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Tips For Those Who Are Considering Witchcraft

Deciding to practice witchcraft and magick can be equally daunting and exciting.  Here are some tips about what to do if you are thinking about becoming a witch!

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First, a few things that you should NOT do:

1.    Do not do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable, period.  Trust your intuition, and always stay true to yourself.

2.    Do not do anything that puts you in danger.  This includes casting a spell without protection, or opening yourself to spirits before you know what you are doing.  This also includes running out in the middle of a storm to collect rain water, or agreeing to meet a witch that you met online, alone.  Use common sense in all matters of your craft; your safety and health, both physical and mental, must come first.

3.    Do not do anything that contradicts your own personal, spiritual, moral, ethical, or other beliefs.  Unless you plan on changing what you believe, just don’t do it.  It doesn’t matter if everybody and their familiar is doing something; if it doesn’t agree with you, walk away from it.

4.    Do not start actually practicing anything witchcraft-related until you have researched it.  Do not do a spell until you have a working understanding of magick, as well as all of the ingredients involved in the spell – even ones you intend to substitute (especially the ingredients that you intent to substitute, actually).

5.    Don’t take witchcraft lightly. Your craft doesn’t need to be all serious spells and spiderwebs, but you do need to have a healthy respect for the energies and powers that you will be working with.  You shouldn’t fear them - never work with anything that makes you afraid - but you should respect them.

6.    Don’t take your studies lightly. Put yourself through witch school. Research everything; ask yourself questions and give yourself homework.  Ask others questions and ask them to give you homework!  Be creative in your studies, but still take them seriously.  You don’t have to be hunched over spellbooks all day, but you should make an effort to at least mentally review your existing knowledge, on days that you can’t find the time for more.  

7.    Do not be afraid to ask questions or for help – but do not automatically assume that everybody actually knows the answer.  Most witches around here will do their best to answer your questions, but they’ll also usually straight tell you if they don’t know something themselves; you should respect that, whether or not they point you in the direction of somebody else.  On the other hand, if something sounds wrong, trust yourself and double check.  Get a second opinion, if need be.  

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Next, a few things that you should know before you enter the world of witchcraft:

1.    Witchcraft is real, and magick is real.  Whether or not you believe in it, it believes in you (as the saying goes).  Approaching magick as if you were cosplaying Harry Potter is an attractive but ultimately unwise idea.  Approaching magick as if you were learning to operate a highly beneficial but potentially dangerous piece of machinery – now, that is a wise idea.

2.    Witchcraft isn’t inherently evil, but neither is it inherently pure good.  Witchcraft is power, plain and simple.  It is what one chooses to do with that power that gives it such meaning, and even then, the concept of good and evil is an ethical and spiritual one, and thereby tends to vary from person to person, and from witch to witch.  You have to use your own morals to guide you.  The only type of magick that should be in your witchcraft is the magick you intentionally choose to put there.  On a related note: I personally don’t agree with classifying magick as ‘black magick’ or ‘white magick’, period – not because magick can’t have precise descriptors, but because there’s no need to use terms that have such negative racial undertones.  Light can be harmful and ‘evil’, while darkness can be protective and ‘good’. Your intentions aren’t “to do dark” or “to do light”, anyway.  Your intentions are “to do harm” or “to do healing”; your intentions are “to take away” or “to give”.

3.    Witchcraft is a personal practice. You do not need to follow any one specific path, spiritual or otherwise, in order to practice witchcraft.  There are many different types of witches, and many different types of magick.  If there is not one specific path that you feel is absolutely perfect for you, don’t choose one that feels ‘close enough’ – walk your own path and mold your witchcraft into something that is uniquely yours.  

4.    Witches worship in varying ways.  Some do not worship at all, and are purely secular witches.  Some are simply spiritual and do not follow one set path. Some are polytheists and worship many gods; some are monotheists and worship one.  Some are atheists and worship none!   Some are Wiccan.  Some are Christian.  Some are Satanists.  Some worship ancestors.  Some worship the stars.  Witchcraft is a personal practice, and should co-exist with all other aspects of your life.

5.    You don’t need a whole lot to get started.  Twigs can be used as wands; rock quartz can be used as a crystal.  Tea mixes contain herbs, and your spice cabinet is basically a magick cabinet.  Most of what is in your house can be used for magick, for that matter.  While it is definitely helpful to have the proper tools and ingredients when performing magick, it is possible to DIY your way through witchcraft until you can afford otherwise.  Also, it is probably smarter to wait a second before you run out and purchase anything, anyway.  As you learn more, you’ll start to see which tools you really need, which ingredients you’ll likely be using the most, which items really call out to you.  If you run out and buy everything that you see right away, you risk wasting money on things that just don’t work for you, or that you don’t even need.

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Lastly, here are the things that you DO need to do, no matter what:

o    Be true to yourself.  Do not compromise yourself or your beliefs.

o    Be safe.  Don’t do or use anything that you do not have a working knowledge of.

o    Be educated.  Never stop seeking out new knowledge; try to learn something new daily.

o    Use common sense.  Don’t get caught up in things; think before you take action.

o    Trust your intuition and instinct.  We often know more than we consciously realize.

o    Be creative.  Write the spell that you’ve been looking for.  See what is laying around the house that you can use for your witchcraft.  Be inventive!

o    Have patience.  Learning takes time; magick takes time; developing your craft takes time.

That’s it for the moment!  Tune in tomorrow for a post regarding more tips and information on what to do when you do decide to go ahead enter the world of witchcraft ^_^

~Tari

Why you should totally buy Fire Emblem: Echoes

So this Friday, Nintendo just released the latest title to the Fire Emblem franchise; Fire Emblem: Echoes. I’ m a few hours deep and I am absolutely enjoying it! 

 But it looks so different!

Don’t let that scare you off! The story progresses in a similar way to the world map in Awakening! The only real noticeable difference is that you just go battle after battle and you more or less take turns doing Alm and Celica’s routes.

I’ve also heard that there’s no avatar in the game? 

That’s correct, there is no customizable avatar this time around; however, you get to experience the game through the lens of the protagonists, Alm and Celica who each have their own admirable traits.

Below is the portrait of the protag when you’re on their route!

Look at my baby out to destroy people

I really enjoyed Awakening/Fates, am I going to have an enjoyable experience?

Yes, I do believe so and there are some returning features such as casual mode! So if you’re like me and can’t stand losing units, this is a god send. The game difficulty starts out at normal but the game seems simple enough on both routes (I may eat my words later)  there’s even a new feature called “Mila’s Turnwheel” which allows you to go back a few turns and re-strategize to avoid frustrating resets. Which reminds me…

More new things?

Yes, there are a few more new things. If you’re familiar with the likes of the Professor Layton series, now you can explore dungeons and villages with your protags. You’ll crawl dungeons for most of your grinding as opposed to doing odd skirmishes here and there or using items such as Reeking Boxes. You will also recruit characters through this new method and just talk to them outside of the battlefield to get them to join your army. 

What good will it do if I choose to buy this game?

