you are welcome for everyone who keeps asking for a selfie

Okay, so here’s a recollection of the best day of my fandom life? #ECCC

I’m usually just here to make short, dumb, spazzy comments, so bear with me, because this will probably be long. However, I’ll try not to be too repetitive and remember the interesting parts. ;) Apologies if the pics are effing huge. I don’t do this posting thing - ever. hahah

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Long Distance (Chapter Two)

Welcome back!

Our boys are just flirty dummies! I love them!

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Check out the sexy selfie Steve sends Tony HERE.



Tony’s phone buzzed and he opened the message without checking to see who it was from. Odds were it was from Steve, since they had texted almost every day for close to a month now, and Tony was already smiling, already anxious to read what his favorite blonde had sent.

From Steve–save me from staff meetings that go on for hours

To Steve– pay attention. They probably last for hours because people like you don’t listen and break the rules.

From Steve–I’m an artist, Tony, we don’t have rules
         –How you doing today? Still feeling okay? Things are alright?

To Steve– Things are fine, Steve. One bad day every once in awhile is not the end of the world.

From Steve– Tony last night you told me you seriously considered trying to parachute off your balcony. And you werent even having a bad day. If that’s you on a normal day, how destructive do you get on the bad ones??

To Steve– I was kind of joking about the parachute thing.

From Steve– Tony. You don’t joke about jumping off your balcony, parachute or not. That’s entirely reckless.

To Steve– sure thing, mother hen. I promise I’m fine. I’d be better if you’d send me a picture of those baby blues though. Keep my mind off of attempting parachuting from unsafe things.

From Steve– I don’t know Tony. I don’t want to have to listen to you complain that I got you kicked out of a meeting because of a picture.

To Steve– are your baby blues going to be that distracting

From Steve– oh did you just want a picture of my eyes? Then no that shouldn’t be distracting at all.

To Steve– wait! I can ask for more than just your eyes? Wait just a second!

From Steve– oooh too slow, Tony. I only had a thirty second break to send something shirtless. Window closed.

To Steve– killing me art professor. Leave your staff meeting and hide out in the bathroom and send me a naughty selfie. It will be like highschool all over again.

From Steve– oh? Your highschool art teachers sent you naughty selfies? Tony you should report that, I don’t think that’s appropriate.

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Speed Date (W/Kenny Omega)

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This is a new short series I’m starting based on an idea from @waynscastle thank you for this marvelous idea <3 They’re going to be short because it’s all about speed dating and I might end it with a longer story where the reader picks one of the guys and goes on an actual date. I’m not sure yet but anyway, enjoy speed dating with wrestlers lol. I have three guys already planned but I need five more to do so if you have someone you want to see in this, let me know.

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Clint’s Daughter Part 3

Note: you guys wanted part 3, so here it is! I’m SO sorry if it sucks! feedback is welcome! .c

Part 1 Part 2 

So maybe avoiding Bucky after your little activity wasn’t the best idea. You could’ve marched right to where your dad was and told him you like Bucky and let him deal with it his own way. But no, you were too chicken and told Bucky you needed time to think. After sending a quick text to Natasha asking if anyone heard anything, you were relieved to discover nobody had.

Thankful for that, you spent the next few hours contemplating how you were supposed to tell your dad about Bucky. You weren’t official yet, Bucky saying something like “I want your dad to approve before I ask you out”. You thought it was sweet, but something made you think Bucky didn’t feel good enough.

You cared a lot about Bucky. His past wasn’t sunshine and rainbows, he had a lot of baggage to carry, regardless of any of that, you knew he had a heart of gold. Sure, most of the time you were making out or kissing, but you enjoyed the little talks you’d have about him or yourself. He was sweet, caring, he made you laugh, he was a good person underneath everything.

You just hoped your dad would see that.

You sighed frustratingly as you read over the group text you just got from the team as you sat on your bed.

Tony: Party tonight at 7! Wear your fanciest dresses and suits!
Sam: What’s the occasion?
Tony: I bought a new suit. I want people to see it.
Steve: Tony, you’re unbelievable. Just take a self photo or whatever they call it.
Sam: That’s called a selfie, Steven.
Nat: Accept the fact that Tony has an ego the size of Mt. Everest and start getting ready.
Wanda: I can’t believe it’s in two hours, Tony!
Tony: You have plenty of time to get ready, Maximoff.
Wanda: Two hours is not enough time for me!
Sam: Women.
Wanda: Really? You took an hour to fix your hair and you barely have any.
Steve: Y/N, what color dress are you wearing? I want to match with you!
You: Um, I have a royal blue dress Nat bought me…

*Bucky’s face bubble pops up*

You smiled to yourself, remembering all the times Steve tried to match your sundresses with his shirts when you were younger. You sighed and felt your phone vibrate again, thankful it wasn’t on sound or else you’d have a headache.

Sam: Maybe I want to match with Y/N.
Tony: Just get ready!!
Vision: Vibrate
Wanda: Vis, you have to do that yourself.

You tossed your phone on your bed after turning the screen off and groaned. You were thankful you showered earlier, so that gave you more time to get ready. You walked over to your closet and reached for the bag that covered the dress you were going to wear. Natasha was right when she said Tony could plan a party for no reason, so you had to be prepared.

You put the dress on your bed, still covered in it’s bag to keep dust off of it. You heard a knock on your door and you shuffled over, your shoulders slumping as you opened it. Nat and Wanda were standing there, dresses and hair products in their hands. You moved aside to let them in and you shut your door.

They put everything down on your bed and Nat turned to you. “Okay, why do you look like you found out your childhood crush died?” Nat questioned as she crossed her arms. Wanda looked at you with furrowed eyebrows. You groaned and walked over to your bed, sitting beside the dresses. “Because! I don’t know what to do.” You said, flailing your arms.

Wanda looked confused and Nat sighed. “Just tell your dad the truth!” Nat said as if it were the easiest thing to do. “What? Tell my dad I fell for the guy who I had sex with and usually have my tongue in his mouth?” You asked sarcastically, making Wanda gasp. “No way! Everyone thought you two were just hooking up!” Wanda said, her eyes wide.

You sighed and shook your head. “No, it’s more than that. But you know my dad, he’d freak out. My ex didn’t get off the hook easily after what happened.” You said, grimacing at the memories. Your dad hated your ex and has since altered the image of any man being deserving of his daughter. Wanda scoffed lightly. “Tony, too.” She said, Nat nodding in agreement.

Your eyebrows creased with confusion. “Why Tony?” You asked, leaning back on your hands. Nat snorted and shook her head. “Okay, have you forgotten a very valuable detail between the Winter Soldier and Tony Stark?” Nat asked you, her eyebrows raised. You suddenly remembered what happened before and you sighed heavily.

So now you not only had to worry about your dad possibly breaking Bucky’s neck, but also Tony. Again. You fell onto your back on your bed and stared up at the ceiling. “Kill me.” You muttered, hearing the two girls laugh. “No way, this is too juicy!” Nat said, making you glare at her, her lips holding a smirk. “Kidding, but seriously, you’ve gotta tell your dad soon.” She said, pulling you upward by your wrists.

An hour and a half went by and you were ready for the party. You could faintly hear the music from your room and you sighed, putting in your dangling diamond earrings Wanda let you borrow. You let your hands travel down your hips, straightening out your dress. “You look so hot.” Nat said, coming up beside you, her teeth showing from her smile.

Wanda hummed in agreement, standing by your other side. You smiled and rolled your eyes as you shook your head lightly. “You guys look amazing.” You said, turning to look at them. Nat was wearing a white dress with a low cut front and Wanda was wearing a black sequin dress that had slits on both sides of her legs. Yours only had one slit, with a low front and back.

Nat and Wanda linked their arms with yours and you all walked out of your room, your heels clicking against the floor as you made your way to the elevator. You nervously shifted in your spot, watching the floor numbers change every few seconds. You tried to calm your thoughts and nervousness, but you couldn’t.

Nat gave your shoulders a squeeze as the elevator opened and you sighed, giving her a tight lipped smile. You had a feeling something was going to happen tonight and you weren’t sure if it was going to be good or bad.

You and the girls walked down the hallway and stopped outside the doors, seeing a huge crowd of dancing people. “Wow.” You said, looking inside at the detailed party. There was huge chandelier hanging beautifully, little rainbows of colors dancing along it, fairy lights strung all over the edging of the walls, tables along the sides with white table cloths, and a huge food table.

Nat scoffed and walked in ahead of you and Wanda. “I don’t see how he does it.” Nat said to which you hummed in agreement. Your eyes searched the place, absentmindedly looking for Bucky. You finally spotted him near the bar with all of the men except Tony. Surely he was in the crowd of people, showing off his new suit. Typical, none of them would dance on their own.

Bucky looked absolutely breathtaking in his suit. It was fitting in all the right places and his hair was slicked back, making his jaw and cheekbones look all the more defined. His eyes were shining a beautiful blue, the lights around him making him glow.

Your breath hitched in your throat as you felt Wanda pulling you along. You all stopped at the bar and all eyes lifted and fell on you. Not Natasha or Wanda, no. You. You gulped and shifted under their wide eyes and mouths. Your dad smiled and stepped towards you, pulling you in for a hug. “You look beautiful!” He said, hugging you rather tightly.

You hugged Clint back and as he pulled away, you glanced at Bucky. “Thanks, Dad.” You said with a shy smile. Sam whispered something to Steve, making him chuckle. Bucky looked at the two with anger plastered all over his face. 

Clint tucked a strand of hair behind your ear and placed a kiss on your head. “I’m gonna go find Tony. Don’t get into any trouble, okay?” Clint said before walking off, drink in hand. You sighed softly. If only you knew, you thought. 

Nat slipped away, gathering the attention of a man she clearly knew, as her hands were already all over him. You watched as Wanda pulled Vision to the dance floor, leaving you to stand here near the other three men. Sam smirked at you, taking a sip from his cup. “So, Y/N,” Sam said, gaining your attention, “That dress is amazing.” He said, his eyes falling down your body.

