you are worthy of love and belonging

maybe simplicity is key
and complexity is a curse
but when your eyes are as intritcate as they are
complexity is a blessing
because not only do your eyes allow you to see
they are the reason you dream
and the reason your passionate
and there is nothing more attractive
than hearing you talk about the things you love
or seeing you look at awe at beautiful things
one day i would hope you could look at me like that
for that is the only way i could ever look at you
your heart is divine
and belongs in the body of an angel.
maybe your my angel
but i know that my being
is not worthy of your guidance.
you are a music box
breathing beautiful music
into the cesspool of humanity
that ceases to flourish.
i used to be scared of the dark
and what laid within
but my love for you is so strong
you always rest within my chest
and light up my path
time stands still
when your face is nuzzled into my neck
and your hand drapes over my waist
pulling me tighter like a snake
whenever i make a move
your touch is electrifying
so i dont stop moving
until our bodies are touching
and our souls intertwine
i want you to look at me the way i look at you
— 

@opulent-ailurophile

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Not A Fairytale, Just This

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Summary: Bucky believes you deserve more, but all you need is right in front of you.

Warnings: Angst, fluff, angst, fluff, kissing, fluff, *mic drop* the end

Word Count: 2331

A/N: Kind of a song fic based on Something Just Like This by The Chainsmokers and Coldplay. I didn’t include lyrics because I thought it flowed better without them, but this story follows the song. I would love to know what you think :)

Originally posted by perfectfeelings

He was to be living with heroes. The righteous, the worthy, the ones who had been given a second chance and redeemed themselves.

He was given a second chance and he failed. After he fell and woke up alive, Hydra broke him. He couldn’t escape. He complied. How did he deserve the third chance he was given now?

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But now, things are different. I’ll never be the same. Here I am, sitting on my windowsill, thinking. Thinking, that it’s crazy how much shit I let you put me through all because I love you. Knowing, that I’m not nearly as important to you as I had thought. Understanding, that I could never hate you for everything you’ve done to me; I still love you and I always will. Realizing, that you take this love for granted. You’ll never be worthy.
—  i guess this is goodbye

I’ve waited a hundred years
But I’d wait a million more for you.
Nothing prepared me for
What the privilege of being yours would do.

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how you smile when you blush
Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough
Well I would have known
What I’ve been living for.

—  Sleeping At Last (Turning Page)
A Valentine’s Proposal ... After the Fact

Happy Valentine’s Day @sailorkillian!!! I’m your somewhat absent CS Secret Valentine! When you told me about your favorite CS moments I picked up that you are a big fan of the fluffy ones so here is a little Valentine’s proposal fic that doesn’t take place on Valentine’s Day and isn’t really a proposal .. read on to find out what that means!

Emma turned the key in the ignition and the yellow bug’s engine went silent. Killian’s eyes were closed as his head rested back on the seat. It had been another long adventure..

“So, I guess we can cross Narnia off the lists of realms to visit for our next vacation, huh?”

“Next vacation?” Killian replied, not opening his eyes. “We’d have to have one first, love.”

“Yeah, that’s true,” she agreed.

Killian finally opened his eyes and took her hand, bringing it to his lips and placing a gentle kiss on her knuckles. “Shall we go inside and try to get some rest before your son decides to explore another wardrobe?”

“Yes, please,” Emma said. After slamming her door shut she looked back at Killian over the roof of the car. “And I saw Leroy walking out of Granny’s so we should probably double check the locks on the front door.”

“And barricade the windows.”

“I can’t tell if you’re joking about that,” Emma laughed as she fell into step with him. He slipped an arm around her waist and they slowly walked up the stairs to their front door.

“Keeping everyone out for a few days of solitude with you is no joking matter,” he said, turning her in his arms and pulling her into a kiss.

When they pulled apart Emma’s eyes stayed closed as the smile spread across her face. “We made it home.”

“Aye, love.” He kissed her forehead and put the key into the lock.

He turned the key and pushed open their front door. Emma took a step inside and heard a crunch beneath her feet as though she had stepped onto fallen leaves.

“Killian …  what is all this?”

“Bloody hell, I had forgotten.”

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anonymous asked:

Hi hi ^-^ can I request A gif scenario of rfa and Saeeraaan being really yandere/possessive of MC? Thank you *-*

Lol I actually enjoyed writing this (ahaha ^-^”) ~~ mod stranger

Zen:

- he has a really bad temper so he’s the ‘i will kill you if you touch her’ type of yandere

- when he sees another guy talking to you in public he’ll immediately cut in

- at first he’ll play nice and polite (he’s good at it since he’s an actor after all) in public but inside he’s a boiling volcano of rage

- he always makes you go out in jeans and a sweater or anything that covers you almost completely because he doesn’t want anyone staring at you. the sight of you is for him and his eyes only

- once he caught a cameraman staring at you when you came to visit him during a shooting and boy was he pissed

- he’ll wait for when there are less people around and secretly threaten that cameraman. and since he’s super scary when he’s pissed the cameraman listens and doesn’t so much as tries to notice your presence

- sometimes when the person he’s threatening is being uncooperative he’ll add in a black eye or a broken rib

Originally posted by nellaey

Yoosung:

- he’s the ‘zero to ten’ kind of yandere. at first he’s calm and chill but before you know it he’s punching another guy in the face

- after what he’s been through with the whole Rika and V thing, he can’t bear losing you to another man so he wants to ~eliminate~ the competition (in a non-murderous way i hope)

- when he sees somebody hitting on you he’ll actually hit them for real. sometimes you’ll even have to hold him back so he doesn’t completely lose control

- he’s also super clingy around you. he’ll even check your calls and text messages in case you were flirting with someone else

- he’ll constantly ask you if you love him and if he’s the only one you love. he needs constant reassurance so this happens a lot

- it’s kind of scary how cheerful he can seem when he’s interrogating you on how your day went (more importantly who you talked to)

Originally posted by hurt-stiles

Jaehee:

- she’s the ‘calmer, more passive aggressive’ type of yandere

- she doesn’t express her possessive side as violently as the others do but she will death glare anyone who comes near you

- she interrogates you a lot actually. once you get home it’s all questions about where you came from and who you were with and what did you do

- she gets the names of all your friends and co-workers and looks up their profiles and social media accounts online