Not only will you have a good time, but this game can impact the very success of the franchise as a whole. If this game does sell well, not only does that open up the option of more older game remakes to come, but more games in general! Since Awakening’s success, Nintendo has been treating Fire Emblem as a major IP, and if the games continue to sell well, it can maintain that status. So new and old fans alike, please purchase and play Echoes! 

Where to Buy Fidget/Stim Toys IRL

Fidget toys are great- I couldn’t function without them! Some of the best ones can only be found online, but sometimes it’s more convenient (for whatever reason) to buy them in person. With some creativity and a good eye you can find great stim toys almost anywhere. That having been said, here are some of my favorite places to shop for them:

Target: There is always something to fidget with at Target. Check the dollar spot, the party favor section, and the party favor/generic cheap things area of the toy section. Sometimes puzzles and games can be repurposed for stimming as well. I’ve also heard that the baby section has chewable items.

Stop&Shop: The toy section has playdoh and squishy things! Silicone pot holders are also great stim toys.

Claire’s: Depends on the day because their stock rotates quickly, but they can have stretchy wristbands (coiled or otherwise), tactile pens and device cases, and other stuff.

Specialty Toy Stores: A lot of these places will have stuff like Thinking Putty, pop toobs, stress balls, wooden fidgets, and fancy games/puzzles that have parts that can be taken to fidget with. Oftentimes blind bag items (such as Mashems/Fashems) can be used for fidgeting while bearing the likeness of your favorite character!  

Specialty Bookstores: Depends on the store, but book stores that have toy sections often carry fidget items or puzzles/games that can be used as such.

Any store with a Toysmith Kiosk: This category often falls under the above two. As a kid, all my fidgets came from toysmith displays. Nowadays you can even get Tangle Juniors in some of them. There is something for every fidgeter at one of these.

Drugstores: This one can be a hit-or-miss, but I’ve seen stress balls and squishy seasonal items at CVS and independent drugstores.

Tourist trap souvenir/junk shops:These places often carry stress balls, weighted animals, fidgety pens, or practical joke items that can be repurposed for your needs.

Museum Shops: You can find Tangles, themed rubix cubes, hand puzzles, and other handmade or local fidget toys here. Science museums often carry physics toys, slime, or squishy dinosaurs/the like. Pro tip: you can enter most museum shops without buying a ticket to the museum.

Happy Stimming/Fidgeting!

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I MADE SOME MORE THINGS AAAAAAAAAHHHHHH
Three different things to be exact. Got some more charms for people who would be interested!

I forgot to write it in the first image but ALL THREE ARE 2 INCHES BIG. The mchanzo bottle is 12$ and the other two are 15$. If you buy 2 of any of the 15$ ones you can get them at a discount price of 26$. Some parts of the design will be semi-seethough for cool effect!

ALL THREE CHARMS will get separate BONUS pre-order stickers! so if you buy all three you will get 3 DIFFERENT bonus items!! The Bonus will be 3 stickers each and the designs will be released at a different time!

Pre-Order will go until early to mid May! And will probably ship out by the end of May! 

Bottle charm here! — 
https://www.etsy.com/listing/524992891/pre-order-with-bonus-mchanzo-dragon?ref=shop_home_active_1

R76 and Mchanzo charm #2 here! —
https://www.etsy.com/listing/511184204/pre-order-with-bonus-mchanzo-andor?ref=listing-shop-header-2

Hey! You lovely person looking at this post! Would you like an animal pal on a sticker to be able to put wherever and have it motivate you? Maybe give you some cooking tips from the side of your fridge? Remind you to sleep at a reasonable hour, or encourage you to stay awake whilst looking at you from the underside of an unused skateboard sitting in the corner?

Well now’s your chance to get one! or all four of em! They may not be able to actually give advice but I bet they’d still look pretty dang cute on your *insert item you put stickers on here*! Or maybe you’d like them to be on a pillow instead? Or bag? Maybe a note book? The choice is yours! Just follow the Redbubble links below to get your new best friend today!

✨| JAVELINA | AXOLOTL | PLATYPUS | BARN OWL | WHOLE SET |✨

( And hey! if you buy four small stickers you can get 25% off! Neato! )

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Drew these two cuties during a stream today. There’s cat Nico and Will!

(Nico’s earring is blue a) because I like Zelda games and b) the blue reminds him of Will’s eyes.)

Both of these guys are available to buy on cool items like mugs and pillows and so much more over on my Red Bubble.  Just to note, I do have some art on my shop that I haven’t posted here, so feel free to check out my gallery. If you’d like to get your hands on these guys, the links are posted below.

For Nico, click here. For Will, click here.

If you want to pop in at my future streams you can follow me, Metal Jupiter, over on Picarto.

~Metal

Can we talk about the pricing for a moment here? 

A combo, which comes with three donuts, costs more than three specials, which would net you the same three donuts. 

A half dozen costs $5, but a dozen costs $11 - so why wouldn’t you just buy two half dozens for $10? 

And there’s a couple of medium items on the menu that cost more than their large counterpart…

Stevonnie was right: this isn’t a very sound business practice.

anonymous asked:

Hiyaa!! Can I pls request for a bts reaction to accidentally hurting their gf's feelings? (Angst with a fluffy ending pls) thank you 💛💛💛

BTS To Accidentally Hurting Theirs Girlfriends Feelings

To the anon who had requested this, towards the end I realized you had put accidentally, I think how I wrote it I made it still be an accident but I’m not sure I hope you still like it though and maybe you can comment on this or contact me to let me know how I did, because I was really worried rather this is up to your expectations or not.

A/N: Warning is probably the longest reaction post I have ever done joesonghamnida(I’m sorry) (シ_ _)シ  
(also sorry for errors I didn’t proof read this beast yet)
P.S. Don’t take it personal if one member has a longer text then someone else since I try to think about their personalities and how they would really act someone of them get shorter answers because I believe that’s how it’d be.

Jin:

What Happened:

The two of you were hanging out in the dorms playing mario kart “haha I win again” Jin cheered doing a victory dance in your face. “Yah! No need to rub it in” you pouted crossing your arms in front of your chest like a little kid. “Hehe I’m just joking jagiya” he laughed standing up “ah it’s been so long since we were able to spend time like this, what else do you want to do?” he asked heading into the kitchen.

“I’m ok with whatever you want to do, say got anything to eat?” you asked hearing your stomach grumbled in the need for something to eat. “I’ll make something you can lay down if you want I’ll call you when it’s ready” taking his word you went into his room and sat on his bed, Looking around you giggled spotting his mario collection “aww that’s soo cute” you squealed getting closer to the shelf.

“Hey what’s that up there?” you stood up on your tippy toes reaching for the shiny object “almost..” you mumble pressing yourself more onto the shelf in hopes to grab it. Little did you know that the shelf and the figures on it were wobbling, about to come down. “I’m done-What are you doing?!” you heard jin yell which had startled you after you had quickly grabbed the shiny toy you fell, your loss of gravity from force of pulling the object off had caused the whole collection to come down.

Jin rushed over to his fallen shelf in shock “What did you do?” you frowned “I’m sorry I didn’t mean-” before you could finish he had cut you off. “GET OUT! YOU’RE SO CLUMSY (Y/N)! I SHOULDN’T HAVE INVITED YOU HERE!” his voice boomed throughout the room. “But Jin I said-”  “just leave!”

