you can just see where it all went wrong

you can make mistakes. you can mess up, you can break up, you can lose friends. that makes us human. but we just have to keep going. we have to learn from those mistakes and we have to see where we went wrong so it doesn’t happen all that often again. you are growing and you are learning who you want to be at all moments, don’t rush it, don’t stress, just be conscious and aware. be here in the moment, because in a few days, weeks, years, you might just wish you were right back where you are today.

hopeless fountain kingdom sentence starters

THE PROLOGUE

  • ❝ civil blood makes civil hands unclean. ❞
  • ❝ i am a child of a money hungry, prideful country. ❞
  • ❝ hands so bloody, tastes like honey. ❞
  • ❝ i’m finding it hard to leave ❞

100 LETTERS

  • ❝ i find myself alone at night unless i’m having sex. ❞
  • ❝ i don’t let him touch me anymore. ❞
  • ❝ i’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored. ❞
  • ❝ i have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors. ❞
  • ❝ please don’t go away ❞
  • ❝ it’s too late. ❞
  • ❝ i can’t stop thinking that i almost gave you everything. ❞
  • ❝ i can’t stop wishing that i never gave you anything. ❞

EYES CLOSED

  • ❝ i know where to lay. ❞
  • ❝ i know what to say. ❞
  • ❝ it’s all the same. ❞
  • ❝ i know how to play. ❞
  • ❝ if i keep my eyes closed he looks just like you. ❞
  • ❝ he’ll never stay, they never do. ❞
  • ❝ if i keep my eyes closed he feels just like you. ❞
  • ❝ you’ve been replaced. ❞
  • ❝ i’m face to face with someone new. ❞
  • ❝ tell me where i went wrong. ❞
  • ❝ tell me how to move on. ❞
  • ❝ he don’t realize that i’m thinking about you. ❞

HEAVEN IN HIDING

  • ❝ no time for wishful thinking. ❞
  • ❝ i can put up one good fight. ❞
  • ❝ i can put on a show. ❞
  • ❝ don’t you see what you’re finding? ❞
  • ❝ this is heaven in hiding. ❞
  • ❝ i don’t have no time for conversation. ❞

ALONE

  • ❝ i’m still alone in my mind. ❞
  • ❝ i know you’re dying to meet me. ❞
  • ❝ baby, as soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did. ❞

NOW OR NEVER

  • ❝ i don’t wanna fight right now. ❞
  • ❝ we’re running out of time. ❞
  • ❝ i’m calling it a night. ❞
  • ❝ trying to talk to a wall, but you could never tear it down for me. ❞
  • ❝ i want you to love me now or never. ❞

SORRY

  • ❝ i’ve missed your calls for months it seems. ❞
  • ❝ i still know your birthday. ❞
  • ❝ sorry that i can’t believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me. ❞
  • ❝ sorry i could be so blind, didn’t mean to leave you and all of the things that we had behind. ❞
  • ❝ i run away when things are good. ❞
  • ❝ it seems i broke your heart. ❞
  • ❝ someone will love you, but someone isn’t me. ❞

GOOD MOURNING

  • ❝ there’s a place where love conquers all. ❞
  • ❝ don’t trust the moon, she’s always changing. ❞
  • ❝ she begs to be loved. ❞

LIE

  • ❝ breakfast is cold. ❞
  • ❝ i’m watching you choke down the words that you said. ❞
  • ❝ i get the message you wish i was dead. ❞
  • ❝ if you don’t love me no more, then lie. ❞

WALLS COULD TALK

  • ❝ i’m about four minutes from a heart attack. ❞
  • ❝ i think you make me a maniac. ❞
  • ❝ damn, if these walls could talk. ❞
  • ❝ shit is crazy, right? ❞
  • ❝ that ain’t your baby no more. ❞

BAD AT LOVE

  • ❝ he’s calling me a bitch again. ❞
  • ❝ i believe that we’re meant to be. ❞
  • ❝ jealousy got the best of me. ❞
  • ❝ i always make the same mistakes. ❞
  • ❝ i’m bad at love, but you can’t blame me for trying. ❞

DON’T PLAY

  • ❝ i don’t give a damn what you say to me. ❞
  • ❝ i’m moving on. ❞
  • ❝ motherfucker, don’t play with me. ❞

STRANGERS

  • ❝ she doesn’t kiss me on the mouth anymore. ❞
  • ❝ she doesn’t look me in the eyes anymore. ❞
  • ❝ we’re not lovers, we’re just strangers. ❞
  • ❝ she doesn’t call me on the phone anymore. ❞
  • ❝ i must’ve crossed a line. ❞
  • ❝ i must’ve lost my mind. ❞
  • ❝ i miss the mornings with you laying in my bed. ❞
  • ❝ i miss the thought of a forever, you and me. ❞
  • ❝ all you’re missing is my body. ❞

ANGEL ON FIRE

  • ❝ nobody seems to ask about me anymore. ❞
  • ❝ nobody seems to care about what i think. ❞
  • ❝ look at me. ❞
  • ❝ i’m faded away. ❞ 
  • ❝ you know, i used to be on fire. ❞
  • ❝ i’m standing in the ashes of who i used to be. ❞

DEVIL IN ME

  • ❝ i scream too loud if i speak my mind. ❞
  • ❝ i don’t wanna wake it up, the devil in me. ❞
  • ❝ you said i’m too much to handle. ❞
  • ❝ now i gotta wake it up, the devil in me. ❞

HOPELESS

  • ❝ boy, you make it look so easy. ❞
  • ❝ sorry, baby girl, but i can’t tonight. ❞
  • ❝ you know the truth hurts, but secrets kill. ❞
  • ❝ you and all your friends hate me. ❞
  • ❝ it’s easy to forgive. ❞
What to do when you get a bad grade

It happens to us all. You study your butt off, work like crazy for that final exam, and then you get your grade and it’s not what you hoped it would be. Sure, you might have passed, but your grade is still pretty bad and you feel terrible. Here are a few things that can help:

1) Treat yourself to something nice. It’s not a reward, but a little ice-cream doesn’t hurt. Getting a bad grade is an awful feeling. Take care of your mental health FIRST, especially if you have anxiety. 