- she makes an exact schedule for you to follow so you don’t spend as much time around other people and instead spend it with her

- she can tell when you’re lying too so you have no choice but to tell her the truth

- when someone tries to make a pass at you she doesn’t cut in herself but she’ll watch how you react, making you know that there will be consequences if you choose the wrong action

Originally posted by soul-dwelling-not

Jumin:

- y’all know what he’s going to do

- he’ll never let you leave the house without him. if you so much as try he’s going to lock you up in the cage (jumin NOOOO)

- when you two attend social gatherings he always has a hand or an arm on some part of your body just to show everybody else that you’re his

- if anyone tries to make a pass at you he’ll call his security to take care of them. it’s scary what else he’s going to do with the power that he has

- he always wants to keep track of you even when you’re at home so he has security cameras everywhere around the house and direct access to the footage on his phone

- at the same time he’ll also try to please you in any way he can. he’s always buying you gifts that are more extravagant than the last just so you wouldn’t even think about leaving

- he’ll constantly remind you that you’re his. when he asks you who you belong to you better give the right answer

Originally posted by kawaiiyandere4ever

Seven:

- he always has his eye on you somehow. even when you’re not in the same room as him he’ll keep watch of you around the house through his security cameras inside

- he keeps a GPS chip on your clothes to track where you’re going. also constantly calls you throughout the day when you’re not at home

- he has hidden cameras on you too in places where you wouldn’t even think of looking. he never wants you to remain out of his sights

- he will research on all your friends and co-workers to find out every detail about them and determine which ones will try making a pass at you

- he won’t completely destroy their life, at least not yet. if he learns that one of them flirted with you at least once then *poof* God Seven has ruined their life

- he has no self-control as to how clingy and possessive he can be. if you try to tell him off about it he brushes it off by saying he’s just ‘protective’ of you

Originally posted by rainmustfall

V:

- he’s a photographer so you can probably guess that he’ll take a million pictures of you

- he never gets tired of taking pictures of you, especially candid photos when he can focus on photographing his favorite parts of you

- one of his favorite things to do is take pictures of you while you’re still asleep in the morning

- he has an entire room just filled with pictures of you pasted on the walls. he prefers going there most of the time over sleeping (unless you call him to bed of course)

- he won’t ever show those pictures to anyone, even though most of them are gallery-worthy because he wants the sight of you all to himself

-  he also loves making you wear his clothes and taking pictures of you in them too

Originally posted by thecameralover

Saeran:

- this boy is violent af when it comes to other people making a pass at you

- he doesn’t care if you’re in a public place, he will literally beat up anyone trying to flirt with you

- he’ll put an arm around your shoulder at all times when you go out just to show other people that you’re his

- sometimes he’ll grip you tightly on the shoulder and wrist and growl that you belong to him and him only

- he’ll threaten not only other people but you as well if you so much as think about leaving him

- he’ll leave marks on your skin and make you wear sleeveless shirts to show them off just so other people know that you’re taken

Originally posted by daredevil

anonymous asked:

We've all read MC catching the RFA cheating scenarios.. but can you do a RFA + V & Saeran catch MC cheating on them scenario?

Yoosung

- He couldn’t breathe.

- The two of you weren’t supposed to hang out today, you said you were hanging out with a friend, but. Friends didn’t hold hands like that, with the arms tangled together, sharing a few fleeting kisses and giggles

- He wanted to puke.

- The last time he had managed to kiss you was about a week ago, just one single chaste kiss, and he had respected you since you didn’t want more. He just thought you didn’t want to be touched, again, that day.

- But this other guy was getting all your attention? Hugs, kisses- Oh my god, he was slipping his hand into your back pocket.

- Nope. He forced his shaking legs to move before they gave out. Move from the busy street, move away from the shop he was going to visit, move away from buying that gift he was saving up money for you.

- Coffee dropped, chest constricted- It’s a wonder how he managed to get home, especially without sobbing, but thankfully he managed to not lose it completely until he hit the steps for his small dorm room. 

- Then he just sobbed. Sobbed on the steps- First propping himself up with his hands, falling halfway up the stairs, and it took a good five minutes until he could continue up them, stumbling into his room, crumbling against the door and wailing

- He doesn’t want to admit it, what had happened, at first, but when he calls Zen crying about it, Zen wisely tells him he needs to not follow you like a puppy anymore- That it’s obvious you don’t care about him.

- Then its Zen and Seven over at his dorm, trying to console him, trying to let him drink just a tad to let him get rid of some of these horrible feelings

- He’s not the one to send you the “Don’t contact me again,” text, but it doesn’t mean he didn’t wish he never had to send it in the first place.

Jumin
- He rarely felt jealous. He could count the times he had, and all but two could be connected to you.

- Jealous with how you would give the others more attention than him, jealous at how some other men looked at you, jealous whenever you laughed at another party-goer’s jokes. But  at the end of the day, he knew the two of you belonged to each other.

- His love would never stray from you, and you had promised the same in your vows. Why would he ever doubt you? You had proven yourself worthy of trust over and over again, and he knew better than to follow in his father’s footsteps.

- Apparently, you did not.

- After one RFA party, the crowd slowly dispersing, he couldn’t locate you. There were still a few guests here and there, but most were leaving. Were you trying to convince a guest to come again to the next party?

- In the ‘back’, a hallway that guests weren’t supposed to really go to, seemed empty, until he heard a few breathy groans.

- Ready to put a few guests on a ‘Do Not Invite’ list, he opened the closet the noises were coming from, taken aback by seeing you tangled up with a guest.

- The man darted past Jumin as he stared you down, a frighteningly cold look in his eyes.

- “What- No. Why?” He couldn’t find the right words, anger and betrayal mixing together, confusing him.

- “He… He’s not so empty like you are.”

- He slammed the door shut, anger finally winning him over.

- He didn’t tell the other members, just a harsh remark that someone else needed to handle the guest list for next year, before he up and left.

- In the car, however, when Driver Kim asked where you were, the rest of his emotions finally got to him. He threw up the divider, trying to focus on anything other than the pain in his chest.

- Empty. Had Zen been right all along? Granted the man had stopped saying such things a while ago, once the marriage took place, but…

- Perhaps he had been right. Because he certainly felt empty now.

