you boys are a dumb lot

My Aesthetic
  • Even noticing Isak the first day of school, weeks before Isak ever even noticed him
  • Even probably having his own moment when Isak had some sort of epic slow-motion walk as he went by
  • Even probably staring at Isak a lot 
  • Even sitting himself in the cafeteria in a place where Isak could easily see him just in case
  • Even joining Kose JUST TO MEET ISAK
  • Even seating himself near Isak and then looking at him when Vilde says to group up
  • Even leaving to go find Isak after he leaves bc “no it took me weeks to get near you where the f did you go you adorable boy”
  • Even doing that dumb thing with the tissues as a conversation starter
  • Even looking at Emma when she comes up to them outside like “this bich…”
  • Even immediately claiming Isak as his partner when Emma intrudes bc “back off chick I saw him first. I’ve been after him for WEEKS there ain’t no way you steppin up on this now. yeah you heard that right. WEEKS.”
  • Even “forgetting” his id just so he can invite Isak over
  • Even knowing about Isak’s rapping skills which mean he did so much stalking of his own
  • “like hey that cute dude in the snapback whats his name?” “oh he raps that’s cool” “what year is he” “yo is he single?”
  • ((CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS IS JUST UP TO EPISODE TWO! I know Even probably won’t be the main for season 4 but I want to know more about him and him noticing Isak and what he does and ughhhhh)

ummm!!!!! SO I GUESS I HIT 75K??? okay that’s a lot of u…UH!! HELLO!! I HopE YOUR DAY IS gOING aLRIGHT!!! j jjeeze….didnt i just reach 60k? i should have brought more snacks…..
thank YOU so much…for all the support.…it means more than you know to have the privilege of so many of you tagging along in my art journey….your kind words and support…. /// / // j-jeeze. .. uh!!! THANK YOU!!!

thank you so much…i hope my art can continue to bring a little good to ur life….and i hope i can continue to improve and create more art that you might enjoy.. .thank you .. . so much.. ./// <3 aaa. …

Signs as Thugisa's best lines
  • Aries: It's a big pool. How many bodies you think fit in here? I wanna say... a lot. Looks like a lot
  • Taurus: Look at him in his stupid glasses and his dumb outfit. I HAVE TO HAVE HIM!
  • Gemini: Whaddup sluts?! Guess who've just got out of prison!
  • Cancer: *sees Rei* *Miss New Booty starts playing in the distance* bitch you gonna me mine
  • Leo: *flirting attempt gets rejected* But you do admit that we are currently flirting?
  • Virgo: Ayo, homeboy looking like shark week, I ain't messing with that shit
  • Libra: Why he touching my man WHERE HE GO WITH MY MAN
  • Scorpio: Thanks for the life lesson, Boy Meets World, how is your repressed love life doing?
  • Sagittarius: Your ass just got looney tooned
  • Capricorn: Can't prove nothing if they all dead
  • Aquarius: Look at that majestic ass motherfucker. Like a dolphin or some shit. A dolphin with legs, and arms... And a jetpack
  • Pisces: Makoto I love you but you're dumb as hell

A lot of times I’ll try pairing my boys together to see if it motivates them. You place one in charge of the other, one becomes obedient and becomes a perfect himbo jock, and the other ends up having to lead by example. This is my strategy for my latest project. We’ll call these boys Dustin and Jake. 

First, the leader, Dustin, will end up having fun with Jakes body. He’ll probably force him to dress or look a certain way, jack off at certain times, or under certain conditions, usual stuff. But then Jake will start to grow, he’ll start to show off his body more, Dustin, being a dude, won’t want to be out-classed, especially not by someone he is supposed to be in charge of, and will quickly catch up, and will show off even more, as he’s in charge, and deserves more attention. Here’s the kicker. Jake works as a personal trainer and has full access to a gym 24/7, but Dustin is in college. 

The cycle of Jake getting big, and Dustin catching up will go on and on, till eventually, they’re both big himbos, with more muscle than brain. By this point, the way they dress will be totally different, they would’ve gone from dressing in sweatpants and tanks to work out in, to compression gear on top and bottom, this started because Dustin didn’t want to be outmatched in showing off his body, but obviously Jake was just following example. Now when they work out, everyone in the gym watches them, as their huge muscles drip with sweat, and their asses perfectly fill their compression tights for everyone to see.

The cycle will never be complete, and even when they move onto serving a rich man, they’ll both just keep getting bigger, dumber, and sluttier with every passing day. 


