you can literally feel how happy he is to have 6 mill

Okayy so I recently ruined my life by watching like 14 years of a tv show in less than a month. So now, yes, I sold my soul to the one and only supernatural fandom (courtesy of @downworlderss)

I just got a couple of remarks for this show and none of it had any structure or order so here we go.

*MASSIVE SPOILER WARNING IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN ALL THE SEASONS*

  • This show fucking ruined me, binge-watched seasons 1-12 in about 4 weeks, my pinterest board had over 700 pins in like a week afterwards
  • It started off genuinely creepy and then kinda digressed and idk if I just got desensitised or what
  • John Winchester is a terrible father
  • Bobby Singer is an amazing father
  • I was really confused when season 5 ended because I still had 6 more dvds (and season 12 on amazon prime cause I couldn’t get the freaking dvd because being British sucks sometimes) and I thought it was ending at season 5 because DEAN WAS FINALLY HAPPY DAMNIT
  • It was about season 7 when I got a new pair of glasses ‘cause my eyesight got worse and made the realisation that JENSEN ACKLES HAS FRECKLES WHAT
  • Called it that Chuck was God from the moment I saw him- he literally fucking told them he was a god come onnn
  • Dean’s contact name for Castiel in season 11 or 12 or whatever better be a fucking joke because it’s Cas not Cass
  • I thought I couldn’t hate Metatron more and then he goes and spells his name with a double S and I decided he needed to die
  • The subtitles also say Cass (on amazon anyway) and.. just no, okay? It’s CAS
  • Cried when Cas killed Balthazar
  • Kevin’s life went to absolute shit and idk if it was terrifying or hilarious
  • THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN J2 AND MISH IRL YES
  • Naomi is actually the worst, why do more people not hate on her? She tortured Cas and I am not okay with that I was happier when she died than when Metatron did I’m not joking
  • Sam kinda breaks my heart
  • THE WINCHESTER RELATIONSHIP SAM AND DEAN HAVE SUCH BROTHERLY COMPASSION DIE FOR EACH OTHER ALWAYS
  • Gadreel was decent, okay? I think I genuinely liked him and I don’t care.
  • I mean I know he killed Kevin but still
  • CROWLEY OWNS THE FREAKING MOON
  • Cas, honey, you’re a wonderful person/angel but mannn do you fuck up sometimes, I mean seriously
  • Misha Collins is a fucking incredible human being and his acting skills give me goosebumps I’m deadly serious. What with Cas and Crazy!Cas and Castifer and Godstiel and Levi!Cas and MetaMisha I have so much respect for this man and he is a national treasure.. of America.. damnit
  • I threw something when Charlie died
  • Lucifer is actually really cute (mainly just when he’s in Sam’s head though) but yeah, I think I love satan is this an issue
  • Okay but sometimes it hits me that Jared and Jensen and Misha are just three middle-aged dads running around pretending to stab things and smite demons I think that’s beautiful
  • I think I cried when the angels fell I can’t remember
  • Fuck Adam, I don’t care about him honestly- if he comes back he’s gonna be a crazy bitch- we should all just forget about him like the boys did
  • I’m pretty sure Mary Winchester is actually a terrible mother
  • Jody Mills is a fucking incredible mother, she’s like mum bobby
  • Season 12 made me hate my own nationality because THE BRITISH MEN OF LETTERS CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES OKAY I was so happy when the freedomsquad rolled in with their whiskey and flannel and UGHH it was so good to see Britain fall, okay?
  • Apart from Mick, he was okay… before he died
  • Okay, but the season 12 finale
  • I WAS SOBBING FOR A SOLID 14 MINTUES
  • I HAD TO LEAVE MY HOUSE I WALKED UNTIL I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE I WAS
  • TURNED OUT I WALKED 6 MILES FROM MY HOUSE SO I HAD TO WALK 6 MILES BACK
  • 12 MILES BECAUSE OF CAST-FUCKING-IEL
  • Dean’s reaction made me wanna throw myself off a bridge
  • I didn’t even care about the Nephilim by that point
  • Just Cas’s relationship w/ Dean (I am neutral ground between platonic and destiel atm) but whatever you think you cannot deny that these two fucking love each other and it’s just so damn beautiful
  • JIMMY NOVAK IS THE BEST FATHER IN THIS THING
  • The Novak storyline just makes me cry
  • Lucifer Cas was genuinely disturbing at times but this fucking line is now my life