You tried to ignore his stare but you could feel the heat rising in your cheeks. You saw Bucky shoot Sam a glare and he gripped his glass in his flesh hand. Steve scoffed and stood from his chair, circling around your body. “No, amazing doesn’t cut it. This dress is FANTASTIC!” Steve said with a chuckle. He stopped beside you and held his tie out for you to see. “We match.” Steve said, smiling down at you.

You couldn’t help but laugh at Steve. “Okay, if I remember correctly, didn’t you always try to do that when I was younger?” You asked, looking up at Steve. He snorted and nodded his head. “I, uh, yeah I remember that.” Steve said, his eyes landing on your cleavage before he met your eyes. You laughed along with Steve and forgot for a split second that Bucky was there. You cleared your throat and Steve’s cheeks burned red.

Bucky stood from his chair and shoved between you and Steve, walking off somewhere else. You watched after him and you were about to follow him, but Steve gripped your arm gently. “So, did you want to dance?” Steve asked, his tone hopeful. You nodded gently, he is your friend after all. Sam smirked after you. “I call next!” Sam yelled, making you laugh.

You danced with Sam and Steve together now, seeing Bucky’s figure sitting in his previous seat at the bar. Your dad and Tony were sitting on either side of Bucky, chatting along about nonsense. You twirled around with Steve, letting him pull you into him. “You really do look beautiful tonight, Y/N.” Steve said, twirling you again so you spun into a waiting Sam.

You smiled and danced along with Sam, his hand in yours and the other resting on your lower back. “Steve’s right, I can’t believe you used to be this shy little girl!” Sam said, laughing along with you. You enjoyed dancing with Sam and Steve, but the lingering stares were making you a tad bit uncomfortable. You were about to tell them you needed a break until Sam spun you into Steve.

Steve held you close and looked into your eyes, his hands coming up to brush along your cheek. Your eyebrows knitted together in confusion as he started to lean in, until you heard what sounded like a woman yelling from near the bar and glass breaking. You pulled away from Steve and looked to the scene, seeing Bucky breathing heavily and the mirror behind the bar shattered from him throwing his beer bottle into it.

You, Sam, and Steve rushed over to the bar, the crowd dancing though their eyes were on the Avengers before them. Clint was yelling at Bucky once you got there and you saw Tony holding his chest, his eyes wide. “What the hell is going on?” You asked, immediately resting your hand on Bucky’s arm. He was breathing heavily and his jaw was clenched.

Clint shook his head and glared at Bucky. “Yes, please do, tell us why you broke Tony’s mirror.” Your dad replied sarcastically, sounding much like you. The girls and Vision now joined and you saw Bucky sigh loudly. “It’s nothing.” Bucky grumbled, gently pulling his arm away from you. You frowned and you heart sank a tad, but you knew he needed some space.

This was clearly because Steve just tried to kiss you. You didn’t notice he and Sam had been flirting with you until now. Tony scoffed and shook his head. “Nothing!? You just broke a thousand dollars worth of a mirror for NOTHING?” Tony yelled, slapping the back of his hand against Bucky’s shoulder. He looked at Tony. “Yup.” He said, making Tony all the more angrier.

Tony clenched his fists and raised one, but you stepped in between him and Bucky. “Stop it! Stop, just stop.” You shouted, holding your hands up in front of you. 

A gasp fell from Steve’s mouth. “Oh no.” He said softly, making you and everyone else look at him. “What?” Clint snapped, “Sad you didn’t get your kiss from MY daughter?” Clint asked viciously. You rolled your eyes at how ridiculous your dad sounded. 

“Bucky.” Steve said, his voice soft. “I didn’t know.” Steve looked Bucky guiltily and you knew he had figured it out. The space fell silent and you felt Bucky’s hand rest on your lower back. “Didn’t know what?” Sam and Tony asked simultaneously. Your face started to heat up and you cleared your throat. It’s now or never.

You turned to your dad and he met your eyes. “Dad, I have something to tell you.” You said quietly, wincing when his eyes darted between you and Bucky. Clint furrowed his eyebrows and you could see the gears shifting in his eyes as he pieced it together. “No way!” Sam yelled, a light laugh falling from his mouth.

Clint’s lips formed a tight line and he stared at you, shaking his head. “Are you kidding me?” He asked, his tone serious. You shook your head gently, feeling Bucky’s hand grasp onto the material of your dress. You could tell he was nervous and scared. Tony gasped now and took a step back. “WHAT!” He yelled, causing the crowd to stop their dancing.

Tony apologized and told them to continue on. He turned to you and shook his head. “Y/N, my own worst enemy?” Tony asked, making your mouth fall open. “Tony, this isn’t like that!“ You yelled, anger bubbling in your veins. How dare he think you liked Bucky to spite him? Tony scoffed and shook his head again, turning and leaving the room.

Clint started to walk away and you called after him. “Dad! Please, let me explain!” You said, seeing him wave his hand. Your shoulders slumped a tad and you turned to Bucky. “Bucky, I’m sorry.” You whispered, wrapping your arms around his waist. He held you close and sighed. “Just talk to them.” Bucky said quietly. You nodded and pulled him along, going to find Tony and Clint.

The others followed behind you and you could hear Sam and Steve whispering to each other in the elevator. “I can’t believe you tried to kiss her!” “I got caught in the moment, Sam! I didn’t know they were more than make out sessions!” “Dude, even I’m not that bold.” “Oh shut up, you know you wanted-” “Guys!” You shouted, turning to them as the elevator came to a stop.

Bucky’s arm was held protectively around your waist, trying his best not to punch the two Avengers. You both knew he’d regret it. You sighed, all of you walking into the common room. Clint and Tony were sitting on the couch, unreadable looks on their faces. You took a deep breath as they looked up at you. “I want you two to listen to me, please.” You said with a steady voice.

Clint stood to his feet, his hands on his waist. “Dad, I know what happened last time, but Bucky has been so sweet to me. I like him a lot. And it means more to me that you approve.” You said, looking at your dad. 

He sighed and looked at Bucky, raising his eyebrows. Bucky cleared his throat, his hand holding you tighter. “Clint, I won’t hurt her. I’m not like her ex. I promise, I’d never do anything to cause her any pain.” Bucky said, his voice soft.

Bucky looked at Tony. “And I’m sorry for breaking your overpriced mirror and scaring you. Though to be fair, your scream scared me, too. But anyways, I got jealous.” Bucky muttered the last part and you blushed, a smile forming on your lips. 

Clint snorted and you snapped your head towards him. He was covering his mouth and Tony was glaring at Clint. “Wait, TONY is the one that screamed?” Wanda asked, her eyes wide.

The room all looked at Tony and everyone started laughing, making him hide his face in his hands. “Oh my God!” Sam coughed from laughing so hard. Clint walked over to you and Bucky. “Clearly she really likes you, James. I can’t make her not date you.” Clint said, shaking Bucky’s metal hand. You smiled and bit your lip.

Tony gasped and stood beside the others. “Wait, what!?” Tony yelled, shaking his head. Clint sighed and turned to Tony. “He’ll pay for the mirror.” Clint said before turning back to you and Bucky. You smiled and hugged your dad tightly. “Thank you.” You whispered, feeling his smile against your shoulder.

You were sitting in the kitchen, sipping on a cup of water. It’s been a few hours since the party had ended and you said goodnight to everyone. You heard footsteps approaching the kitchen, seeing Bucky appear in his sweats and nothing else. You smirked and set your cup down on the counter. Bucky walked over to you and pressed a kiss to your forehead.

You held Bucky’s waist, smiling up at him. “Hey there, lover.” You said softly. Bucky chuckled and he bent down to pick you up, sitting you on the counter. “Doll, how can you still be so beautiful?” Bucky asked, his hands rising up underneath your old worn out band t-shirt. You let your eyes close as you felt his lips press to your pulse point.

A soft moan fell from your parted lips and Bucky smirked. You let your legs wrap loosely around his waist, your hands holding onto his biceps. “Bucky, someone could walk in.” You whispered, feeling his thumbs sneak under the band of your shorts. He chuckled deeply, nipping at your skin. “Let them, I don’t care.” Bucky said lowly, your hands gripping onto his arms as his hands moved to your thighs.

You suddenly heard someone clear their throat and Bucky pulled away from you, gasping. You saw your dad standing there and he held up a hand before you or Bucky could say anything. “Don’t. Just let me get my juice in peace.” Clint said, avoiding eye contact. 

He got his juice and stopped with his back turned to you and Bucky. “Remember, I’ll shoot your other arm with one of my arrows, James.” Clint said before walking out of the kitchen. You let go of the breath you didn’t know you were holding and Bucky turned to face you, his face red. 

“I told you!” You whispered as your cheeks flushed. Bucky let out a breathy laugh, resting his forehead against yours. “I love you.” Bucky said, holding your cheeks. Your heart fluttered. “I love you too.” You said before kissing Bucky, letting him carry you to your room.

You were full of joy and content, finally having the happiness you never knew you’d find in the arms of Bucky Barnes.