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“nothing is everything to me except love and money” whizzer you damn liar do you know how hard it would be for a homosexual man to maintain a friendship with a thirteen year boy in the 80s??? like, jason invites whizzer to that baseball game so they’re clearly still in contact even though jason is terrified of becoming a homosexual and even though whizzer arguably instigated his parents divorce okay they have a real connection here 

and i know this started out kind of jokey but i honestly think this gets at some of the real awesomeness behind falsettos. the songs are more like conversations or thoughts that the characters have – not deep truths or emotions. the songs are either a dialogue about what’s going on or surface level thoughts about what is going on. as such, not only do you need to read between the lines but characters can lie. in song. 

and you see this where whizzer says he doesn’t love marvin and then in the next song says that he never meant to love whizzer which are two different things. whizzer, arguably one of the more well adjusted characters, seems afraid of intimacy (they’ve been together nine months not ten, sex and money, reduces things to sex or ‘i was horny, he was rich’ etc). 

and in the song the games i play he talks about his relationship with love and sex – sex is easy and natural for him. ‘it’s tough with love/love’s tough to show’ sets up his difficulty in showing or accepting love or even feeling it and wanting to feel it. then he adds, ‘ask me if i love him/it depends on the day’ which could be interpreted so many different ways but in this context i’m going to say it implies his seeming desire not to fall in love and his desire to enforce a perception as a shallow sex obsessed pretty boy. because that reputation is safe and doesn’t get hurt. hell, the song is all about the games he plays – the lies he tells to himself or the people he pretends to be. 

he’s trying to pretend or hide inside a persona of a person who is shallower than he is out of fear which is why you see him say things like ‘it hurts not to love him’ or why he can sing ‘i never wanted to love you’ with trina. he does love marvin but it’s hard for him to admit. and this whole thing is emblematic of the awesomeness of the show and it’s subtle nuances and humanity – it feels real and so it’s complicated and you can’t always trust what people say all the time. 

tl;dr, whizzer loves marvin in act 1 and falsettos characters are capable of lying through song which grounds them in reality and requires reading between the lines. 

Notes to self regarding Protag-kun, for writing and etc. 

In canon, other characters say/call him:

  • Strange.
  • Of few words.
  • Gutsy.
  • Has the will to take action.
  • A good leader/good at giving orders.
  • Smells like coffee.
  • … that he and Morgana are kind of similar, haha. 

Dialogue options vary in the sense of: 

  • There’s the general you can be a good boy! Or you can be a brat.
  • There are some saucy and occasional dumb joke/pun responses.
  • Not interested.” (No seriously, this one comes up a lot.)
  • That said there are definitely parts in the story where there’s little to no difference between what he can respond with, so there’s those bits of characterization. 
  • YYYOU CAN DEFINITELY TRY TO BE BI/GAY, those are options that do come up. (Not that you can… actually date any of the boys, but…….)

    So, yknow. :V

Action wise: 

  • Habit of twirling a lock of hair between his fingers. Kind of a humble/bashful tic?? 
  • Look at this kid, tell me he isn’t cocky.
  • On that note, seems to wear a certain expression when he’s in the otherworld - like he’s having fun? 

Ultimate impression when getting to the Good/True End:

  • He really loves and treasures his friends.

i like to think about dave and dirk eventually becoming quietly very touchy and affectionate with each other because they both grew up extremely contact-starved, dave by a hyper-masculine upbringing that taught that stoicism is “cool” and that boys don’t need shit like hugs and physical affection, and dirk by being isolated in the middle of a fucking ocean. with the initial awkwardness out of the way and various issues talked through and shit they can just be bros who care about each other a lot and just like lean into each other all the time and sometimes hug if they need it and sometimes after a hard day of drawing and goofing off just flop down together and take a nap all tangled together.

kiho!couple au

coughs happy birthday kihyun + @ my nct followers i still love you and i prOMISE I’LL WRITE SOME NCT STUFF LATER ON </3

also hugehugehugehugehugehugehugehughugehugehughuge thank you to @jeongmini bc dear lord i wouldnt even have finished this without her

-softest couple ever

-like fucking murder me with your softness please

-wonho does dumb things so he can see kihyun’s face squish up when he smiles 

-cotton candy hair duo (as of 20.11.16 ;))))))

-wonho’s contact name is probably hoe honestly kihyun has no time for his bullshit

-kihyun’s contact name is probably something cute like “baby boy” or “kihyunnie”

-wonho calls kihyun “baby” and “baby boy” to make him blush leave me alonE  

-they call each other babe a lot but whenever they’re tired they call each other “wonnie” and “kihyunnie”

-one time kihyun got fucking trashed 

-he was drunk out of his mind smh 

-i mean it was his birthday so iT WAS OK

-wonho had a feeling kihyun was gonna drink way more than he could handle so he decided to be sober that night 

-and when they got home, kihyun could barely stand without wonho’s help

-he was wobbling and shit oh my god this kid

-so wonho managed to get them to their room and he staRTED TO TUCK KIHYUN IN OH MY GOSH

-and the entire time kihyun was mumbling on about something wonho couldn’t quite hear

-and when wonho started to leave to get kihyun a glass of water and aspirin for the morning, kihyun grabbed onto his hand and mumbled something before covering his eyes with his free hand

-“what was that babe? i couldn’t hear you”

-kihyun turns even redder than before but wonho pretends not to notice 

-“i want… i want you to stay with me”

-wonho feels his lil heart burst because kihyun’s voice is so small and timid and aHH

-“i mean… i know i look gross and like im about to throw up any second but please?”

