you can almost feel the love that went into it

Have you ever watched the person you love slowly lose interest in you? It starts off little, you can’t quite put your finger on it, but something is different, something has changed. Everything feels slightly off, off like a monday. You can almost hear it in their voice, you can see it in their eyes. You think it’s you, you start over thinking every single little thing, wondering what you did, where it all went wrong, how you can fix it. It starts off with little things like waking up to no text, calls become fewer and farther between, the lack of effort, emotion and the excuses begin to pile up. Soon it starts tearing you apart, the feeling of not being good enough begins to make you feel physically sick. Soon you find yourself hysterically crying in your car at three in the morning because you can’t hold yourself together anymore. You know it’s coming, you know you can’t do anything to stop it. The aching doesn’t stop.

Have you ever watched the person you love slowly lose interest in you? It starts off little, you can’t quite put your finger on it, but something is different, something has changed. Everything feels slightly off, off like a Monday. You can almost hear it in their voice, you can see it in their eyes. You think it’s you, you start over thinking every single little thing, wondering what you did, where it all went wrong, how you can fix it. It starts off with little things like waking up to no text, calls becoming fewer and farther between, the lack of effort, emotion and the excuses begin to pile up. Soon it starts tearing you apart, the feeling of not being good enough beings to make you feel physically sick. You know it’s coming, you know you can’t do anything to stop it. The aching doesn’t stop.

Nervous Announcements [Jason Todd x Reader]

A/N: This is a ‘soon to be dad’ Jason fic! Gotta love some nervous dad Jason. He’s precious. <3


Today was the day, a very important day. Not only was it your family reunion where you will be seeing family from overseas, of whom you haven’t seen in years. But it will be Jason’s first time meeting them, and you both had a huge announcement. 

“What if they don’t approve? We weren’t planning this! What if your family thinks we’re not ready?” Jason was freaking out about your pregnancy announcement. 

You took his hands “Jay take a deep breath, you’re stressing yourself out. My family will be ecstatic. My mom’s been on me about having kids since we got engaged” laughing before pecking his cheek. 

He let out a sigh before placing his hands on your stomach. “I’m just so excited but I want your family’s approval. I don’t know I guess I’m just nervous about meeting the rest of your family this afternoon.” gently moving his thumb under your shirt.

“Hey don’t worry. My family already loves you. If you can win over my brother you can win over anyone.” Beaming up at him. Leaning down he kissed your lips, then kneeling and kissing your not yet showing stomach. Giggling at the gesture. “You’re going to be an amazing father”

“Think so?” he asked while standing back up to meet your eyes. “I know so“ before pressing a smile filled kiss to his lips. Of which he returned happily. 

Later that afternoon you and Jason got ready to go to a nearby cafe where your family reserved for the night. It was a simple event so you just wore a comfortable pair of jeans and a leather jacket that of course Jason had gotten you.

Slipping it on he snuck up behind you. “I love that jacket on you” wrapping his arms around your waist. You laughed before intertwining your fingers with yours. “I just hope it will fit when the baby starts to develop” pulling his arms tighter around you.

He chuckled, “That’s not something I can guarantee. We won’t know until we know the gender”

“Do you want a boy or a girl?” you turned to face him. Wrapping your arms around his neck. “I don’t know. A girl I guess, I always wanted to have daddy’s little girl. But I will love any child we have. How about you?”

“I don’t care as long as they take after you” sweetly pecking his lips. “You’re too good for me”

“I know, now lets go we don’t want to be late” Teasing whilst tugging his arm as you went. 

You both decided to walk to the cafe despite the cold because it was only a few blocks away. Though it soon turned into a jog when it started snowing. Neither of you prepared for it.

“Ahh, I hate the cold“ you squealed rushing through the doors. “I know I would’ve driven us if I knew it was going to snow. You didn’t strain yourself did you?” lightly placing a hand on your stomach.

Chuckling you answered, “I’m fine Jaybird” smiling at you before kissing your forehead.

“[F/n]! JASON! [F/n]! JASON!” hearing a young voice barreling toward you both. Seeing your younger cousin rushing over to the both of you.

“Hey kiddo” Jason scooped her up. You couldn’t help but smile at the exchange. He’s going to be a fantastic father. How’d you manage this stud?

“Hey sweetie” you said when Jason set the girl down and she rushed to hug you.

“Auntie Jen and Uncle Thomas are home! And they brought Sammy, Tyler and Clare with them!” She squealed excitedly. Telling you of the arrival of your out of country family members.

“Well lets go see them shall we?” You smiled at the girl before she sprinted into the restaurant. Beginning to follow her but noticing the missing Jason from your side. Turning you saw him nervously standing by the door still.

Softly smiling at him you went and wrapped your arms around him. “Don’t worry so much. I promise they’ll love you almost as much as I do. Because lets be honest no one can love you as much I do” grinning up at him. 

Feeling his tense muscles relax. You always knew just what to say to calm him down.

After just embracing him for a while he smiled and tugged your hand, “lets go”

Interlocking your hands you both walked into the restaurant. Immediately greeted by your parents, along with your older brother and younger sister.

After greeting the rest of your family, your relatives from overseas came over. You hugged them all, swinging your younger cousins around. Making Jason a bit nervous about you straining yourself. Jason Todd ever the worrywart.

“And whose this?” Your aunt gestured to Jason. Extending your hand to him, he took it and met your side. “Guys this is my fiancé Jason. Jay this is my Aunt Jen, Uncle Thomas and their kids Samantha, Tyler, and Clare.” Introducing them all. Jason shook your uncle’s hand and your aunt hugged him, saying “We’ve heard so many good things.”

Tyler and Clare in awe at the giant in front of them. They were 10 and 7 meaning they were rather short and had never seen anyone so tall before. Sammy was 17 and was in awe by him in a different way. She pulled you aside as Jason was talking with your aunt and uncle.

“He’s so –” She started but you cut her off. “Handsome, gorgeous, amazing, I know” you whispered happily, making her laugh. You watched as Jason was kneeling down, talking to the younger kids.

“How’d you get so tall?” Tyler questioned enthusiastically. “I drank my milk everyday” he smiled at the young boy. “And muscly?” 

“Ate my vegetables and I still exercise all of the time” Jason answered his grin widening. Making you even more excited to get to see these sort of interactions everyday after these following months. Your hand unconsciously moved to your stomach.

Looking over Jason noticed and came over to you. Your cousin having given you both privacy. “You okay?” concern laced in his voice. “More than. Seeing you with Tyler just made me more excited” you confessed. He let a beaming grin grace his face before pressing his lips to yours.

The rest of the afternoon and evening was filled with food, socializing, and games. But no alcohol for you, or Jason, as he promised not to drink until you can again. 

Though as the night began to draw to a close you both had yet to make the announcement. “Should we do it now before everyone leaves?” Jason whispered. You nodded, “I think it’s a good time. Everyone seems to be unwinding”

You both stood up and went to the center of the room. “Excuse us guys!” You grabbed the attention of your family. Everyone quieting down.

“Uh.. Jason and I have an announcement to make and we wanted to wait until everyone was together” Saying as Jason wrapped a nervous arm around you. 

“This can’t be good” One of your uncles cut in making your family chuckle. You chuckled as well, shaking your head.

“No, it’s actually good news” you paused as Jason pulled you closer.

“I’m pregnant!”

Everyone was silent for about a half second before anyone registered. Your mother immediately hugged you, with your father right behind her. “Oh my god sweetie congratulations!” laughing happily as you hugged her.

Your father hugged Jason, a first for everything. “Congratulations” patting his back, “Thank you sir,” shaking his head your father chuckled, “What have I told you about the formalities Jason, just Jack is fine.”

After hugging your parents switched. Your father kissing your cheek. Your brother hugged you so tightly and your sister was squealing about being an aunt.

Everyone was elated for you both. Saying you’ll be phenomenal parents and that if you needed anything that they’re there. Making you and Jason breathed a sigh of relief.