- Home, he locked himself up in his study, trying to come up with all the reasons why this happened. He had bought you gifts, bought you clothes, cars, anything you wanted.

- And with slow horror, he realized he had let himself be played, just as his father always had been.

- Empty… He could certainly become that, if it meant preventing such agonizing feelings from appearing again.

Jaehee
- She had her doubts with the relationship at times.

- I mean, she’s never dated a woman, she’s never really felt this way in a relationship before. While she’s had relationship experience, but… This was completely new.

- She wasn’t used to being too scared in public at times. Granted, the place the two of you lived wasn’t too against this kind of relationship. The most they got was confused looks, or being mistaken as close friends.

- But in bigger places? Or around the workplace? She kept it as quiet as she could- Too scared of what might be said. She’s seen how some couples get treated, and she never wants to risk that with you.

- Of course, it kept her worried at times. Waiting for coffee to brew, for pastries to bake- Those quiet moments where she was forced to do nothing but wait, entertain herself, those thoughts creeped in.

- Was she good enough for you? You said you were happy, but were you? The two of you couldn’t kiss in many public places, couldn’t go hand in hand everywhere. Such simple happinesses were taken away, so easily.

- But your actions always quieted those thoughts, made her forget them.

-  Except for now, as she saw you walking down the street with a man who’s arm you were entangled with.

- Her breath stopped as your eyes met, and the man, oblivious, asked who she was.

- “Friend of yours, honey?”

- It didn’t leave much to question. She could be wrong, assuming too quickly, but your reaction and unable to speak confirmed it all.

- “No,” She said, putting her sunglasses back on. “Sorry, I thought you were someone I used to know.” And she left it at that.

- When she got home she put everything you had left in a box. Numbly, coldly, just folding your clothes and wrapping your cups in paper. When a single box was filled, her house void of your things, she drove to your house and left it on your front steps.

- Back at her house, she just leaned against her closed door. 

- All those thoughts, those worries…They had a reason for existing, didn’t they?

Zen
- He’s the perfect man, how could you even consider doing such a thing to him?

- That’s usually how he quelled any worries. Attempts at an inflated ego, showering you with as much love, doing everything romantic in the book.

- That’s why, as he watched your hands slip into the back of another man’s pants to give a firm squeeze, he couldn’t understand where he had went wrong.

- His coworkers liked going out for drinks. Usually he didn’t go, but when he did, he always tried to get you to come along. He enjoyed spending time with you, even at shitty bars. 

- He didn’t think that you might fancy one of his coworkers, and that’s why you agreed. Didn’t think when he excused himself to the restroom, that you might have exchanged numbers with one. Or two.

- God, was it just this guy? More?

- Zen was supposed to be rehearsing right now, with another member, but he forgot his script, only to find you fiercely making out with another man. Who didn’t even compare to Zen

-…Did he?

- “Mc?”

- The two of you froze, you looking dumbstruck as the guy untangled himself from you and left as quickly as he could. In the past, Zen would have grabbed the man and threatened to beat him within an inch of his life, but now that he was older, calmer, he knew to try to push that need as far away as he could.

- He knew that you were to blame, not the other man.

- “Why?” That’s all he could manage out. His throat was aching, his eyes stinging in such a ridiculous way. He knew he probably sounded pathetic, but he deserved some answer, some kind of fucking answer.

- But, at first, you didn’t respond. You tried to just shake your head and walk off, but instinctively he grabbed your wrist.

- “Mc–”

- “You really think you’re the greatest man ever, don’t you?”

- What?

- “Do you want another rumor against you?”

- His heart stopped. FInally pulling his hand back, he watched you grab your purse and leave.

- Was…Was he really that bad?

- The rest of practice was done for. He couldn’t focus, couldn’t keep his emotions straight, and kept missing his queues. By the time he had gotten home, his numbness shattered.

- Finding comfort in alcohol was something he never wanted to do, but it was the only thing that felt right.

Seven
- He didn’t feel secure in the relationship. He wanted to be, god he wanted to be, but the self depreciating thoughts always came back.

- You were so much better than him. So much kinder, so patient. Hell, you were putting up with him and his brother, and even then he couldn’t deal with him at times.

- Sometimes, rarely, he slipped into his shell again, wanting to push you away, push you away so you could live your live and be happy somewhere else. You deserved more than him, you deserved so much better than all of this stress you were constantly engulfed in.

- So, when he found your online dating profile, he almost agreed that this was probably for the best. Granted, he shouldn’t be snooping around anyway, but you were always latched to your phone now. Not in the RFA messenger, not chatting with potential guests (they never made your face light up like he had witnessed). He needed to know who was making you so happy, who was doing what he had failed to do so many times.

- And, of course, it was a funny guy. He scanned the messages, his heart sinking further and further as he read them. He was like 707, not Saeyoung. Silly. Goofy, weirdly sweet.

- Not how he was. Not how he really was.

- He looked up every bit of info about the man without thinking twice, just studying up on him, soaking up every little detail

- And he couldn’t find. One. Damn. Thing. Wrong.

- He was perfect. No history of any mental illness, no complicated background. A normal, funny, guy. Normal job, even had his own place and a car. 

- Normal.

- Something you needed.

- He didn’t even bother to get angry. In fact, he almost offered to let you just take one of his cars and go meet the man, go rid yourself of these bastard twins and go.

- Instead, when it was obvious that he knew, he resorted into numbly going back into his shell, pushing you away so you never thought about coming back.

- It’s what you needed. So why did it hurt so damn much?

V
- In the back of his mind, he knew that this was revenge for betraying Rika.

- Though, everyone would argue that he never betrayed her, or that she deserved it, he couldn’t bring it within himself to agree with them. He loved her. He loved her so much, and in the end he gave up.

- He stopped trying, and let her go.

- He watched as he saw you with another man at a cafe. Laughing, holding hands, leaning in as much as you could without being awkward. He knew how you flirted, and it was obvious you were doing so.

- And when the other man kissed you, he just chuckled to himself.

- Of course. Why would anyone love him? 

- He had too many flaws. Too, too, many. He held things back from people, kept secrets, god knows all of Yoosung’s anger was completely justified. 

- He just… Didn’t think this would happen so quickly. He thought he would get a few more happy moments with you, before things fell through.