2) Stay away from friends who are discussing grades. Tell your friends if you don’t want to talk about grades, and if they don’t shut up then move away. It’s rarely comforting to be around people who did better than you or worse than you. Talk about something else.

3) Realise that it’s not the end of the world. Bad grades happen to everyone (even straight A students, at some point), and the world keeps rotating. Time will pass and in a few weeks’ time you won’t even remember that grade anymore.

4) Implement a back-up plan/do damage control. What will that bad grade affect? Can you continue with your programme? Figure out what problems will or may arise from your bad grade and figure out what you need to do to minimise the effect of your bad grade.

5) Figure out the cause of your bad grade. Did you use the most appropriate study method? Did you procrastinate the entire semester? Was the exam *particularly* difficult? Sometimes, the cause of your bad grade is more long-term than just the period your spent studying, so be thorough when you try to figure out why you got a bad grade. Was it just a case of bad luck and unfortunate circumstances?  

6) Speak to your teacher/professor/tutor. Ask if you can see your exam paper, and work through it again so that you can identify where you went wrong. Speak to them about the problems your identified and ask them for alternatives or extra help. Bad grades are only bad if you don’t learn from them.

7) Realise that it’ll all be okay, and that you will have some way to make up for it in the future. Nothing is permanent, not even bad grades.

I hope these tips help. If you have any questions, feel free to send me a message or an ask. I also have a studyinstagram @ munirastudies if you’re interested in following me there. Happy studying!

xx Munira

nothing hurt more than when I saw a picture of you and her. You barely ever took photos with me, let alone post them. And here you were posting pictures with this girl you barely knew, and I tried not to hate her, I tried not to hate you. But my insides felt like they were ripping apart at the sight of  you. And I knew this was going to happen eventually, I guess I was just hoping it wouldn’t.  
and its just so fucking pathetic, while I’ve spent all this time missing you.. you spent it with her. You never even thought of me once.
And all I can fucking do is imagine the way that you talk to her, its probably the same way I talked to you., like you were made out of the sun or something.
And I just don’t fucking understand how one person can leave such a huge mark on you when you can’t even leave a fucking scratch on them. Because you left me and I still see you every fucking where, and I never made you feel a damn thing. you never even cared for me.
I just want it to stop, I want it all to stop. I want to stop feeling every burning fire for you. I want to stop thinking of every word you said to me, I want to stop analyzing every little part of our relationship in trying to figure out where the fuck we went wrong because I get it now. I understand..
a relationship is always doomed to end in heartbreak when there is one person who loves more and in our case, I was always the one who loved more, and now it just hurts so bad because you love her. You love her even though I wanted you to love me.. even though I gave you every fucking piece of me. You chose her.
It will never be me and you. I was never enough, and the thought of that alone breaks me into a million pieces, so how the fuck am I supposed to feel when I realize why I wasn’t enough. When I see the face of the girl who was enough..
—  I don’t think I’ll ever get over you
New England Gothic
  • There are leaves covering the ground in reds and oranges and yellows and browns, but there are still leaves on the trees. In fact, all the trees are still completely full of green leaves.
  • The sky is always incredibly clear. There are never any clouds even when it’s raining or snowing.
  • A man comes into your 24 hour Dunkin Donuts exactly 5 times during every shift and orders a small hot black coffee, even at night. He’s always wearing jeans, a tshirt, and sunglasses, even when it’s -12*. You’ve never seen his car park, he just seems to appear in front of the doors.
  • You can tell the time by when you hear the T go by, but when you look, there’s never any train.
  • You were told to never go into the graveyards at night. Not because it’s illegal to go in when the gates are closed, but because of what those gates are keeping in.
  • Every October, the leaf peepers come. It’s always the same people in the same cars. You don’t know any of their names even though they’re temporary residents of your town for one week every year. And then they’re gone.
  • You get up for school and hear that it’s a snow day. Immediately, you get bundled up and run outside to play in the snow. You slowly begin to notice that there’s something wrong with the snow. It’s not snow at all. It’s ash.
  • You woke up one day and the trees were covered in crows. You don’t know where they came from, but just when you were starting to get used to their eyes watching you everywhere you went, they disappeared.
  • There are woods behind your house. They’re not very deep or dense and you can perfectly see your backdoor neighbor’s house from yours. But sometimes people go walking in those woods and never come out.
  • Your neighbor’s tomatoes keep growing after the plants died in the first frost. You see him out there in the middle of the winter harvesting his bright red tomatoes from the dead plants. He comes over one day with a basket full of tomatoes. They’re bright red and beautiful, but they smell like rot. You accept the gift, but don’t dare to eat them. You’re not sure what they are, but they’re certainly not tomatoes.
  • It’s snowing, but it’s 80* and it’s July. “We live in New England. Wait a few minutes and the weather will change,” they say. A few minutes later the snow is gone and it’s sunny again.
  • People keep talking about the moose hanging around town, but no one you know has ever seen one.
  • Your family has lived in the same house since the house was built in 1702. Your family has died in the same house since the house was built in 1702. You’ve met all of your ancestors.
  • You can’t leave New England. It’s not that you don’t want to or haven’t tried, it’s just that every time you try to cross state lines out of New England, you always end up back at your house with no recollection of returning there.
9

And here’s where it all went wrong. This really fucking messes with my head because I know he said it was a fake origin story, but why would he make this up? It just doesn’t seem like him. Maybe it didn’t happen exactly like that, but I think he at least reimagined Dianne and Beth accurately.