How You Made Up:
A whole week had passed since you and Jin had last spoke and the mario collection crumbled had happened. You didn’t bother going back to the dorms anymore to apologize, simply because whenever you did he would shoo you away or another member would say he wasn’t home or he was busy. You walked with both hands in your pockets as you kicked a stone down the sidewalk, passing many shops as you were about to head home, but paused when one shop had caught your attention that shop being the nintendo store.

Smiling you reached for you wallet before heading into said shop “maybe I can buy him everything that broke, this way he’ll have to forgive me” you chirped eyeing around the store. Your happy spirits were soon going south for your search with certain items weren’t available “what am I going to do now” you sighed with your head down. Not paying attention to where you were going you had bumped into someone “oh I’m sorry I should have-”  “(Y/n)?!” the stranger had cut you off. “Jin!” you said with equal amount of surprise “what are you doing here?” you both said in unison. “You first” you told him.

He nodded “I felt really bad with what happened last week, I was hoping to come buy you a princess peach..because you’re my princess peach in my castle..” he mumbled cheeks turning red “but they didn’t have any so..”  you smiled some “I wanted to restore your collection, but they don’t have what you had…and I’m really sorry I didn’t mean for those to break” you looked down “sorry you’re stuck with a clumsy person like me” you sniffled.

He quickly pulled you into his embrace “Ani! Don’t apologize, you don’t have to apologize to me any more. I should be the one apologizing…I’m really sorry for yelling at you like that (y/n) you know I didn’t mean it right?” he asked with some hope “you really scared me” you spoke truthfully. “I won’t ever raise my voice like that to you ever again I promise. I didn’t mean to scare you” you finally returned his hug along with giving him a quick kiss on the lips “all is forgiving..prince Jin” you giggled.

Suga:

What Happened:
Suga finally had a free day off and the two of you decided to spend it together since it was so rare for him to have a day off especially towards the beginning of their comeback. What you thought would be a peaceful day turned to be the opposite since suga decide to bring you to the studio it was a odd place for a date you thought at first,but it wasn’t a  date at all he was just working on a song the whole time which made you upset.

“Can’t you stop working for just a second and pay attention to me” you pouted in annoyance
“Can’t you stop complaining”
“I would if you’d just spend a little time with me”
This had caused him to snap at you “spend time with you?! I always spend time with you and all you do is complain I thought you’d understand,and maybe if you helped me I’ll be done faster, but all you’re doing is whining and it’s really annoying I can’t concentrate..you want someone to spend time with you how about you spend time with the maknae, because I’m sick of this!”

You were shocked at his response and frankly quite hurt, your eyes began to get cloudy due to your tears. “If that’s how you really feel then, I won’t bother you anymore since I’m such a nuisance I’ll just leave you to your work then!” when he saw tears start to roll down your face he’d instantly feel guilty “wait (y/n) I didn’t mean-” but it was too late, for you had already stormed off.

How You Made Up:
Since he felt bad about blowing up on you, he thought about how you must have felt, just because he was an idol didn’t give him the right to completely blow you off all the time that would mean being in a relationship was pointless. Closing his laptop and turning off his computer he went to the nearest flower shop and picked up some pink/white roses your favorite, along with some caramel chocolate. You were sitting in the dorms living room watching a music video, your knees pulled up to your face, your eyes were puffy from crying “pabo yoongi..” you mumbled seeing the couple in the MV share a kiss. You were so busy feeling sad that you didn’t hear footsteps proceed over to you, covering your eyes you heard someone whisper “guess who” you knew it was yoongi,but decide to not say right away “could it be my best friend in the whole wide world one that actually likes to spend time with me more than my boyfriend does…jungkook?” at that he quickly removed his hands from your eyes “ouch” he mumbled before walking in front of you “I know you must be mad at me, but I wanna make it up to you” he gave you the flowers and chocolates he had bought. “I’m sorry I should have thought more about your feelings, I’ll try to spend more time with you, please don’t be mad/sad anymore” you sighed hugging him “I forgive you, I guess I can learn to not be so clingy, after all it mustn’t be easy having to make your own songs” the two of you hugged it out in the end. (^.^)

Rap Monster:

What Happened:
You sat at your room staring at your laptop you had debated rather or not you should call him since he was away for tour and must be super busy, but even though your mind was telling you too just wait your heart was saying something else and without realizing it you had clicked the green little call button it was already ringing and you knew there was no turning back now.

“Damn it who is calling me now!” you heard a voice say over the mic
“H-hi namjoon..” you stuttered out now feeling guilty for calling him all of a sudden “(y/n)?” his eyes widen for a brief moment “why are you calling me?” he raised a brow and for a brief moment you thought you saw him glaring at you, but shook it off. “I just missed you is all” you blushed a small smile coming you your lips “because you missed me? (Y/n) we made a deal that when I’m on tour you only call me for emergencies not because you miss me” he sighed irritated “i-i’m sorry I just-” but you were cut off by him.

“When I’m on tour I have very important work to do, I have to practice for the concerts and as the leader make sure everyone is doing what their suppose to, I don’t have time to chat with you because you “miss me” do you understand” not giving you the chance to say anything else he had hung up. You stared at the now black screen and seeing your reflection you saw that tears were running down your face ‘huh, when did those get their?’ you sniffled, you were hurt because he had never been this harsh towards you and no matter if he was away or not he always made time for you. You laid in your bed covering yourself in your big fluffy blanket.

How You Made Up:
You had drifted off to sleep from crying so much, a few hours had passed until you had woken up thanks to your laptop ringing signalling that someone was trying to call you, groaning you opened your eyes and checked the time on your phone “mmh it’s 1 in the morning who could be calling?” you questioned yourself before getting out of bed. Opening your laptop you were surprise to see who was calling you “nam-namjoon” you mumbled staring at your screen dumbfounded. After what had happened earlier you thought for sure you wouldn’t be hearing from him anytime soon.

Looking over by his username you saw that he had tried to call you 3 times and had left 10 messages to you, deciding not to keep him waiting anylonger in fear he’ll snap at you once more you quickly clicked the accept button. “Namjoon..” you whispered out seeing his face appear on the screen. He held up his hand “don’t say anything..I mean…if you will just hear me out..” he spoke. You nodded your head “look I know what I said to you was wrong, and I apologize for blowing up on you like that, it’s just this comeback is really having me on edge, but that still shouldn’t be an excuse for my behavior towards you I should have never spoke to you like that” he looked down in shame.

You stared at him for a little bit “I should have known better than to contact you in the middle of your tour I’m such an idiot…” you felt like crying all over again for some reason, but what he said next had made you smile pushing that sad feeling away. “No you’re not an idiot I am, what kind of man snaps at his lady just because she misses him, this idiot right here that’s who and I’m really sorry for doing that…do you think you can forgive this idiot?” you giggled nodding your head “I forgive you, and even if you say you’re an idiot you’re my idiot” he smiled “I got to go now, but I’ll try to call you tomorrow, I love you, sleep well”

Jhope:

What Happened:

You were so happy to finally able to spend a day with your precious hope, since you knew he has been working hard lately and for his hard work PD-nim finally decided to grace the boys with a few days off to chill, spend time with their loved ones or just hang around the dorms and be lazy. You had reached the dorms in record time, not needing to knock because the boys had gave you a spare key to the place, you entered excited to finally have some alone time with your boyfriend.