-wonho grins and he just walks over to kihyun to give him a kiss on the forehead before he tells him he’ll be right back 

-when he comes back with water and aspirin, kihyun’s like half asleep and he’s in the same position wonho left him in

-and wonho sits on the edge of the bed and kihyun immediately tries to sit up but wonho makes him lay down

-kihyun mumbles something along the lines of “lay down with me please” and wonho realizes he’s so whipped oh my god 

-wonho lays down with him and kihyun envelops him in a koala hug and he manages to drift off like that but right before he falls asleep wonho whispers “goodnight kihyunnie”


-so you know what this fucker replies with 

-“i love you”

-it’s so quiet and faint but wonho hears it anyway and his heart stops because it’s the first time kihyun’s told him he loves him and aHHH

-“tell me you love me in the morning, baby" 

-wonho says that in the softest voice he’s ever heard himself speak and gosh he realizes how in love he is with kihyun

-kihyun likes sneaking in kisses with wonho during the day

-it’ll be quick, subtle kisses on the cheek or something 

-kihyun never kisses wonho’s lips in public

-he’s learned his lesson smh

-the one time he presses a quick kiss to wonho’s lips, wonho pulled him closer and wouldn’t stop kissing him until kihyun ran out of breath and had to push wonho away

-wonho likes it when kihyun’s cheeks become a dusty pink when he’s embarrassed a lot

-which is one of the reasons he likes kissing kihyun until he can’t breathe :))))))) control him

-honestly kihyun probably sits on wonho’s lap when they makeout 

-wonho insists smh

-"it’s not a proper makeout session until you sit on my lap”

-“im going to bite your lip until it bleeds istg wonho”

-“kinky ;)))))))”

-their makeout sessions are wild y'all istg

-wonho always initiates it 

-kihyun could be sitting on the couch playing something on his phone and wonho’ll slowly drag him onto his lap

-and kihyun’ll be like “lol w/e”

-but then wonho’ll start to kiss the back of kihyun’s neck softly and subtly and make him squirm 

-“if you don’t stop doing that i’ll smack you”

-“make me”

-boom ezpz that’s how all their makeout sessions start 

-kihyun’s legs end up on either side of wonho’s body and wonho holds him still by gripping his waist half heartedly

-wonho’s hands never stay there anyway

-kihyun likes tangling his fingers in wonho’s hair and pulling on it occasionally

-wonho has a hair pulling kink confirmed

-honestly kihyun puts his hands in wonho’s hair because he doesn’t know where else to put them

-shy lil baby omg

-wonho always ends up grabbing kihyun’s thighs bc according to @jeongmini “kihyun’s thicc” sO

-whenever kihyun tries to pull away from the kiss wonho doesnt let him

-kihyun has to tug wonho’s head back by gripping his hair

-and wonho always groans which makes kihyun turn pinker than he already was

-after makeout sessions, kihyun’s cheeks are always dusted with a soft pink and he’s always gasping for air

-wonho finds that so cute goD

-wonho probably likes giving him hickies a lot

-just to make him squirm and whimper

-the amount of times the other boys have walked in on them eating each other’s faces is too mANY

-poor changkyun smh

-after that whenever they makeout on the couch, kihyun always mumbles something about the boys seeing them but wonho doesnt give a fuCK BYE

-kihyun in oversized sweaters makes wonho dIE

-thigh highs too probably bYE I WASNT HERE

-im literally like 13 im going to hell

-kihyun probably steals wonho’s clothes and wonho pretends to be mad

-wonho melts whenever kihyun sings

-honestly wonho is so cheesy kihyun wants to stab himself 24/7

-wonho could open his mouth and he’d have that stupid grin on his face every time he’s about to say something cheesy and kihyun would slap a hand over his mouth so quickly like wow ok sonic has competition

-”if you say some dumb pickup line again im going to lock you out of our room and youre gonna have to sleep on the couch”

-”i’ll just sleep with hyungwon”

-”ok you can fiGHT ME RIGHT NOW”

-their height difference isnt even that big but wonho could probably fling kihyun across the room by accident

-he did it like, once bUT IT WASNT ON PURPOSE


-no one knows how it happens

-kihyun has blocked it from his mind

-the only one who remembers it is wonho and if you ask him about it he gets triggered

-”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP HOE”

-”why do i still love you”

-”lol have u seen my abs kihyun”

-kihyun makes sure wonho eats enough

-like, every time they eat together, kihyun gives wonho a major side eye

-”kihyun why are you staring at me like that”

-”*heavy breathing* *sinks into his seat* *whispers* u need to eat more and stay healthy and im worried for your weight”

-”what was that?”