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Boyfriend Joshua

@kyotocean: Heey, can you please write the boyfriend thing for Joshua from Seventeen? I really like your scenarios and reactions, keep up the good work!~ I hope you will have a nice day ♡

a/n: thank you! I’m sorry for the lateness of this but hopefully you like it ^^” I wish you a nice day too! ~

Originally posted by jjangjjangmanppoonppoon

  • omg this nerd
  • where do I even start
  • maybe from the beginning?? lol
  • you both met while 17 were still training, when the original 17 members were there and you were a new trainee at pledis
  • he wanted to welcome you to the trainee world, to be your friend. esp. since some trainees could be vicious in their determination to debut before you.
  • but … you were so attractive >////< and how do u talk to attractive ppl? what language do they use? do they bite?
  • it was Sammy who made the move to introduce him to you and you both clicked right away
  • that led to a lengthy friendship, to you supporting him every time he thought his group was close to debut only to be disappointed, up until they actually did debut
  • he’s had you with him, to wipe his tears and pick him up when it got hard, and he realized that you weren’t just his attractive friend anymore .. you meant so much more to him
  • it took a lot of courage but he eventually asked you out and when he told the guys you were dating, their exact response was;
  • “wait, you’re only dating now? I thought you’d been together for years??”
  • and even the rest of Pledis was like “???? so you weren’t dating before this?? what??”
  • It became kind of a Mandela effect in Pledis because everyone swears they heard you two started going out years ago but anyway,, that’s not the point
  • joshua is such a soft boyfriend oml
  • he can never say no to you and luckily for him, your requests are never crazy. because if you suggested jumping off a building or something as equally insane,, it would be so hard to say no.
  • but luckily you only ask for, like, ice cream at 3 am
  • which he’s all for since it’s an opportunity for you two to bond, sneaking out of the dorm while everyone sleeps and having some alone time over ice cream.
  • he loves admiring you
  • while you train, while you cook, while you walk and smile and talk
  • best of all is when you’re laying down together, cuddled up and he runs his arm along your arm or back, fingertips tracing the outline of your body.
  • those are the moments that he savours the most, when he can relax and breathe in your scent and feel your touch
  • you get lost in conversation,, about doggo’s and anime and video games. but about serious things too, about the injustices of the world, about how hard trainee life is or if there’s an anti out against him
  • those times usually get interrupted by one of the members
  • which neither of you mind too much. it’s nice having the guys around and they like being around you. you make joshua happy and he exudes a positive energy that people feed off of
  • but he always feels better after those times, more refreshed and reassured that as long as he has you, he can make it through anything
  • you wear his clothes
  • a lot
  • and the boys tease him for it
  • a lot
  • but he doesn’t care
  • he’s kind of a cheesy boyfriend and more okay with pda than you expected 17′s gentleman to be. but his pda is very innocent, such as hand holding or his hand on your waist or maybe a few light pecks on the lips
  • nothing crazy
  • not while the guys are around anyway.
  • he has a pure religious boy image that he needs to protect
  • he says things like “The stars are no longer beautiful to me since I looked into your eyes”
  • and has so many puns and dad jokes and he dabs too,, ugh, you’re so embarrassed to bring him out sometimes.
  • you acted like you didn’t know him once when he pin dropped at a party ((but 10 minutes later you joined him so no one was convinced)) ((also it was a Pledis party so everyone knew you two were together so ..))
  • he giggles when you kiss his nose but he loves it so much so don’t stop
  • he’s not the type to constantly text you but he does give you updates and checks in on you. he’s always sure to send a “how are you?” or “how was work/school today?” because he cares so, so, so much about you and your well being
  • you two take the cutest couple selfies ever
  • it takes a lot to irritate him so you can poke and prod and he’ll still smile sweetly at you a true gentleman
  • anime marathons
  • doesn’t protest if you want to do his hair or makeup or nails
  • actually, he finds it kind of relaxing when you do that, as opposed to when professional artists do, because he’s not got the nerves that come before a performance or a variety appearance
  • he knows there won’t be flashing cameras either
  • it’s just you two, having fun, in his room, and it makes him feel normal for a minute
  • joshua feels like he’s living his life like a normal twenty-something year old, having fun with his partner and acting goofy
  • “You know .. without you, I don’t think I’d be who I am today. You helped me through a lot of tough times and there’s not enough I can do to repay that. All I can offer you is my heart.”
So I read STFF last night...

Amazon is freaking amazing. I got my copy a day early and spent all of last night reading it. Despite some poor reviews and negative reactions to the advanced copies, I actually really enjoyed this book. I read a ton of fanfic and books. When I enjoy a story, I get sucked in and will read non-stop to finish it (time/life permitting). Other than dinner and watching Dustin Lance Black’s “When We Rise” last night, I read STFF. I was compelled to take notes throughout. I ended up with three pages of notes.

If you’re the general audience, I think you will enjoy this book. It’s funny, raw, tender, and heartbreaking. Coming from a fandom perspective, you’ll get it. You may see yourselves in it. The character development for the 4 teenagers could have been better, he devoted a chapter to each one and further glimpses into them as the story went on, but for the most part, not enough. I think my fave depiction of one of the kids was the trans kid, Sam - that’s going to help a lot of kids out there. Maybe he was trying to keep the book shorter (it’s 295 pages) to keep the average teens attention span, but tbh, these kids are reading Harry Potter and other much longer novels so I think he could have expanded that more.

If you’re not a Chris Colfer fan who’s paid attention to his life, you may not get any of the autobiographical nature of this book. However, make no mistake, he pulls directly from his life and life experiences and it’s blatant. I definitely have a clearer perspective on Chris and the way he views life, his Glee years, and fandom. He’s screaming to be heard and understood. Please don’t read into this thinking he hates his fans, that’s just not true. He loves and appreciates his fans, however, certain fans and fandom culture scares the hell out of him. He’s never quite understood us. I don’t take it with malicious intent, it just is what it is. Obviously we cannot empathize unless we’ve been in his shoes, but we get a better understanding through this book.

Chris wrote this as an exercise of “plausible deniability” just like when he wrote the Rachel/PR bits into his episode. Of course he’s going to claim this is all fiction and has very little basis in reality, we know better. Definitely go buy it and check it out.

There are many obnoxious things I found within, you may or may not agree with me, but do not come hatin’ into my inbox. I won’t be entertaining you today.

Under the cut (slight spoilers ahead, but I do not mention Cash’s secret) are the things that stood out for me:

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noir0neko’s follow forever: with the long awaited arrival of a follow forever, also comes the exciting announcement that I reached 13,000 followers a little while ago, which is a huge milestone and I honestly, sincerely, and truly couldn’t have done it without every single one of you. Whether we follow each other, you follow me, or I follow you, each click of that little ‘follow’ button has furthered me immensely and made the experienced I’ve had here that much better. I’ve been on here for two years, writing, creating, and fangirling over bts, and I must say the journey would have been a lot less fun without all of you. Every ask still makes my heart smile, every message makes my soul sing, and to see how far not only I, but everyone I know here, has come, makes me a proud eggie,,

I follow over 1k blogs here, so I’m not gonna be sitting and going through them all to mention, but I will be adding all of the blogs I actively follow, admire, or talk to and that I wish to share with all of you, so finally! here we go:

bold: mutuals, ♡- favorites, 🌈- lil lov note at the end

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My boyfriend definitely loses his shit watching Yuri On Ice - Part 4

He’s convinced he now became an interet sensation.

Episode 10:

(sings the whole intro trying to open a Nutella jar with his teeth)

“I’m so hyper hyper hyper” (intro has not ended yet)



“I’m now convinced Victor and Chris banged at least once. And it’s disgusting.”

“Why in the world no one ever SLAPPED this kid in the face??” (Yurio)

“Is there a compilation of the faces Yurio does through all the series, please, because honestly”

“JJ’s girlfriend is as annoying as her boyfriend”

“Undercut dude (Otabek; he’s struggling with names) is even more friendly than that Korean one”


“Does Phichit need a bathroom? Ah no, Sagrada Familia selife”

“Yuri is antisocial and I like it”

“Poor boy”


“Yuri does puppy eyes and Victor falls for it, tsk, unbelievable” (sarcastic)

“Victor has these really elegant outfits I wonder how rich he is”

“This kid literally has hundreds of girls dying for him and he never tries to bang one? What the fuck is wrong wih him”

(whole scene with Otabek happens)

“Oh he’s gay too, that is why”

“Oh my god Mister Funny x Mister Funny 2” (Yurio and Otabek)


“They’re fighting like us lol”

“… Did he buy rings”




“He’s blushing so hard”


(he paused the episode and watched the scene again)


(he paused to go to the bathroom. it took him several minutes)

“can we watch that again I need to understand”

(I explained the snowflake thing during rewatch numer 3) “holy jesus fuck”


“Oh they’re all together look”


“WHAT? EH??”


(he laughed for ten minutes straight)

“well can’t blame him champagne is good”



“but what about the videos”

“Lol Yurio’s reaction is priceless”

“Oh wow bringing the gold medal up defintiely killed the mood”


“Nice coat Victor wow” (I’m afraid he’s developping a crush on Victor’s clothes)

“Of course Yurio must ruin it”


(credits start)




“So that is the moment Victor sold his soul to Satan?”

“Yurio do not wear bright blue suits ever again”


“I can’t. Stop it. I can’t.”



“Victor is so easy. Just like you”

“I’m speechless. SPEECHLESS.”

(I wish he truly was)

Episode 11:

“I’m so tense. So tense. Look, I’m SHAKING”


“Where is the intro I want it”

“Does Giacometti wear eyeliner”



“Michi keep it in your pants”


“I’m anxious”

“Lol any reason is good for Victor to jump on this kid”

“Victor is Yuri’s nr. 1 Fangirl”



“I just noticed he’s wearing a new coat”

“HE’S CRYING OOOOH SWEET HEART. He’s as devastated as I am after Christmas dinner”


“How many fucking hamsters does Phichit own but most important question where are they now”


“Selfie with Celestino of fucking course”


“Oh so if you keep your arm up it’s more difficult? How many things I’m learning”



“lol fuck no Chris’ programme is hilarous”

“Those rings are so cute I keep forgetting they’re there”

“Yurio cheering for Undercut dude is suspicious”

“YURIO IS ACTUALLY PROUD? What is going on here”

“Still happy to be in the first place of course. Little shit”

“We can’t skip JJ can we?” (he really can’t stand JJ)


“Yurio I feel you”

“I need a break before the last episode. I do not feel emotionally ready”

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 5

I’ll have him watch the last episode and Welcome to the madness by the end of today lol. Stay tuned


Official #BlackoutDay Masterpost (Created: March 29, 2015. Updated: March 6th, 2017)

Welcome to the official #BlackoutDay / #TheBlackout Masterpost.

This post was originally hosted on WhatWhitesWillNeverKnow and is now on @theblackoutofficial.

In this post you’ll find the history of the movement, including important changes to the team and format, and FAQ. 