Hugging close to his arm, you teased “I told you so.” He smiled meeting your eyes, “That you did.”

My faves on the cover of RS 🙌❤️

EXO When You’re Self-Conscious

contains: fluff / acceptance / curves / body positivity / bubbly shower la la la la

Here’s a Kyungsoo fic about this topic >> [[ Kyungsoo’s Famous Spaghetti ]]

[[ // Masterlist // ]]

// Minseok

You had forgotten to hide the browser when you went to the bathroom and when you came back your desk, there was Minseok, staring at the screen.

“Jagi… why are you on these websites?“

“Hey, stop snooping on my computer, I was just looking…” you said dismissively, trying to push him away from the laptop, but he was strong enough to resist you, so instead you closed the screen to hide several diet pill websites you had been browsing.

Minseok got out of the chair and hugged you tightly around your middle.  “You’re so beautiful… I thought you knew that.”

“I mean… I don’t know.  I just want to lose a little weight, that wouldn’t hurt, right?”

Minseok shook his head.  “You’re smarter than this.  You know those quick-fix diet pills are a scam.”  He reminded you of his own struggles with his weight and how he learned that the only safe, sure way to lose weight was through healthy eating and exercise.  “I only care about your health, not your size.”

Minseok spent the rest of the day, continuing on into the week, sprinkling random compliments into conversation (“Where do you want to go today, beautiful?” / “I love those clothes on you.” ) and hugging you a lot, emphasizing how well you fit into his arms.

[pretend you’re Jongdae]

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// Junmyeon

“Two more hours,” you texted him back.  It had already been two hours, which you had spent on the elliptical.  A moment later, your phone rang and you dropped the dumbbells to pick up.

“Four hours?!  That’s too many!” said Junmyeon too loudly.

“No it isn’t!“ you said.  “I have a lot of exercises I need to get through, so if you don’t mind, I’ll see you in two hours, after I shower.“

“Jagi… one hour is plenty, and two is way more than anyone needs.  Please come home.“

“I’m never going to lose weight if I don’t do this.  Bye, Junmyeon.”

“Wait!  Don’t hang up… is this because of what happened yesterday?  Please, please forget about those rude people.  …Y’know what?  Stay there.“  Then he hung up.  You went back to lifting weights.

Last night, you were out with Junmyeon and you had heard some people laughing at you behind your back about your weight.  You had tried to ignore them and forget about it, and normally you’d be able to not even care, but their tone had gotten to you, and ruined your night.  That morning, you still couldn’t get it out of your head, and it had prompted you to go to the gym.

Two sets later, Junmyeon came running up to you, out of breath.  “Jagi… stop.  It doesn’t matter what they think.“

“Let me be healthy.”

“This isn’t healthy.  You’ve done enough for one day.”  He hugged you.

“Hey, I’m sweaty!”

“I don’t care if you’re sweaty, and I don’t care if you’re bigger.  I love you, ______, and I’m not letting you go until you agree to come home.  And then we’ll both take a bath.”  He had a smirk on his face, and you knew it wouldn’t be just a regular bath.

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// Yixing

You poked at your belly, upset that you felt so bloated again.  Yixing didn’t cook often, but you were always excited to eat homemade traditional Chinese, because it was sooo good.  But it made you blimp up.

“What’s the matter, ______?“ he asked you from the other side of the couch.  “Is something wrong with your tummy?”

“It’s just huge and round and in the way, that’s all,” you said, half joking, half not.

“It’s not in the way,“ he said matter-of-factly.  “You’re never in the way.”

“You don’t have to lie, Yixing.  I know I’m big.”

“I’m not lying,” he said, scooting closer to you.  He lifted your shirt and gave you soft kisses around your belly button, which almost tickled, but you didn’t laugh.  He looked up at you.  “I love you.  Don’t you love you?”

“I do… I’m just really full because your food was so good.”

He grinned.  “I’m glad you really liked it, Baobei.  I want to cook for you more often.  I want to make more time for us to just be together.”

You spent the rest of the evening talking about your future together, Yixing’s arms wrapped around you, rubbing up and down your back.  You forgot all about feeling bad about yourself as the food digested and you were overcome with Yixing’s love.

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// Baekhyun

“Baekhyun, I’m fat, aren’t I?“ you asked out of the blue.

He looked up from his laptop, looked you up and down, and said, “No.”  Then looked back at his screen.

“You’re just saying that.  I’m huge.“

“I disagree,” he simply said.

“What are you doing anyway?” you asked, and he jerked his computer out of sight.

“It’s a surprise,” he said, and you continued to try to look anyway.  “Don’t ruin it for yourself.“

But you were smart.  There was a mirror in the room and all you had to do was look at it at the right angle.

“A photoshoot?!“ you blurted out when you read the backward text.

“Jagiyaaa, why did you do that?!“ he whined, and you sat down beside him.

“…You’re scheduling a couples photoshoot for us?” you asked in disbelief.

“I wanted to, but now maybe not!  And it’s not because you’re fat, it’s because you peeked!”

“So you do think I’m fat!“

“NoooOOOoooOOOooo Jagiiiii staaaaaahhp!!!”  He threw himself on you and tried to snuggle you, but you wrestled away.  “Let me looove yooouuu!!”

Eventually, you settled down and scheduled the photoshoot for next weekend, Baekhyun’s hand on your knee, a blush on your face, him telling you not to change one thing about yourself in the meantime.

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// Jongdae

Jongdae was quick to catch onto your insecurities when you declined to go get food with him.

“Is this because you think you’re too big?”

You were shocked at his bluntness, but didn’t want to lie and say no.  If you only had a little more self-control on a daily basis, you thought, maybe you would be able to go out and eat special treats.  You just looked down at the floor.

He lifted your chin with his finger and said, “You’re being ridiculous, Jagi.”

“I’m not being ridiculous!  Just look at me.”

“I am.  I see a beauty.  And I want to hear you say that.”

“Say what?”

“Say that you’re beautiful,” Jongdae demanded.

You knew he wasn’t going to let you out of his sight until you said it, so you mumbled, “…I’m beautiful.”

“What was that?”

“I’m beautiful,” you said at a regular volume.

“You’re beautiful!“ he shouted!

“I’m beautiful!” you shouted back, now laughing because of the volume.

“YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL!!!”  The house shook, and you almost fell over laughing at his roaring.  “ALL OF YOU IS BEAUTIFUL!!!“

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// Chanyeol

“Do you like it?” he asked you with hopeful eyes.

You loved the song, everything about it, except for one lyric in the first verse that had nagged you throughout the entire song.

“I do love it, Chan, but…“  When you said “but” his smile faded away, but you continued, because you knew if you didn’t ask now, there may not be a better time to bring it up.  “…can you sing the first verse again?“

He nodded and began to play his guitar, and you stopped him after the line, after you were sure you’d heard it correctly.

“…What do you mean by my jagi is so squishy, so soft?

“I mean cuddly, I mean fun,” he said.

“…You don’t mean fat?”  You just knew he had noticed the few extra pounds.  You had hoped he hadn’t noticed, but of course he had.  He did have eyes.

“Hmm… maybe you’re right.  That line could be better.  Thanks, Jagi.“  He turned around, scratched out the line, and wrote “so cuddly, so fun” instead.

Then he began singing a song that wasn’t his own… “Beautiful,” and you both laughed as he struggled to sing the other members’ lines.  When he was done, he reached for your hand and pulled you close to him.  “You’re beautiful,” he repeated.

((I’m sure he would write much better lyrics than “my jagi is so squishy/cuddly, so soft/fun,” hahaha))

Originally posted by w-yixing

// Kyungsoo

You sighed inside the dressing room, a little louder than you had meant to.  None of the clothes were fitting you right, some you couldn’t even put on, so you hadn’t come out of the room once to show Kyungsoo any outfits.  You wanted to hurry, since you knew he didn’t exactly love shopping, but you really wanted at least one new outfit today.

