open with each other
  • like after four months or so ya’ll bFF MAN
  • he even knew where you kept your pads
  • bc there were those days where it just comes unexpectedly and you don’t know until you strip in the toilet for a bath
  • so you just scream for seungkwan to pass you one like
  • “seUNGKWANN”
  • “YA”
  • “YA SURE” 
  • that was great to you tbh like it made life so convenient
  • but the downsides of having seungkwan as a roommate 
  • lolol 
  • so many many
  • seungkwan’s in the school choir (which surprisingly accepts both boys & girls)
  • so he claims he needs his personal vocal practice
  • every.
  • single.
  • day.
  • and the room turns into a freaking opera theatre istg
  • like you literally hear him go do re mi fa SO LAR TEE DOHHHHH
  • while you’re there just trying to get your shit tgt
  • and you sometimes suspect he’s just trying to annoy you on purpose
  • bc he goes wAAY out of tune just to hit the extra extra high notes
  • and he even screeches sometimes and oh god your goosebumps just ploop
  •  “ seungkwan. ”
  • “ SOLLLL “
  • “ boo “
  • “ LAAAAAAA “
  • “ seung “
  • and you dont even bother to say the last syllable of his name and you just glare at him and he just shuts up and laughs really loud like his eyes squints together and he just drops onto the bed
  • adorable
  • he’s also really childish at heart so
  • he likes messing with you when you’re in the shower
  • he would turn off the heater and/or the lights
  • and the first time he turned off the lights you freaked out really badly bc you were afraid of the dark and you genuinely thought there was a blackout
  • and you shouted for him but he didn’t know you were scared so he just silently snickered outside
  • but when he heard you sob on the other side of the door
  • he quickly turns the lights back on and like when you come out he was so damn apologetic like
  • “i’m so sorry i didn’t know omg”
  • “ i h8 YOU “
  • but no you didn’t lol you loved this squish
  • and he made up for it by literally being by your side for the next few days
  • i mean
  • ya’ll were roommates
  • cuddling is the most normal thing to happen
  • so aft that ‘blackout’ incident ,,, that night ,,,
  • you couldn’t sleep lol
  • you guys had a really wide bunk bed if that made sense??
  • it was almost like a second story on the upper deck
  • seungkwan had been taking the bottom deck so when you moved in you just took the one at the top
  • and thAT NIGHT
  • you just kept tossing and turning and like the bed would shake a little every time you move
  • so seungkwan can’t sleep either since the bed just keeps wobbling
  • “you can’t sleep?” he says,, just staring up
  • “…yeah.”
  • and then there’s this short silence.
  • “you up for cuddles?”
  • and another silence.
  • bc ngl you lived for cuddles
  • but you would get really insecure about everything bc like your cuddle partner would be sososo close ?? ya’know??
  • but before you can reply,,
  • seungkwan literally just comes up and pokes his head to your deck and grins and you just laugh
  • aandddd he just scurries to your side and plonks down 
  • “ you’re not against this, right? ”
  • he just doesn’t want you to feel uncomfortable or anything uk
  • “ n-no, i’m not. ”
  • seungkwan would like laugh at your nervousness,, but he just wraps his arm around you and just stroke your hair and stuff like that 
  • and it calmed you down a loooot.
  • he was so warm and comfy you honestly just wanted to stay in his arms forever lolol
  • so this cuddle thing became a very natural thing since it happened often aft that
  • and when the two of you actually fall asleep
  • it’s a totally different thing in the middle of the night 
  • you would accidentally jab him in the eyeballs since you move q alot when you sleep
  • and he just jerks awake like whO IS YOU WHO AWOKE ME FROM MAI BEAUTY SLEEP
  • then he sees you with your arms sprawled everywhere and he’d just laugh quietly before tucking you back under the covers
  • and the next morning he’d complain all about it
  • “ Y/N ”
  • “ ?? whAT ”
  • ya he exaggerates a lot
  • and you’d just laugh bc you are aware of the fact that you are kinda violent when you’re in dreamland
  • but seungkwan honestly doesn’t mind lol bc other than that,, you were a good cuddle buddy
  • can you imagine when ya’ll have to order food
  • HAHAHA it’s like tug of war
  • like you like fried chicken
  • but he likes seasoned chicken
  • and you guys can’t buy both bc you guys were supposed to sneak it into the dorms
  • and two packs of chicken would be like bringing a freaking mountain into the dorm
  • so you two just start throwing random stuff at each other
  • “ you broke my pen ytd?? ”
  • “you dropped my compact powder and it got everywhere.”
  • “ya but u made me clean the entire room bc of that.”
  • “but we got seasoned chicken in the cafeteria”
  • “horrible ones.”
  • “no, okay, but —”
  • seungkwan just gives up and 
  • //internal evil laughter
  • “love you seungkwannn”
  • //finger guns
  • seungkwan just shakes his head and places the order and turns away from you to let out his smile
  • ok ya so all in all
  • seungkwan would just be a really soft and annoying roommate 
  • and the two of you would be like the bickering best friends
  • heartheart
Studyblr Group Chat

okay so a few people have messaged me to start this Kik group! Basically if you didn’t see the earlier post I want to create a chat to meet people, make friends & share studying tips! Anyone can join :-) we are all busy obviously but I think this be an awesome idea to do meet more people in the community on our free time!