You can see Rick falling to the ground in the back, he looks so defeated. Yeah, I get acting and playing it up, but again, it just doesn’t seem very him. It seems more likely he forced himself to relive that terrible moment to give him a little extra boost to help him destroy the gov.

I’m probably wrong, but I think this is accurate. Up until after the bomb, I think it’s all true. And it breaks my heart.

This sweet innocent man having his life riped apart in front of his eyes. He just wanted to be happy!

Halsey “Hopeless Fountain Kingdom” Starters

100 Letters
“ I find myself alone at night unless I’m having sex.”
“ I don’t let him touch me anymore. “
“ I’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored. “
“ ‘Cause I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors. “
“ Please don’t go away “
“ I said ‘It’s too late’ “
“ I can’t stop thinking that I almost gave you everything. “
“ I can’t stop wishing that I never gave you anything. “
“ You wrote 100 letters just for me “
“ Now I’m constantly reminded of the time I was 19. “

Eyes Closed
“ It’s all the same. “
“ I know how to play “
“ Now if I keep my eyes closed he looks just like you “
“ But you’ve been replaced “
“ I’m face to face with someone new “
“ So tell me where I went wrong “
“ Would’ve gave it all for you, cared for you “
“ So tell me how to move on “
“ They don’t realize that I’m thinking about you “

Heaven in hiding
“ Can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin’? “
“ I push up on my toes, you call me 'sweet thing’ “
“ And you thought that you were the boss tonight “
“ I flip the script like I can take a beating “
“ You’ll know I can put on a show “
“ Don’t you see what you’re finding? “
“ I don’t have no time for conversation “
“ Said this ain’t what you usually do and a girl like me is new for you “
“  I can tell you mean it cause you’re shakin’ “

Alone
“ He tried to phone me but I never have time “
“ He said that I never listen but I don’t even try “
“ She asked if I recognized her and I told her I might “
“ But I’m still alone in my mind “
“ I know you’re dying to meet me “
“ Baby, as soon as you meet me you’ll wish that you never did “
“ I can never say sorry 'cause I won’t take the blame “
“ I know I always go missing “

Now or Never
“ I don’t wanna fight right now “
“ You know we’re runnin’ out of time “
“ Now I gotta draw a line “
“ I want you to hold me down “
“ I want you to love me now “
“ I’m callin’ it a night now “
“ We’ve been through it all “
“ I need you to make your mind up “

Lie
“ I gave you the messiest head “
“ You give me the messiest head “
“ I’m tryna’ give the impression that I get the message you wish I was dead “
“ I won’t let us finish yet “
“ Please don’t take this as a threat “
“ All I’m sayin’ is if you don’t love me no more then lie “
“ You notice that we in love “
“ Treat her right and she won’t complain “
“ There’s no need to lie no more “

Walls could talk
“ I’m about four minutes from a heart attack “
“ I think you make me a maniac “
“ Shit is crazy right? “
“ I ain’t your baby no more “

Bad at Love
“ I believe that we’re meant to be “
“ Look, I don’t mean to frustrate “
“ But I always make the same mistakes “
“ I’m bad at love “
“ You know I’d be lyin’ sayin’ you were the one that could finally fix me “
“ I know that you’re afraid “
“ I’m gonna walk away “

Don’t Play
“ I don’t give a damn what you say to me “
“ I’m moving on “
“ I had some space to deal with it “
“ Yeah, don’t even try “
“ Motherfucker, don’t play with me “

Angel on Fire
“ 'Cause nobody seems to ask about me anymore “
“ Nobody seems to care 'bout anything I think “
“ I’m faded away, you know, I used to be on fire “
“ I’m standin’ in the ashes of who I used to be “
“ 'Cause I’d laugh and drink and talk 'bout things “
“ Now it’s my own anxiety that makes the conversation hard “

Devil in me
“ You said I would’ve hit the ceiling “
“ You said I should eat my feelings “
“ I scream too loud if I speak my mind “
“ I don’t wanna wake it up “
“ You said I’m too much to handle “
“ I won’t take anyone down if I crawl tonight “

Hopeless
“ Boy, you make it look so easy “
“ Promise that I’m gonna call you back in five “
“ Sorry baby girl, but I can’t tonight “
“ I’ve known that girl for like my whole life “
“ 'Cause you know the truth hurts but secrets kill “
“ There must be something real “
“ You and all your friends all hate me “
“ I can’t help the way you made me “

Get Help

So it’s obvious that they have done this numerous times before and probably as kids/young adults. Were they in so much danger that their lives were at risk? Or were they just trying to get out some kind of fight where Thor may have boasted too much about his prowess or Loki went and insulted the wrong person? These are the burning questions I have that need answering.

Because all that’s running through my head is them surrounded by enemies trying to figure out an opening to their advantage. Since this was probably pre Mjolnir,  Loki probably whispered something like: “throw something at them!”

And Thor being a good bro likes that idea and can see that working very well. So he just picks up Loki and chucks him at their enemies while Loki screams “NOT ME, YOU IDIOT!”