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Boot Bae: Tom Holland x Black Reader

A long convo with @starcoleworld inspired this. She thought of it and I loved it 😂

Tom and Reader attend the VMA’s and while Ariana Grande is singing ‘Everyday’ she spots her celeb crush Tom(I’m sorry y’all😂)…I love that song ‘Everday’ and I don’t have a problem with Ariana but you have to admit that this idea is GOLD😂

You took the seats in the front with your names. You looked around and saw that you were in front with the Elite of the singing world. You sat beside Tom and felt his lips kiss your bare shoulder, “You look amazing.” He whispered, drooling over how your smooth brown skin popped with the dress. You smiled and kissed him on the cheek, hearing the cameras flash you pulled away and saw the Photographer snapping you two together. 

The show finally started and you were excited. After a few performances and the commercial break you decided to mingle. 

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(requested by anon)

Kai Parker x Reader
word count
: 4 602
summary : based on the song ‘No Vacancy’ by One Republic
note : i might have strayed a tiny little bit from the idea …
* gif by fondu-with-downey

When Kai got off the bed that morning after yet another sleepless night spent counting the hours till sunrise , he had no idea in a few hours his life would change completely. As soon as the first sun rays had shown up through the windows , he got off his bed and turned off the lights. After all this time spent alone in the Prison World he just couldn’t stand the darkness or the silence. Or being alone for that matter. Every now and then he’d go out at night, sharing a couple of hours with strangers but even around all those people at the bar he still felt alone and empty on the inside. Unknowingly his entire life he had been searching for her until one day when he had least expected it he finally found her and she tore down all the walls he had build around himself.

Kai was walking down the street on his way to the Salvatore house to meet with his least favourite Salvatore brother. Damon wasn’t his friend , none of them were but he liked spending time around them better than being alone. He kept trying to win them over but every time things didn’t work out he ended up feeling even more empty on the inside than before. Yet he kept trying , hoping that maybe one day this will change. He put his hands in his pockets and turned down the street listening to his playlist when he heard the screams. Kai stopped right the same second, pulled out his earphones quickly and ran towards the screams. Turning down the alley he saw a vampire feeding on a girl who was trying so hard and fiercely to fight the vampire off her but it wasn’t enough. There was something about the way she wouldn’t let herself get killed that drew him in like a magnet and he ran , pushing the vampire off her.
   "The girl is with me.“ he growled , purple / black veins flashing in his eyes. Kai raised his hand and the vampire started choking while the young heretic was using magic to pull his heart out. “Leave now or you lose your heart.”
After the vampire ran off , Kai turned towards the girl who had dropped to the ground , holding her hand on her neck trying to stop the bleeding. She looked shaken and kept starring straight ahead with eyes filled with tears , flinching a little when he took a step towards her.
   "Hey hey. It okay. I’m not going to hurt you.“ said Kai softly , kneeling down next to her biting his wrist. “This will help heal the wound and then -”
   "What ? You will compel it away ?“ she whispered , wrapping her fingers around his wrist. Kai studied her face. Why wasn’t she completely freaked out about what had just happened ? He sat on the ground before her, taking a better look at the young girl. It appeared that she was around his age , her hair was pulled in a loose pony tail wearing a little baggy ripped in the knees jeans , a grey top and a dark blue/white plaid shirt tied on her waist – and she was beautiful. They had met barely a few moments ago and she had already taken his breath away.
   "Well , you are full of surprises aren’t you - ” he said a little amused. “Anyone else would’ve run away by now. So why haven’t you ?”
   "Let’s just say my friends are not exactly normal.“ she smiled. "Thank you for saving me – um , sorry. I didn’t get your name ?”
   "Oh right. Sorry , manners. I’m Kai. Kai Parker.“ he said outstretching his hand. He expected her to run away since obviously the girl knew vampires and quite possibly Damon , but she never did. Instead Y/N smiled widely at him , shook his hand and for the first time in his life , Kai felt something spark inside his heart. 
   "I’m Y/N.” she said , unable to look away. “So , you are Kai. It’s nice to meet you.”
All her friends , specially Bonnie , had warned her about Kai , filling her head with all the awful things he had done and for a while she had pretended to listen , then she had tuned out. Kai had made mistakes , but Damon had done worse. Stefan had done worse. Most of her friends have – being vampires and all. Judging Kai by the worst mistakes he had done in his life but not judging her friends for theirs would make her a hypocrite. That wasn’t her. Everyone deserved a chance , everyone had light and darkness inside. Her new friend seemed so friendly she couldn’t help but like him instantly and he was beyond hot — and had just saved her life when easily could’ve walked by and let her die. To her Kai didn’t seem as dangerous as they had made him out to be.
   "Ahh so you have heard of me.“ he sighed , looking at the ground. "For a moment there I thought I might … Ahhh never mind. I take it you are friends with Damon ?”
   "No. Stefan. I can’t stand Damon.“
   "Wow. You didn’t run away from me screaming and you don’t like Damon.” he laughed. “I like you already.”
   "For what’s worth - I kind of like you too. I – “ she said noticing her bloody top. "Ahh , I better go home and change.”
Y/N started to get up and almost immediately she stumbled a little. Kai got up quickly holding her steady so she wouldn’t fall. Their eyes met and a spark of electricity floated between them , waking up something inside of him he didn’t even know was there. He had no idea who this girl is , but already knew there was no way he’d ever let anything happen to her.
   "Are you feeling okay ?“ he asked concerned. "You know what, I will take you home. Don’t worry , you don’t have to invite me in or anything. Just want to make sure whoever that was won’t try and finish the job and that you won’t faint somewhere.”
   "I just feel a little light headed that’s all.“ she smiled , unable to take her eyes away from him. Never before in her life she had someone’s eyes sparkle like this.  "Wow..”
   "What ?“
   "N-nothing.” she smiled , feeling her heart skip a beat. “You know , maybe it’s a good idea that you walk me home.”
   "Yeah ? You are not scared of me ?“
   "No.” she smiled. “Not scared of you.”
Kai couldn’t help but smile at her words. Usually everyone ran away from him but not this girl. There wasn’t a hint of judgement or fear in her eyes and they were so warm , just like her smile. Barely a few minutes spent around her and for the first time in his life he didn’t feel as alone or empty as before. However something kept tugging at his mind.
   "You weren’t at the wedding. I am pretty sure I would’ve remembered you –“
   "Um no , I was out of town with my parents that day.” she smiled nervously , as they took a turn down the street.
   "I am happy you weren’t there. What I did – I just – “ he sighed.
   "I’m not judging. You had your reasons and Bonnie , well — she sort of deserved it. I mean she provoked it in a way. I — ” she sighed. “Don’t tell them I said that. I’ll never hear the end of it.”
   "I won’t.“ he smiled at her. "I’ve never met someone – as understanding as you. Not judging - thats definitely a new one for me. Where have you been all my life?”
   "Probably right under your nose.“ Y/N winked at him , unable to stop smiling.
Kai laughed under his breath , listening to her heart beating strong and fast , skipping a beat every time their hands touched accidentally while they walked. He couldn’t help feel the electricity coursing through his veins , starting from the places where their hands touched , waking up every fibre in his body.
   "So , if you know the Salvatore’s how come I haven’t seen you before ?” he wondered while they took another turn down the next block. “Were they keeping you tucked away safely somewhere or something ?”
Y/N ran her fingers through her hair looking up at the sky and then at him with a smile on her face. Kai’s heart did a flip almost making him stop in the middle of the street , trying to figure out what was happening.
   "As if I’d let them do that.“ she laughed but her tone was serious. "No , I am a senior. You know with Elena’s brother Jeremy. There just wasn’t much time to hang around with my friends.”
Y/N stopped in front of one of the houses and Kai felt his heart sank. That was it ? Why did it feel like they had been walking barely a few seconds when it had been minutes ? He didn’t want to let go off her , not now not ever.
   "This is me.“ she sighed. "Thank you for saving me and walking me home.”
   "Yeah. Always. “ he smiled at her , scratching his forehead nervously. "I guess I’ll be seeing you around –”
Kai started turning around when she pulled him back. He looked at her confused for a moment and then her hands wrapped around him in a surprise hug attack. Kai wasn’t sure what to do at first. It had been so long since someone had hugged him or had been this nice to him. Specially someone who knows all the awful things he had done. Then his arms wrapped around her , holding her tightly towards him. His eyes closed for a moment and he felt happiness like never before spread through his body. What was it about this girl that had him feeling this way ? Warm, fuzzy, complete…
   "You are welcome to stop by and come in any time you want.“
   "Y-you are inviting me in ?” he asked surprised. Y/N nodded. “What would your friends say ?”
   "That’s not really their decision now is it?“ she winked at him , reaching into his pocket. "This is my number. Call me any time , literally.“ she said serious , typing in her number and taking a selfie as a contact picture. "I don’t sleep much.”
   "Weird , neither do I.“ he smiled nervously. "It’s — hard , after the Prison World and everything.”
   "You know –“ she trailed off. ”– my parents are not home most nights , if you want you can come over and we can talk or watch a movie or something ?“
   "Your friends are going to freak out.” he said amused.
   "Let them.“ she winked him. "See you around Kai..”
   "Yeah – see you around Y/N.“
Kai watched her walk inside the house unable to stop smiling. This girl was different , he could feel it. Could it be that he had finally found someone ? A real friend , maybe more than a friend ? He walked down the street trying to figure out what were all those emotions swirling in his heart and head in that moment. There were so many of them he couldn’t separate them but knew all of them were connected to her. Something told him that night he won’t be staying awake counting the hours as usual. No , that night was going to be different.
His phone rang returning him to reality. Kai reached into his pocket pulling it out - DAMON.
   "Where are you? You said you’ll be here first thing in the morning..”
   "Something came up.“ said Kai not even feeling annoyed at the tone Damon was talking to him with. "I’ll be over in five. Even you can’t ruin my good mood today.”