“Hobi~ I’m here” you yelled gleefully, while taking off your shoes, heading deeper inside the place you noticed it was a little too quiet. “Hobi?” you questioned looking all around the place, he wasn’t in the kitchen, his room, living room it was like he had gone up and disappeared. You checked your phone on more time making sure he for sure wanted you to be here. ‘Yeah, as I thought  he told me to meet here at the dorms’ you frowned sitting down on the couch.

You don’t know how long you were waiting for him, but the alarm on your phone had ringed signaling it was time to head home and get to work. You woke up with a yawn escaping your mouth, letting out a sigh you stood up “(y/n)?” you heard a voice call to you, looking in the direction of the voice you frowned even more “what are you doing here?” it was hoseok, and by the looks of it he had been practice due to his sweaty attire. “Well I did come here to spend some alone time with you but..” you bent down slipping on your shoes about to speak up he had beat you too it “well wait don’t go let me take a quick shower and we can spend some time together” he smiled.

You sighed once more standing back up as you had finally put on your shoes, grabbing your purse from the door handle you shook your head “I can’t do that I have work now” this wasn’t the first time he had blown you off to practice when the two of you were suppose to hang out “well how about tomorrow then” you shook your head once more “No you’ll just keep practicing like you always do and I’ll be left here waiting” he frowned “you know I have to-”  “no you don’t!” you cut him off “How much longer do I have to see you push yourself?…until you collapse of exhaustion? No I don’t think so”
Hoseok: “You know it’s not easy for me either”
You: “And what does that mean, huh?” sass clear in your tone
Hoseok: “It’s not easy dating someone who isn’t an Idol, you wouldn’t understand”
Hurt you looked down “so what..you don’t think I understand?” he nodded his head “how could you? This isn’t your world (y/n)” with that said you ran out the place with tears in your eyes.

How You Made Up:
It had been days since you and hoseok, talked after him completing making you feel like you weren’t important in his life. To help cheer yourself up you had walked to a nearby ice cream truck “one mint chocolate chip ice cream cone please” you had said in unison with someone that had arrived at the same time you had to the truck. “Two mint chocolate chips coming up” the guy in the truck spoke letting out a chuckle.

“I’m sorry you should have been first” you apologized bowing towards the stranger “(y/n)?!” you looked up in surprise to see him here. “Ho-hoseok..what are you doing here?” you asked standing up. “I didn’t feel right, with what I had said to you a few days ago and I wanted to make things right, and I Had this big thing I was going to do starting with getting you your favorite ice cream and then a picnic, but I didn’t think you’d be here and then we both ordered the same flavor and now I’ve gone and told you almost everything so I guess I should really shut up now, huh?” he chuckled scratching the back of his head.

You stared at him blankly before laughing while holding your side “ahahah” he stared at you in confusion “ahah oh no I’m sorry it’s just that” you giggled a little “I was mad, but after hearing all of that keke I can’t stay mad at you” you smiled wiping a tear from your eye from laughing so hard. Even though you had found it funny hoseok pulled you into a hug “I really am sorry you know, I didn’t mean to say that, I know you understand, heck you must understand more than anyone, I’m really thankful for you ya know (y/n)” he whispered in the crook of your neck.

Jimin:

What Happened:
You were going to see Jimin since he was finally done with his comeback, and you finally had a day off work the timing couldn’t be more perfect. “Jiminie surprise~!” you chirped walking into the boys dorm. The room was filled with people whose attention was now focused on you. You blushed feeling embarrassed for shouting when it seemed like every BTS member and staff was there everyone expect your boyfriend. “Um.. I’m sorry” you slowly spoke backing up some “I must be interrupting you guys..I-I should come back-” before you could say anymore a voice had cut in stopping you from continuing your sentence “(Y/n)?!”

It was Jimin, he had walked in “what-what are you doing here?” he seemed very shock to see you here in their dorm just out of the blue. “I got off from work and your off from the comeback…so I thought maybe I could surprise you…” you spoke awkwardly still feeling everyone’s eyes on you “..surprise!…” you mumbled out softly. Jimin had asked everyone to leave so he could talk to you in private “I have some good news, so you don’t have to leave” he smiled some “how would you feel about going public?” you frowned your brows looking at him in confusion “public..?” he simply nodded his head “our relationship, announcing it to everyone” you looked down shaking your head. “What’s wrong with how we are now?” you asked looking up at him through your lashes.

Jimin gave a pity chuckle for a second “I thought you would want this, you make it seems like you’re cheating on me” he spoke combing his bangs upwards. You didn’t say anything which made him frown “(y/n)? You’re not cheating on me right?” you looked at him somewhat panicked “..you know I wouldn’t” you say softly, but he wasn’t having it “wow I can’t believe you, ya know so many people would die to be in your position and you go and cheat behind my back…I didn’t think you were like that but I guess I was wrong” not letting you get a word in he stormed off to his room.

How You Made Up:
A day after you and Jimin’s little talk, you finally decided to talk to him “why did you invite me here? Nonetheless with all this people around?” he asked adjusting his face mask while taking a seat across from you. “Jiminie, I only rejected going public with you, not because I’m cheating on you, but because I’m scared..” you told him honestly, tears now coming to your eyes “I didn’t think you would react that way..I’m sorry” you bowed your head towards him, which caused others in the cafe to give questioning looks at the two of you.  He chuckled nervously “you don’t have to bow towards me (y/n) raise your head” he whispered, looking around the cafe before back at you “and don’t apologize I shouldn’t have just assumed such things about you, you’re my girl gosh damn it, I've must have been crazy to ever say something like that to you, I’m sorry jagiya” he took hold of your hand and stared into your eyes lovingly.

You smiled a look of relief coming to your face “Well, I didn’t just invite you here to apologize to you..” you spoke standing up out of your chair. Jimin looked at you with curious eyes “what are you doing?” he asked “trust me” you whispered “excuse me everyone can I have your attention please” you raised you voice, now having everyone in the cafe look at you. “This man right here” she pointed at him “this man is the love of my life, I wouldn’t trade him for anything in the world and I think it’s about time we went public…I’M DATING PARK JIMIN!” you blushed saying the end part the loudest. Jimin looked at you with shock “(y/n)..” he smiled standing up, he quickly pulled you into a hug “you didn’t have to do that for me” he whispered in the crook of you neck “I wanted to” you whispered to him “I love you so much” he told you planting many kisses on you, which made everyone in the cafe clap and applaud the two of you.