Anyways you can msg me thru here or my Kik is nycskyla and just tell me you wanna join :)

Either way a reblog would be appreciated ❤

anonymous asked:

hey! i've been seeing conflicting accounts about this and i wanted to ask you how you felt because i'm on the fence. often times people will say noctluna doesn't make sense cause they don't really know each other. they've been exchanging letters for years but they haven't even been in the same room for that same amount of time. but since i've never been in a relationship it has me thinking: were their exchanges "enough" i guess? can you fall in love with a penpal? (sorry for this rambly msg!!)

I’ve actually talked about this in a few different posts, but it really pisses me off when people say it isn’t possible (and it makes me even more peeved when people say she knows someone better that she only knew for a day than her 12-years-and-counting love and penpal)

One thing I said in probably my first meta post on it is that I do very much wonder about the demographics on those who do and don’t ship it. There’s overlap, ofc, there always is, but I wonder about the biggest numbers, y’know?

Most of the people I’ve seen who ship it are in committed relationships that have been ongoing for years. I’m 30 and married and a parent. My husband and I have been together for 12 years, married for 9.

Another thing I’ve seen is people taking the game context of the notebook and applying that to their real life use of it, which is dumb af. I understand the “It should have been in the game!” complaints, but to outright ignore Brotherhood showing us clearly that that the notebook included long letters and very personal info………. *sigh*

The notebook has a lot in it. The game may not have made that as clear, but it has been made very clear in canon through Brotherhood.

But even then, the descriptions on the notebook do make it clear. The 1~5 affection point description is that it contains 12 years worth of memories. The 6 point description tells you how the last page is stained in tears. The no affection description (in JP at least) is even tragic as well, telling you that an answer will no longer come.

Maybe they didn’t show us the entries in the game, but they did make it obvious, if you bothered to pay attention.

I also wrote another post at some point where I talked about falling in love with pen pals!! In it, I talked about when I was a kid in elementary school, we got assigned pen pals. Before we started writing our letters, we talked a lot about pen pals in general. We were told of lasting friendships and love that have come out of it, we were told how it can be so freeing to share things with someone like that, we were told so much. Even here in America, once upon a time, pen pals were a romantic thing.

That’s not so much the case anymore here.

But it is in Japan.

They even have a specific word for sharing a notebook. What Luna and Noctis did is a thing, and to completely hate on them is also to ignore the social differences.

It’s fine if it doesn’t do it for you.

I can even agree that I do wish that certain things had been made more clear.

But theirs is a very real romance. It isn’t in your face, and that’s what I love about it. It already developed, so what we see isn’t the formation of that love, it’s seeing that love that already exists and binds these two.


True love isn’t that person being the only thing you think and talk about - That’s obsession.

True love isn’t dependent on constant physical interaction - That’s an insult to all long distance relationships, for starters.

True love is support. True love is lasting. True love is a quiet passion burning under the surface. True love is seen in the actions more than it is spoken of.

True love is family, and family is acceptance, belonging, trust.

It’s home.

If we’re here to talk about the people we love the most, my first thought came to you. You came into my life in a very short period of time. You blew me away by everything we had in common. From clothes to bands to ideas and outlooks on the world. We clicked right away. I knew that no matter what you were to me, I was definitely gonna be fond of you. When we got closer i was the happiest guy out there. One night you told me about a person you had a crush on but you knew that they liked someone else. I felt that same way about you but i didn’t let it show. Eventually I did end up telling you that night and you told me you felt the same. I was taken by surprise and that’s how it all started. Two months went by and I was the happiest I had ever been. A few weeks after that I was in a rough spot. Sad. Depressed. You tried to help as much as possible. We hung out the night of my homecoming. You seemed distant. Wouldn’t hold my hand. Kiss me. Barely even talk to me. I asked what was wrong and you told me you wanted a break. I resisted at first but then accepted it and agreed. A week and a half past by and nothing got better. I started therapy in hopes to save our relationship. It didn’t work. We ended up breaking up and my heart shattered. We still talked for a few months after that until we fought and you told me you never loved me. We haven’t talked in over a month and I miss you like crazy. I love you so much still and I don’t want to.

anonymous asked:

You are an inspiration. There are not many asian lesbian strong (both mentally and physically) women that I can look up to. I just love love and admire you. I just want to be like you. Continue representing! <3 <3

AHHHSDLKJKSNFKJ THANK YOU FRIEND!! msgs like this push me to work harder!! :’)))

Just saying

When I tell people they can vent to me or if they need someone to talk to I’m here, I really mean it. It hurts me to see people getting hate or just in the dumps. Pleas msg me or send me an ask if you are in any uncomfortable or bad situation. Even if you aren’t but want to talk, just reach out! I’m always here.

Gamer’s Love

Summary: So i might be back with another request later but this one is how about one where you are a huge gamer (i can msg if you need help with the persona idk if using it right) of the reader and you and stiles hit it off and after a while of you talking passionately about games, he just goes, you’re very cute when talking about what u love and you two go out?

Characters: Reader, Stiles Stilinski, Jackson Whittemore

Fandom: Teen Wolf

Word Count: 1197

Request: Anon

AN: I hope this is kinda what you wanted. I’m sorry if you didn’t like it.

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