Kai spent almost two hours listening to Damon trying to convince him to break the spell linking Bonnie and Elena. It seemed to be the only thing the vampire wanted to talk about and this time he was actually being a little nicer to him , probably thinking that a change in his attitude would get things done.  However Kai wasn’t really listening. Only one person mattered to him and that was Y/N.
   "Damon ?“ interrupted Kai. "How do you know when you are in love ?”
Damon’s eyes widened in shock , surprise and confusion.
   "Sorry what ? In love ? What are you talking about ?“
   "Just answer my question.” insisted Kai , pouring himself two fingers with bourbon. “And maybe I will find a way to break the spell. I am a mega powerful heretic right? .”
   "Fine.“ sighed Damon. "It’s like the whole world stops and there is just this other person you see. Your heart beats faster around them , you can’t stop thinking about them and wanting to be with them. That person is all that you need and when you are apart it feels like hell. Why ?”
   "No reason.“ he replied a sip of his bourbon.
   "Ahh , don’t go anywhere.” said Damon , leaving the room to answer his phone.
A few moments later Kai heard someone fall down the stairs not too far away from him. Curiosity won over and he went to check out what had happened. When he got there he saw a very familiar looking girl and he couldn’t help but smile. He leaned against the stair railing looking at her trying to gather a bunch of books which probably had caused the noise he heard since she didn’t appear to be hurt. He only caught glimpses of her face but that was enough for his heart do this weird flip it kept doing whenever he thought about her.
   "Need some help with that ?“ he asked , making her scream in surprise. "Easy there Y/N. I am just trying to help. Are you okay ? You didn’t get hurt did you ?”
   "Stefan is going to kill me..“ she muttered , freezing a second later. Y/N looked up at him and a wide smile spread across both their faces."Hi.”
   "Hi.“ he grinned , kneeling down on the ground to help her gather the books. "What are you doing here ? I didn’t walk you home for you to leave like two hours later.”
   "So over protective.“ she winked at him. "I had to return them before I forget they are not mine.”
   "Here. Let me help you with those. What is that ? Great Expectations ? To Kill a Mockingbird ? Damn – did you read all of those ?“
   "Thanks.” she smiled. “Yes , took a while though. Do you know the way or should I -”
   "After you.“ he smiled nervously. Kai was sure he’d follow her everywhere, including to the end of the world. "I am so happy to see you again.”
   "Me too.“
They took another turn down the hall entering the library. In the next few minutes he helped her return the books to their places and Y/N climbed up one of the ladders to return the last one almost at the top shelf, stretching out her hand dangerously far away.
   "Careful. We don’t want you to fall to your death do we?” he said not taking his eyes away from her , ready to catch her at moments notice.
   "Almost — there —“ she screamed falling to the ground.
Kai ran towards her in vampire speed catching her mid air , losing his balance a moment later , falling on the ground with her on top of him. How had she landed face first on top of him with their faces barely an inch apart?
   "OH my God ! Are you okay ?” she asked worried “S-sorry. I didn’t meant to - ”
   "You know you are like really pretty. “ he said , reaching his hand to touch her cheek for a moment. A small smile spread across his face when she didn’t flinch or pull away. Kai wondered why her heart had started beating so fast all of the sudden. "Absolutely beautiful –” he whispered clearing his throat.
   "T-thanks.“ she smiled at him.
   "What - what is going on here ?” asked Stefan confused, making them look up at him. “Why do you look like you are about to kiss?!”
   "Hey there Steven.  Don’t worry. I saved the pretty girl — again.“ said Kai smiling. "And I think she likes me. ”
Y/N winked at him and cleared her throat rolling off him. He sat up, cracking his neck for a moment before helping her up. Kai  studied her face trying to figure out if maybe somehow she had gotten hurt but she appeared to be perfectly fine. More than fine actually - her smile never left her face and he felt the strange urge to hold her in his arms again. It had felt so right having her in his embrace.
   "Hey , Stef. Thanks for the books. Can I get a couple more ?“
   "Yeah , just stay away from him.”
   "Oh here we go–“ muttered Kai. "Why is it so hard to believe that I can be nice?”
   "I don’t know , maybe because you almost killed Bonnie -“
   "Hey,  she started it. I was perfectly nice to her. Even flirted for a while until she jammed that axe in my chest. Wouldn’t you get upset too ? It happens.”
   ” - and your entire family on your sister’s wedding day.“
   "You try living with them being called an abomination and – ” sighed Kai , looking at the ground. Just the slight memory of his childhood was enough for another wall to build up around him only this time the wall crumbled before it was ever built. All because of her.
   "Don’t listen to him. He is just being super over protective.“
   "For a good reason.” said Stefan but she shot him a warning glance.
Y/N sighed quietly and wrapped her arms around Kai who looked so sad in that moment with pain visible in his eyes. Her friends had mentioned Kai had isolated himself but to her it appeared like it had been the other way around. Being called an abomination by your own family clearly had hurt his feelings and she couldn’t blame him for snapping. Not really anyways. There was always a breaking point , but that didn’t mean what he had done was who he is.
   "Kai is my friend — and nothing you say is going to change that.“
A friend? he thought. Wrapping his arms around her , burying his face in the crook of her neck. Surely he had already thought of her as his friend , but hearing her say it felt different. Y/N had said it with a note of affection in her voice and his heart had done that weird flip again. Kai thought back to what Damon had said earlier and realised that somehow he had started to fall for her.
   "Oh-kay – but I am keeping an eye on you two.”


Kai had never thought he’d find someone who makes him feel this way. He had saved her life that day and she kept saving him every day since. All the emptiness he had felt his entire life had vanished completely because of her , starting with the moment she had wrapped her arms around him that very first time. He had never thought he’d find someone who would accept every part of him , never judging but trying to understand. Kai had fallen in love with Y/N and for the first time in his life wanted to take a chance. The young heretic wanted to tell her how he feels about her and maybe have what he had always wanted  - a chance at a happy future. With her , because to him it was clear there was no version of his life without her in it.
    “We are not supposed to be here.” she said in a hushed voice while her best friend kept pulling her through the closed fair. They had been there earlier in the day but things hadn’t worked out like she had wanted and clearly he had the intention on making things perfect. Even if it was 1.23AM and technically the place was closed , not that it appeared to matter to him. Something told her he liked it better when its just the two of them , just like she did.
    “You wanted to go on the ferris wheel earlier. There was a giant line , now there isn’t one.”
    “How are we even going to get to the top?”
    “Just close your eyes and trust me.”
Y/N studied his face for a moment , closing her eyes in the next. Kai wrapped his arms around her , feeling her heart about to leap out of her chest just like every time they were around each other. All her friends had protested like crazy when they had realised how close they had become. To her it didn’t seem to matter what any of them had to say. Barely a month with her in his life and he had never felt happier. With her around all the darkness disappeared and there was only light and warmth in his life. 
    “Never going to get tired of doing this.” said Kai grinning , pushing off his feet with every ounce of strength he had until they were at the very top. “You can open your eyes now.”
Y/N felt his breath tickle the skin of her neck while he whispered the last words in her ear. Her eyes opened and the view around her and over head took her breath away but not as much as seeing Kai smiling at her with eyes wide with excitement. A whole month and Kai had gotten into her blood stream since day one , able to send butterflies in her stomach just with one look.
    “Wow , we are so high up.” she gulped.
    “Don’t worry. I am not going to let you fall.” he said softly putting his hand over her shoulders. “You die — I die.”
Y/N smiled at him , wondering what his words meant. “Thank you. Do you know what I want to do now?”
    “What?” he asked curious ,leaning in a little closer towards her.
    “Spend the night watching the stars with the most special person in my life.” she replied gazing into his eyes , leaning in closer.
    “Weird.” he said pretending to be shocked. “That’s exactly what I want to do too.”
Y/N smiled widely at him. “Always so in sync. No wonder my parents think we are dating.”
    “T-they do?” asked Kai nervously. “And w-what do you think about that?”
    “I think — that if we were dating , I’d be the luckiest girl in the world.” she replied taking his hand in hers.
Kai couldn’t help but smile at her words. A moment later Y/N rested her head on his shoulder while both of them gazed up at the night sky , each of them stealing glances at the other when a shooting star burned across the sky. He turned towards her noticing how instead of closing her eyes to make a wish like she’d usually do ,she was looking at him.
    “You didn’t make a wish ?”
    “No. I have everything I could ever want right— here.”
    “You do ?”  he asked. Y/N hummed. Kai wondered what that meant. What could she have right —  and then it hit him , or maybe he was reading too much into it. He wasn’t sure which one it was but wanted to find out because having her in his arms without actually having her the way he wanted was driving him out of his mind.
    “Y/N –” he trailed off brushing his palm against her cheek , slowly leaning in towards her. “There is something I have to tell you. I tried so many times to find the right moment but I am starting to think there is no such thing and I am losing my mind not saying this to you.”
    “Saying what ?” she wondered , her eyes darting between his eyes and his lips feeling butterflies flap their winds in her stomach just like every time they touched. All those midnight visits at her bedroom , those late night calls , his entire affectionate and caring attitude towards her just made her fall for him more and more every single day. And the way he was looking at her in that moment with eyes gleaming in the darkness like never before took her breath away. Kai’s heart was about to leap out of his chest and he didn’t have to listen to her heart rate to know she felt the same way.
    “I love you Y/N. I fell in love with you and my life changed completely. There were so many walls build around me you would’ve thought I was a castle and somehow because of you they came crashing down. I used to feel alone and so damn empty on the inside , spending time with people I didn’t really know , trading pieces of my heart with them only to end up feeling more empty and shallow every time. I have been searching for you my whole life and then you showed up and everything changed. Every moment spent with you has filled my heart with so much love, happiness and joy. You occupy every inch of my heart and there is no room for any one else there. Just you and only you.”
Y/N felt her heart skip more than a beat or two at his words. Kai appeared to notice it because a flash of worry crossed his eyes which quickly drained away seeing her smile at him.Their fingers intertwined together and a nervous smile spread across his face.
    “I love you too Kai.” she smiled. “I fell in love with you the moment our eyes met that day or did you think I’d invite just anyone to spend the night in my bed whenever they want right after meeting them.”
    “You love me back ?” he smiled widely.
    “Yes , more than anything. I love you and I always will. I love yo-”
Kai’s lips crashed against hers not letting her finish.Their lips moved in sync , fitting  perfectly together as if they had been made for each other. Y/N tangled her fingers in his hair unable to get enough of him , while he placed his hands on her waist pulling her towards him. In a way the kiss reminded him of chemistry lessons at school when mixing the right two elements would make them explode. He pulled away completely out of breath and by the looks of it she felt the same way , noticing somehow his magic had lit up the entire place. Her heart was racing so fast he was afraid it might burst and her eyes glowed like never before , kind of like the stars over head but so much brighter.
    “I will always love you too Y/N.” he whispered , pressing his lips against hers again.