“Are you okay?“ he asked from the other side of the door.

“Nothing fits,” you said, unable to hide your frustration.  Why did nothing good fit your body?  It was so hard to find clothes that were good quality and flattered you.

“Let me in?”

You put your clothes back on and reluctantly opened the door.  His arms were around you in an instant, turning you around to face the mirror again.

“I like how my arms fit around you,“ he said, grinning at the reflection of the two of you, which made you smile.  It wasn’t often he was so frankly affectionate with you.  You supposed he knew you needed it at that moment.

He held your hand and you left the shop, and he promised to stay at the mall as long as you needed to find the perfect outfit.  When you finally found it, and stepped out of the dressing room, he couldn’t hide his blush.

“L-let’s go home now, okay?  …Don’t bother changing back into your other clothes.“

He had that glint in his eye that he got whenever he felt not just thirsty, but dehydrated.  You smiled to yourself in anticipation for what might come when you were in the privacy of your own home.

Turned out, he couldn’t wait that long.  The moment you shut the car door, he had his hands all over you.

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// Jongin

You were so excited to eat at the buffet with him, and he was excited too, until he saw you crying on your way home.  You were stupid to wear this outfit to the restaurant…  It was cute when you weren’t bloated, but it made you look too round after you’d stuffed your face.

He stopped walking and held you, mortified to see the tears on your cheeks that you had been unable to hide.  “What’s wrong?“

“…I’m fat!“ you yelled.

“You’re full,” he replied quickly.  “And you’re beautiful.”

He dragged you straight home and told you to get cleaned up before bed.  You said okay, and once you were in the shower, trying not to look at yourself and trying to get out as quickly as possible, you heard the door open and Jongin peeked inside the curtain before you could protest.

“Can I come in?“

“I’m almost done…“

“Can I help you finish?

He grabbed a washcloth and began softly scrubbing you, repeatedly telling you how beautiful he thought you were, how soft your skin was, how much he loved you, and all your insecurities went down the drain!  You returned the favor, washing him as well, and the water ran cold by the time you two agreed your skin was pruney enough and you could continue in the bedroom.

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// Sehun

Sehun didn’t let you know this, but he blamed himself when you began declining to have bubble tea with him and when he discovered you had started skipping meals.  He figured he hadn’t been loving you enough, so you had started to feel bad about yourself.

He didn’t know how to confront you about it, but one day he found you standing in front of the mirror after getting dressed.  He ran over to you and hugged you from behind, startling you.

“That’s right, my type~” he sang with a laugh.

“Haha, what are you doing?”

“I’m glad you’re dressed, I want to go out for food.  Let’s get dessert.”

“It’s noon!  And besides, I don’t need dessert,” you said, repeating your mantra.

“You don’t want ice cream?”

For him, it was chocolate bubble tea.  For you, it was dulce de leche ice cream.  Your arm hairs stood on end.

“I… No.  I don’t need it.”

Sehun sighed.  “You listen to me.  I want you to be happy, Jagi, and I know the ice cream will make you happy.  So we’re going to get it, right now.”

In your mind, your inner ice-cream lover and your inner weightloss lover battled it out as Sehun dragged you out of the house.  Sehun hugged you the entire time while you ate, rubbing your side and repeating that he was happy to see you eating.  You were so overcome by his affection, you didn’t have space to feel guilty for eating the ice-cream.

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the secret. (jungkook) part 1

TITLE: the secret | 01

MEMBER: jeon jungkook x reader

GENRE: college, romance, smutish, angst

WORDS: 1843

WARNINGS: drinking, cussing, smut

SUMMARY: riddled with international fame, Jeon Jungkook befriends an American college exchange student. she only later finds out that he is an international idol.

part: 01 | 02 | 03 

a/n: let me know how this is! i’m gonna make a college series about all the guys in the future! this is definitely gonna have at least 5 parts to let me know how you like it/if you want more/ who you want next/ etc!! 

message me requests and find more of my writings here

 Day 1 

It was raining, again. It never seemed to stop. You lightly fiddled with your pen cap as you stared to out of the window directly adjacent to your desk. You could just catch the end of your professor’s sentence as your gaze came back into focus on the front of the room. You wondered how long you had zoned out as the entire blackboard, once bare, was now covered with a plethora of numerical values. Unbeknownst to you, you had been lost in your thoughts, completely missing the entirety of the lecture. However, math had always come easy to you, you weren’t worried. You would just snap a picture of a classmates notes and you would be fine.

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Southern Style

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Pairing: Misha x Reader
Word Count: 1,069
Warnings: none
Song: Southern Style - Darius Rucker
A/N: Here is my entry for @impalaimagining‘s 1K Follower Challenge! My prompt was the gif above along with the song Southern Style by Darius Rucker. Italics are a flashback. This might be one of my favorite things I’ve ever written so I really hope you guys like it! Anyway, feedback for this is awesome! :)

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PLATINUM!!!! fndkjslgdfgj

Jun 16, 2007

Wow. WOW. You have no  IDEA how excited I am to type these words: The album.. is.. PLATINUM! Thank  you so much for buying it, and getting your friends to buy it. You guys are  the reason for this, and the only reason. I can’t take credit for YOU going  out and buying those albums. This is your platinum record, just like it’s  your CMT Award. I seriously love you more than words can say.

I’m currently on the road  again with Kenny Chesney, opening up for his shows in Houston and Dallas  while Brad Paisley’s taking a break. This is SO cool. And for those of you  wondering about my current health conditions, I am feeling almost completely  back to normal! Thank you to everyone who wished me well, I read those  comments on my last blog and was so touched by how thoughtful and understanding  you are.

So CMA Music Fest was a  BLAST. This is my third year going. I went the first year as a volunteer  (when I was fourteen) and helped out with getting artists to their radio  interviews. Then last year, I was there signing autographs (nobody knew who I  was, it was funny) and telling anyone who would listen that I had a single  coming out called “Tim McGraw” and would they please request it at radio..  haha. Then one year later, there I was, recieving a platinum plaque for a  million copies of my album sold… It’s been a good year. :-)

Opening up for Kenny  Chesney is one of the coolest things I’ve ever done. His tour has this laid  back vibe to it, and everyone’s so cool to work with. And Kenny Chesney is so  completely nice. Genuinely nice. Like, we were all sitting around the bus  after the show and he came up and sat down and talked to us for a while.. and  before he left he said “I’m going to get something to eat, y'all want  anything?” Like, simple things like that.. It’s just.. really nice. And I  really really like nice people.

Well, I’m having a blast  out here and again I want to thank you for even reading this. I always hoped  I’d have a great life, and see amazing things, and be really really lucky.  But there was never a point where I actually thought this kind of life  was possible for me. So thank you. Seriously. I say it so much because I  truly mean it. You’re the reason I’m here.




Requested by anon:
“How about some general hux domestic life shenanigans that he gets up to with his s/o? Thanks.”

GIF is not mine.

So, this kinda has modern au feel to it… Oh well whatever. I like him. I like him a lot. In fact, he is my husband. How wonderful is that?

Requests are open! :-)

-Ok so Armitage is a totally different man when behind doors and with you.

-ESPECIALLY with you.

-If he has to leave before you, he will always make you a cup of coffee. (Even if it’s cold by the time you drink it. It’s really the thought that counts.) He will pull his side of the blankets up, all snug and tidy and pull your covers up, covering you. He always gives you a kiss on the cheek and a small “I love you.”

-If you have to leave before him, you softly wake him up with kisses on his face, and say goodbye to him.

-But the best is when the both of you get to spend your mornings together.
He’s an early riser, so he’ll make you both breakfast.

-Millicent will wedge herself in between you both while your eating, and purr loudly.

-You both help clean up. Talking softly to one another.

-You both complain about Kylo. A LOT. To the point that your impression of him is spot on.