  • Actually so many things Castifer says and just the way Misha portrays all of the alter egos. It’s just amazing.
  • When we’re introduced to Levi!Cas Misha freaking Collins wtf how do you do that crazy thing with your eyes that makes you look like a completely different person
  • When Dean calls Cas his brother and says ‘i want you to know that’ is so fucking important to me because this wonderful being has been hunted by his angel brothers and sisters and Dean Winchester does not idly throw around a word like brother this scene was so special
  • Assbutt
  • Castiel’s wings scorched onto the ground just hit me so fucking hard and goddamnit it I can’t deal with that because he’s actually dead
  • Just… Castiel

-I’ll probably think of a load more this show man…


UPDATE:

  • HOW THE FRICKATY FRACK DID I FORGET GABRIEL
  • The car scene with Gabe and Cas and the parallels between them and the Winchester boys
  • BITCH PLEASE YOU’VE BEEN GOD MORE OFTEN THAN DAD HAS
  • I don’t think I stressed Balthazar enough because his death and the fact that Cas did it killed me.. and him
  • Crowley crowley crowley crowley
  • These boys are frustrating as fuck sometimes get your damn feelings sorted out you are brothers for fucks sake love each other always
  • It’s just when they’re like ‘oh we can’t be brothers anymore how could you do that to me’ and I’m sat there thinking ‘YOU LITERALLY DID THE SAME EXACT THING TO HIM LAST FUCKING SEASON COME ON’
  • Alsooo when Cas is Castifer everyone just seems to forget that, hello, CAS IS BEING POSSESSED BY LUCFIER DO YOU WANNA KEEP HIM SAFE IS HE YOUR FRIEND OR WHAT. And then Dean goes ‘what about Cas’ and I’m marginally satisfied
  • This scene
  • LOVED THIS SCENE
  • I always love Lucifer until he goes after Cas and then I hate Lucifer and when he’s doing something else I love him again
  • This is not devil worship
  • Sam’s exasperation and the bitch face is honestly so funny to me I have no idea
  • SASSTIEL
  • The fact that Cas thinks so little of himself that the only way he believes he can be ‘of use’ to the boys is BY ENDLESSLY SACRIFICING HIMSELF
  • STOP CAS
  • YOU’RE FUCKING LOVED
  • Also the way Dean screams Cas’s name and how Sam has to drag him back through the portal to their side in the season 12 finale PFFFH don’t even get me started
  • So is Gabe alive or what?
  • So is Cas alive or what?
  • SO AM I ALIVE OR WHAT

UPDATEUPDATE

  • The storyline with Hannah and Cas was SO uncomfortable
  • Like, they’re literally siblings and the whole weird half-romantic subplot was just… ergh
  • I’m so fucking hyped for season 13, give me scooby-doo spn and I sure hope it’s Gabriel because, honestly, who else would put them in scooby-doo, pleaseeee give me richard speight jr
  • I’ve been reading a ton of fanfic, this has ruined me. There’s this wonderful author on fanfic.net called 29pieces who does amazing fics and they’re my life now
  • Cas’s eyes yes please give me the sky
  • Spn is creepy ass monsters and traumatizing characters and heartbreaking scenes
  • But sometimes they just throw in a crack episode and they keep me sane, honestly. I would be in a limitless pool of tears if not for the crack eps and the gag reels
  • THE GAG REELS
  • THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES HE GOES FROM CAS TO MISHA IN LIKE A SINGLE SECOND
  • Back to sadness
  • CAS’S FACE AFTER METATRON SAYS ‘he’s dead too’
  • And he sees dean’s blood on the angel blade
  • HEARTBREAKING NO THANK YOU
  • SEASON 9. MAKES. ME. SO ANGRY. HOW DARE SAM AND DEAN HUNT WHILE CAS IS HOMELESS AND COLD AND A L O N E
  • I’m so sad about Cas being homeless because Misha and oh my god
  • Future!Cas also makes me sad because I know it’s funny and all to see Cas high but thinking about the road that led him there is not
  • Thinking about Cas’s depression that led him to drug abuse keeps me up at night
  • I NEED CHUCK TO TELL CAS HE’S HIS FAVOURITE BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY PLEASE
  • My angel feels inadequate and I cannot handle that today 
  • Everything about Cas just makes me sad
Love Takes Flight. [R/L AU]