- Wanting to avoid you seeing him, he continued down the street, stopping somewhere to throw away the gift he had just bought for you. You probably wouldn’t want to be near anything that reminded you of him, right?

- He didn’t deserve you. He didn’t deserve anything, just hardly his name.

- It takes him a bit to get home. He keeps losing himself in his negative thoughts, just walking and walking until he snaps out of his thoughts and realizes he was supposed to turn a few blocks back. But when he does get home, he just stands and stares at the ceiling for a bit. It takes a lot, so much more willpower than it should, to finally pull out his phone and end things.

- Ending a relationship through texts is so horrible, so cold-hearted, but obviously he must be like that for you to do this, right?

- It hurts, so much, but he knows he deserves it.

Saeran
- You were so sweet, so beautiful. His personal angel, someone who had helped him see how good the world could be.

- Your laugh helped him, your lips brushing against his had him feeling as though nothing could ever harm him again. Nothing.

- Except for you.

- It wasn’t a good habit to spy. He shouldn’t be. Saeyoung did it at times as well, and sometimes they both joined in when you had been gone for much longer than promised- Their worry eating them up to ignore morals for a few moments of relief.

- This time, instead of finding random security footage of you buying groceries, or walking down the street, the found you hand in hand with another man, getting ready to walk into a restaurant.

- Saeyoung tried a flimsy excuse. Maybe it was an old friend? Was Saeran sure she didn’t text him? Maybe she mentioned this guy before? But everything fell short as Saeran stalked the security cameras more, watching as you held the man’s hand on the table, how the two of you shared a kiss that was definitely not friendly.

- He lost it. Anger hit him first.

- How could he have trusted you? Of course you were going to be like all the other women in his life- Abusing him in all different forms, using him just for your benefit. Of course his therapist was lying to him, about how you seemed like a sweet girl, and how you were helping him. Was this really help?

- He threw everything of yours outside. Everything. Saeyoung eventually gave up trying to stop him- Because why should he? He just silently watched, his heart aching for his brother

- The twins locked you out, and Saeran couldn’t help himself from trying to destroy your phone remotely, as much as he could.

- A few days later, no calls or texts from you, he ended up finding a shirt of yours that he missed

- He couldn’t bring himself to toss it. Instead he curled up around it, trying his best not to directly sob into it. 

- You were his angel. Why did you have to hurt him so bad?

To all the young trans girls who need to read this message,

Hating your body and wishing you were cis does not make you more or less of a woman.

You were a woman all along, and you still will be, regardless of your relationship with your skin.

Please be kind to yourself, because you deserve it.

Please be patient, because every problem has a solution, even if at this very moment it is out of reach.

Remember most of all that the cruelty of the world around you does not belong to you. It is they who are wrong, and not you.

And most of all, remember this:

You are worthy of love.

A Olicity Historical Romance AU: Touch can be so much more than just, physical.

A/N: There are quite a few flashbacks of dialog and scenes in this final chapter so I have made them italicized and bold.

Thank you all so much for reading my story and caring for and loving my AU Olicity.  This version of them was especially poignant to write and are extra special to me.  And one last thank you to @quiveringbunny for the gorgeous cover art she made for it. xoxo

You can read previous chapters HERE and AO3.

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Chapter 6

Oliver had taken his mother to London knowing she would enjoy the end of the season, to be around friends and society, instead of the isolation of their ancestral home in Devonshire, which is where he was headed next.

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RED FLAG: To my single sisters talking to a brother for marriage - if you are already having fights, disagreements, and problems NOW I want you to consider what things will be like when you are married and living together. If this man is telling you NOW that you argue too much, need to change, aren’t behaving obediently, reminds you of your past, brings up your past, wants you to make a drastic change that would mean you basically being cut off from friends and family, or anything else of this nature - PLEASE SEE THE RED FLAG OF DANGER WAVING IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES.

I know many people are afraid to give their opinion like I am on such little information - but I refuse to stay silent when I believe someone is walking into an emotionally manipulative and potentially abusive marriage.

I know you think you love him, I know he isn’t “all bad,” and I am sure he can be nice too, and I know he said he loves you and wants to marry you… I know he apologizes (sometimes) and makes du'a for you, and says he will be your teacher in the Deen….I know that he said you are beautiful, and I know that he promises a lifestyle of love and happiness….

But all that “love” simply isn’t enough my dear sisters. This love will fail you, it’s going to smash and darken your heat, it’s going to control you, twist you, and bend you until you no longer break, you just melt beneath his feet.

You belong to Allah - as such - you deserve to be treated with dignity, kindness, respect, patience, and generosity. Never let anyone make you believe you are “lucky” for them to choose you.

You choose you first, then YOU get to choose - not just be chosen - you have to choose too, and make a decision you are indeed worthy of making. Talk to your friends, show someone you really really trust with your heart, your Iman, your akhirah, and your precious life - and tell them what is going on, and listen to what they say before you say yes.

Just ….slow….down….and….breathe.

—  Megan Wyatt

A REALLY, REALLY LONG LIST OF THINGS I LOVED OR OTHERWISE HAD VERY STRONG EMOTIONS OVER IN SUPERGIRL 221, SCENE BY SCENE BECAUSE THERE WERE TOO MANY TO WRANGLE INTO ANY FORM OF ARTICULATENESS – a list by me