Fall Out Boy sentence meme

Save Rock and Roll ft American Beauty/American Psycho, Centuries, Kids Aren’t Alright and Immortals edition

  • “Put on your war paint”
  • “You are a brick tied to me that’s dragging me down”
  • “I’ll burn you to the ground”
  • “We can take the world back”
  • “Doesn’t it feel like our time is running out?”
  • “No, I think it looked a little better on me”
  • “You broke our spirit”
  • “The war is won”
  • “Can’t be sure when they’ve hit their mark”
  • “I’m just dreaming of tearing you apart”
  • “I’m in the details with the devil”
  • “The world can never get me on my level”
  • “I’m a young lover’s rage”
  • “I’ve got the scars from tomorrow”
  • “You’re the antidote to everything except for me”
  • “My childhood spat back out the monster that you see”
  • “I don’t know where you’re going but do you got room for one more troubled soul?”
  • “I don’t know where I’m going but I don’t think I’m coming home”
  • “I’ll check in tomorrow if I don’t wake up dead”
  • “Let’s be alone together”
  • “We could stay young forever”
  • “You cut me off”
  • “It’s not my fault, I’m a maniac”
  • “Do you wanna feel beautiful?”
  • “My heart is like a stallion”
  • “This is the road to ruin”
  • “I’m here to collect your hearts”
  • “I don’t believe a word you say but I can’t stop listening”
  • “My old friends become exes again”
  • “Where did the party go?”
  • “I know I expect too much”
  • “You know I only wanted fun then you got me all fucked up on love”
  • “You and me are the difference between real love and the love on TV”
  • “My old aches become new again”
  • “So let’s fade away together one dream at a time”
  • “See how dirty I can get them”
  • “Anything you say can and will be held against you, so only say my name”
  • “It will be held against you”
  • “I’d trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday”
  • “I know I’m bad news”
  • “I saved it all for you”
  • “I want to teach you a lesson in the worst kind of way”
  • “Letting people down is my thing”
  • “This town ain’t big enough for two of us”
  • “I don’t have the right name”
  • “I have twice the heart”
  • “I’m here to give you all my love”
  • “Did you get dressed up?”
  • “I can’t stop it when there’s chemicals keeping us together”
  • “How the mighty fall”
  • “How the mighty fall in love”
  • “Your crooked love is just a pyramid scheme”
  • “I’m dizzy on dreams”
  • “If you ask me two’s a whole lot lonelier than one”
  • “We should have left our love in the gutter where we found it”
  • “You think your only crime is that you got caught”
  • “It’s getting clear”
  • “You’re never coming clean”
  • “I’ll lock you up inside and swallow the key”
  • “I know you said not to call unless I’m dying”
  • “I just hope that when you see me I’m not see-through”
  • “I’m either fuckin’ or workin”
  • “I’m a dick, girl/boy/baby, addicted to you”
  • “I know I’m the one you want to forget”
  • “Cue all the love to leave my heart”
  • “It’s time for me to fall apart”
  • “Now you’re gone but I’ll be okay”
  • “Maybe I’ll burn a little brighter tonight”
  • “I miss missing you now and then”
  • “Sometimes before it gets better the darkness gets bigger”
  • “The person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger”
  • “We’re fading fast”
  • “Give me your filth”
  • “Make it rough”
  • “Let me let me trash your love”
  • “I am the best you’ll never have”
  • “I wanna see your animal side”
  • “I need your broken promises”
  • “I want the guts and glory”
  • “Don’t take love off the table yet”
  • “We are alive”
  • “Oh there you go; undress to impress”
  • “You can wear the crown but you’re no princess”
  • “Let’s get you wasted and alone”
  • “We’re gonna die”
  • “It’s just a matter of time”
  • “I’m either gone in an instant or here ‘til the bitter end”
  • “What I’ve got will make you feel more alive”
  • “I’ll be your favorite drug”
  • “We’re the beginning of the end”
  • “It’s all over now before it has begun”
  • “We are wild”
  • “Do you wanna feel a little beautiful baby?”
  • “Come on make it easy, say I never mattered”
  • “Are you ready for another bad poem?”
  • “Remember me as I was not as I am”
  • “If my heart is a grenade”
  • “We’re all fighting growing old”
  • “You need to lower your standards”
  • “I’m the lonelier version of you”
  • “I just don’t know where it went wrong”
  • “She’s/he’s/they’re sick and she’s/he’s/they’re wrong”
  • “I’ve seen bigger”
  • “I’ve lived better”
  • “Run for your life”
  • “Until your breathing stops”
  • “I need more dreams”
  • “I cried tears you’ll never see”
  • “So fuck you, you can go cry me an ocean and leave me be”
  • “You are what you love, not who loves you”
  • “Wherever I go trouble seems to follow”
  • “Whoa, how’d it get to be only me?”
  • “Cause we don’t know when to quit”
  • “She’s/he’s/they’re an American beauty, I’m an American psycho”
  • “I think I fell in love again”
  • “Maybe I just took too much cough medicine”
  • “I’m the best worst thing that hasn’t happened to you yet”
  • “We’re the things that love destroys”
  • “You will remember me”
  • “Remember me for centuries”
  • “We’ll go down in history”
  • “No, it’s nothing wrong with me”
  • “The story’s all off”
  • “Come on and let me in”
  • “I never meant for you to fix yourself”
  • “I can’t stop ‘til the whole world knows my name”
  • “I am the opposite of amnesia”
  • “You look so pretty, but you’re gone so soon”
  • “We’ve been here forever”
  • “I could scream forever”
  • “We are the poisoned youth”
  • “Maybe I bit off more than I could chew”
  • “I’d do it all again”
  • “I think you’re my best friend”
  • “I’ll be yours”
  • “I’m not passive but aggressive”
  • “It’s not impressive
  • "I still feel that rush in my veins”
  • “They say we are what we are, but we don’t have to be”
  • “I’m bad behavior but I do it in the best way”
  • “I try to picture me without you but I can’t”
  • “We could be immortals”
  • “I’m still comparing your past to my future”
  • “Live with me forever now”