-”*mr krabs meme* i- i wANT YOUR FOOD”

-”oh here lmaO”

-”*pterodactyl screeches* NO DONT GIVE ME YOUR FOOD EAT IT”

-kihyun just wants wonho to be hEALTHY

-ok we’ve always seen that gif of kihyun sitting on wonho’s thighs while he does sit-ups and i 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% believe it’s just a normal thing that they do

-the first time they did it, wonho said that “it was for motivation”

-kihyun knew it was bullshit but he went with it anyway

-sometimes when wonho gets close enough to kihyun’s face, kihyun’ll kiss him kiLL ME

-”you call that a sit-up my deceased bunny from 5th grade could do a better sit-up than that”

-kihyun is a savage

-”babe dont be like this”

-”my bunny wouldnt use the babe tactic on me, you know why? BECAUSE SHE WASNT A BITCH”

-”ok but your bunny also cant talk”


-wonho ends up kissing kihyun to shut him up


-wonho likes it when kihyun sings for him

-he likes the way kihyun’s voice is airy and light in the morning

-and kihyun likes the way wonho’s voice is so rough and low in the morning

-wonho stares at kihyun way too often but he never realizes

-kihyun likes falling asleep on top of wonho

-he likes when their stomachs press together and how he can hear wonho’s heartbeat

-and he feels so safe with wonho’s arms around him

-wonho likes taking kihyun’s phone so he can spam his camera roll with selfies

-jokes on him kihyun saves them all for blackmail :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

-wonho nibbles on kihyun’s cheeks or bites him in random places

-cue kihyun’s screeching to “sTOoOoOooOoOoOoP”

-kihyun is ticklish and wonho takes advantage of that

-whenever wonho tries to go close to kihyun’s neck, kihyun kicks him and runs away

-”dOnT BreATHe oN MY NEcK”

-whenever kihyun falls asleep on wonho, wonho forgets how to breathe and stops moving bc “iM GONNA WAKE HIM UP IF I BREATHE!11!1!!!1!!1!”

-he ends up scooping kihyun up in his arms and tucking him in bed kill me :((((((((((((((

-kihyun takes care of the boys a lot so wonho likes taking care of him in return

-whenever it snows, kihyun acts like a little kiD AHHH



-”IT’S S N O W I N G”

-whenever the two of them go outside in the winter, kihyun’s cheeks always get red extremely easily

-and whenever it’s really cold, kihyun tends to breathe out from his mouth more often bc his nose is probably stuffy or something

-and it melts wonho’s heart seeing kihyun’s red cheeks and mouth slightly agape like a little kid


-wonho just really likes the feeling of kihyun’s fingers tangling with his own and gosh oh my gosh he loves him so much

-honestly kihyun probably fell in love with wonho during their no.mercy days

-but wonho had had his eye on kihyun for so much longer

-he was passing by the dance practice room and he heard someone singing from the inside

-and at first he was like “wtf why is someone singing in the dance practice room at this hour it’s almost midnight”

-but all he could think about was how fucking pretty the voice singing was

-so he contemplated whether or not he should stay and listen

-spoiler: he stayed and listened!!1!1!!

-he wanted to find out who the voice belonged to but gOD HE’S SO AWKWARD AND IT’S SO WEIRD

-”hey lol i heard u singing and i think im in love”


-he was too busy roasting himself in his head that he didnt notice that the person inside had opened the door

-”um… can i help you…?”


-wonho started mumbling and stuttering

-”no i… i just… nO” AND THEN HE R A N A W A Y

-kihyun didnt even know what the fuck to think so he shrugged it off

-but whenever they crossed paths during their trainee days, wonho would look at him a second longer and blush bye

-when they met during no.mercy kihyun remembered him immediately

-”hey youre that guy that stalked me in the dance practice room!!”


-”well youre lucky i like your face or i probably wouldve called the cops by now”

-wow ok smooth kihyun smh

-and at first they were just good friends but kihyun started noticing how sweet and gentle and precious wonho really was and fuCK HE WAS FALLING IN LOVE SHOVE HIM IN FRONT OF A BUS


-this is getting too long i need to end this but stan monsta x stan talent stan cute babies who dont know how to live properly i love them

Since Tumblr is being dumb with the upload thing.

Genji: Half man. Half Machine. All dead.
McCree: I like the way you die, boy.
Pharah: When you see your mother, tell her Reyes sent you.
Reaper: The only one who can kill me, is me.
76: Killing you feels familiar.
Tracer: Your time just ran out.
Bastion: Not even a machine can escape death.
Hanzo: There is no honor in death.
Junkrat: I make the loudest booms around here.
Mei: You just got a whole lot colder.
Torbjorn: Your toys couldn’t save you, little man.
Widow maker: That’s what happens when you flirt with death.
D.VA: Nerfed, into the ground.
Reinhardt: From nursing home to funeral home.
Roadhog: Let me hear you squeal.
Winston: So smart, but still only an ape.
Zarya: Death is a weight not even you can lift.
Lucio:My favorite song is your death rattle.
Mercy: You brought this on yourself, doctor.
Symmetra: I’ll make sure your coffin is Symmetrical.
Zenyatta: He looks so…peaceful.