V(Taehyung):

What Happened:
He was never the type to get mad easily at someone let alone blow up on anyone verbally, but here the two of you were in the back room of the fansign event that would be taking place in just a few minutes from now. “I don’t understand why you’re so upset about this (y/n) you’re my girlfriend not them, plus it’s A.R.M.Y you know they won’t try anything” he defend, that’s what irritated you, he seemed to always take the fans sides, when one fan had gotta extremely close and extra touchy, he went on about that’s a close longtime fan of bangtan and how she was going to be sad because she couldn’t see them for awhile, but you knew you could tell after all what fan kisses an idol who is taken?

“That’s the problem Tae, you’re too nice to them, when you do that they’ll just take advantage because they know you won’t do anything about it” you huffed crossing your arms over your chest. Taehyung frowned, a look of disappoint coming to his face also with anger. “You shouldn’t be jealous, what do you even mean take advantage? Are you saying I’m some kind of doormat? Because that’s not even true. Or is it you think I may just run off with one of them” he smirked. “Yah! Don’t say that!” you frowned now feeling more sad than mad. Taehyung continued to smirk and gave a look almost as if he was thinking about it. You huffed, your cheeks turning red and eyes filling with tears you turned away from him right as a staff member had entered signaling it was time to start.

How You Made Up:
‘Maybe I should tease her some more, that’ll teach her to think so low of me’ he chuckled grabbing an album to sign, he smiled deciding to turn on his charm on full blast. You stayed in the back with the staff,but still made sure you were mostly hidden, your eyes focusing on Taehyung. You glared at him seeing him talk so friendly to the fan, but that glare was soon wiped off your face and replaced with a look of hurt as you saw the fan had interlocked her hand with his, they smiled and continued to talk so buddy buddy with each other “Taehyung-oppa~!” she squealed after he had whispered something into her ear sending her a wink, he looked back at you to see your reaction, but it wasn’t the one he was hoping to see.

He frowned seeing you cry silent tears as you stared at him, the two of you made eye contact and for a second it felt like no one else was around. He quickly broke contact turning back around to look at the fan, how was glaring at you before showing a fake smile when Taehyung had looked her. Removing his hand from hers he excused himself, while walking over to you. “Come here..” he said softly taking your wrist in his hand and bringing you further back so no one could see the two of you.

“Did I really hurt you this much” he mumbled cupping your face while his thumb softly wiping away your tears, you just sniffled looking down “I’m sorry (y/n) I was only teasing I didn’t mean for this to happen” he whispered resting his forehead against yours “don’t cry anymore please, I won’t be as intimate with them anymore..please don’t cry anymore” you sniffled one last time “y-you mean it, I didn’t mean to come off so possessive/clingy I’m sor-” but before you could finish his lips met yours “don’t apologize, you’re my number one lady, I should be giving you all my attention” he spoke before diving back into your lips for another kiss.

Jungkook:

What Happened:
The two of you were chilling at the dorms just enjoying each others company, he was playing overwatch while you were on your phone, occasionally looking up to watch him play, as you were looking down at your phone you saw that you had gotten a notification on soompi, you clicked it ‘I wonder who they’ll be talking about this time’ you giggled , it was your favorite past time to read celebrity drama, but you would never believe it since you knew they always spun the story to catch more readers such as yourself.

Your eyes had widen when you saw it was about jungkook, pulling the phone closer to your face, the headline read ‘BTS Jungkook In A Relationship With One Of His Fans!’ at first you thought nothing of it, thinking they were talking about you, since you technically were one of his fans, but as you scrolled down what you thought would be cute pictures of the two of you, was pictures of him with someone else, they seemed a little to close than what you would consider appropriate for a idol-fan relationship “jungkook-ah” you spoke out deciding to confront him on this. “Hm” he hummed. “Why am I reading on the blogs that you are in a relationship with a fan?” you asked your tone giving away you were not pleased.

“Babe, you’re my fan, and we’re in a relationship haha” he chuckled “then what’s this?” you acted dumb while showing him your phone. “Jagiya you shouldn’t believe everything you see” you had gotten mad because it didn’t seem like he was trying to deny the pictures “I know you love your fans and all, but doesn’t that seem a bit much..”sneaking out to see her”” you quoted from the article. “Oh my gosh! You gotta be kidding me? Are you seriously going to be that kind of girlfriend? What, next your going to tell me I should stop attending fansigns? You should really stop looking at those dumb blogs and stop feeling so insecure about yourself (y/n)..it’s not very attractive!” you were hurt, and also mad “well excuse me for being that kind of girl!” with that said you stormed off, before he could see you cry.

How You Made Up:
Once you had stormed out, he continued playing his game, but it only lasted for a few minutes for while he was playing, it had finally hit him what exactly he just did to you. He paused the game no longer feeling in the mode to play anymore knowing he had hurt your feelings. Knocking on the door to his room he called for you, when you didn’t answer he slowly opened it “I’m coming in (y/n)…” he scanned the room for your figure, but was confused when he didn’t see you “that’s odd..” he whispered out, where else could you have gone? He was about to leave when he heard some sobbing coming from his bed and that’s when he saw a small lump under the covers “(y/n)…” he called for you again while approaching the bed.

“Go away! I don’t wanna see you anymore!” she cried out holding herself tighter under the blankets, jungkook removed the blankets off your body and pulled you into his embrace his face buried in the crock of you neck. “I’m sorry (y/n) I didn’t mean to say any of that” he whispered in your ear. “So you really do think I’m unattractive then..” you mumbled out tears rolling off your cheeks and hitting his white shirt leaving little marks. “Of course not, you’re the most attractive girl in the world, I’m sorry I didn’t mean to say any of those things I know your insecure about yourself but..” he pulled away from you for a second to cup your cheeks “you don’t have to be, I’m all yours, I’ll try to not be as close to the fans if that’s what you want” you shook your head “no you don’t have to do that” he smiled some “you’re my number one girl you got that and don’t let anyone or those stupid blogs tell you otherwise” he spoke giving you multiple kisses.

Undeniable Heat Chapter 27: Leaving For Texas

Jensen Ackles x Reader

1250 Words

Story Summary:  You’ve just gotten a job as one of the makeup artists on the set of Supernatural. Nervous on the first day, you become completely awkward, winning the affection of the divorced Jensen Ackles. You try to fight your desire for him, but he thwarts you at every turn. Will you be able you separate work and play, or will you let Jensen win?

Catch Up Here: Masterpost

“You can stay in the car. I’ll head on up, pack a bag for both you and me, and be back down before you know it.” Jensen suggested as Cliff parked in front of your apartment complex. You hadn’t been here since that horrific night, and you looked towards the door with mixed feelings. You wanted to take Jensen up on his offer, staying away from the scene of the crime for as long as possible. But another part of you needed to get it over with, to see the damage that had been inflicted and to move on.

“No, I’ll come up. Besides, you don’t know where I keep everything.” You said, sliding off of the leather seat and standing while waiting for him to join you. You were already feel much stronger, back to your normal self, with just some soreness. Nothing that you couldn’t handle.