REQUEST: Couls you do a bts reaction to your pregnancy? Thank you lovely
REQUESTED BY: anonymous
WARNINGS: none!
NOTES: since you didn’t specify i did these like it happened before you got married or anything like that bc it makes things SPICY but if u’d like one for after marriage just lmk. also im sorry but yoongi’s picture was too perfect for this and i kept giggling while making the bannerioeksfdl

jin is quiet at first, but not entirely apprehensive — the situation was alarming at the least and life-changing at best, but he could handle that — and he hesitates at answering right away. dark eyes search your face for any clue that you were joking, just saying something to rile him up, but when he comes up empty he finally speaks.  ❝ alright, so what do you want to do? ❞ he’s calm, cool and collected, as if you didn’t just drop a massive bomb on him — you can only assume he’s acting this way rationally, open-minded in nature and knowing that freaking out won’t change a thing. instead, he waits to hear your opinion on the matter rather patiently, and only furrows his brows slightly ( there is a little bit of worry, of course ) during the prolonged silence he gets in return. if you were to stay you’d like to keep it, he’d be absolutely thrilled; sure, he isn’t sure if he’s necessarily ready to have a kid yet, but when are you? he’s beyond happy to support you regardless. in fact, the emotions would hit just as soon as the words leave your mouth, and it’s the first time you see what how he truly feels about this situation when the tears pool and spill over his lashes and down his cheeks and he smiles the brightest you’ve ever seen. even he didn’t know he was hoping you’d say yes, he didn’t expect to be this relieved or positively elated — who could’ve guessed that he’d already be so attached to something that hasn’t even fully formed, yet?

to say yoongi was surprised would be an understatement, as his expression immediately falls into one of shock, eyes wide with disbelief and mouth dropping open with unvoiced questions. he knows you aren’t joking because of the look on your face and the tone of your voice, which only alarms him more. and, the next few moments are spent with your gaze warily locked onto his in an attempt to gauge how he’s feeling, or whether he finds this to be a positive thing. just when you start to panic and think that this was a terrible idea, you totally could’ve handled this on your own, my god why did you think this was a good idea? he finally moves. carefully, he stands up from where you’d told him to sit, hands outstretched towards your tummy, and one would think you were made of glass with how cautiously he moves around you. his touch is delicate when he finds the material of your shirt with his palms and curious fingertips, and even though there’s no bump there yet, nothing to feel, it’s like he’s can. the baby is smaller than a peanut at this point, too tiny to even be anything, but to him it’s everything —  ❝ we’ve really got a baby in here? ❞ your quiet affirmation is all it takes to have him falling to his knees in front of you, staring wide-eyed at the very place that will be carrying life, creating something wonderful, bringing the future into the world. yoongi doesn’t bother trying to stop the tears brimming in his eyes or the way they fall messily down his cheeks, because he couldn’t even if he tried — he could still remember, could still feel, the period in his life where everything felt desolate and pointless and miserable, and it’s hard to forget every nasty thought that ate away at him at every waking moment, telling him he’d never amount to anything and how easy it would be to just put a stop to it all. but, now… now, looking up at you with that beautiful smile, he can see there’s a reason he stuck around.

it’s probably the most serious you’ve ever seen hoseok, and whatever you might’ve expected his reaction to be, it wasn’t this. after telling him to sit down for the big news, he immediately drags you down with him after listening to you, and drags you in real close — this is all beyond terrifying, and it’s a lot to take in all at once, so for a moment he just sits there with his nose nuzzled into your temple. during that silence, he doesn’t wonder where he went wrong or what you could’ve done differently, but instead imagines how the future will be and all the possible ways you could handle this. just as his hands squeeze your sides and pull you in even closer, suddenly he can see this exact scenario playing out in his head, but with a little munchkin between you — they’d wiggle around and giggle and make disgusted noises when he starts kissing your cheek one too many times, before he starts doing the exact same thing to them. they’d have your laugh and his smile and it’d all amount to sundays in bed and holidays spent together and him knowing there’s one more special person cheering him on. the very idea tickles him just right, and you can feel the way his smile grows against your skin, and before you can even question him he’s whispering against you in a tone that positively radiates pure, unadulterated joy. ❝ i think i’m already in love. ❞

namjoon’s reaction wouldn’t be immediate — much like seokjin, he’d try to remain as calm as possible so as to not make you panic, trying to view it from a realistic point of view while also accepting the fact that it’s happening, there’s nothing he can do to change it, and the wheels are already set in motion. unfortunately, he’s so dead-faced about it that he ends up making you panic anyway, and somehow ends up being the one to force you to sit down and breathe. with both hands cradling your face, he’d assure you that he doesn’t see this as a bad thing, even if it might cause some trouble along the way ( ❝ hey, it’s okay, alright? it’s okay. look at me — we’re gonna be fine. ❞ ), but in fact sees it as a good thing. if there’s anything namjoon is good at, it’s talking, which is exactly what he does until your breathing returns to normal and your heart beat steadies. he tells you that he knew this would happen — sure, he thought it would happen after he finally got up the courage to ask you to marry him, but then all greats things come unexpectedly — and that, while he knows it isn’t seen as something socially acceptable he’s fine with that. oh, and, yeahthis is the moment he decides to tell you that he might’ve been thinking about proposing for months, now. the very second you caught on is the second he’s ruffling his hair nervously and laughing it off:  ❝ not so sure which one of us had the biggest news anymore, huh?