-CuDdLeS. cuddles. CUDDLES. cUdDlEs.
You guys cuddle a lot.

-Lots of late night talks. You talk about from how both of your days went to, what you both want to achieve together, how much you love each other. Anything and everything.

-You both spoil Millicent. Like holy shit chill.

-You fight. A lot. They are loud and intense. You both immediately regret it afterwards but you both have patience and respect for each other.


-“Hey Y/N can you-”
“Yeah sure. What do you need?”

-You dance together a lot. Almost every weekend it would seem. Doesn’t matter what music, you both just love feeling each other’s bodies move.

-Reading together in bed.



-He sits in your lap and you strike his orange hair, humming softly.

-You guys are just so in love with each other I’m crying. #goals

turtleangel94  asked:

Bakushima! :D

  • who proposed: Bakugou. Kirishima never considered proposing, because he didn’t think Bakugou cared for marriages and he was happy enough with things as they were. Then Bakugou did propose and Kirishima found out he could, indeed, be happier.
  • how they proposed: they are both pro heros and they basically live together, since both have copies of one another’s apartment keys. Bakugou secretly always wanted a nice marriage, like his parents’, and, when becomes clear that Kirishima won’t propose, he takes the matter in his hands. He gets surprisingly nervous about it (it’s not like he doesn’t know Kirishima is oging to say yes, but… Fuck, this is hard.) and he stresses over it for weeks before blurting a “Why don’t you marry me already?” when they’re cuddling in bed and almost gives poor Kirishima a heartattack. 
  • who stressed more over wedding planning: Kaminari, lmao. Bakugou didn’t care as long as he got officially married and Kirishima didn’t care as long as all of their friends and family were there. That’s how Kaminari ended up taking care of it.
  • who had the wildest bachelor(ette) party: Kiri just goes out with Tetsutetsu and a couple of friends, but Bakugou? Oh boy. Bakugou is kidnapped by Uraraka and Kaminari and they take him clubing and things get… out of hand. Like Hangover out of hand. Sero loses a tooth. Midoriya drunk marries Todoroki (how did Todoroki and Midoriya ended up with them, anyway? They weren’t invited!!) and Bakugou is pretty sure Uraraka fought a tiger at some point of the night. 
  • who freaked out before the wedding: Kirishima. He got nervous, because this is it, this is happening, Bakugou and I are going to be officially together forever. And he doesn’t doubt he wants to be with Bakugou forever, he doesn’t even know what he’s nervous about. He only calms down when his friends drag him out of the room so he can take a peek at Bakugou and see that he’s also tense, but wearing his determined expression. Seeing Bakugou grounds him. Kirishima feels finally ready.
  • best man/maid of honor: Uraraka, Kaminari, Tetsutetsu and Ashido. All four of them.
  • where they got married: idk ask Kaminari
  • if/what they wrote in their vows: They write them and they make sure to make the vows as not-sappy as they can. Something like “I promise to love you and stay with you, even if you explode the TV when they cancel your favorite TV show.” “I promise to stay married to you even if your hair is so fucking pointy it almost stabbed me in the eye once.”
  • who cried at the wedding: Kaminari, again. Kirishima cries, too, but just a lil. Bakugou is more of an angry crier, so he doesn’t, but he’s so disgusting happy you can feel it even if he keeps his face stern. 
  • which song they had their first dance to: uhhhh this one?? you made me associate Dark Horse with KiriBaku!! And I love this mashup so much–
  • where they went on their honeymoon: the freaks go to the mountains. Now ask me what they do there. Ask me.
  • what they did on their honeymoon: They go fucking hiking, because they are freaks. They might or might not make out in the woods and spend the nights in a cabin super far from civilization. Bakugou is super excited about it and Kirishima loves every second. 

Song Imagine: Just A Friend To You // Megan Trainer

Request: Tyler or josh x reader based on the song ‘just a friend to you’ by Meghan trainor ? ❤️❤️❤️

Why you gotta hug me
Like that every time you see me?

Why you always making me laugh
Swear you’re catching feelings

Tyler Joseph is the most annoying person you have ever met. His stupid face and his stupid hair and his stupid voice and his stupid everything.

And you and your stupid emotions had to go and fall for him. For your brother’s best friend. For your best friend.

Everything is just so stupid.

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Day 34

Have you ever watched the person you love slowly lose interest in you? It starts off little, you can’t quite put your finger on it, but something is different, something has changed. Everything feels slightly off, off like a monday. You can almost hear it in their voice, you can see it in their eyes. You think it’s you, you start over thinking every single little thing, wondering what you did, where it all went wrong, how you can fix it. It starts off with little things like waking up to no text, calls become fewer and farther between, the lack of effort, emotion and the excuses begin to pile up. Soon it starts tearing up apart, the feeling of not being good enough begins to make you feel physically sick. You know it’s coming, you know you can’t do anything to stop it. The aching doesn’t stop.

Hi @markiplier. I know there’s a very small chance you’ll find this in your sea of notifications, but this message also goes out to the community as a whole so I’m okay with that.

At the risk of making this sound like it’s about myself, I’m in an emotional position similar to yours. I feel stuck more often than I feel mobile; I have all kinds of big ideas for writing projects and new songs and even YouTube videos for a channel I haven’t even created yet, but then I end up just spinning my wheels and never finishing them; sometimes not even starting them because I’m too afraid. This feeling of stagnation even pushed me to move cities. It’s scary and weird and it doesn’t feel fixable.

But I assure you, this community that you, me, and millions of other people have created helps with that every step of the way. You saved several of us–myself included–and the fact that we saved you too just makes this all the more magical. And even though your success makes you feel windblown and complacent, I can assure you that there is still forward momentum in all of us. You and Jack and several others inspired the idea for the only book I’ve ever finished–and this community has supported it every step of the way, from the time it went online to the day I took it down! I can’t wait to see it on shelves!

So thank you, from the bottom of my heart–Mark, Jack, this lovely group of people that I’ve been a part of for almost three years now. I’ll probably never meet any of you, but you guys have been some of the closest friends I’ve ever had.

Thank you so much.

Lucifer’s Confession

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Title: Lucifer’s Confession

Pairing: Lucifer x Reader

Word Count: 828

Warnings: implied sex, fluff

A/N: This was requested by anon! I hope you all enjoy this! Have a great Sinful Sunday, Agents! <3 Feedback is welcomed and appreciated! <3 <3 I love you all so much!! <3

While Sam and Dean were gone, it gave you and Lucifer a chance to get closer.  You were already dating, but the lack of sex between the two of you had been almost unbearable for the both of you.  The night Sam and Dean left on a hunt, it was like letting an animal out of its cage.  Lucifer was impressed by your stamina.  

He knew humans needed rest.  By the looks of it, you needed rest.  He let you lay your head on his chest.   He observed how your breathing went from short and erratic to slow and steady.  He had always enjoyed watching you sleep.

The fallen archangel figured you were asleep by now, but he didn’t want to move and risk waking you up.  He combed his fingers through your hair, smiling down at you.  He wasn’t one for lovey dovey romance, but in this moment he truly loved you with every fiber of his being.  He wanted to tell you, but he didn’t want to give you the impression that he was going to be like that all the time.  He had a reputation to keep.

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anonymous asked:

wow, you write very well and detailed! the plot is amazing too. can I request a scenario of rfa (and v + saeran if you can) being yanderes while they're dating mc?