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living with seokjin

- living with the princess automatically makes you a queen tbh 

- he’s always running around doing home errands for you and not letting you do anything to the point where you’re extremely spoiled and can’t even cook for yourself

- lots of blowing kisses to one another when you’re only like a meter away from one another

- spending long hours of the day laughing at his dumb jokes and playing super mario bros with him and helping him rearrange his rather large collection of super mario figurines 

- listening to him sing all the time, while it’s in tune, while you’re walking around, when you ask him, or if he’s just sleeping and singing in his sleep;; not that you’re complaining about that honey rich voice 

- always sitting down and watching him cook and him talking like he’s on a cooking show and you’re the judge “and i present to you, naengmyeon” “the presentation is flawless, as always, as for the taste–” then having him feed you a spoonful of noodles

ok but how about “yeah we’re both girls and we’re best friends and we’re totally straight but boys are so dumb let’s cry together and get drunk and oh you’re actually really pretty how are you single can we kiss a little ok let’s kiss a lot and wow are we hooking up right now but we’re straight!! now it’s days later and we’re drinking again this is turning into a habit and you’re dating your boyfriend again but let me go down on you this won’t count as cheating because you’re my best friend” 

15 Thoughts While Watching SF9′s Fanfare MV
  1. Big groups are so in right now and I’m loving it.
  2. The colors in this MV are so nice and cool.
  3. Choreo is a blessing! they are so in sync and their moves are so sharp!
  4. Pls don’t be fetuses…I can’t go to jail again.
  5. Why are they so hot?? Is it because of the dancing and the clothes??
  6. I know Hwi and he is killing everything in this mv.
  7. How can I be this edgy but not look dumb at the same time?
  8. I had heard the song before but it honestly has grown so much more on me now. I like it a lot.
  9. RUN BOYS RUN!! Slow-mo runs are always the best.
  10. Wait!!! Do i hear some high notes??? OKAY I”M LISTENING!
  11. Ya’ll better dance like there is no tomorrow boys. Entertain me!
  12. Okay but what are you all even looking at?
  13. Is the effect of the explosions lessened because there is no one in these rooms? Who is even witnessing all the fanfare?
  14. Dude Taeyang is freaking hot and he reminds me of NCT’s Taeil but like with 5 more dashes of sexy oozing out of his pores.
  15. RIP ME. All i know is SOMEONE is joining my bias list now.

first and last lines of every Belle and Sebastian studio album from 1996 to 2015 (because we’d all rather drag ourselves across the dance floor)
~ comments, suggestions, or corrections more than welcome ~


So @du-og-meg tagged me to post six 2016 selfies. THANKS A LOT TY!

And I’m tagging: @742evergreenterrace, @actualgamergrill, @aikathekittiecat, @allman-vibe, @ambivalentrhythm@anti-comfort, @cataclysmictiger, @chamucarobota, @chulimaria, @ciswhitethin, @colettel04, @coolbrad, @cuckaine, @depthgrips, @dolldirector, @etherealluna, @fifty-shades-of-sasha-grey, @funky-jazz-boy, @furryguitars, @grapegoblin, @grindcoremom, @greasyjungle, @grindcoremom, @heatbug, @hella-rad-noodle, @hymns-of-annihilation, @imalicja, @imnotascoolasuthink, @jasunite, @joestarry-eyed, @juri-han, @jurihanofficial, @karmiekarmieleon, @killerburritosfromouttaspace, @lampe-shades, @lavapixie, @lemonade-sea, @lilfloridapeach, @maidenophelia, @minhyriath, @moldgy, @moon-on-the-bath, @mortadelusmaximus-stark, @mutedfantasist, @mystifise, @nicedoggo, @nukkake, @oihentai, @only-hetero, @post-industrial-magical-girl, @rei-ayudame, @reiranchi, @replicanaminee, @rite-of-darkness, @rough-rapscallion, @sanct-cum, @sleepy-little-deer, @slizter, @slowpokeburger, @sneebus-beebus, @sobstorys, @soebrina, @splicky, @starchirps, @the-occult-cult, @thr3sherr, @through-the-postern-gate, @tragiklife, @vincent-vaan-gogh, @wangpatang, @whensaturnrings, @why-chu, @yurieno, and @yyddmm.

leave me alone please

I was so excited to get off work and go home to celebrate my 1 year with my boyfriend Tucker. It’s been the best year of my life. Yeah, we’ve had out ups and downs but I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.