jimin is and will always be openly emotional, and that rings true in this scenario — at first it’s brow-knitted confusion, before falling into wide-eyed, jaw-dropped shock and finally coming to a halt somewhere inbetween elated and terrified. your immediate answer is  ❝ what? ❞ and  ❝ are you sure? ❞, both of which, when answered, don’t seem to help the situation any. in that moment it seems his entire life is flashing before his eyes, and suddenly it feels like everything has been leading up to this — he isn’t sure if he’s supposed to be more happy or afraid of what that means. he’s quickly dragged out of that thought process, though, when you softly call his name so warily that one would think you were about to cry ( in all honesty, you probably were ). when he looks at you he can see the fear of rejection in your eyes, he can see his own expression mirrored on your face, and that’s all it takes — he’d say anything right then to wipe that look off your face, so he says okay. okay. we can do this. if he were to be honest, he wasn’t quite sure if you really could — with his career taking over most of his life and you with school and your own job, it was hard to figure out where anything else could possibly fit in. still, he tries — he tries. he tries to see the bigger picture, does what he can to work with this new addition to your relationship, even supports you when you start to doubt it all on your own, because something in him told he had to. it isn’t until your first sonogram, when he’s holding your hand so tight and neither of you even dare to breathe when the image finally comes to life on the screen — it’s fuzzy at first, and the shapes don’t make any sense, but as soon as the doctor points it out it’s as if everything falls into place. and, that’s it. that’s what he’s been doing all of this for. something shifts in him and tears brim in his eyes and he’s lowering his head until his forehead touches yours and all he can do is whisper for fear of his voice completely breaking ( it’s real, god it’s real ): ❝ that’s our baby. ❞

it’s difficult, at first, for taehyung to accept the truth — it’s not anything against you, or even anything against having a child with you, but simply that it is and will be life-changing for the both of you. he’s with you while you take several different pregnancy tests, and even for your first official visit with a doctor ( and, well, every visit after that ), until finally there can be no doubt: you’re pregnant. for a while, that phrase sits funny in his chest, like he still can’t entirely believe it. it wasn’t about whether you two had been careful, or who might’ve made the mistake, but rather the fact that you’re really pregnant — you’re pregnant with his baby. you’re going to have a child together. the idea is so farfetched that he could laugh! just a few years ago he was picturing a life on a farm with early mornings and dirt under his fingernails, all of it leading to a picture perfect family with children that inevitably followed in his footsteps and the generations could continue on like they were meant to. now, he stood on a different stage every night and the future was so bright that he couldn’t make it out anymore — it wasn’t that he couldn’t see kids there, it was more that he didn’t see where they fit just yet. it all comes down to one night where neither of you can sleep, his arms wound around you tight and the steady thrum of his heartbeat against your ear. you finally ask him the question you’ve been dying to ask him: do you really want this? his answer is, strangely, one he’s been dying to give you:  ❝ yeah. yeah, i do. ❞ ( maybe it’s a not-so picture perfect family, and maybe the kids don’t follow in his footsteps, and maybe he’s okay with that ).

❝ can you… can you give me the night to think about this? ❞ it’s the first thing he says when every question he asks is answered with the obvious — yes, you’re really pregnant and no, you’re not kidding. jungkook realizes this isn’t the best way to handle this, especially not when you’re left to your own anxious devices, probably diving right back into every unhealthy coping method you’ve got in your arsenal, but it’s the best he can give right away. this isn’t something he ever thought he’d have to deal with, at least not for a couple of years, especially now, but you’d just laid it on his lap like nothing could be truer — to say he’s terrified would be an understatement. he doesn’t sleep that night and spends most of that time mulling over every possible option, every single scenario, trying his best to figure out what would not only be best him, but best for you… and, eventually, best for the baby. the word resonates within him — baby. it’s the nickname he’s always used for you, something endearing that always brings your face to mind, and suddenly he’s thinking of late-night phone calls and impromptu skype sessions and little handwritten notes left behind when one of you had to leave before the other woke up. he’s thinking about every time he’s stood in front of a camera, knowing you’re watching from the other side cheering him on. he’s thinking about all the times you’ve cooked dinner together or had movie nights or slept in late. he’s thinking about all those things put together with someone especially made for the two of you — someone who would be born to do all those things and more. it’s all of this that has him at your doorstep at nearly five in the morning, out of breath and sleep-deprived and so entirely honest when he says  ❝ i want this. ❞

I mostly just post other people’s dreams, but yesterday I had a dream that I think was worth sharing, so I’m gonna do that. 

I was shopping for a dress, and it was somehow really important what I chose for myself, because I was not shopping for just any dress, I was shopping for The Perfect Dress. I don’t even know why there was so much emphasis on this, but it had to be just right.

I found a couple of options that I really liked, and they were all so gorgeous in my dream, Marchesa Spring 2012 kind of gorgeous.

I finally chose one after a long debate with my entourage (why did I even have an entourage for shopping?), but the dress suddenly disappeared and I could no longer remember what it looked like, no matter how hard I tried, and that somehow made me vaguely aware that I was dreaming, but I couldn’t do anything about it and went searching for the dress regardless.

The rest of the dream was just me being lost in a giant dress shop, trying to find the dress from before and failing to remember where I left it or what it looked like. I just knew that all the dresses I stumbled upon were not the one.

This is even funnier if you take into consideration that I am actually a fast and easy shopper, I see something I like and I buy it without trying it on because I like buying loose clothes, so I can never go wrong with a size bigger than I normally wear, and I’m usually done with shopping after a couple of minutes.

BTS Reaction: Idol!Reader performs a song about them

Prompt: Idol! Reader performs a song after their break-up


Rap Monster/Namjoon: He would feel moved by your words. He knew the meaning and feelings behind your song were real, especially when you let a few stray tears out as you sang. You both knew the fight that inevitably ended the relationship was stupid, and could have easily been avoided. After your performance, Namjoon would make his way backstage and talk to you about everything that happened, maybe rekindling the love that was lost.

“I can see how much passion you put into your song. Do you think you still have enough passion for us?”

Jin: Jin would be very thoughtful. He had know idea why you two broke up, but he heard the implied words from your song. He just knew it was about you two. He would want to talk things out and see where things went wrong and what exactly happened. Like Namjoon, he still harbored feelings for you and would see if you still wanted to make things work.