Oh, thank you so much! So… I didn’t intend to go full yandere because I wasn’t sure I was comfortable with (not because of the theme, I just wasn’t sure if I knew how to do this), but that kept getting darker as I wrote, and it turned out really abusive and angsty. I’m not proud about Jumin and Saeyoung ones tho, they’re not that great, but I hope that’s what you wanted. :)


RFA + V and Saeran being yanderes ANGST


  • Whenever you hang out in public, he’ll always have an arm around your shoulder or waist
  • In bed, he enjoys fucking you in front of mirrors, he loves to watch himself giving you pleasure
  • Won’t let you cum till you tell him how great he is at everything and how no other man you’ve ever been with could ever be compared to him
  • He won’t forbid you of wearing certain clothes, but he won’t pretend he’s not bothered, he’ll pout and insist you have to change because he was the only one that deserves to see you at your best
  • If he’s not able to convince you, expect to find dark hickys all over your neck, collarbones and thighs after sex, that way you can’t wear low cleavage tops and short skirts
  • He’s not afraid of getting into fights if someone approaches you, fuck the scandals, you’re his
  • You always have a seat reserved on the front row during all of his musicals, and he makes sure the seats by your sides are empty, he doesn’ t want anyone distracting you from giving all your attention to him when he’s performing
  • At first, he would never let you be photographed or give interviews, HE is the public person here and anything concerning your relationship would be answered exclusively by him
  • He used to say this was for your protection, but you knew he just didn’t want you getting the same kind of attention he gets
  • But then, he realized  he enjoyed to show you off to media, so he’d spend days training you to say the right things and find the right clothes, so he’d dress you up like a doll
  • He was determined to turn you to a modern day princess and your relationship should always come across as a fairytale in the public eye
  • But he started actually believing in this, so any attitude of yours that didn’t meet his expectations would be harshly scolded
  • You didn’t feel human anymore, everything you did felt so robotic, made only for other people to see
  • He was the actor here, but you felt you were the one always pretending  to be this perfect princess
  • Neither of you knew what was real now, not even your love


  • He will hold hands with you in public and tight the grip everytime some guy (and girls, eventually) look at you and smile
  • In bed, sometimes his insecurities get the best of him and he can’t hold an erection for long, your warm touch makes him lose control of his body immediately
  • You would always reassure him it was fine, the sex was still great, anyways, and you loved him so much
  • But he didn’t like your tone. To his ears, you sounded like you felt pity for him, and he hated!
  • Still, you always managed to praise him a lot, and you just hoped he could notice that every moan and compliment you gave were sincere
  • He could almost read people’s mind on the streets when you went out. “What is she doing with him? Poor girl can get someone so much better” He was always wondering when you would realize that too 
  • He wasn’t strong enough to fight for you, so the only thing he could do was make himself weaker and weaker, so you would feel obligated to take care of him
  • So he’ll hurt himself everytime you get late from work/school, everytime you talk to another guy, everytime he feels you’re not giving him love and attention enough
  • He hates your pity, but if this will make you stay, he doesn’t care


  • Trust always was a low point in this relationship, even though she would never admit to you and to herself
  • You were always so sweet to everybody, sweet… or were you just flirting to everybody?
  • She gets it, ok? You’re a little younger than her, you’re pretty and bubbly, there isn’t a single person who wouldn’t fall desperately for you like she did
  • But she knew those guys would be coming to the cafe just to see you, they didn’t care about coffee at all
  • So hiring another person and putting you on paperwork felt like a natural move to protect you and her feelings for you
  • You missed talking to people, seeing their smile everytime you would hand over their delicious and beautifully made drinks
  • But you would never complain, you didn’t want to upset her, she would be so cold when she was upset and the sex would feel so awful
  • Because this would be clearly about her pleasure only, and sometimes you could swear your frustration would turn her on more and more
  • In fact, making you feel frustrated was an habit now. She would make you overwork so you’d always look frustrated, stressed out and tired. If you’d be like that, you wouldn’t look that cute to other people now, right?
  • She became what once hurt herself so much, but she couldn’t even realize it, she just wanted to be the only one to see your true beauty and sweetness that would be hidden behind those dark circles under your eyes and the ill aspect of your skin.


  • You didn’t remember the last time you went out by yourself, if he wasn’t with you, at least two bodyguards would
  • His arm is always around your waist, he wouldn’t let his guards down not even around his own father
  • He is very possessive and demanding on bed and this is a huge turn on for you at first
  • But you could always tell when something went wrong at the office, because he would take it out on you very roughly,. Most of the times, you would feel the pleasure through the pain, sometimes you wouldn’t, it was just that scary pain
  • In the beginning, he was very understanding that you had different habits from his, but it got really perceptive when he was slowly pushing his eating and sleeping habits onto you. It was for your own good, he would say.
  • Controlling you was for your own good, he would say
  • Things started to get weirder when you went out by yourself for a couple hours. A friend of yours was in town, she was going through a tough time and could use a friend now, she seemed so sad and afraid, you felt that taking the bodyguards could be intimidating
  • When you returned home, you never seen his eyes that dark and never heard his voice this low and husky. “Where were you?” “Why didn’t you take my calls?” “Are you leaving?” “Are you trying to escape like Elisabeth did that time?” Oh no, not this again…
  • He got you a bracelet with a tracking device, the bodyguards got very detailed instructions about never leaving you alone if he was not around, a female bodyguard was hired exclusively to watch over for you in the bathroom, that was the level of insanity going around that penthouse
  • You and Elisabeth were his precious little kittens, but if you’d gonna behave like an wild animal, he’d need to tame you at all costs


  • He is not too clingy in public, but he’s always by your side or a little behind you
  • In bed, he will make you scream his name out loud and tell you’re his, only his
  • If he was too busy, he would hire Vanderwood to keep an eye on you when you’d go out
  • As much as you enjoyed Vanderwood’s company, it was uncomfortable, and you told him. He didn’t like it, but dismissed his services on a very passive-agressive way.
  • “I’m just worried about your security, MC, it’s a shame you don’t care about yourself as much as I do… but I won’t tell you how to live your life”
  • Still, he needed to know if you were always ok, so he attached GPS devices on your clothes and would always hack security cameras on the streets to watch you
  • He also installed cameras and wires at your apartment, but he didn’t tell you.
  • Hacking your laptop and phone started as a hobby , but quickly became a habit, he’d love to trace patterns in your interests
  • But everytime you ‘d search something he considered inappropriate (like photos of that cute guy on that boy band) he would take down the internet at your home or send you a virus, this also worked as an excuse to go to your place or make you go to his, 
  • This happened so often that you felt you were actually living together, but not in a very natural way
  • He got obsessive about your online activities, he felt he could know you better like this than actually talking to you.
  • Everybody is more honest when nobody is watching, and although you were so special, you weren’t any different . Watching you like this would make sure you would never lie to him.
  • He just wanted to be the one who knows you the best, it was the least he could do after pushing you away like that. Now he wanted you closer as possible.
  • None of  the tasks he did for his previous job felt filthier like this one, and he got surprised how much this satisfied him


  • Like Saeyoung, not clingy in public
  • But he showers you in compliments in front of others, and gets slightly angry if people don’t respond in a way he considers adequate
  • Even when you don’t take his compliments as he desires, he will get frustrated. “You need to start seeing yourself as the magnificent person you are, MC. It really bothers me you’re uncapable of”
  • He puts you on a pedestal, and everytime you do something that doesn’t go according to how he pictured you should do, he will scold you for not reaching your full potential
  • Takes tons of pictures of you doing several activities during the day, and sometimes, he takes pictures of your reactions when he touches your body and praises you, those ones became a collection
  • A very prestigious art critic pointed out how the model would look despaired in some of the pictures, which V hated
  • Now he was determined to only get your joy in his photos, so he would create every possible situation that could make you smile. But still, nothing was good enough for him, you never looked happy enough, and he would be very clear about how frustrated he was with you
  • You watched as your boyfriend was only seeing you through pictures, you didn’t feel like a real person who could show her emotions genuinely
  • But what hurt the most was that you didn’t see your boyfriend’ eyes anymore, they were always behind the camera lens