  • THE PREVIOUSLIES
    • remember that time rhea and lena went on a date? good, me too.
    • the previouslies also reminded me that lena was wearing open toed shoes in a laboratory. hmph.
  • THE BEDROOM SCENE THAT RUINED MY MORNING
    • lena, lena’s face, and lena’s dress: all beautiful
      • BUT HOW LONG WAS SHE ASLEEP
      • WHO PUT HER IN THAT BEAUTIFUL DRESS
        • WAS IT QUEEN RHEA HERSELF
        • DID SHE BRUSH LENA’S HAIR TOO
        • DID SHE STROKE IT TENDERLY
        • DID SHE WHISPER, ‘GAY MARRIAGE ISN’T LEGAL ON DAXAM, AND DESPITE BEING A MONARCHY I CANNOT CHANGE THAT. BUT OH, FOR YOU I WISH I COULD. ALAS YOU MUST MARRY MY USELESS SON INSTEAD. BUT PLEASE KNOW I WISH IT WAS I WOULD WAS MARRYING YOU, LENA LUTHOR. I WISH IT WAS I.’
        • i mean. *cough*
        • i’m literally paused at 00:33 right now. this is going to be long.
    • ‘i’ve been taking care of you.’ ‘…but i did it for you, too. i mean what i said on the ground, you are a marvel. and i know that you are meant for bigger things, better things. this is a planet of wasted potential and you represent the best of your race. i’m going to make a society worthy of you.’ ‘you’re where you belong: beside me, presiding over this new world that we will create together.’
      • I’M SORRY I’M STILL CONFUSED ABOUT HOW ANY OF THIS NECESSITATED LENA MARRYING MON-FUCKING-USELESS AND NOT RHEA HERSELF. CAUSE QUEENY CERTAINLY SEEMS DOWN.
    • ‘supergirl tried to stop you. i should have stopped you.’
      • the thing i love about lena luthor is that her default position is the same as winn’s: by being her very best human self, she can be a hero too. 😘
      • ‘you lied to me and used me.’
        • WHEN WILL SOMEONE LOVE THIS GIRL FOR REAL *SMOTHERS LILLIAN WITH A PILLOW*
  • CHAOS ON THE STREETS
    • GIANT RHEA HEAD.
    • photos of maggie with that shotgun have been all over the internet for weeks and yet seeing it on tv WAS STILL VERY EXCELLENT.
    • ‘is maggie safe?’
      • winn my smol son, your love for those girls fills my heart.
    • ALEX NOT LOOKING BEFORE SHE LEAPS. IN FACT THE VERY OPPOSITE OF THAT.
      • i’m so glad they have finally worked out a way to film kara carrying people because that was getting awkward.
      • OH MY GOD THOUGH, ALEXANDRA DANVERS.
    • GIANT RHEA HEAD.
      • it bears repeating.
  • MEANWHILE, IN SPACE
    • ‘what you do need me for?’ asks mon-el.
      • YOU SAID IT BUDDY.
      • ‘and who’s the lucky earthling that won the marry an alien invader sweepstakes?’
        • HIS FACE WAS A FACE THAT SAID ‘OH MY GIRLFRIEND IS GOING TO BE SO MAD WHEN SHE FINDS OUT I’M MARRYING HER GIRLFRIEND.’
  • MEANWHILE, IN THE UNNAMED ALIEN BAR THAT ALL OF PLANET EARTH KNOWS ABOUT
    • HUGS FOR JAMES
      • HUGS FROM KARA
      • HUGS FROM ALEX
      • (I BET THERE WAS HUGS FROM WINN)
    • KISSES FOR MAGGIE
      • alex’s ridiculous grabby hands 😍
      • ‘i’m so glad that when things look their worst we both thought to run straight to a bar.’
        • UH?????
    • LILLIAN IS HERE TO BE VERY TALL AND OF SERVICE
      • HOW DID SHE FIND THEM???
      • HOW DID SHE KNOW THEY HAVE LENA???
      • WHERE IS DEAN CAIN???
      • (look. there is some very serious fuckery going on in superhero comics these days. steve rogers is a goddamn nazi. so this whole teaming up with genocidal xenophobes thing is a little uncomfortable. and by a little uncomfortable i mean i really wish they had not done this.)
      • ‘and we can save our loved ones and this city.’ ‘you mean your daughter who you kidnapped and framed?’
        • YOU TELL HER, KARA.
      • ‘the love i feel for my daughter is real.’
        • UH???
        • brenda strong needs to get out of here because for half a second i actually believed lillian AND I DON’T ACTUALLY BELIEVE LILLIAN.
  • LONG DISTANCE FACETIME
    • (also rhea was referred to as my lord, which was… very 1980s gender politics of them.)
    • EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS ENTIRE EVERYTHING WAS EVERYTHING AMAZING
    • CAT
    • CAT IS HERE
    • CAT IS HERE AND IS HANGING OUT WITH THE PRESIDENT AND IS HERE TO SPEECHIFY ABOUT HOW AWESOME WOMEN ARE.
    • ‘i’m cat grant, known on earth as queen of all media.’
    • ‘i have brokered peace between kanye and taylor swift.’
    • ‘we’ve all read the t-shirts.’
    • and then cat stepped in it and THEN AIR FORCE ONE FELL OUT OF THE SKY AND CAT FELL OUT OF AIR FORCE ONE AND KARA SAVED CAT FROM FALLING OUT OF THE SKY AND HONESTLY I’M NEVER RECOVERING FROM THAT BEING A THING THAT HAPPENED.
    • DID I MENTION THAT I AM SO, SO GLAD THAT THEY FINALLY WORKED OUT HOW TO FILM KARA CARRYING PEOPLE?
    • BECAUSE I’M PRETTY DAMN GLAD THEY WORKED THAT OUT.
    • ‘well at least tell me you’re still a democrat.’
      • CAT I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH.
  • HAIL, HAIL, THE GANG’S ALL HERE
    • WINN HUGGED CAT
    • CAT KIND OF HUGGED HIM BACK
    • ‘it’s very french resistance.’
    • so… the deo. ‘well, you do a bang-up job,’ she says, eyeing the sky full of alien spaceships.
      • CAT I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH.
    • ‘i just hitched a ride with olivia… she was my RA at radcliffe, and i’m having this vague memory of walking into the dorm bathroom and seeing ET in a bathrobe and i thought it was the pot brownies but…’ ‘and darling i love you just the way you are, scales and all.’
      • and then madeleine albright called.
      • CAT I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH.
      • CAT WENT TO RADCLIFFE.
      • CAT AND THE PRESIDENT DEFINITELY HAD A THING.
      • CAT HAS BEEN BACK FOR ALL OF FIVE MINUTES AND IS APPARENTLY THE GAYEST OF THEM ALL OKAY THANKS BYE.
    • alex is in charge!
      • alas, she is in charge of making terrible choices. sorry, alex.
  • SPACE: THE TASTY FRONTIER
    • ‘the prince and his beautiful, brilliant bride-to-be…’
      • STILL NOT CONVINCED RHEA DOESN’T WANT TO MARRY LENA HERSELF.
    • lena luthor: SO. FUCKING. DONE.
      • i’m really into what rhea did with her makeup though.
      • ‘we are not getting married, and we are *gags* certainly not giving you an heir.’
        • lol.
      • PROCREATION VIA LOCKS OF HAIR.
        • [INSERT FIVE THOUSAND YEARS OF SCREAMING HERE]
        • LENA’S FACE IS SO. SO!!!!!!
        • ‘i hope for the best but prepare for the worst.’
          • WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?!?!?!
        • if they, oh god, if they actually make this child, oh my god, IF NEXT SEASON LENA HAS SOME KIND OF BABY OFFSPRING OUT THERE IN THE UNIVERSE SOMEWHERE. I. OH GOD, I AM FAINT AT THE POSSIBILITY. OH MY GOD, FAM. OH MY GOD.
        • i need to just put this feeling in a box and set the box on fire and bury the ashes in a pit the size of the grand canyon because OH MY GOD.
      • ‘yes, you’ve made your feelings for me abundantly clear, lena’.
        • RHEA IS VERY UPSET THAT LENA DOESN’T WANT TO BE FAMILY WITH HER.
      • THE LUTHOR FAMILY CHILDREN’S HOSPITAL
        • ‘you care about the little people.’
        • IS LENA LUTHOR ACTUALLY THE SWEETEST PERSON ON THE PLANET?
        • (how much fun do you think teri was actually having devouring all that scenery and threatening to murder sick children? on a scale of 1 to 10 i assume it was about a 15.)
  • MANDATORY DANVERS SISTERS SCENE #1
    • ‘mon-el and lena are still up there… imagine if it was maggie.’
      • mhmm.
  • TRASH QUEEN CAT GRANT
    • someone actually thanked kara for saving them.
      • and of course it was cat, because of course it was cat.
    • ‘it’s my boyfriend and my best friend.’ ‘…but all i can think about is the two people i love…’
      • mhmm.
    • cat: it’s human. kara: i’m not human. you know she thought it.