The one thing I wished was better in my relationship was that I wish Tucker and my friends got along better. I worked in a studio and ended up meeting my best friends, Jack and Jack who I also met Sammy, and Nate through them about 2 years ago. After a few sessions the boys had become my best friends.

They hated Tucker though. They constantly ripped on me for being with him. At first, it was joking stuff, their overprotective side coming out. Stuff like ‘you’re with that douche?’ or ‘he’s a loser’ or something dumb like that. But lately it was a lot harsher. Like ‘you could do so much better’ or ‘why are you still with him’ and more stuff along the lines of us needing to break up.

So it was hard to balance my friends relationship and my actual relationship plus work. But tonight was supposed to be just me and Tucker, especially since he had an early flight tomorrow morning for a business trip. So we were supposed to have a nice romantic night.

It was a rather slow day at work. Only having two sessions, both ending earlier than I had expected I was off work at around 2, when I would usually get off around 5. I was practically jumping in the car the whole ride home, ecstatic to go home and see Tucker.

Parking in the driveway next to Tuckers pick up, I made my way up the walk. Entering our shared house, it was pretty quiet, so I figured Tucker was sleeping, he loved naps. Smiling at the thought of waking him up, I set my stuff down by the door and walked up the stairs towards our bedroom. Getting closer I heard moans, figuring Tucker was just being a guy and getting himself off. 

I opened the door quietly, wanting to surprise Tucker, but my heart stopped. There was Tucker, naked in bed with some girl on top of him. His eyes closed, so he hadn’t seen me, and the girls back to me so she didn’t know either.

“oh fuck baby” Tucker grunted, his head thrown back, his hands on the girls ass, guiding her on him.

“mmmmm, fuck, right there.” she moaned out as Tucker held her hips up and started pounding into her.

Finally finding my voice I finally stutter out “T-Tucker?” I gasp.

His eyes bolted open and he looked at me, his face pale, as if he had just seen a ghost. He stopped his movements. The girl turned and looked at me and I wanted to scream. She looked no older than 17. Tucker was fucking 24, I thought he was more mature, but clearly not.

She quickly scrambled off him, covering herself with the sheet, laying on my side of the bed and looking at Tucker and then at me, she seemed scared.

“baby, it’s not what it looks like” Tucker spoke, getting up and putting his boxers on, walking towards me.

“don’t” I muttered, tears threatening to fall out.

“baby please.” he spoke, reaching out to touch me, resting his hand on my shoulder.

“don’t fucking touch me.” I snapped, Tucker removing his hand and looking at me with soft eyes.

“please, baby, let me explain.” he spoke.

“no, let me.” I said, taking a deep breath. “I’m done.” and with that I turned and headed down the stairs, hearing Tucker talk to the girl, something like ‘I’ll be right back baby’ or something similar. Was he fucking serious?

By the time he finally made it down the stairs I was by the front door, grabbing my keys and bags.

“baby, wait” he called out. I snapped around, hand on the doorknob. 

“don’t Tucker.” I snarled. “don’t you dare fucking ‘baby’ me. I’m done.” I spoke, opening the door and heading out, catching myself before I left completely. I looked at Tucker and he looked hopeful, that I had changed my mind and was coming back.

“how long?” I asked, barely above a whisper, avoiding his eyes.

“(y/n)” he sighed.

“how fucking long?” I said louder and more firm, closing my eyes bracing myself for what he was about to say.

“6 months.” he sighed, and with that I slammed the door and got in my car, driving to the boys’ house. I knew one of them would be home. I cried the whole way there. How could I have been so dumb? 6 months, how could I have not picked up on any hints.

Arriving at the boys’ house, I dried my tears, not that it helped much. My eyes were puffy, make up smeared. It was obvious I had been crying. I cleaned it off as best I could and got out of my car. I could already hear laughter from inside.

Taking a deep breath, I rang the doorbell, the laughter dying down. I heard a voice I though sounded like Sammy, but was proven wrong when the door opened and revealed G. The smile on his face falling when he noticed how bad I looked. Immediately taking me into his arms, wrapping around me tightly as I buried my head in his chest, the tears coming back.

We must have stood there for a while, me silently sobbing into his chest, because I heard a few footsteps, and then a voice. 

“yo G, who wa-oh shit (y/n)?” 

I turned and sniffed before seeing Sammy. His face softened when we made eye contact. He opened his arms and I ran out of G’s and into Sammy’s. He engulfed me, rubbing my back whispering “it’s okay” in my ear softly.

We all walked back into the living room. All the laughter and the conversation stopped as Sammy and I sat down on the couch, still close to his side.

“(y/n), babe, what’s wrong?” G asked.

“T-Tucker, he-he cheated on me.” I stuttered out. I turned my head into Sammy’s chest again, who rubbed my back.

The stairs creaked, everyone looking to see Swazz and Johnson walking down the steps.

“woah, what happened?” Swazz asked.