  • He’s too shy to show affection in public, but he’ll walk with beside you, glaring at people like a hound dog
  • In bed, he is very instable. Sometimes he treats you like a porcelain doll and touches you like you’re gonna break, he feels so guilty for everything he did, so treating you like this feels like he’s finally doing the right thing
  • Other times, he’ll be rough, very rough. You’ll have dark bruises due to hard hickys all over your body, he enjoys tasting your blood, he says is the most delicious thing he ever tasted
  • He can be like this out of the bed too, the shy and quiet Saeran or the loud one who’ll snap at you over the silliest things. You never know which Saeran you’re gonna face
  • He hates it being like that, he feels like shit and knows this is too much for someone so bright and lovely as you to handle.
  • But he’s so afraid you’ll see you’re making a mistake being with him, it’s probably a matter of time for you to notice you’re too good to him
  • So, before you realize that, he has to find a way for you not to feel so good, he needs to lower you to his level
  • His snaps will be more aggressive, he’ll tell you how useless you are at everything, you’re stupid, futile, you’re so lucky that he’s patient with you, you ‘d never find a guy who could bare you like he does
  • And slowly you start believing in that, you never noticed how much you and him are alike. Yes, you’re lucky you have him, if you two  are so wrong for the rest of the world, at least you can be wrong together.
  • He  feels like shit, the only way to make you stay is if you feel exactly like him
I’d Rather Be Dead

Summary: You had been in a relationship with Arthur Ketch for a while now but you couldn’t do it anymore. You couldn’t continue to try to see the good in him. And that was why you decided to leave. If it was only that easy.

Words: 984

Pairing: Arthur Ketch x Reader

Warnings: “hints” of Abusive Relationship, very light hint of Smut, Angst, Violence (coming from both sides). If you are not sure if you can read this but want to, shoot me a message I can tell you the rough possible triggering contents and you can decide for yourself. 

A/N: This has been inspired by the promo for 12x20 so see it as some sort of spoilers.

Days like these, your mind had been a mess. You were trying hard to sort your thoughts and it seemed to get harder and harder with every day.

You had agreed to a relationship with Arthur way before you knew about all the people he killed, way before truly knowing about his task with the British Men of Letters. The first few people he killed… you just stopped thinking about it.

But when he killed Mick… you had no idea how you were supposed to cope with that. Mick had always been one of your close friends and now that he was gone? It just didn’t feel right.

All this time you were assuring yourself that it was only because of the Code. You tried convincing yourself that he didn’t want to kill all these innocent people. You tried convincing yourself that you still loved the man that seemed to become such a stranger to you.

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Tension with Trainees {NCT Ten Scenario}


Anon: Can you write an imagine about ten and gf being fluffy and all?

Anon: Can you write a scenario of ten being super sweet to his gf

Anon: Hello ! Can I request a Ten scenario ? Where his gf is a person who gets jealous easily ? Please make it long , Hehe thankx luv ur blog ❤️

Hi! So, because I’m super at writing scenarios I got one of my mutuals to write it for y’all! Its @haechansaegyo - she also has a new writing blog called @kpop-groups-scenarios so please go and support her and give her lots of love!! Thank you so much bb!!!

Please send her support and love and follow both of her blogs. English isnt her first language so thank you for this again!

Originally posted by yoon-to-the-oh

You and Ten decided to go on a date since he hasn’t been spending a lot of time with you because of practicing and when he was with you, you just had dates at home because it was really cold outside, so you decided to have a different date and go to the park on that beautiful Friday afternoon.

“Do you want to get some ice cream?” asked Ten.

“How can you eat ice cream? The weather is so cold!”, you answered.

“I just need to cool down since I’m so hot”, he said winking at you.

“Okay, okay. I’ll go and get the ice creams. I’ll be right back!”, you said chuckling.

You always thought you were really lucky to have Ten has your boyfriend, but you couldn’t help but get jealous since he spends most of his time in the SM building with tons of beautiful female idols and trainees, but he chose you after all, so there’s no need to worry, right? He always reassured you that you were the only one for him and that he wouldn’t like it any other way.

When you got to the ice cream shop you asked for a vanilla ice cream for you and a green tea ice cream for him since it is his favourite flavour.

“Here they are”, the waiter smiled while giving them to you. You took the ice creams and started making your way to Ten.

“There you are babe, you took so long ”, he said taking the green tea ice cream and clinging to your side. This is one of the thousands of things you love about him: he’s clingy towards you, specially after a long day of practicing or when you’re on a date, it’s just part of his personality, but you really like it since it reminds you of how much he loves you.

“I think you are more happy of seeing the ice cream than me”, you said joking

“Maybe… Just kidding!”,he said while you hit his arm.

“Where should we go now?” You asked.

“Let’s go to the mall”, he answered, grabbing your hand.

The walk to the mall was really silent, until random fans started to appear out of nowhere. It was a normal thing when you had dates outside, ever since he debuted he started getting a lot of attention while walking on the streets.

You were actually happy because they didn’t disturb your date, they probably just wanted to take some pictures of Ten for their blogs, so they mostly ignored you because you were a normal unknown person.

When you got to the mall, you decided to buy some new clothes since Spring is gonna start soon and Ten wanted buy some clothes too.

While you were on your favorite store, he went out to buy the clothes he wanted. Only after a while you actually noticed he wasn’t in the store, so you went to search for him.

There were some girls surrounding a store so you decided to go in to see what was going on. It was probably some random idol that decided to go shopping today too.

When you went inside you noticed that the idol the fans were looking at was Ten, and he wasn’t alone. A really pretty girl was with him, and they seemed to be getting along pretty well. You started to get jealous because they were really close, but your jealousy got the best of you when you saw the girl asking his number.

“You’re a really great dancer. Can you give me your number so I can call you later for you to help me with a dance?”, she asked him

“Sure, here’s my number, I’ll be glad to help a fellow trainee!”, he answered smiling. You know you shouldn’t get jealous over something like this, he’s a really great dancer so it’s completely normal for people to ask him for his help on dancing.  

But still you couldn’t help it.

You just went back to the store you were in before, trying to calm yourself down and forget what you saw earlier. You started looking at some really cute couple sweaters and suddenly felt a pair of arms around you, when you turned around you saw Ten smiling at you.

“Do you want to get those sweaters? I bet we would look really cute in them”

“I was just thinking about that. Let’s get them”, you said taking the sweaters.

The waiting line was really short so after 5 minutes, you were out of the store while Ten was clinging to you arm again.

“I think we should go home it’s getting dark already”, you said while getting out of the mall.

“Okay, let’s go then”, he said grabbing your hand.

When you were making your way to your house you asked: “Who was that girl you were with before?”

“Oh she’s just a new trainee, actually she asked me to help her with a dance. But there’s no need for you to get jealous”, he answered.

“I’m not jealous…”

He grabbed your wrist and stopped you from taking another step.

“Babe, I can see it in your face. But you really don’t need to worry, you’ll always be my princess”, he smiled and kissed your forehead. You blushed at his sudden cheesiness, which was another thing you liked about him, it was embarassing sometimes but really cute too.

“You’re always making me blush. Why are you like this?”, you asked covering your face.

“I love to see you blushing - you just look too cute”, he said pinching your cheeks before giving you a peck on your lips. “Now let’s go home, it’s getting really dark and cold.” He grabbed your hand and you kept walking home.

When you finally got home you were really tired since you walked a lot,  so you just wanted to go to bed and sleep, but Ten still wanted to have dinner, so you had no other choice but to have dinner with him.

“Tomorrow’s finally Saturday. I promise all spend all day with you”, he said while eating the leftovers from lunch.

“Can we just have a day in? I’m really tired with all the work and everything”

“Whatever you want babe, as long as I’m spending time with you, I’ll be happy.”

After eating you both went to the bedroom and just lied down next to each other, but when you were almost falling asleep, you felt two arms wrap around your waist, so you opened your eyes and saw Ten looking at you while smiling sweetly. “I love you”, he whispered.

“I love you too”

And you fell asleep like that, it’s what you usually do, and you actually feel more protected with his arms around you.


The next morning, when you woke up, he wasn’t by your side anymore. You looked at the clock and it marked 7AM.