“You were great out there! You’re great all the time actually…”

Suga/Yoongi: He wouldn’t want your song to affect him like how it did. He was still pretty mad about how the relationship ended, but he did know that it wasn’t just your fault. Stress and everything else came into play. He would notice your passion throughout your performance and the occasional glimpse in his direction. Yoongi may not approach you after your performance, though he will probably message you the next day or so after thinking about things.

“I think we need to talk. Do you have time later?”

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J-Hope/Hoseok: He would almost tear up at your words. He really missed you, and hearing that you missed him as well reaffirmed his decision to talk to you. He would get up before your performance ended, so he would be the first one you’d see after you walked backstage. Hoseok would capture you in his arms and you both would just be bawling in tears.

“Why do you like to make me cry?! I missed you so much. Please tell me those words are true.”

Jimin: At first he’d be too shocked to do anything. Jimin might not approach at all just because he wouldn’t know what to say. He truly missed you, but he didn’t know if you felt the same. Even as you performed, and your lyrics seemed to have an underlying town about you two, yet he still didn’t know. He didn’t know if you still wanted to continue being in a relationship with him. Jimin would be worrying about the cons and worried that you didn’t want to be with him. In the end, it would be his members that bring you to the dorm, so you two could finally talk things out.

“Ah, Y/n!” I…It’s good to see you! Did you think of me? I mean-…how are you?

V/Taehyung: You two breaking up was the result of a heat of the moment argument. He regretted all the words he said to you during your fight. You were nothing but kind to him, and because of stress he took advantage of your kindness and said some things that were not true. Through your song, he saw your side of things, and he regretted his words so much more. Taehyung would most likely call you after the show and ask to meet up as soon as you both can to talk.

“Jag-Y/n? Can you talk right now? I’m sorry….let’s meet up at our usual place.”

Jungkook: He wouldn’t convey any emotion throughout your performance. Like Jimin, he would be shocked. He wasn’t expecting you to perform a song about you two. Though, the media didn’t know you two had a relationship, his members all shot concerned looks his way as the maknae clenched his fist throughout your performance. Hearing you apologize and wishing to make things right got him thinking. He wanted to apologize himself, he wanted nothing more than to be close to you again

“You might not want to talk to me after all that’s happened, but will you be willing to hear what I have to say?”


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The Silence

Yoongi stares at the door in front of him and wonders just when it all went wrong.

Featuring: Daddy!Yoongi, You

Warnings: dd/lg themes

Written by: Admin V

Originally posted by tahyns

The door is shut in front of him, and for the first time in a long time, Yoongi feels utterly and completely helpless.

It’s evening. Late evening. Sun’s gone down, bright city lights gone up.

But you’ve been shut up in your room all day, and Yoongi knows he’s wrong.

He just doesn’t know how to get you to back to him again.

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Love Triumphs Part 25: Heading Home

Jared Padalecki x reader

1100 Words

Story Summary: AU (I love Gen, and love her with Jared.) Jared and Gen have split up, but are still friendly. You, the Reader have recently started acting on Supernatural, and have fallen in love with Jared. Both of you get hate due to the fact that you are much younger than he is.

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The next morning you woke in the hotel just as dawn’s light started shining through the curtains. Shuffling in bed, you tried to get closer to the comfort of Jared’s body, not quite ready to pull away from your warm bed just yet. Reaching over, you found it cold, and you realized that Jared had been gone from bed for quite some time.

Yawning, you sat up, rubbing your eyes as you glanced around the room, searching for the tall, lanky figure that you yearned for. It was at the couch, in the corner you spotted him, as he whispered to his phone. Standing up, you made your way over to him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders, and pressing a kiss to his cheek.

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Why Mona was the best ‘A’

OK, I know I’m not exactly going out on a limb here, but I think the reasons why she was so cool help illustrate why the later A reveals sucked so much.

First of all, she was a good character in her own right. Like, Mona was awesome even before the A reveal, and people actually cared about her. Charlotte was barely defined and no one really cared about her (ditto for Shana), while Alex, of course, we were unaware of the existence of. You can’t expect the audience to be shocked by a character they hardly know.

Second, she had a plausible motive. Not the one she gave, of course, but she still had one none the less. Fans could go “Yeah, that made sense”, even if the explanation she gave was more “Huh?”. For Charlotte and Alex all we had was the “Huh?”.

Third, she was part of their lives, and part of the story. One of the interesting things they did with her as A was that you can rewatch old episodes and see the overlap between her being A and her just being Mona. One of the great scenes of season 2 was Emily apologising to Mona, and you can see all the different Mona’s flashing across her face, almost fighting to control her reaction.

And this was where, imho, the next two A reveals really went wrong. In order to explain them, they had to create a backstory for both characters which took place entirely off screen. From a narrative point of view this was terrible, as it required straight-up exposition by the newly revealed villain, who had presumably been getting more and more frustrated at everyone else’s complete inability to work out their master plan. But also it reduced the liars, even Alison by the end, to side characters in their own story.

So many things that did happen ended up being red herrings, up to and including several murders. Heck, even the reason for Alison’s disappearance ended up being a “Whoops” rather than a “Damn!”. They kept setting up clues that there was something sinister going on, that the other body had been deliberately made to look like her, that the NAT club was involved, that Ezra was involved, that it was to do with Cape May, that Alison had some dark secret, that the liars themselves had done something, and then… nah.

Meanwhile, all the relevant action was taking place somewhere else with a bunch of characters neither the audience nor the protagonists even knew existed.