“(y/n) found out Tucker cheated on her.” Sammy spoke, and I choked a bit. It hurt so bad to hear someone else say it.

“oh, you guys finally told her?” I heard Swazz ask, which made me look up. All the boys faces were pale white. I sniffed and sat up a bit.

“what do you mean ‘finally told me’” I saked, looking at Swazz, then the rest of the boys, who wouldn’t look at me. I got out of Sammy’s grip and stood up, looking at all the boys.

“you knew?” I asked, looking at all the boys, no one saying anything.

“YOU FUCKING KNEW?!” I yelled. “ANSWER ME” I sobbed when no one said anything. It was silent, and tears were threatening to spill out.

“yes.” Nate finally whispered. I looked at him, leaning on his elbows sitting on the couch. His face down, his hands clamped together.

And that felt worse than finding Tucker with another girl. My best fucking friends knew, and didn’t tell me. This was the biggest stab in the back.

“un-fucking-believable” I muttered, storming out of the house. I had no idea where I was going. I couldn’t go home cause that’s where Tucker was. And I couldn’t stay at the boys’ or else I would probably end up stabbing all of them.

I just got in my car and started driving, the tears coming back. My boyfriend was cheating on me, and my friends knew and didn’t bother to tell me. Life was just against me today.

I drove all the way to the beach. Not a far drive, just a short 20 minutes. But it helped me think. I got out of my car, carrying my blanket and went right down by the shore line, a few feet back so my blanket wouldn’t get soaked, and sat down, staring out at the ocean.

The only sounds were of the birds, and the sound of the waves crashing. I watched the sunset, and played with my feet in the sand.

I must have been out here for an hour or two by now. Finally stopped crying. I was just kinda, emotionless.

“(y/n)?” you heard from behind you. Startling you, you turned around to see a sad faced Nate. 

“leave me alone, please.” I sighed, looking back out at the ocean.

But Nate didn’t listen. He in fact did the complete opposite. He sat down right next to me on the blanket, scrunching his knees up to his chest and wrapping his arms around them, looking out at the ocean as well.

Both of us just sat in silence, listening to everything going on around us.

“(y/n)” he spoke out next to me, but I didn’t reply. 

“please, (y/n), talk to me.” he spoke, reaching out and placing a hand on my thigh.

“talk to you?” I said sarcastically. “like how you guys talked to me about how my boyfriend was cheating on me” I scoffed.

“okay. I deserve that. (y/n), don’t be mad at the guys. If you’re gonna be mad at anyone, be mad at me.”

“trust me Nate, I am.”

“(y/n) c-”

“No Nate.” I spoke, turning to look at him for the first time. “You’re my best friend. You know that.” and it was true, out of all the boys, Nate and I were the closest. “and the fact that you all knew, and no one bothered to tell me, that hurts. And it hurts more knowing that even my best friend didn’t tell me.”  I spoke, a single tear sliding down my cheek.

Nate reached over and wiped it away with his thumb, but I also pulled back a bit, looking away.

“(y/n), I’m sorry. I should have told you when I found out. And I’m so sorry I didn’t.”

“why?” I whispered out. “why wouldn’t you tell me?”

“I wanted too. So badly (y/n) I really did. You have to believe me. But, you just seemed so happy with him.”

“how long have you known?” 

“just for a few months now. I swear, I told him. I fucking told him to end it before anything got worse.” Nate muttered.

“what are you talking about?” I asked, looking over at Nate.

He took a deep breath, looking out at the ocean before he talked. “I saw him about 3 months ago, out with some girl. They were all over each other, and I was ready to kill him. I almost did. He said that it wasn’t a serious thing. He said he was only going out with her ‘right now’ because she didn’t get the hint to leave the morning after.”

“and I went home and told the guys about it, and they told me to not mention anything to you, thinking he would actually call it off. But then the boys started seeing them around, and we all thought you should know. And the guys, they thought I should be the one to tell you, and I wanted to. I really did. But I couldn’t. You were so happy, and that’s all I want for you. Like, I just want you to be happy.” Nate sighed, not looking at me.

I sniffed, tears filling my eyes. 

“oh shit-no don’t cry.” Nate spoke, turning and looking at me, pulling me into his chest.

“Nate. She can’t be any older than 17.” I sniffed in his chest.

“(y/n), don’t. Don’t make yourself more miserable by thinking about it.”

“no Nate. Obviously I wasn’t a good enough girlfriend for him to just sneak around with some 17 year old. And I mean, clearly it’s for sex, I can’t imagine Tucker and her going on dates, or having anything to talk about, or him taking him over to see his parents. I must not have been good enough in bed if he had to go shag up with some fucking teenager.” I choked out, in between sobs and sniffles.

“(y/n) you’re being ridiculous.” 

I looked sideways at Nate.

“Tucker’s an idiot. Any guy would be lucky to have you. You’re fucking beautiful. And you’re smart, and funny. You have so much talent and heart. You’ve got a killer body. God your curves drive me crazy ma.” he laughed a bit.