“It’s Saturday… Why would I wake up so early”, you thought mentally facepalming. You went downstairs to have breakfast and heard Ten talking in the kitchen: “In an hour at SM? Sure, I’ll be there”

“Who were you talking to?”, you asked when you got to the kitchen wrapping your arms around his torso. He shrugged.

“Just a friend. I’ll have to get going or I’ll be late” He gave you a peck on the lips and a hug. “I’ll be back soon”, he said while he closed the door.

“Why did he leave so early if he doesn’t have to train today?” you asked yourself, but you just shrugged it off.

You spent the morning watching tv because you didn’t have anything else to do, you also tried talking to Ten but he didn’t answer your messages so he is probably really busy. After a while your stomach started growling so you decided to make lunch, it was already 2 pm anyways, so you looked for some random recipes on the Internet for you to try.

After some terrible fails, you finally started eating your lunch, a pizza that you ordered, because you can’t really cook anything. After eating you returned to the living room to keep watching your tv marathon.After a while you glanced at the clock and noticed it was already 3 pm and Ten wasn’t home so you started to get worried, since he said he would come home early.

You tried to call him, but he wasn’t answering your calls, so you got worried, because he would always answer your calls right away.

“Did something happen to him?” you thought. You went upstairs to change clothes, so you could check on him and see if he was okay.

You rushed out of your door and it was the first time you ever got to SM’s building that fast. When you got in, nobody was in the lobby, so you went straight to the training room Ten was always in.

When you open the door you found him and the other trainee rehearsing together and you couldn’t help but feel jealous.

“Oh, hi babe, what are you doing here?”, Ten asked.

“I just came to check on you, I called you many times but you didn’t answer and I got worried”, you answered, but your tone was different the usual and he noticed it.

“My phone’s off, I’m sorry for worrying you”, he said getting closer to you and putting his hand on your shoulder.

“We should end the rehearsal now, I’m really tired anyways and you should be with your girlfriend. Thank you for your help”, said the trainee while getting out really fast and leaving you two alone in the practice room, she probably sensed that something was wrong. He grabbed your hand.

“You know, you get jealous really easily… I already told you that there was no need for that.” You looked down, feeling guilty for getting so jealous.

“I know… I’m just afraid to lose you. I mean, you spend most of your time with beautiful trainees and idols….”

“I love you more than anything, so you’ll never lose me. And even if I spend time around other people i never stop thinking about you”, he interrupted you.

“I’m sorry for being like this. It’s just the way I am”, you said still facing down.

“That’s one of the thousands of things I learned to love about you. Also you look really cute when you’re jealous”, he chuckled. He cupped your cheeks and gave you kiss. “Now let’s go home. I promised that I would spend time with you and I’m keeping that promise”, he said grabbing your hand and pulling you out of the practice room and taking you home.

When you got home you just spent the rest of the afternoon cuddling and talking about the most random things you guys could think.

So, you’re my soulmate?

A/N: I know this one is short but I didnt really know much to write with the ‘so you’re my soulmate’ plot. So it turned out to be a cute fluffy blurb. I still hope you all enjoy it!.

In which Harry goes to the pub and meets a girl who he really bonds with.

Warning: none.

‘So, you’re my soulmate.’ She claims. It makes me feel weird for a second. I’ve only met this girl 45 minutes ago, but I’ve got to be honest there is a spark. I felt bored at home so I went to my favourite pub. And there she was, sitting on a barstool, sipping her gin and tonic.

‘It seems like it.’ I answer, still a bit uncomfortable. I normally don’t let people in this easily. I look at her glass, it’s almost empty. ‘Let me get you something to drink.’ I raise up my hand for the bartender to come.

‘Can I have another Jack and whatever this lovely lady wants?’ I ask him and he looks over to Y/N. ‘I’d like another one of those, thank you.’ She says and holds up her gin tonic.

One hour and a few more sips later and I’m starting to feel tipsy. Only slightly, it’s no big deal. I hold out my hand to her. ‘Come with me to my place?’ I ask her. I feel so different with this girl. I wasn’t really looking for someone to be with. I am not looking for any kind of relationship. But I feel the need to be with this girl.

She nods in agreement as she takes my hand. I walk toward the door, getting our coats and walking outside. ‘It’s only a 20-minute walk home, so if you’d like we can walk. Or I’ll hail a taxi.’ I say. ‘A walk sounds nice.’ She responds. I wrap my arm around her shoulders and walk with her to my place. Almost the entire walk was quiet. A comfortable silence.

I reach for my keys and open the door. ‘Come in.’ I gesture and so she does. I help her get out of her coat as the gentleman I am and put them on a hanger. I make my way to the living room but she stops me by grabbing my wrist. She pulls me back to face her and places her lips on mine in one smooth movement.

I immediately kiss back. I part my lips slightly and go with my tongue over her bottom lip, asking for entrance. She willingly opens her mouth and our tongues meet. The sweet taste of gin still in her mouth.

She pulls back and looks me straight in my eyes. I smile at her. ‘Would you like to stay over?’ I ask her. She happily agrees, claiming she is tired. And honestly, so am I. I look at the clock, 2am. ‘We can watch a movie in my bedroom if you’d want to?’ I ask her, I don’t want to sleep yet and I don’t feel the urge to have sex with this girl. ‘That sounds lovely.’

I take her upstairs and lead her to my bedroom. ‘Make yourself feel at home.’ I say. She takes off her shoes right away and start to prepare herself to get into bed while I set up everything to watch a movie. I turn of the lights and roll down the projector screen. Her eyes widened. ‘Bedroom cinema.’ She whispers.

15 minutes into the movie and I hear soft sleeping noises coming from my left. ‘Typical lady-like.’ I think to myself. I turn off the projector and put the remote on my night stand. I get comfy in my bed and cuddle up to Y/N. This might be the best (unplanned) date I’ve ever been on.

Back in the day part 1: And so they meet again.

So I started a new series (insert giant smile but also a whole lot of nerves…) I’m not to pleased about the first part so please give it a change and read till the end :) (sits down on knees praying). I hope you all enjoy and let me know what you guys think!! Ane request about this series or something else let me know here.

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Summary: Alexa and Harry have known each other since they were little. They were kind of a thing before he got famous. A thing that was never meant to be. Or was it? A lot has happened and a lot will happen. Will it bring them back together or will it split them up for good?


Alexa used a towel to wipe the sweat from her face as she sat in a corner. The audition was over. Now all she, and all the other dancers, had to do was wait. Although she had auditioned more then once she never lost her nerves. Which probably was a got thing as it kept her grounded and at the top of her game.

“Got a good feeling?” Noelle, a blond haired happy go lucky girl, asked as she sat next to her, stretching her right leg. Noelle was one of Alexa’s friends. One of the prettiest girls she had ever met but also one of the smartest. Noelle loved dancing but wanted more so she studied to be a doctor while dancing to pay the tuition bills. This wasn’t the first audition they had done together.

Alexa shrug. She thought she had done a good job. But that didn’t really mean anything.

Noelle gave Alexa’s hand a little squeeze “You probably got in” before returning to stretching her other leg “Hope I did to.”

“I don’t know Noelle.” Alexa sighed, hearing the call was all she wanted right now.

“Well weather we get it or not, we are still on for tonight though?” Alexa nodded.

“Yeah of course, gonna get cleaned up first though.” Alexa could feel the sweat dripping down her back.

Noelle smiled. “Yeah me too.”

They waited around for another 20 minutes before the first names that made it to the next round were announced. Alexa as well as Noelle made the cut which they were happy about.

Alexa gathered her stuff before saying goodbye to the others.

Alexa Said goodbye to the other dancers before leaving. She took a breath of fresh air as she walked out of the building, and put her hair in a messy bun. She had a good feeling about the call back. There were about 35 other dancers and they would select only 16 to dance in the music video. As she jumped the last two steps her phone rang. It was Jessy.