    • HAVE I MENTIONED THAT I MISSED CAT SO DAMN MUCH?
      • even when she’s being a little bit fetishistic about the spiritual enlightenment of ~foreigners~, i guess.
      • but honestly, GO SAVE THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE, OTHERWISE WTF IS THE POINT OF LIVING? not the worst advice ever.
      • ‘i’ve really missed your advice, ms grant.’ ‘yeah, and i’ve really missed giving it.’
        • SHE’S REALLY MISSED GIVING ADVICE.
          • PLEASE COME BACK.
    • ‘that is still so…’
      • HOT. SHE WAS GOING TO SAY HOT.
  • something something exposition
    • I LOVE YOU MY SMOL SON WINN.
    • sidebar: i can’t believe they just randomly introduced the very real threat of being sent to the phantom zone and there was nothing from kara on that being a thing that she’d probably really like to not have happen.
    • ‘i’m the queen of distraction.’ 😍
      • and also the queen of loving winn, god bless.
    • robohank is an actual asshat, i’m glad they never forget that.
    • WINN AND KARA HAVE ZERO SUBTLETY.
  • MANDATORY DANVERS SISTERS SCENE #2
    • ‘i know you’re fast but just be faster.’
    • 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
  • OMINOUS SCENE OF FORESHADOWING
    • ‘you know my real identity, but you never told lena. why is that?’ ‘eventually she’ll find out on her own. find out you’ve been lying all this time. and when she does she’ll hate you for it.’
    • LENA IS GOING TO FIND OUT.*
    • ALL MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE. ALL MY DREAMS ARE HAPPENING.
    • but lord does lillian not know her daughter, the sweetest person on the whole entire planet apparently, at all.
      • i’ve been team lena needs to find out and be pissed all season but never really thought that was going to happen. then with the doubling down on BFFs 4 EVA that’s been going on the last few weeks i was starting to think there was a chance they would actually go there, but after this?!? hahahahahah, there’s no way. or rather, there is away, and sometimes these writers are total hacks, so there is is definitely a way. but man, there’s no way.
      • (ideally: she’s going to be so hurt, and it’s going to break my heart, but she’ll understand. because that’s my bb space princess. she understands.)*
    • ‘when this is over, we go back to being enemies.’ ‘i look forward to it.’
      • if people ask me why i actually love this show, this moment will be what i show them. i’ve watched it like seven times now and i’m still laughing.
  • SPACE WEDDING
    • THAT DRESS.
      • honestly, it looks like something from project runway’s wearable art week. fabulous.
    • ‘yeah, i’m good.’
      • 😘
    • ngl, i’m sad they didn’t manage to get through the ceremony. not that it means anything, BUT I WANTED THEM TO BE MARRIED.
  • RIP CATCO.
    • two days ago, @poppyssupergirl​ asked what kind of candle cat would have around, and I WAS 100% VINDICATED BY THIS EPISODE.
    • ‘i’m going to have to burn sage for like a century’
      • cat, let me get you the number of a journalist in riverdale who engages in casual occultism.
      • also, how does cat know what a west hollywood gym smells like?
    • ‘where is james olsen? this is the biggest story in the history of the world.’
      • NO ONE CARES ABOUT JOURNALISM ANYMORE, CAT. NO ONE.
    • ‘james is hiding like a coward.’ ‘and kiera? where is she?’ ‘she’s also a coward.’
      • because on no planet anywhere does cat not know, i like to believe that sometimes she just… forgets. that little face at the end is her brain reminding her because, oh yeah, kara is not also a coward. does not compute.
  • ‘i’ve got a very trusted agent on my 6′
    • MAGGIE IS THE VERY TRUSTED AGENT ON ALEX’S 6.
  • SPACE WEDDING INTERRUPTUS
    • (teri hatcher is so fucking pretty holy heck.)
    • acting regent? that’s… different.
    • ngl, i definitely screamed DAMMIT CAT, THEY DIDN’T EVEN GET TO THE KISS. because i enjoy some terrible things.
    • GIANT CAT HEAD.
      • ‘they promise to make our world great again.’
        • lololol.
      • LENA IS INSPIRED BY CAT.
      • ‘not going anywhere.’
        • ARE YOU COMING BACK FOR REAL THOUGH????? DON’T TOY WITH ME, WOMAN.
    • ‘it’s a shame your politics are so intractable. you’re very useful.’ ‘my politics? i thought it was my alien genetics that were the problem.’ ‘just take the compliment.’
      • WHY COULDN’T WE HAVE HAD THIS SHOW ALL SEASON?
    • ‘do your thing R2.’
      • KARA MADE A STAR WARS REFERENCE.
    • ‘that’s my girl.’
      • LEAVE LENA ALONE, YOU MONSTER.
      • SERIOUSLY, WHY DO YOU WANT HER????
    • ‘as your prince, i order you to lay down your weapons and let us go…yeah, i didn’t think that was going to work either.’
      • SO GLAD YOU FINALLY THOUGHT TO TRY SOMETHING, USELESS.
      • i really only mention this bit for the OH SO CASUAL WAY LENA JUST STROLLS BY, TAKES THE GUN, AND THEN SHOOTS THE GUARD NBD, AND IS LIKE FFS LET’S GO.
        • her stompy little wander off 😘
    • ‘break that.’ ‘this?’ [EYE ROLL] ‘yeah.’
      • 😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘
    • ‘i can see why kara loves you.’ ‘likewise.’
      • *OKAY SO THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT. BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO WAYS TO INTERPRET THAT LIKEWISE.
      • 1. ‘i can see why kara loves you also.’ and thus, lena knows mon-el is mike.
      • 2. ‘i can also see why kara loves me.’ and thus, lena doesn’t know mon-el is mike, but she does know that kara loves her.
      • I DON’T KNOW WHICH ONE I WANT. 
        • because lena knowing kara loves her? be still my heart.
        • but lena knowing mon-el is mike? means she probably knows kara is supergirl.
          • or she’s a fucking moron, which i wouldn’t put it past this show to try to tell me.
    • ALMOST SPACE PRINCESS IS SO PROUD OF HER MACGYVERING THE THINGO WITH HER SPACE TIARA.
    • ‘HI.’ ‘Hi. UH. KARA DANVERS SENT ME TO GET YOU.’
      • lena: LITERALLY DOESN’T CARE.
        • they’re going to try to tell me she’s a fucking moron. 😒
    • ‘you came?’
      • HELP ME. PLEASE HELP ME. SHE’S SO FUCKING STUNNED THAT HER GOD-AWFUL MONSTER OF A MOTHER CAME.
      • ‘humans only, dear.’
        • aaaaand that lasted all of three seconds.
        • lillian, please.
      • ‘i thought you’d finally see my side.’
        • GET OUT OF HERE, BRENDA STRONG.
        • i honestly just… WHAT ARE YOU PLAYING AT?!?! stop trying to make your villains three-dimensional, show, you’re not very good at it and it hurts my brain.
    • ‘where’d they go?’ ‘lillian left us to die.’
      • yeesh, that’s a bit stark.
      • winn and kara’s little plan is cute. let’s pretend kara got of the ship and actually cared about herself enough to want to live.
  •  MEANWHILE AT CATCO
    • they made cat run 😂
    • ‘okay well it was nice knowing you.’
      • ‘that’s my idea.’ ‘it’s a good idea.’
      • she really does love winn ❤️
    • ‘thanks, james.’ ‘i’m- guardian.’ ‘oh, honey. i can see your eyes right through the slit.’
      • YOU KNOW WHO ELSE’S EYES YOU CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH HER GLASSES?
      • DO YOU?
      • DO YOU????????
      • (I’VE MISSED CAT SO FUCKING GOD DAMN MUCH.)
  • mon-el appears. lena: WHERE’S SUPERGIRL?
    • HARD SAME, GIRL.
  • AND THEN SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED ALL AT ONCE
    • alex: OH MY GOD, DON’T MAKE ME FIRE THE LAZER.
    • rhea: ‘when my own husband opposed me i killed him. do you really think you can tug at my heartstrings.’
      • DAMN GIRL, THAT’S COLD.
    • the lazer: BLASTED OUT OF THE SKY
    • alex: OH MY GOD I DIDN’T FIRE THE LAZER.
    • superman: IS HERE.
  • THE END.
    • !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE READ THIS