A Love Like on the Screen

Pairing: MatsuHanaIwaOi
Wordcount: 5283
Summary: Matsukawa didn’t really care much for youtube or youtubers, beyond cute cat videos at least. But Hanamaki did, and since Hanamaki did, this was clearly going to be a thing.
Author’s note: This is a Valentine’s Day Exchange Gift for @seijouho ! I’m so sorry that it’s late, I ended up with a flu and completely lost track of the days, but here it is. I hope you enjoy it! It’s my first MatsuHanaIwaOi fanfic ever, and also my first Youtube AU. Hopefully I did it some kind of justice. 

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Sugar Baby (John Laurens x Reader)


awkward-silence-turtle said:I don’t know if you’re up for longer requests, but something with SugarMomma!Reader x SugarBaby!Laurens? That would be awesome!

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A/N: Yo, I was originally going to write something short and quick but I got a lil carried away. I really would like to write a full length fic about this at one point. Also, I’m gonna post requests like this from now on. Hope you like it!

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Daddy’s Girl - 25 (Steve McGarrett/Reader Daughter) Finale(?)

Imagine being Steve McGarrett’s daughter and showing up out of the blue in his office…Steve has a hard time adjusting…

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six Part Seven Part Eight Part Nine Part Ten Part Eleven Part Twelve Part Thirteen Part Fourteen Part Fifteen Part Sixteen Part SeventeenPart Eighteen Part Nineteen Part Twenty Part Twenty-One Twenty-Two Part Twenty-Three  Part Twenty-Five

Note: The end guys! Thanks for joining me on a fun filled wild ride, you might still get a few snidbits here and there of Steve/Daughter stories….or their might be a sequel…who knows! Love you!

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Weeks…it took weeks for you to open up to him again about everything that happened at the warehouse.  You had nightmares thru the new year…since then they’d seem to get better.

He came home late one night after finally catching up on the mounds of paper work he’d put off for a while. He threw his keys in the blow and paused hearing people talking. He stretched his neck out looking out the back door seeing you and Catherine.

“I just keep seeing it happen over and over…” You told her frowning.

“I did too…” Catherine took your hand, “It will never go away. It’ll just fade.”

You shut your eyes pressing your palm against them trying not to cry, “I just…I don’t know what to do…shouldn’t I be over it by now? I mean…I…”

“It’s different for everyone.” She took your other hand looking at you seriously, “I have known good soldiers who have taken their first shot…and they never came back…”

“What…did they do?” You asked a tinge of fear in your voice.

“Well one came home and killed himself…” Catherine looked down, “He…refused to get help, refused to admit that it all bothered him…the other came back and became a doctor, but it took him a long time to get there. He went through hell and fought to make sure that it didn’t control him.”

“I don’t know if I’m strong enough…” You sniffed looking toward the ocean.

“You are…” Catherine smiled, “You asked me for help…”

You smiled a little, “Thanks Catherine…”

“Anytime…” She glanced over seeing Steve, “Your pops is home…”

You looked over quickly, “Dad…”

“Hey…did I miss a memo?” He looked at Catherine.

“Just girl talk.” Catherine stood up kissing his cheek, “Pizza? I’m buying.”

“I don’t know…” Steve looked to you for approval.

“Sure…no pineapple.” You told her as she walked inside.

“Roger roger!” She called back.

“Everything alright?” Steve looked at you, you nodded slowly, “Alright…I’ll be right back.”

Catherine pulled out her phone in the kitchen seeing Steve walk in, “I’m thinking breadsticks too.”

“Sure…whatever…is everything okay?” He knocked his knuckles on the counter.

She took a deep breath in, “Yeah, she called me a couple weeks ago…we’ve been meeting a couple days a week since…you know, when you work late.”

“Why?” Steve frowned as she stepped closer to him.

“She’s having a hard time adjusting still.” Catherine frowned, “Steve, you’re lucky she’s talking at all, kids her age don’t always come out to the end after this stuff…”

“But why come to you…why not…me?” He crossed his arms slightly hurt.

“I think she’s afraid of disappointing you.” She looked up into his eyes as his mouth dropped open. She held up a hand before he spoke, “I know…I know she never could, but she sees you go through all of these things and walk away. Something she can’t do right now. For crying out loud Steve last week you were kidnapped by a convict and were unphased.”

Steve shut his eyes taking a moment to collect his thoughts, “Is…talking to you helping?”

“I think so. Each time she’s been less focused on what she did in the moment and more that she just sees him die…” Catherine put her hands on his arms, “She’s not pulling the trigger anymore.”

“Good.” He let out a soft sigh, “As long as it’s helping…then I don’t care.”

“Yes you do…” Catherine smirked at him, “You’ll always care…you two have such a good relationship. An honest one…finding out she’s doing things without your help…it’s gotta suck…”

He sighed pulling her into a hug, “It does suck…but she’s doing it with you…so it’s okay…ish.”

Catherine smiled giving him a kiss, “I’ll order food…then you have to tell me if you still have the plan ready…”

He waited while she ordered thinking about what she mentioned. He didn’t know if he could go through with it anymore. Well most of it…he could still give you everything just…minus the surprise party.

“Sooo…” She turned back to him, “Did you get it?”

“I did.” He smiled, “Though she won’t be able to use it for a bit still…I think she’ll like it.”

“She’s gonna love it…what about the rest?” She hugged him around the waist.

He shrugged looking at her, “I don’t know…what do you think? Can she handle it?”

“Personally…probably not, but regardless,” She looked at him seriously, “I think having a birthday party will help show her all the support she has in one place at one time. Most likely you’ll be taking her home early.”

“That’s all I want her to know is that she has a family here.” Steve smiled before letting her go.

Catherine smiled at him, “I will continue all the planning on my side then. You just get her there. I’m gonna get cleaned up.”

“Alright.” He smiled following her out of the kitchen pausing as she headed upstairs. Finally, he turned walking back outside. He saw you working your way out to the beach chairs. He jogged a little catching up to you, “Need help, Shortie?”

You paused a little looking at him, “Actually I have something for you…I left it over here when Catherine showed up.”

“For me?” He pointed to his chest his eyes lighting up.

“Yeah.” You smiled a little moving around the chairs taking a seat before picking up a box offering it up to him, “Something I’ve been working on for a while…just finished it today.”

“What is it?” He took it feeling a little weight to it.

“Open it and find out.” You watched him sit down in the other chair.

He side-eyed you for a moment as he opened the flaps, “Do I need to be worried?”

“Just open it.” You leaned back in the chair watching him carefully.

“Fine…” He smirked a little looking into the box seeing large photo album. He pulled it out looking at the little picture of an ultrasound on the cover. The emotions running through him were evident as his fingers ran over the edges of it, “Y/N, what is this?”

You smiled a little as he opened it up seeing pictures of you as a baby, “You never got to see me as a kid, you know? So…I thought maybe you’d like to have something from the time you missed. I asked mom and grandma for photos of me growing up for a while now…”

He put a hand to his forehead looking at your first steps labeled, you second birthday, visits to Santa. He smiled at a photo of you glaring at the camera. You look like you were trying to study, you couldn’t have been more than eight.

Finally, he flipped the page to a selfie he took of the two of you from when you first arrived. You still had your cast on your arm from hanging off the cliff. You flashed a peace sign up smiling your head planted against his. He smiled at the pictures of you and the entire team, of you and Grace, and so many more.

“Y/N…” He looked at you, sniffing a little, “I don’t know what to say…”

“Do you like it?” You stared at him for a moment as his hands rested on the album.

He beamed at you, “I love it…this is an amazing gift. I expect to hear something about each picture.”

“Of course.” You perked up a little, “Maybe over dinner…with Catherine.”

“That sounds perfect.” He opened the book up again to flip through it making you smile.

After a moment you sighed, “Dad…”

“Yeah, baby?” He looked up to you seeing something on your mind, “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing…is wrong…” You glanced at him, “But…I know about the party.”

He sat up surprised, “It was Kamekona wasn’t it…I knew I should’ve just invited him day of.”

“No…it wasn’t him…though you are right you should always invite him day of usually.” You smiled a little before looking at him, “You actually tagged me in the email sent out…”

He shut his eyes sighing, “Let me guess…you don’t wanna go.”

“We don’t need to do something big like that…” You told him softly, “I’m not really feeling it.”

“Everyone wants to see you. They’re worried.” He tried to be reassuring.

“I know…I still just…I don’t know.” You looked out to the ocean, “Don’t feel like…peopling…”

Steve put the album down on the table between them, “I get that…”

“I just want to feel normal again.” You told him licking your lips.

“You will…” He watched you shake your head, “It’s not easy, Y/N. Taking a life never is…”

You heard his sigh hanging his head, “…you still remember…”

“Every detail.” Steve looked at you a sadness falling over his features, “It wasn’t anything I could stop…I knew what I signed up for…but when you are in the midst of fire fight and you just pull the trigger you don’t think…it’s taking stock afterwards…seeing no lights in their eyes…”

He’d never been so candid with you before as he went on, “I still his face every once in a while. I’ll wake up in a cold sweat and see him…usually after a bad case or…when I’m stressed, but I don’t let him keep me inside.”

You looked away and sat with him in silence. After a long moment, “Can…we at least have the ‘surprise’ party here?”

A smile grew on his face as he nodded, “Yeah we can do that, Shortie.”

You smiled looking at him, “Thanks dad.”

“You’re welcome…you’re friend Billy will be there too, if that makes you feel better.” He looked out at the ocean again when you looked surprised, “Among other things…”

“…yeah I got that email too…” You smiled a little watching the ocean with him, “It’s a nice truck.”

“I really got to watch who I’m tagging.” He hung his head.

“You’re a man of action…not of technology.” You laughed a little.