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Notes I Found in the Thrift Store Dressing Room

             Do not try on more than six items at once
             ^ but you can buy as many as you want
       
No one can catch you in here
       
             Check your pockets
              ^ I found a heart in the breast pocket of a wool sweater
                                                             
                         No one is looking at you
             
    There is a door to Narnia in isle 3
     ^ this is true, I live there
     ^ there is also one in your apartment,
                               you just have to find it
                                                                                     
                                                                           You look fine
       
            Please don’t fear your own reflection
                           
      I found a coat made of unicorn fur
      ^ maybe that’s where they all went
       
If it has a stain don’t buy it
         ^ this rule does not apply to people
                               
                         You can’t fill your empty spot with new clothes
                          ^ watch me
                                                                     
                      Love is all you need
                            ^ this is a dirty lie
   
   Help, I broke my heart
   ^ tie it back together with a scarf from the back row
   ^ I tried this, it works

Stop sucking in, you don’t need to be smaller
                         
Not even god can help you now
^ you are your own god

—  A.O.A.M. || Notes I found in the Thrift Store Dressing Room
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Some of you may remember my doing a #LOKILIVES t-shirt sale back in 2013. I took orders for 10 days and wound up raising over $6,000 in Tom’s honor for UNICEF UK. But I processed all the orders myself, and folded and shipped all 526 t-shirts myself. I swore NEVER AGAIN, but I had fans keep asking where they could buy the tee.

Four years later, #LOKILIVES lives again! This time, I’m opening up an online shop. Beginning Sunday, March 19 you can go online to order LOKI LIVES tees for men, women, and kids in all sizes and various colors, sweatshirts, accessories, and home fashions. My web host will process and print your order, and ship your items right to your door. And yes, all net profits will go to UNICEF UK. Here are some teaser photos.

I’ll post the URL for my shop on Sunday. Until then, check out my @HiddleMemes twitter for a chance to win that large Weekender Bag! https://twitter.com/HiddleMemes/status/841386301760929796

Idk how to phrase this but it is infuriating seeing the whole “treat yourself” culture amongst lifestyle youtubers/bloggers. They’re always like “I was just feeling a lil spendy and decided to treat myself to a new Chanel crossbody!”

It worries me so much because I know their viewers are young. It just perpetuates this sick idea that being able to treat yourself at that high level of money is a “choice” that anyone can make if you save a “little here and there.”

I watched a 20 minute video of a youtuber explaining how she affords designer clothing and she was like “me and my husband don’t really eat out a lot.” But then she spent like 3k that month shopping luxury items… Honestly if I cut eating out for an entire year I still wouldn’t be able to have enough saved for a 2k bag. Omg then she talked about how you should buy things on sale…UMM 10% off $1,000 isn’t a “steal”!!!

Sooooo many of these influencers are dripping in designer clothing and it just freaks me out- when they try and play it off as attainable. That’s when it worries me. It’s not that they wear designer clothing… it’s the way they talk about it.

If I watched a YouTube channel that just said they only buy designer clothing I wouldn’t care. If they talked about how they “chose a life of luxury” that’s when it would piss me off.

Hi guys! I hope you enjoy this Valentine’s drabble! Sorry its late! 

(also, @arathewallflower this is a bit of a different take on the candy heart one! an Idea just struck, xD)

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Top 10 Games that Just Happen to Have Good Fishing in Them. (pt.2)

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Nier

The first Nier is great, and is made even better with the addition of fishing. (I mean, what isn’t?) Pretty simple directional tug of war system, but once you get the hang of it, there’s some fun to be had here. Just don’t fish outside of your current rank, as it’s impossible and will only lead to frustration. If you haven’t played the original game - give it a try.



Animal Crossing

Animal Crossing is the perfect game for fishing.  Hanging out with your animal pals just throwing a few lines, and just enjoying each other’s company. Simple ‘push button when splash’ system, but it’s rewarding enough that you’ll find yourself muttering ‘just one more’.  Filling up the museum’s aquarium is a nice addition, and adds some further incentive.  Had some great times with these games.



Pokemon

I haven’t committed myself to a Pokemon game since Yellow, but I do vividly remember the excitement of finally landing something other than a Magicarp.  It was a SUPER simplified system of ‘using’ your rod on a water tile and initiating a battle with a wild Pokemon. Later games improved on the fishing and made it more active by having the player set the hook, but the anticipation of landing a new pokemon is what keeps you engaged.



Final Fantasy XV

Imagine my surprise and delight when I discovered that the main protagonist of FFXV was an angler, and a huge dork about it. There’s a great tension / durability / tug system in play here that really rewards patience. Additionally, you can equip different reels / rods / lures. Weather and time of day also come into play- hell, the system gets pretty deep if you want to invest yourself.  I was extremely happy with the fishing in XV, and I wasted a ton of gil in the monster coliseum trying to get enough cash to buy the best reel in the game- just to enjoy it even more.



Torchlight

Torchlight is a great little game, and the fishing is a fun little addition.  The fish and items you catch can be given to your companion pet to either run back to town and sell, or to chow down on.  Fish that your pet eats will grant different abilities and buffs - sometimes even changing them into other animals / monsters.



BONUS: Sonic Adventure

I know Big gets a bad rap, but the guy just loves fishing.  Nothing wrong with that.  I know - people don’t play Sonic games to sit and fish, but I would argue that having Big there is a nice counter to the rest of the characters.  He’s just a chill ass dude looking for his bud who’s been mixed up in this whole Chaos mess.  Besides - Big’s levels are really just SEGA BASS FISHING IN A SONIC GAME which is just great.  Peanut-butter in my chocolate.  

5/4 FISH would fish again.


Honorable Mentions: (Haven’t played / Didn’t make the cut)

  • Persona 4
  • Breath of the Wild III / IV
  • Legend of the River King
  • Legend of Legaia
  • Dark Cloud I / II
  • Yakuza
  • Harvest Moon

You guys have any other favs?

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alone on a saturday night? then buy my stuff!!

brief faq:
why are you selling? because i have a lot. this is just stuff that sits in sad storage :<
will you go down in price? nearly everything shown here has a pricetag on it from when i bought it in japan. what i’m asking is what i paid. that said, if you want to buy multiple items, i will be happy to give you a discount :>

prices are on all items, panda means the item is gone. these pictures are small: ask me for more if you want bigger ones! please send a message (not an ask!) if you are interested!!

shipping for most of these items is $3 in the USA. i do ship internationally, but please inquire for a shipping quote. i can provide eBay feedback as proof of legitimate seller.

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Out Of Nothing At All - Eleven

“I want this one,“ you touched the handle of the stroller in front of you.

“Y/N it’s nearly eight hundred dollars,” Spencer looked at the tag, pulling a face.

Another two weeks had gone by since you’d started to feel the baby moving. You were getting used to it now and the team were becoming used to hearing your little outbursts every time her foot or hand brushed against you.

Spencer more or less remained attached to your hip whenever he could, and each time he saw you jump or grimace, his eyes lit up.
It was kinda sweet to watch and you’d taken to just grabbing his hand whenever it was just you and the team, and touching it to your tummy so he could feel her.

Seeing Spencer so excited was having a strange affect on you. You almost felt excited yourself, and you were finding him less annoying and more….. endearing?