“Jessy” Most of the time Jessy’s mid day calls were about him asking Alexa to do something for him. Jessy was a photographer who had made quit the name for himself the past couple of years and as he didn’t really have a PA Alexa was the next best thing.

“How did your audition go?” One of the things Alexa loved about Jessy he would ask her for numerous chores but he would never forget to ask her how her day was going, how her mom was doing or how her latest audition went.

“I think it went ok, I have a call back and Monday I will have to dance my ass off to proof I got it. But.” Alexa paused as she played with a strand of hair that had escaped her bun “I got a good feeling about it. A sigh escaped her mouth as she leaned against the wall, letting her back rest on the sidewalk.

"You will love, you will.”

“Thanks J. But… what is that I can do for you?”

“So sweet of you to ask.” Alexa could almost see him bet his eyes. “I’m at the studio and run out of memory could you..” Alexa could hear him say something to a male, Alexa assumed it was his client. “Could you please grab me another… You know where they are.”

Alexa rolled her eyes, no mater how much memory cards she got him he would some how make them disappear. She grunted at him.

“Jessy some people have a life.”  

“I know love. But you are not some people.” His sassy comment made Alexa roll her eyes.

“Ok. Be there in a bit. Alexia put her phone away and with a sigh she throw her bag on her back. Of to Jessy’s it was.

Jessy’s apartment was a cross the hall from hers. He had given her the key the first week she moved in as they had decided then and there they would be friends. She had used it more then she ever thought she would. And the place felt like her own. Though she would never ever put a bright purple sofa in the middle of the room or have a chair that looked like a giant carrot. Even though it was not decorated like she had hers decorated it suites Jessy’s extravagant personage. It was the perfect hangout spot for ordering pizza after clubbing or binge watching Netflix. As Alexa walked in she knew where to find what she needed. But Alexa dropped her bag by the door to go trough his refrigerator first as she was starving. He always kept healthy stuff in there and today was nog exception. Alexa grabbed a fork from one of his kitchen cabinets and leaned against the marble counter top as she started eating away at his home made potato salad.

After finishing the salad and some cuddles with Mr. Jones, Jessy’s feline companion, Alexa dropped of her bag at her own house. Getting in for a quick shower and change of clothes she ran out the door towards Jessy’s studio.


Harry awoke after a little snooze. His neck felt a bit stiff as he had been sitting in the same position for quit some time. The flight attended announced that they were arriving in LA in a little over 20 minutes. Harry stretched in his chair, reaching his arms up as he looked out the window.  He could almost feel the sun on his skin.

Harry walked towards customs as he was scrolling trough his messages. One of them came from Liam. He was in LA for a couple of days and asked Harry if they could meet up, have lunch or do something else. Harry’s lip curled up as he read the message. After a bit of texting back and forth Harry found out that Liam was doing a photo shoot for one of his solo projects. Harry decided to join him and they would grab dinner after that. Harry traveled light, with only a carry on, as everything he needed was in house. So once there was a stamp in his passport he walked towards his driver telling him the address Liam had given him.


“Jessy.” Alexa called his name as she walked in to his studio.

“Over here.” His voice came from the back.

Jessy’s studio was only a couple of blocks from the apartment building. It was an old warehouse that he turned into a studio. It was as unique as his apartment though much less colorful. Alexa came here often. She loved to watch Jessy work but she also loved the fact that he had a lot of room. She would often stay till the break of dawn rehearsing her dance moves. He even installed a huge mirror and a small barre for her to practice her ballet moves. As Alexa felt confident in her moves ballet was always something she wanted to learn so she started classes a year and a half ago and he supported her all the way.

As Alexa walked towards the back she felt a knot growing in her stomach. She knew Jessy’s voice but the other voice made her uncomfortable. She had heard that voice before. And as Alexa saw Jessy working on his equipment she also saw the men he was talking to. She hold on to her breath just a little longer before  she approached them.

“That took you long enough. How was my food?” Jessy asked without looking up. He knew that she raided his fridge more then once a week.

“Loved it” Alexa waved two memory cards in front of his face “needed some sort of payment for getting you these.”

Jessy pulled her into a hug placing a kiss on her temple “Your an angel.”

“Jessy has told me all about you” Liam started as he turned towards Alexa. Their eyes meeting for the first time “So you are a dancer?” 

“No she is not she, like I said"  Jessy made a dramatic move with his left arm before finishing his sentence "is a diva extraordinaire.”

Alexa uses one of her elbows to poke him in his ribs “ I believe that is your title Mister"  before turning towards Liam, reaching out her hand.

” I’m just Lex. And sometimes “ emphasizing the last word” I dance.“ A loud laughter escaped Jessy’s mouth.

"Believe u me, she was born dancing.” Alexa sits herself opposite of Liam on top of one of the couches he had bought a couple of weeks ago, as she rolls her eyes, watching Jessy switching his cards.

“He is overreaction, as usual.” Alexa knew how Jessy felt about her dance moves. He thought she was the next best thing. Alexa however saw a lot of room for improvement. Alexa wondered if Liam remembered her. It didn’t look that way. “Ready when you are.” Jessy told Liam. Alexa decided to hang around for a bit and watch Jessy work his magic.

Alexa felt the knot that had formed in her abdomen untie as she found out, during a little break, that Liam was a nice guy and he was the only one Jessy was shooting for and not the whole band. This moment of feeling at ease was abruptly disturbed by the sound of boots walking over towards them and an all to familiar voice.

“Paynoooo.” Liam turned around towards the voice.

“Hazza!” He said as they hugged. Alexa observed the hugging and conversation happening in front of her.  She had the right spot observing him. He had gotten bigger. The muscles on his biceps looked huge. He had gotten more tattoo’s, she knew that though she hadn’t seem them live in ages. She didn’t really know how to react. Should she say something or just sneak away?

“Lex, is Noelle going tonight?” Jessy’s voice brought Alexa back to the present and she silently tanked Jessy for the interruption, as she stood up and walked towards were Jessy was standing.

“Lex?” Alexa tried to ignore his voice as Jessy gave her a questioning look.

“Alexa?” There was no denying or ignoring she had to face him. So stopped mid track and turned  on her heels, her gaze at the ground for just a second longer before looking up.

Harry knew it was her before she looked up at him. It had been so long but he remembered as if it was yesterday. She had grown into a women, that was for sure. It was almost 5 years since he last saw her. But he remembered as if it was yesterday her caramel skin, her dark hair, raven black in some light though in others it would look more like mahogany, and her lips… O those lips. It made him bite his own before shouting her name.

“Lex!” He almost screamed “It is you!” It took him three big steps, more like two and a half, to be right in front of her. And although Alexa new that there was a change they would meet again someday she never expected it to be like this. So when Harry pulled her into a hug she stiffened. She was not prepared for what she felt. Sadness. Anger. Shock. And a knot as big as a basketball. She couldn’t find the strength to hug him back.

“You good?” Harry placed his hands on her shoulders as he searched Alexa’s face. Alexa nodded as she took a step back, tucking a piece of hair back “Yeah… Yeah… I’m fine, just not expecting you here… Was just uh … leaving.” Jessy observed Alexa from were he was standing as she took another step back. He had never seen her behave like this before. He scrapped his troat before asking her again.

“Is Noelle coming?” Alexa looked over at him, ignoring Harry’s piercing eyes.

“I don’t know… probably… but I’ll see her in a bit. I’ll let you know ok?” Jessy nodded as Alexa grabbed her bag. Harry stopped her.

“Why… Why are you leaving I-I just got here. We could catch up and-” Harry got interrupted by the icy tone in Alexa’s voice.

“I believe you came for Mr. Payne.” Alexa looked between Liam and Harry before she saw the shocked look on Jessy’s face. She would explain it to him some other time she thought before she pulled her focus back towards Harry

“Some people got jobs to attend to.” And with that Alexa turns on her heels and walks away. Hearing Jessy scream “see you tonight bitches” was the last thing she heard.

Part 2