For the past two days, I have spent my entire time glued to my phone helping somebody who was once a stranger to me. Two days ago, a stranger privately messaged me saying that she wanted some help. I’m not going to go into her details, but something traumatic had happened and she hadn’t felt the need to breathe no longer. So, I stopped writing and postponed the fics that needed to be uploaded, and I spoke to her all day and all night. It took two whole days to convince her that her life was worthy and I do not regret a single second of it. I saved a life and it makes me so damn happy.

The point of this whole thing is to remind you that you are NOT alone and that I am ALWAYS here to speak to. Suicide isn’t something I like and it’s a tough subject for me to deal with, but I’ll push through my trauma just to make sure you’re okay.

As most of you know (if you have been following me for the ten months), it has taken me nearly five months to return to daily activities after losing my best friend to suicide in early November last year. It had hurt more than I thought it would when I found out because in early January last year I had lost my only cousin to suicide and my best friend promised me he wouldn’t leave me that way. I had only just returned to daily activities before losing him, too. Now, I’m just a clueless mess on where to start living with my life. Nothing has been the same without the two of them bugging me constantly.

If you think that killing yourself is the only way to end all the pain you feel—let me remind you that it isn’t the only way. If you ever went through with that, all that pain you feel will drift into those who love and care for you and let me tell you know, that pain it is not the best. If you ever contemplate it, please message me. I wouldn’t want to lose another precious soul who belonged on this Earth. You are worthy of every breath you take. You are worthy of your existence. You are loved and you are cared for. You’re a beautiful person and you shouldn’t allow that to become nothing.

Talk to me about anything—anything that is troubling you, anything that is hurting you, anything that is harming your life—just message me and I’ll be there to listen to you. Heck, I’ll freaking facetime you just to make sure you are okay and I’ll stay up all night to make sure that you stay okay. You are strong and you are capable of living. You matter in this world and there is someone out there who is waiting for your existence to be present in their life. That person is me. I love you and I don’t want you to leave this world behind. I want you to stay and be strong and hold your head up and ignore the negativity. I believe that you can make it. I’ll help guide you through hell, even if it means I have to open old wounds just to help you find your light. I’ll crawl through Hell over and over again just to get you all to safety.

So put down that gun, get rid of the rope, throw away those pills, flush down that blade, step away from the edge of the highest building, walk away from that bridge and turn off that stove. Whatever way you are choosing to end your life, get away from it.