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The airport looked more like a shopping mall than anything Lucas had expected. It was 3 days before Christmas and the deeper he walked, the busier it seemed. The tiles under his feet gleamed white and everywhere he looked he saw people milling around. There were plasma screens of arrival and departure times on the walls. People were lined up at the check in desk with suitcases and baggage while soft Christmas music played in the background. 

In the arrivals lounge there was a curious mixture of bored and excited people. Some looked like they were waiting for a bus, others like they were children waiting for Santa himself. Some lounged on the low comfy chairs and others bounced on their toes. 

There were two glass elevators leading to an upper floor which had the appearance of a food mall. And in the middle of several large open areas were blue fabric covered seats. The air was cool and only the faint aroma coming down from the food area gave it any scent. Some stairs lead up to a viewing deck where eager children watched the airplanes take off and land.

Lucas hurried along the long corridor, looking back every five seconds to make sure his best friend Zay was keeping up with him. The airport halls seemed never ending, he couldn’t help but wonder when they’d arrive at their gate.

“Put some pep in your step, Babineaux.” Lucas calls out, glancing behind him.

“It’s 6 in the morning. You know my brain doesn’t wake up until noon.” Zay groans, dragging his suitcase along.

“We wouldn’t have to rush if you woke up on time.” Lucas reminds him, scanning the numbers on the walls to see if they were getting closer.

“So what you’re saying is, this is my fault?” Zay asks, already knowing the answer.

“Yes.” Lucas replies without hesitation. He comes to an abrupt halt causing Zay to walk into him. “This is it.”

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When you least expect it - Part 13: Before Sunset

Characters (AU: first names are as in the show renaming a few last names to fit my story): Reader (Y/N Mills), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Jessica Moore (mentioned), Balthazar (mentioned), Jake Winchester (OC - mentioned) Lucifer (mentioned)

Pairings: Reader/Dean,

Warnings:  Implied smut, mention of loss of child, swearing,mention of cheating,

Wordcount: 3500ish

A/N: This is my newest series. It is a Mechanic!Dean AU and it is mostly written from the readers POV but it will have a few from Dean’s as well. It is an emotional rollercoaster so consider yourselves warned. It will have smut, fluff and angst. It will get pretty dark at some point too.

***DISCLAIMER I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN SAN FRANCISCO SO I DON’T KNOW IT THE PLACE I MENTION ARE NEAR EACH OTHER OR NOT - FOR THE SAKE OF THIS STORY THEY AREN’T MORE THAN 30 MINS DRIVE APART

***My fics are not to be saved nor posted on any other sites without my express written permission.***

This chapter: What happens when the reader and Dean wakes up after having spent the night together? 

Again thank you to @blacktithe7 - this time for helping me get Sam just right :)

Read Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12

GIFS AND PICS  ARE NOT MINE

Dean’s POV

He had been awake for a few minutes. Just staring at her as she slept in his arms. He still couldn’t believe she was real. That she was really there. That last night hadn’t just been a dream. Dean gently stroked her hair away from her face, careful not to wake her. He looked at her soft features and the peaceful expression on her face. He hadn’t seen that in a long time. Not since before the accident.