And finally, Mona being A worked thematically. She, like Jenna, was the walking reminder of the liars’ complicity to Alison misdeeds. But more than that, A was the personification of the rumour mill, of the judgement of society, of the hypocrisy and intrigue that goes from school to the broader society. A was the force that branded the girls liars when they told the truth, that exposed their failings while covering up those of the those in power. A was the condemnation that made a few selected victims into ‘bad’ girls, so everyone else could feel better about themselves.

Mona learned these forces, understood them, then turned them against the liars. Just as Alison had scapegoated her, she marked them out once Alison was no longer there to protect them. And because Mona was part of their world, this meant something.

Charlotte and Alex, not really. ‘Shits and giggles’ isn’t really a good motive for a villain, and it lacks any resonance as a piece of storytelling, The liars were just being punished for someone else’s sins, and in the end it meant nothing.

And the really frustrating this is, as mentioned above, they set up so many interesting hooks they could have hung a good story on, then ignored them. Then end of season 2, where Mona gets a visit in Radley, made perfect sense. There was someone else above Mona, someone controlling what was going on. Instead of just throwing out everything up to that point they could have built on it.

What would have made a lot more sense after the Mona reveal would have been to keep the idea of A as the watching, judgmental eye, but escalate. Bring in the constant voyeurism of the older males of Rosewood, the ones who exploit and objectify girls like the liars. Make it about the all of this, and the obvious creep factor in town. Make the next A a man, someone older, someone obsessed with the girls, someone with more resources and influence, but with a respectable cover, like an English teacher…

This show could have been so good if it had had any guts.

Got7: when they love you, but the sexual tension is gone

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Jaebum:  when it really hits him that he doesn’t feel that sexual tension anymore, it made him a little confused. He couldn’t have possibly thought that this would happen, but it somehow did and he’s lost. I don’t think he’d want to break up, he’s way too mature and hard headed for that- he’d want to work at it and see where things went wrong, just to get that feeling back.

Mark:  after thinking on it for a while, he’ll approach you and talk about it without taking the easy way and ignoring it. He’ll want to know if you’re feeling the same, and what exactly is the reason for it, since he still feels like he’s in love. If you didn’t, he’d be disappointed in himself and wonder what he can do to change it. But if you did, however, he’d put it all up to you and see if you wanted to break up or change things.

Jackson:  I feel like being in a relationship with him means lots of sex and being intimate, so when that’s taken away from him and he suddenly feels no pull, he’ll take a step back and think about things. He’ll keep trying and won’t let you know what’s on his mind, but you’ll never have to worry bc I don’t think this will bother him as much as the others. He’ll talk it out with you and assure you things like that happen all the time with couples, and that you just need some time.

Jinyoung:  he’ll wait for you to say something about it, since he knew you could probably tell there’s something wrong with him whenever you try to go further than just kissing. He’ll take your hand and stop you, but he’s still unable to look you in the eyes bc he feels like this is all his fault for some reason. I think he’d want to take a little break if nothing is working, as long as you’re alright with it.

Youngjae:  this would break his heart and he’d feel helpless and torn, and it’s all confusing bc he loves you very much…yet it’s become really hard to show that lately. He can’t tell if it’s bc of all the stress from work and the company, or if it’s something deeper down that he can’t figure out. He’ll ask for your thoughts, and though it would break him, he’d distance himself a little since he feels like he’s hurting you.

Bambam:  he wonders if this is what meant to have the puppy love phase end. There’s times when you catch him staring at you, then he’d go in for a heated kiss, then pulling away after a while, looking confused. He won’t bother asking you since he feels as if you could already feel it too, but he’d make it known that this bothered him. I could see him wanting to break up if things escalated, but that’s only if you got emotional over it as well.

Yugyeom:  he won’t be worried about this, at least not as much as some of the others. Due to his young age, he’ll be fine waiting and talking things through before thinking of breaking up. Instead of being intimate with you, he’d settle on doing other things and letting things play out before making a big deal out of it or thinking that something is wrong with either of you.

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Tutor!Eunwoo AU

•tutor eunwoo i’m gonna flip
•just imagine
•looking next to you and seeing eunwoo with those cute frames
•asjsldjlhlksgsj
•leans over your shoulder to look at your work
•"ahhh, here’s where you went wrong"
•gently takes your pencil from your hand to so he can write as he explains
•is determined to help you raise your grades
•this boy ain’t stopping til you get As
•even if it takes months
•as long as you get there that’s all he cares about
•he’s so dedicated and sweet gahhh
•recommends study methods he think will work for you
•is willing to answer questions no matter the time
•it’s noon and he’s eating lunch?
•no problem
•it’s 3 am and you’re stumped on a math equation?
•he’s got your back
•worked with you day and night to help you ace that biology test
•tried to decline the cookies you brought as thanks
•"i couldn’t have done it without you" “it was all you, i just helped a little”
•ends up giving in and accepting the cookies
•imagine him pushing his glasses up his nose when they start slipping
•he’s so cute
•how you even get any work done around him you don’t know
•gets really excited you get a question you’ve been struggling with right
•"see? i told you you could do it"
•believes in you 100%
•always tells you that you’re smarter than you think you are
•he says it so sincerely that eventually you believe him
•and man if that didn’t help your grades improve even more
•confidence does wonders
•has a lot of different spots that you two go to to study
•the library, the park, cafés, this cute little ice cream shop you didn’t even know existed until he took you
•(they have the best soft serve)
•his and your favorite place is this little spot by the stream
•not only is the soft sound of the running water relaxing but it’s also near a dog park
•when you’d start to get really stressed or tired he’d take you there so you can play with the puppies
•you always feel 100% recharged after
•you feel a little sad when your grades are finally high
•because that means you no longer need Eunwoo to tutor you
•but he tells you that you can call him anytime you’re confused about something
•and if he notices you’re confused a little too often he doesn’t mention it
•after all he loves talking to his favorite ex-tutee