Please, I’m begging you. Don’t throw your life away just because there’s bad in it. Keep breathing and keep crawling and you’ll find something good. This is coming from someone who has lost two amazing people to suicide and who has thought about it and suffers from depression herself. You matter to me and to the world.

Keep living. Keep breathing. Stay alive.
There’s good coming your way, just be patient, honeybee. I love you so much.

Remember; message me whenever you want. I am always here to listen and to help you. 💖

The Witch, The Trickster, and His Mother

Requested

*Loki-centric

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“Come, Y/N.”

“Loki?” You looked up in surprise as the trickster grabbed your hand and pulled you from the couch. “What’s going on? Where are we going?”

“I’m going to introduce you to my mother. I feel it’s time.”

Loki’s mother?!

You were still reeling from that announcement when you realized Loki had transported you to the hall in what could only be Asgard. The walls shimmered and there was a sense of electricity in the air—this was not Earth. This was a far more exciting and magical and energized and elegant…

Elegant.

Amidst the walls of gold, you suddenly realized that this was not a place for you to be in. Glancing down, you saw the paint-stained jeans, tattered sneakers, and worn shirt you’d pulled on this morning.

You always had the sense that you were not worthy enough to be in the presence of a God as regularly as you were in the presence of Loki, but you certainly did not belong here.

“Oh, no, Loki, I can’t! I… I’m not dressed properly and… and…”

“Relax, darling. Mother will love you, no matter your outfit.” He noted the line of worry on your forehead, the crease in your brow. “Though if you are that worried…”

With a wave of his hand, Loki transformed your dirty rags into a dress Cinderella would be jealous of. The skirt hugged your waist, flowing elegantly around your hips, just barely reaching the floor. The bodice clung to your form, yet when you looked in the mirror that was hung across from you, you saw it didn’t appear too tight in any area. The satin was a brilliant emerald color, Loki’s favorite.

Loki ran his fingers through your hair, the tresses moving seemingly of their own accord, the front sections pulling back and pinning together with an emerald clip.

“Loki…”

“Feel better?”

“It’s beautiful.”

“You’re always beautiful, darling.” Loki looped his arm through yours and led you down the hall. You noticed, even though you were concentrating very hard on not tripping over the hem of your skirt (though there was no worry of that… it flowed with every step, just out of reach of the sole of your foot), that Loki had done a slight charm on his own attire—a lovely tux suited him very well, his hair looking more tame than usual.

A set of gilded doors glided open, revealing a dining hall. A gorgeous woman sat at the end of the table, watching as you and Loki approached. When you were within a few feet, she stood, arms open.

“Loki, darling, so wonderful to see you.”

“Hello, Mother,” Loki said, wrapping his free arm around Frigga.

“And this must be your precious little witch,” she said, turning her attention to you.

“H-hello.”

Frigga wrapped you in her arms as well, air-kissing your cheek. “Wonderful to finally meet you.”

“Th-thank you.”

The three of you sat to dine, Loki placing you between him and his mother. The meal was delicious (all your favorites) and Frigga seemed to really like you.

“So,” Frigga finally asked. “How long have you been practicing?”

“Oh, I’ve dabbled ever since I was a pre-teen. I’ve mastered a few things, but I’m far from proficient.”

“Magic takes time, dear. Time and study and practice. Has Loki been helping you?”

“He’s offered. And he has helped me with a few things. But I’m afraid I’ll never be as good as him.”

“He’s quite powerful, but he’s not the most powerful. Where do you think he learned his tricks?”

You suddenly felt very small next to Frigga.

“No need to look so scared, darling. I don’t mean to intimidate.”

Loki stood at that moment. “It’s getting late, Mother. I should be taking Y/N home.”

Frigga stood as Loki gently pulled you up. “Very well. But do come back soon, Y/N. You’re always welcome here in Asgard.”

“Thank you.”

Loki led you back down the hall. Soon the two of you were returned to your apartment; it felt very small now.

“All right, darling?”

“Fine. Thank you for introducing me to your mother.”

“Of course.” Loki pressed a light kiss to your forehead. “You better get some sleep. You have a long day tomorrow.”

You nodded, stepping toward your room. “Loki?”

“Yes, love?”

“Can… can I keep the dress?”

Open her like a gift..

Unwrap her slowly, like a favorite toy on Christmas morning, don’t rush it, savor the moment, you only get one first time with her..

Cherish her dark and murky places,the places she’d rather you didn’t see..

Trace the lines of her body, memorize the curves that are uniquely hers..

Learn the battle scars that decorate her silken flesh, the beauty mark on her left side she’s had all her life, the scar on her left elbow from her dance with the pavement, the cluster of freckles on her breasts trace with your tongue..

The dimples above her ass, the pen mark on the side of her right knee, the scar in her eyebrow above her right eye from the chicken pox when she was five, the scar on her left thumb from an accident with a knife and the knife won..

She is unique, she’s not like anyone you’ve ever met or been with before, she’s rare, she’s stubborn, she’s confident about most things, but what your seeing now, leaves her shaken and uneasy..

Make her see herself through your eyes, make her see her beauty, her worthiness, show your desire, tell her what you love about her as you make her yours, let her know there’s no one else or no place you’d rather be..

Her vulnerability isn’t an act, it’s well earned and needs the expert love and attention of someone who is true and faithful..

Make love to her senses, fuck her mind, unleash her passion, stir them so bright you both get burned by the flames. Dance in the shadows of the light flickering across her skin, leave her branded with your scent and the feeling that she belongs to you and you alone..

Make her beg, make her scream, make her forget her own name, but never yours..

Take your time, its not a marathon, use your mouth, your lips, your tongue, leave no stone unturned, no territory uncharted..

Let her feel your hands whether smooth or callused, ravish her mouth, play with her hair, make each moment count..

Love all her broken pieces..

Fortune Favors the Bold

When the gladiators revolt, James spares but one life.


author: buckysbackpackbuckle
pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
word count: 2473
warnings: gladiator au, violence, smut
author’s note: Let me know if you like this. If you do, I may write some more to go along with it. A prequel, perhaps? – And also, a lot of this plot is taken from the TV series Spartacus. Awesome show. You should watch it!

x amazing picture by @264jana x

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