It was sweet and cute and you could tell that he would be the best dad in the world. Which was handy, because you were probably going to be the worst mom in the world, so it would balance out. He’d even turned up at your house with an ipod and huge soft headphones, pre loaded with music and books on tape that he was insisting you play to the baby. You felt kind of weird with a pair of headphones over your belly, but whatever. It kept Spencer quiet.

There had been a weird moment though, two days ago on the jet home. You’d been sat together and the little peanut had started moving so you’d taken his hand and put it on your tummy. The next thing you knew, it was an hour later and you’d woken up with your head on his shoulder and your hand interlocked with his, still over your belly.

As you’d adjusted yourself and sat back upright, you could see JJ and Emily smiling at you from across the way.

You’d whispered sorry to Spencer, noticing the light drool patch on his shoulder as you pulled your hand from his and smoothed your hair back down. “S'okay” he’d replied, going back to reading the case file he had in front of him. But your hand suddenly then felt strangely empty, like it missed his touch.

You’d made arrangements to meet up on your day off, to actually look for some baby items. You still needed to clear out your spare rooms and the men had offered to come over and help decorate for you. You just actually needed to buy things. And seeing as you HAD the money, your baby was going to have the best things. If you were going to do this, you might as well do it right.

You looked at the tag on the stroller, shrugging your shoulders. “And? It comes with a detachable car seat. It’s sturdy, it’s pretty and it’s got good reviews online.”

“Yes but it costs more than most people’s first cars.”

“Well I’m ordering it.” You added the order number to the sheet of paper in front of you. You’d told Spencer a week ago about who your grandfather was. He was going to find out sooner or later anyway, and he kept asking about your hospital bills and how you planned on paying for everything and offering to help. You didn’t want his money though and you’d told him this. He’d been shocked that you’d managed to hide your wealth from the team…….And then had talked your ear off for an hour about your Gramp’s films.

“Y/N, you realise you’ve spent nearly three thousand dollars already.”

“And?”

“When are you going to let me buy something? I thought that was the point of us coming here together?”

“Spencer, I don’t need your money. Plus, you’ll need it for your own apartment. You’re gonna need a lot of items yourself.”

“JJ’s already said I can have Henry’s old crib and she’s sorting a lot of other stuff out for me as well. And I figured we’d share the stroller? I want to help. And we’ve still got a lot more stuff to get as well. I want to buy things for her too.”

“So buy things for your new apartment then?”

“I’ve got that sorted already. I want to get that crib you were looking at. She’s going to be sleeping in it when she’s not with me, so I want to buy it.”

“No.”

“Why not.”

“Because I said so.”

You’d walked to the cashiers desk, handing over your order form and your bank card. When you’d chosen the delivery date and paid, you saw Spencer pull out his own bank card and reel off another order number to the cashier.

“What are you doing?” you asked him.

“Ordering the crib.” He turned to the cashier. “Can you deliver it at the same time as the items you’ve just rang through for her?”

The cashier looked at you for confirmation.

“No,” you shook your head. “I said no, Spencer.”

The cashier looked back at Reid, obviously not sure who’s instructions to follow.

“I’m buying this Y/N. Ring it up please.”

The cashier started to input the details, you fuming silently to yourself. Why couldn’t he take no for an answer?

The cashier completed the order, looking between the two of you and announcing the final charge. Spencer slid his card across the desk.

Just before the cashier could pick it up you lunged forward, grabbing it off the table and replacing it with your own.

“Charge it to that one please.”

Reids jaw dropped and the glare he directed at you could have frozen hell over. He started to speak but you cut him off muttering quietly to him.

“We are in the middle of a busy department store and I’m twenty four weeks pregnant. Do not fucking piss me off even more than you already are, because trust me, you will come off looking like the bad guy here, I’ll make sure of it.”

You looked back at the cashier, smiling as sweetly as you could. “This card please.”

He took it and completed the purchase.

You stalked out of the store, Spencer following behind you, huffing and puffing at you until you got back to the parking lot and into his car. He started driving, you both sitting in silence the whole ride.

He pulled up in front of your house and you got out, slamming the door and heading up to your porch.

He followed. Apparently you weren’t done.

“You just couldn’t let me buy the crib, could you? You couldn’t even give me that, one single fucking thing…”

You yanked your front door open. “Inside. NOW.”

You stalked through the door, turning to face him when you were both safely inside and away from the prying eyes of your neighbours.

“Why the hell should I let you pay for those thing Spencer? These things are going in MY house. So I’m paying for them.”

He glared at you, his eyes on fire as he spat out, “Oh I don’t know, because I’m her dad? Because I’d like to buy my daughter something too? So you’re loaded, good for you. But if you wanted to prove to me that you’re independant and you don’t need my money, trust me you drove that point home fucking ages ago already when you bought the car seat, the bouncer, the baby monitors, the sterilisation unit and the countless other items I offered to get earlier today”

“If I drove the point home then why are we having this fucking argument. Why can’t you just let me have my own way here for once. I’ve already given you more than I was intending to originally. Think yourself lucky I’m still in the same state as you Reid, because I could have so easily gone through with my original plan and left.”

He really had no fucking clue did he?

“Have your own way for once?! Are kidding me right now?! You’re having your own way all the time! And now I’m supposed to be grateful that you found it in yourself to be a decent human being and inform the father of your child? Don’t act like you did me a huge favour!”

“If I’m getting my own way all the time it’s because this child is inside MY fucking body and not yours. I’m the one that has to live with the stretch marks. I’m the one that has to deal with pushing this thing out of me. I’m the one that will have to look after it and be stuck with it, if you suddenly decide you’ve had enough and leave. Because it’s always down to the woman Spencer. I should have never fucking involved you at all. I knew you’d get like this, all high and mighty, you always do.”

“I always do?! Don’t act like you know me! And are you just gonna keep playing the “I"m the one going through all the pain” card every single time? Because if you are please tell me so I can ask the president if he’ll give you a fucking medal for it and I’ll make sure to bow every time you enter a room. Clearly you just want me to praise you and I can’t ever have an opinion or want anything myself. This isn’t just about you so please stop being so damn selfish!”

You voice cracked as you yelled back, “Selfish?!? I’M being selfish? I’m sorry but who’s the one who dragged me to see his own mother. The first time I meet the woman and it’s so you can tell her I’m pregnant? I wasn’t ready to tell our parents yet.”

“You’re throwing that in my face NOW? Really?! You should’ve said something then, not afterwards! In that case can we talk about how Hotch has been to all of your appointments and I’ve been to…let me think…oh right, None!”

“Would you have listened to me if I had? No… Cos you never listen to anyone else. And leave Hotch out of it. He’s been there for me, not judging me like you seem to be doing every step of the way.”

“I would have been there for you if I had known about it sooner but you shut me out! I’m trying to make up for the time I wasn’t there to care for my unborn child because you robbed me of that chance. I just wanted to buy her crib so I’m close to her when she sleeps in some way, because I don’t get to hold her in my arms when she sleeps every night. But you just had to go and wave your money around AGAIN, completely ignoring my feelings.”

“I appreciate your sentiment Spencer, I really fucking do. But I DIDN’T WANT TO INVOLVE YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE. Get that into your thick head. If I had my choice, you would have never found out.”