As Dean watched her his mind started to jumble. What did this mean? Why had she come here last night? Did she want to try again? Could she really find a way to forgive him? Or was this her way of saying goodbye? God he hoped not. The only way he had gotten through so far was by holding on to the faint hope that maybe one day she would come back to him. If he lost that he weren’t sure what he’d do.

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5B: A Constructive Critique

Right, so. We made it.

After 23 episodes of a lot of emotionally heavy stuff and dark plotlines and losses and suffering for all of the characters, my first and honest reaction was relief. At least we get the summer to recuperate (and write fix-it fic) before next season starts, and I want to go ahead and do what I usually do to gather and get my thoughts out, which is meta. This will deal with the second half of the season as a whole, my opinions on it both as a shipper and as a storyteller/writer, what it did well, and what it did not-so-well. Overall, if you don’t want to read the whole thing, I think season 5 was really good on many levels, but failed on others and kind of scuffed to a halt, and it’s left me almost hoping that season 6 (or at the latest, season 7) is the last one. I want to see these characters get their deserved happiness after all the angst that they keep getting hit with, and think at this point that if you keep stringing out that fulfillment, it’s going to get really obvious. I want to see a plot next season that doesn’t revolve around all of them suffering. I’m a well-known angst-lover, but this was enough for now, and it’s gotten out of the characters what it needed to. I don’t expect next season to be fluff and domesticity, but they DID say they’re staying in Storybrooke and hoping to explore some more “small-town stories” a la season 1, as well as shaking up the format (A half, B half, A villain, B villain) which will be nice. Because it’s definitely time for something different.

Below covers Captain Swan, Regina/Outlaw Queen/Evil Queen, Zelena and Hades, and Rumple/RB. As you can probably expect, it will get long.