“You are not wrong.” He smiled picking up the book again opening it up to the first page pointing at a picture of sauce all over your face, “So tell me…is this the reason why you don’t like spaghetti?”

He smiled as you leaned forward looking at the picture. He didn’t know what to expect in the future, but in this moment listening to how your used to paint yourself with anything sauce related, was all he needed. You were definitely a daddy’s girl.

Summer Love - Joe Sugg Imagine #3

You and 3 of your friends go on holiday together. But who is this handsome boy asking you to take a photo?
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I decided to take a walk on the beach alone, as my friends just wanted to chill. It wasn’t a big deal, I loved taking walks alone, to dwell on memories or overthinking some past conversations. Especially before big night outs, like tonight, I loved the calm before the storm. The sun was about to go down and everything was dipped in a gold light. I loved this time of the day the most. Only a few tourists were still here, catching the last sunlight. It was a beautiful, small beach, mostly unknown and natural. My feet were in the ocean and my heart never felt so light. This is everything I needed right then. “That rock over there is perfect! Just lean against it. It’ll look bomb!”, I overheard a conversation a few meters ahead of me. Some guys were eyeing said rock thoughtfully, walking slowly around it. Some photoshoot, I thought, but kept on walking towards them. “Excuse me? Sorry, would you mind taking a photo of us?” Hm, so no professional photoshoot. I looked up, looking at the young men in front of me. One with long hair and a camera, one with short hair. They were british, I knew the accent. “Sure, why not”, I accepted the camera and walked with them to the rock. The one with the short hair climbed up, the one with the long hair just leaned against it. So I started taking some snaps from different angles. They both were very photogenic and the camera caught the golden light perfectly. “Alright, thank you!” I handed the long haired one the camera and smiled. “You’re welcome. Have a nice holiday”, I said goodbye. “Hey. I’m Byron by the way, this is Joe.” “Nice to meet you. I’m Y/N.” I shook both hands and smiled up to them. “I gotta go, I think my friends are already worried about me. Probably thinking I was kidnapped or something.” “So you got plans for tonight?”, Joe asked, returning the smile. “Yeah, my friends and I wanna go out. It’s our first night after all.” “You should definitely check out the Sundance. It’s a bar, but it has a dancefloor, too and if your friends looking just half as good as you, you gonna get in free.” I laughed at the compliment, but promised to keep that in mind. We said our goodbyes and I started walking again.

I arrived at the hotel room, which I shared with my best friend and told her about the boys I just met. “Were they cute?” “Yeah, totally. I mean, I think so. I didn’t really pay attention.” “you know… It would be really romantic if we fell in love on this trip.” I laughed. “Yeah. Romantic. Getting your heart broken at the end of the trip.” “Y/N you’re so pessimistic. Think positive.” “I’ll try.” “So… Sundance  it is?” I nodded. “Yeah, let’s try it.”
As we all had gotten ready to go out, we decided to get something to eat first, chatting away about our plans tonight. “I wanna make out with a hot Spanish guy”, my one friend giggled. “I wanna dance till the sun comes up”, another chimed in. “I wanna fall in love”, my best friend sighed. “I wanna be drunk to not deal with all of your bullshit anymore”, I joked. I really wanna meet the guys again, I thought to myself. But that was something, the other girls didn’t have to know.
The bar was beautiful, the music good and the crowd hyped. They didn’t lie it was a nice place. My friends and I made our way to the bar and everyone was ordering a colourful cocktail. But I wasn’t in the mood for sticky sweet drinks, so my order was an icecold beer. As my friends chatted away I looked through the crowd, searching for a long haired and a short haired guy with extraordinary good facial structures. But they were nowhere to be seen. Maybe they weren’t even coming, they didn’t say that they were after all. So I concentrated on my friends and forgot about them really quick.
We were dancing to some 90s hit, as a hand grabbed my shoulder. “So did you have to pay to come in?” I turned and looked at Joe, smiling at me with a beer in his hand. “No, we all got free entry. Thank you for the tip by the way. It really is a great bar.” “You’re welcome. Hey, do you want a drink? Mine is empty.” I nodded and followed Joe to the bar. “What do you want?” “Just a beer.” “A beer?” “Yeah.” “You really wanna tell me that you are drinking beer?” I laughed. “Yeah.” “Unbelievable. Alright. A beer for the lady.”
After that we literally became inseparable. We spent every waking hour together, talking, swimming, tanning, eating, dancing. He and his four friends and me and my 3 friends became one big group of friends and it couldn’t have been more perfect. But I began to slowly feel more than pure friendship for Joe and as much as I tried to hide that, my best friend was catching on. “You like him. Joe, I mean.” I laughed nervously. “Obviously. He’s my friend.” “No, not like that. You like him more than that. Way more.” “You’re being ridiculous.” “Don’t try to lie to me!” “I’m not!” “You are! And you’re blushing by the way, it’s quite cute.” I tried to hide my face from her. “Stop it!” “Just admit that you like him and I’m gonna shut up.” “ALRIGHT! I like him, okay? I think he’s funny and cute, he’s a gentleman and he looks amazing. And I hate you.” “You don’t!” My best friend laughed and pulled me into a hug. “But, Y/N, that’s so cute. You two are so cute.” “Stoooop. We are not. He doesn’t even feel that way for me. Besides, I’m not gonna make a move. Our vacation is nearly over.” “We have three more days!”, she argued. “NEARLY OVER! It just would be painful. Nothing more, nothing less.” “Ugh, you’re exhausting me. But fine. It’s your life.” “Right! It is. And now give me my lipstick.”
We made a picnic at the beach. All of us. It was the golden hour again, just like the first time I met Byron and Joe. I was comfortable leaning against Joe’s shoulder, resting my head on it. I had my eyes closed and listened to the waves and my friends conversations. But I had no intention of being a part of it. I was tired and the butterflies in my stomach making me feel nervous as Joe gently caressed my arm. We were close for friends who knew eachother only a little over ten days. “Up for a walk?” He asked quietly. I nodded and it took a lot of my willpower to pull myself away from him. We made our way to the ocean and started talking about the first time we met. “You know, I think it’s quite awkward to ask someone else to take a photo of you, while you are posing hardcore.” I laughed. “Well, it is. But you and Byron are both super photogenic. I was jealous as I took the pictures.” “Oh, shut up.” “No, I mean it. Pretty boys.” We laughed and our hands brushed because we walked that close. My heartrate sped up. Damn, this boy will be the end of me, I thought to myself. “You know, I never would’ve thought I would met someone like you on this trip. I mean, Caspar speculated, that we’d have a new girl every night.” “Well that didn’t work out.” “No. No, it didn’t. But I’m not mad about it.” “You’re not?” “Not one bit.” And with that he took my hand and interlaced our fingers. I let it happen and looked up to him. “You know, I always think rationally and rationally is this”, I pointed at our hands, “not very clever. I mean, we’ll leave in three days.” “But Y/N you’re the first girl who drinks beer with me. You’re the first girl who makes ugly faces for selfies with me. You’re the first girl who ever made me feel that way.” The sun was sparkling in his blue eyes and I couldn’t hold it back anymore. I leaned in for a kiss and for the first time I didn’t care if it was clever. It felt right. “I would love to see you again, when we’re back home. I’ll take you out on a real date.” I laughed. “Well, gladly I got accepted at the University of London, then. What a coincidence.” “No coincidence. Faith.”
The next one! I hope you enjoy these. 
I for sure love writing these.
Kat .xx

Alright, so allow me to put forward a really self-indulgent idea for everyone involving the Office AU. 

After many late evenings finishing projects, after many office parties and weathering crisis’ together, you are now very good friends with CEO Noctis, the the rest of the Chocobro execs.

One day, they as really good friends of yours, decide they want you to have a great time after working so hard for the company. Like, you need a night out or something, right? Some genius Prompto decides that you need to go on a date and convinces the others of the same thing. So after some rigorous searching of their own, they set you up on a blind date with A Person.

Of course you think this is weird as hell, but you agree, you need a night out and the guys have gone through this trouble of setting up this date, so okay. You’re gonna go out for your sake, for their sake. I mean, it’ll be a good time right?

It would in fact, not be a good time.

Let me tell you all about:

That One Bad Date (‘You had ONE job, guys!’)

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i.e the time the Chocobros were meant to save you from a bad date, but decided to fuck shit up for their own amusement, to establish dominance, to be shits.

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just something for Missy & Michelle ❤️