“So now I have to just kiss your feet and agree with everything you do and say? I don’t get to want anything because you did me this huge favour and I owe you forever?”

“Pretty much Spencer. Like I said, think yourself lucky I decided to let you be involved at all. Because in my original plan, you were so far out of the picture you were in another country.”

“Actually, in your original plan our daughter would be dead!”

“Excuse me?!”

“You heard me! I overheard you talking to my mom. Tell me, how could you have lived with yourself if you had gone through with that because I honestly wonder. I’m clearly the only one who actually cares for this child because terminating never ever would’ve crossed my mind.”

“Get out.”

He didn’t move.

“GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE REID.”

His mouth opened and closed a few times, and he suddenly seemed to realise that he’d crossed a line.

“Y/N….. I’m….. That came out wrong.”

“OUT. GET OUT. GET OUT!” You screamed at him over and over.

He looked long and hard before finally deciding that he should comply with your demands.

“I’m sorry Y/N.”

You slammed the door and locked it behind him before collapsing to the floor in tears.

He was right though…. You didn’t want this baby originally. How were you going to be a good mother to her?

How could you care for something you’d hated so intensely that you’d wanted it to die? What if she knew?

You rocked back and forward on the floor for a full half an hour before you found the strength to pick yourself back up again.

And then you did what you always did when you were upset and stressed.

Well, not quite. You couldn’t down a bottle of wine in your current condition so you’d settle for the next best thing.

A nice hot bath.

You collected towels and your pajamas. It was only 5pm but there was no point in getting dressed again.

Dimming the lights in the bathroom, you rested your phone on the chair next to the tub, setting it to silent and turning it face down so you couldn’t see it light up as Spencer text you apology after apology, now clearly terrified that you’d cut him out of her life altogether. Let him stew for a bit.

You undressed and settled into the water, leaning back and closing your eyes.

The day had started off so well. So nice, you and Spencer actually getting on and almost acting like a family.

When the store employees or other shoppers had smiled at you both and asked how far along and how long you’d been together, you’d just grinned and played along, letting them believe you and him were an actual couple. It was…. easier. And he’d seemed to enjoy it too, spinning stories about how you’d met at college or been high-school sweethearts.

How the two of you could change towards each other so quickly was ridiculous. Nice and almost caring one minute, to breathing fire at each other the next. You really were going to have to sit and have it out with him properly.

He needed to get over the fact that you hadn’t told him and stop holding it against you. The facts were; that he did now know and you wanted him to be a part of the baby’s life. You didn’t need him to be a part of it, but wanted him to be.

You sighed and shifted against the water, feeling a strange sensation.

Opening your eyes you saw that the water looked a funny colour.

It was…. Pink. Like, you’d started your period or something.

Period.

Blood.

Your eyes widened in horror and your pushed your hand between your thighs seeing a fresh streak of red as you pulled it away.

Oh god…. Oh god no.

Please no, not this.

You grabbed your phone and dialed. 

gryxe-deactivated20170215  asked:

do you know of any brands/places/retailers that sell workout clothes at an affordable price? i've never really had enough money to afford all the fancy instagram workout stuff and the knockoffs I buy always break/rip/etc

I can personally recommend:

  • Old Navy - They consistently have sales on activewear, so you can purchase some relatively good quality items for cheap. The items I’ve bought from them have lasted for years and pass the squat test. And much of their clothing goes up to size 4x/30!
  • Kohls - Another good source of sales. The quality of their items are hit-or-miss, but they offer a huge variety of styles. All of my running shorts comes from here.
  • Champion - My chosen source of leggings. They’re opaque, offer various fits and stand the test of time. If buying directly from Champion is too expensive for you, then keep an eye out for these products at stores like Marshalls and Burlington Coat Factory. Also look for them at…
  • Target - Can be a tad more expensive for basic items, but what they sell tends to be good quality. I find a lot of C9 Champion items here, too. Great for tops and sports bras!

And some places where I haven’t bought clothes in a while, but can vouch for:

  • ClothingUnder10.com - Non-name brand items in fairly limited sizes, but keep an eye on this page. Some fun items tend to pop up and you might hit it lucky. Just be sure to carefully read the sizing guide before buying.
  • Danskin - I love them, I don’t know why I haven’t bought more! In addition to good quality, they sell quite a lot of their items in Walmart, so that gives you an idea of their price point. Order directly from the website if you want to see their full range of clothing.
  • Marika - Slightly pricier, but they offer a range of sizes that actually look cute on all bodies. Watch for their sales, especially on sports bras.

And lastly - Always remember that Instagram #fitspo isn’t actually about working out. These are models who are being paid to wear certain clothing. Very, very little of it is “real,” in the sense that very, very few of the models are actually wearing this stuff in the gym consistently. If your clothes are ripping but their’s aren’t, it’s because you’re actually wearing your stuff regularly. Try not to compare your life to them! Even if you could afford their fancy stuff, they’re selling a fantasy that us Average Joes can’t really attain.

ahprohdite  asked:

heY firstly i want to say that i LOVE YOUR BLOG it'a very pretty and useful and ?? i just want to ask if you have any idea what a studyblr account owner needs bc my friend's birthday is coming up, she's an aspiring studyblr account owner and i want to get her something but i have no idea where to start !! tqsm in advance :))

hi!♡ i personally don’t think that there’s anything a studyblr account owner particularly needs to start one but if you’re looking to get your friend something physical, stationery + supplies is an obvious choice —

[+++] more ideas??

  • a gift card to itunes / googleplay or a spotify premium subscription, especially if they like study music! ; ;
  • + i think it would be the cutest thing ever to make them a study mixtape sldkfjsd 
  • something for their studyspace would be so cute as well, like a ‘lil succulent or paperweight :’)
  • you can always make them something — like an artwork to hang on their wall during periods of low motivation [i think handlettered quotes are so nice to receive tbh]
  • #basic but i think anyone would love to receive a good read or a fav novel, be it fiction or nonfiction (´。• ᵕ •。`)
TalesFromRetail: Best kid ever

On mobile so no biting

A women and her son comes into (large retail store) were I work at and immediately asks me were the clearance section is, when I point her to it her mutters a barely audible thanks.

After about 20 minutes pass they come up to my register with a pile of items ranging from food to clothes, I scan the food first and when I reach for the clothes she stops me and the following conversation takes place Cust: " How much of a discount can you give me?" Me: " Mam this is a clearance item therefore unfortunately I can not give you a discount as it has already been knocked down almost %80 of its original price" Cust: "That's absurd I come in everyday ( I have never seen her in my life) and spend hundreds each time. I deserve a further discount" Me: " Mam because I am not the manager I can't even give you the discount you want, however I will call over a manager to tell the the exact same thing." 

Manager comes over annoyed aready and makes the lady shut up and buy the items for the real price, at the end she says this charm

“I’m never coming here again, this is unacceptable!!”

The kid who has been silent this entire time says this

“Mom they are a huge company, I don’t think they will care if one customer doesn’t shop here again.”

She just goes quiet and walks out.

By: UnlawfulFoxy