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quick smartass notes: 5x21
  • I basically spent the entire episode crying. Like, face twisted, gasping, flowing tears, ugly noise making crying. So. That was fun (?)
  • LOL Arthur. Runs at Hades, falls on his ass, and gets killed in about 0.2 seconds. Like, I know they needed to get him to the Underworld so the Bromance of Scruff could commence (and bless Cruella for making the comments that we were all thinking) but as Merlin would say, Arthur, you are such a disappointment.
  • Emma misses Killian so much and I am not all right.
  • Figures that the actual episode Robin gets character development and to address the Zelena situation and to generally react in any way is the one in which they kill him. Full disclosure: I knew far in advance that Robin was going to die, which allowed me to make preparations for it. I’m torn. On one hand, they had so underused his character and he was so transparently a plot device for Regina’s story, and then Zelena’s, that it feels like they wrote themselves into a corner with it. It felt like they had a lot of good raw material there, but as usual with Once, they had problems actually fleshing it out and doing what they intended with it. We could have cut a lot of the Zelena/Hades or RB nonsense and actually made the death really hurt by giving OQ a few godforsaken scenes in the UW. Robin had what, five minutes of screentime in all of 5B? I was crying a lot when he died, believe me, but it was half feeling as if there wAS SO MUCH MORE THEY COULD HAVE DONE WITH THE CHARACTER. Even if they were going to kill him in the end. It’s just…. fuck.
  • ZELENA/HADES WAS DOOMED SO WE COULD HAVE CUT THEIR TIME-SUCK SCENES AND FOCUSED ON OQ????
  • I MEAN????
  • Ugh I’m still angry about this.
  • Robin, you deserved so much better.
  • There were ways to explore Regina’s ultimate struggle with the EQ without killing Robin, imho. On the one hand, I can understand wanting to put stakes back into the show, and to have a moment where realizing that not everyone is going to have their true love delivered back to their arms. But as an OQer and a Regina fan, this one hurts.
  • (I loved Hades so much until they brought in this ridiculous Zelena romance plot. Then I just got tired of him. Sigh. So much potential that…. didn’t really go where I wanted it to.)
  • On that note, it sets up a pretty recognizable character arc for Regina in 6A: she will, with the help of Jekyll and Hyde and their evil split personality stuff, revert to being the Evil Queen, and will have to fight to overcome it once and for all. As Emma and Killian faced their darkness/inner demons this season, now she’s going to have to do the same.
  • Add another to the cringey baby name list with “Robin.” I mean… I like the sentiment and all…. but… this is just really awkward if the show is gonna kill someone and then name a kid after them. I do like the idea of the redeemed Mills sisters being co-mommies to baby Robin, but Regina is clearly going down a dark path for a bit, so yeah.
  • JESUS CHRIST STOP HURTING REGINA 2K16.
  • JESUS CHRIST STOP HURTING CAPTAIN SWAN 2K16.
  • But Killian. KILLIAN. KILLIAN. JONES. Meets Arthur in the underworld. Tells him what a total lame-o he is. Then, facing the man who is the reason he is down there, is dead, will probably never see Emma again, and everything else…. offers to help him. Takes him on a quest to discover his true self. Risks losing the book to save him. Gets called “stubble sandwich” by Cruella Queen of Everything. Brings his character arc full circle by putting a shady king on the right path. Is completely selfless hero.
  • (So, this means Charming is symbolically forgiven for cheating on Killian with Arthur, because Killian and Arthur have now had a bromantic adventure to make things right.)
  • KILLIAN “I AM THE WORST PERSON ALIVE” JONES: GETS SENT FROM HEAVEN IN A BLAZE OF LITERAL WHITE LIGHT FROM THE KING OF THE GODS WHO HAS SEEN FIT TO RETURN HIM TO THE ARMS OF HIS TRUE LOVE.
  • Do you think he will finally appreciate and understand just what that means?
  • Yes, Zeus was a bit literally deus-ex-machina. But Killian earned it by continuing to be a hero and to fight for Emma even at the very end and thinking there was nothing left for their future, only hers. By forgiving Arthur and fighting to help him. He damn well earned that magical ride home from the Gods. HE DAMN WELL EARNED IT.
  • Was there ever a more deserved happy moment on this show than Emma and Killian and her kissing his entire face off as he tried to spout off this silly story about a dude in a toga and King’s Cross with Dumbledore and…. er, Zeus? Those sweet angels and their faces. I have never seen Emma so happy in this entire show. She was climbing him like a TREE.
  • On a final note, both Mo French and Rumple continue to be the worst, film at 11. Mo won’t help his own daughter to spite Rumple, Rumple has no idea how to begin to be remotely decent and now has the Olympian crystal (which is clearly not going well) and the best thing anyone could do for Belle would be to leave her under that curse. What a pair of total yutzes.
  • Emotional state: 1 thousand percent not okay. Angry about Robin. Crying over Regina and Zelena. Crying more over Regina. Crying over Emma missing Killian. Crying over Killian. Crying over Emma and Killian.
  • Seriously. I have never cried so fucking much in one episode. Not even during 5x11.
  • This show has so many problems but I do love it.
  • Methinks season 6 is going to be their “Civil War” season. Rough waters ahead for the Charming-Mills family.
  • Please don’t screw it up.
  • And on the topic of screwing:
  • We know CS banged. If we don’t see it or a hint of it, the dog dies.
  • Thanks.
  • Love, the fandom.
The Fallen Ones (Part 8)

Rating: sfw (for now)


Disclaimer: I don’t own anything, nor do I know anything at all. So if any of this is true, it’s just a really large coincidence. 

Hey guys :)  Here’s the next part, and I think you might really enjoy it. That damn hartbig is finding its way into more and more parts! And this literally fluctuates from angst to fluff in a matter of seconds, be warned of whiplash. Let me know what you guys thought, I love hearing from you all <3


Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

Word count: 3,281

tw: serious illness (cancer)

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Hannah just throws her hands up in the air dramatically in resignation, “Will nothing please you?”

“Of course not, I don’t settle. I’m not Christopher Columbus, I’m more of a Sacajawea. A lead the charge kind of gal,” Grace says as she takes a sip of her drink.

As she laughs loudly Hannah shakes her head, and silently gives herself a mental pat on the back because this is what she wanted out of this whole situation. A moment in which Grace was just Grace, not Sick Grace or Tired Grace. But just Grace.

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