“And I can only imagine what you can do in the bedroom. Tucker’s a fucking idiot for leaving such a fucking goddess for some scrawny little 17 year old skank. He lost the most amazing girl in the world who spreads nothing but positivity and good vibes.” Nate spoke, holding my face in his hands so we were staring into each others eyes. “he has no idea what he’s just thrown away. You’re worth so much more than he made you believe.” Nate whispered, our faces extremely close.

Looking into each others eyes, everything seemed to stop in the world. It didn’t seem like anyone else was around.

We started to both lean in, our lips nearly touching.

“(y/n), I really wanna kiss you, but I don’t wanna be a rebound.”

“uh, yeah. you’re probably right.” I muttered, pulling back and looking back out at the ocean. I can’t believe I almost kissed my best friend, but he rejected me even. Sure it was in the moment, but still.

“fuck it.” I heard Nate mumble, and turned to look at him, only to be met with his hands grabbing my face and smashing his lips to mine.

(Request) Dating/living with Calum:
  • Him trying to get in the shower with you
  • Him waking you up when he can’t sleep 
  • “Cuddle?”
  • Him jumping on the bed to stop you changing the sheets 
  • Him trying to touch you (anywhere) while you’re trying to watch TV/a movie 
  • Lots of butt touching 
  • Neck kisses 
  • Him playing with your hair 
  • Dumb pick up lines 
  • Him listening to 5sos albums on repeat 
  • Him singing in the shower 
  • Teaching you how to play bass 
  • Trying to teach him how to cook his favourite meals but he just keeps saying “you do it so well tho!!”
  • “Stop being so annoying”
  • “You’re annoying”
  • Innuendos 
  • Teasing each other 
  • Playing Fifa 
  • The other three boys constantly coming over 
  • Cooking in your underwear 
  • No real need for clothes tbh
  • Never locking the bathroom door
  • Naked naps in the middle of the day 
  • Him randomly holding your boobs
  • “I like your butt”
  • Pretending to enjoy the rap music he loves 
  • Him pretending to enjoy the TV shows you love 
  • Baths together 
  • Him laying his head on your lap when you read 
  • FaceTime/texting when you’re in separate rooms
  • Hickies

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k-noelle  asked:

Bokuto, Daichi, Noya and Kuroo comforting their S/O after they had a dumb fight. Like their S/O commented on how they were constantly overworking themselves trying to balance volleyball, school, and a social life. And the boys kind of exploded due to lack of sleep or something. (I feel like I'm spamming your blog but you're really good so I kinda don't care, unless you care)

(It’s totally okay! Actually I prefer to have a lot of requests in my inbox because I need to stock up my queue so my blog is active during my school year, so go ahead and keep sending requests. It’s a big complement honestly and I’m glad you like my writing!)

Daichi Sawamura; He wasn’t one to loose his temper for no reason, but as things got hectic for him he found himself loosing sleep and becoming more irritable. Daichi wasn’t the most romantic guy around, so all he could think of doing to apologize was to talk to you and explain himself up front after you had both cooled down. He knew that you were only worried for him, so in the end he felt pretty guilty and promised you he would try to rest up a bit more.

Yuu Nishinoya; Of course he regretted what he said as soon as it came out of his mouth and he watched you flinch back at his volume. There wasn’t much of a fight at all as the libero got up after you in attempt to make up for his tone. He found you a little further away, running a hand through your hair in an upset sort of way and set a hand on your shoulder. When you turned to him, he stumbled over his words for a few moments before gently tugging your hand while he apologized.

Tetsurou Kuroo; So maybe it wasn’t smart that he just let the fight drag on for longer than it needed to because he needed to vent a bit, but in the end it was okay, as you both wore yourselves out in a yelling match over virtually nothing. The two of you hand ended up in the kitchen, him leaning against the counter and you at the table with your chin in hand, the silence tense. In attempt to make it better he would probably crack a joke at his expense and send a hesitant grin your way before becoming more serious and trying to make up. 

Koutarou Bokuto; Koutarou is definitely the type to do something like this, and then beat himself up for it afterwards. Actually, you might end up being the one to talk to him after the fight because he would probably be a little down in the dumps about blowing up and fighting on top of all the stress he was feeling already. He might latch onto you and apologize a lot, explaining himself and then thanking you afterwards. Upon you forgiving him, he would probably act like it never happened and feel a lot less stressed out.

In This Moment All I Know

Summary: Dan is fascinated by the rain and Phil is fascinated by Dan, but he’d really like it if the boy would just come back to bed already.

Genre: fluff. just pure fluff

Word Count: 1.2k

Warnings: none. maybe one swear word

Author’s Note: I just posed a fic yesterday but it’s been raining a lot and i was in a cuddly mood so this was created. it’s really rushed and dumb and idek but i hope you like it anyway

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