Just a post of me living a first day knowing that Missy is gone and knowing that Michelle is leaving doctor who.
So here we are, Missy faced her last battle. And it’s time to say “Goodbye, Mistress. You were good.”.
But let’s go back to the past and reminisce moments with her. The first point would be her first appearance in doctor who: the episode Deep Breath.We see mysterious woman whose first words were: “Hello, i am Missy!”. Everyone was so WTF at that time wondering who that woman was, there were different theories: some of them included somehow her to be River Song, others believed in the fact that she is female version of the Master and let’s applause this people cause their premonition didn’t betray them 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Some people suggested her being Rani.
But Missy’s first appearance didn’t just introduce “new” character but discovered me marvelous, astounding actress, gorgeous person inside and outside in other words Michelle Gomez. We had only few minutes maybe even minute and a half of her but she just charmed me in every possible way-let’s call it Michelle Gomez charm ❤️👀 Moving forward in the past we have seen her short appearances in “into the Dalek” where she mysteriously and elegantly suggested a cup ☕️. And, oh my God, I can’t resist Michelle’s smile 💙 Michelle Gomez charm is working all along!!! Who can walk the corridors that elegantly as Michelle Gomez? I can rewatch that scene again and again just to see that look and see her walking the corridors. Oh, can we talk about red nails and red lipstick?🔥❤️ Short appearance of her “Flatline” made everyone scream so hard because she was viewing Clara all along and said “My Clara…”. Mother Nature saves the earth here YAY, Missy’s viewing everything through the screen. Stop the moment here. I wanna take time to say how gorgeous is Michelle Gomez. Every scene is so elegant and just so flawless, it’s like you can look at Miss Gomez forever. And we are moving to great finale of season 8, we are about to find who Missy is. Short for Mistress…we know the answer YES YOU ARE MASTER! Everyone asked Michelle about how was it to keep that secret from the world, well she did keep that secret brilliantly. Let’s talk about “Dark Water” episode where we see more Missy as character and Michelle Gomez IN ALL HER BEAUTY. That’s when we had iconic 12th scene, THE KISS. THE KISS. I still remember shouting at my screen OH MY GOD. WHAT JUST HAPPENED. AND THAT NOSE KISS HAHA I love the fact that Michelle keeps talking about that, the fans love such talks 😂😂 Still iconic. Missy/Michelle is still the only one who kissed/was kissed by the Doctor/Peter👀 I call “Dark Water” as one of the crucial tv series episodes for me. Because that was exactly the episode when I discovered myself the definition of “favorite actress”, I was charmed by Michelle since Deep Breath AND IM SO SAD THAT I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT HER EARLIER!!!!!!!!!!!! You know, favorite actress is about getting chills whenever you see them on your screen, and I do get chills when I see Michelle Gomez. Because everything about her is so gorgeous, so pure, EVERYTHING ABOUT HER IS TALENT. That manner of acting(let’s call it Michelle Gomez way of acting), those facial expressions, those accent changing OH my GOD! That manner of improvising when you need too( hey missy you are so fine, you so fine you blow my mind hey missy ) HEY MICHELLE YOU ARE SO FINE, you so FINE YOU BLOW OUR MINDS HEY MICHELLE. I can just spend my whole life watching Michelle doing all of that. What lier I am, I can watch Michelle Gomez sitting my whole life. Let’s not forget about those magical blue eyes which reach out your soul really really deep. Let’s call it Michelle Gomez eyes effect. Let’s move forward to episode last episode of season 8 “Death in heaven” which gave us more Missy and more screen time for Michelle Gomez ❤️❤️ Phenomenal as always 💕 Missy just creates whole army of cyberman to get her friend back…how cute is that?! Or not. It’s time lord thingy, we can’t judge, we are just humans. So here’s when Missy gets her title of “Queen of evil"👸🏽 and can we talk about the ending of season 8…when as many people thought was the end of Missy but as obsessive fan you start rewatching the episode by second and you see that the teleport worked earlier than the cyberman’s shot. ( I have rewatched death in haven so many times, because I was so in love with bananas queen ). So here move to the point when Michelle started visiting different comic cons, that’s where we get to know her perfect TARDIS, we get those funny meet&greet pictures, and those funny stories from fans and the fact that Michelle was so sweet to all the fans makes my heart so warm, she even recorded “hello” videos for people who couldn’t make to convention. And my heart just warms up hearing that Michelle always mentions and the thanks the fans. queen, we are thankful to you! Before season 9 and season 10 we get those Michelle “I am back” videos, who could do that more iconicly than Michelle 😂 one time eating an apple and just “I am back” and the other time painting the TARDIS 😂 Before season 9 we got to see Michelle Gomez on SDCC 2015, what a fun days, a lot of interviews, new looks and Michelle Gomez charm works here again❤️ And here we got to see Trailer of season 9 in which we saw Missy. Here comes autumn 2015 and here comes season 9. We got Missy in the first two episodes, I WAS WAITING FOR HER WHOLE SEASON AFTER THAT AND STILL WONDER ABOUT HER CLEVER 💡. Season 9 Missy is famous for Clara x Missy 😂 I wish you would know how shipper’s hearts were up to that!!!! Pushing Clara to the whole, ICONIC. I guess you loved that scene, Michelle 😂 “tell him the bitch is back” 🔥 And can we talk about dance moves 🔥🔥 Michelle you for the moves 👏🏼💪🏼 Season 9 is also famous for you getting Twitter 👀 That’s when I started spamming it (I’m sorry BUT I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOu) We are enjoying funny, witty tweets and gorgeous selfies and personal photos. The wait for the season 10 was long BUT WE GOT YOU BACK with great welcome video of you painting the TARDIS into blue. The season 10 was tough one in so many ways BUT SO TOUGH AND SO HARD IN EMOTIONAL WAY. We saw another side of Missy, her trying to turn good and she succeeded in it. We saw Missy crying and not just ones. And oh my god, Michelle those scenes were so brilliantly done 💝 I was so happy to get to see Missy in few episodes: really different Missy each episode, queen of evil with big and kind heart 💝💜 Last two episodes were really hard for everyone to handle especially when the time to say goodbye had come. It was said that Michelle will leave Doctor Who with her friends but we didn’t want to believe, it’s so hard to say goodbye even if you need to. Yesterday was the finale and we saw incredible chemistry between Michelle and John Simm. What a hot duo. And how much should I pay to get Michelle Gomez push me against a wall?????!!!! Real question here. But everything comes to an end and we see Missy sacrificing herself TWICE because she wanted to be on Doctor’s side 😭😭 And the thing that kills me more IS WILL HE EVER KNOW,WILL HE EVER KNOW!!! What a hard scene it was for me as a fan of Mistress and as a fan of Michelle. Seeing Missy dying because of her past version, laughing and peacefully laying of the ground looking at the stars. What and end. I just wanted to scream and cry, actually I did all of that. How brilliantly was that scene done my Michelle and how marvelously it was shoot by Rachel, that close look in her face, when we see her taking her last breath 💔 my heart is shattering 💔 it is really hard for me to admit that Missy/Master is dead and that I will never see Michelle in DW. Michelle brought that special energy to Doctor Who and I am already missing that energy 😭😭😭😭 It was even more hurtful to see you saying “no, I won’t be coming back”, it’s been wonderful 3 years, you are right and you are absolutely right about the fact that “no one will be able, you know, to match MISSY” SO TRUE. But no one will be able TO MATCH YOU(everyone is unique, i know) BUT YOU ADDED SUCH MAGIC TO THIS ROLE AND YOU ADDED MAGIC INTO MY LIFE. You are probably one of those people who inspire me to wake up every single day and say that I want to live. Michelle Gomez version of Master is my favorite Master incarnation ever, i want you to know that. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 And you get to call yourself “doctor who” 😂👏🏼 I wish you could play the Master and the doctor at the same time! Why not?😂 Missy will never die in my heart ❤️ As long she lives in fans heart she will never die so MISSY LIVES and we still don’t trust Missy dying 😏 BECAUSE YOU CANt. blue light never killed Missy so the red one shouldn’t too. So here I come to ending of this I needed to speak up somewhere text-post. I love Michelle Gomez and I always will and I will forever miss you on Doctor Who. (Still hoping you to come back,maybe one day???). I have watched so many things with you from the past and I’m so excited for your future projects!❤️ love, Elvira❤️ I couldn’t put everything I feel into words, because I’m shitty writer, so I just love you so much and I need you to know that ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Long Distance with Jin

So I made a post about this yesterday and everyone said I should do the series and I really wanted to do it too so I figured I would, I also wanna say thank you to everyone for giving the last series so much love, it means so so much to me, onto the post, to start us off as he always does is the first member of the hyung line, half of Jinkook, an amazingly sweet cutie pie with the sweetest smile, his smile is so warm and welcoming and it lights up his entire face and I love it so much, Kim Seokjin aka Jin

  • So this series is gonna be about a long distance relationship (ldr for short) with the boys
  • This is gonna involve college!Jin (here) which features youtuber!Jin (here) for everyone that hasn’t read the original posts, he has a food channel where he does cooking videos but also eating shows/mukbangs and taste tests and all the things lovely and he’s a cooking major
  • You two had been dating for a while when you went long distance
  • You meet while you’re in college when you take the same class as him and things just go from there and you live together in a teeny tiny apartment for a good chunk of time before you have to move
  • You were gonna be studying abroad for a couple semesters, your entire trip would last for a year and for any couple, a year apart from each other is a long time but especially so when you’re recently engaged and are in that extra lovey dovey stage of engagement where you want to do nothing but hold him and plan the wedding 
  • But you had been saving up for this for so long and you’d planned it out long before you’d even met Jin so you decide to go, with the encouragement of Jin
  • Of course he wants you to stay with him, who wants to not be able to see their loved one for so long but he knows how much this means to you
  • He still remembers talking about it on your first date and seeing your eyes light up and he wanted this for you just as much as you wanted it bc one of the most important things to Jin is that you’re happy and content
  • He doesn’t want you to look back in twenty years and regret not traveling and seeing the world more or doing what you wanted to do when you had the chance to do it so he’s one hundred percent supportive of it
  • Saying goodbye is s o hard for both of you, he’s trying to cheer you up the entire day but you know that he’s just as upset as you are
  • You can tell by the fact that he keeps stalling, asking if you have everything, did you forget your phone, charger, did you pack some snacks, some gum???
  • When he hugs you, he holds on so tightly and he nuzzles his nose into your neck and he’s honestly ready to go buy his own ticket and fly with you bc he doesn’t wanna say goodbye yet but he’s got a job and his own classes and family
  • He does tear up when he knows he can’t go with you any further but he tries to remind himself that you’ll have so much fun and that you’ve wanted this for so long and that it’s not that long
  • “They say that absence makes the heart grow fonder, right?? That means I’ll love you even more after this” 
  • You give him another hug and a kiss and promise to call him when you land bc you’re gonna miss your flight if you stall any longer but you still don’t wanna leave his arms just yet so you let him walk you a bit further before you two have to say goodbye
  • The entire first night abroad, you’re on the phone with Jin and he’s making you laugh and being so positive but you can still hear that his voice has a bit of sadness in it so you turn the conversation serious bc you don’t want him sad
  • You two talk it out and you promise you can Skype or Facetime or just call each other every day so it’ll be like you’re still there in your tiny lil apartment that had become home
  • “I’ll always come home to you, who’s gonna be your taste tester??”
  • He finally laughs and then you start feeling so much better and so does he
  • It takes the both of you a couple weeks to get used to not being in each other’s space anymore
  • After living with him for two years, you had gotten used to waking up every morning to his warm arms and the soft kisses and making breakfast together and having him there to joke around with
  • You still had a roommate and you knew that Jungkook was staying with Jin for a couple weeks so neither of you were alone but it obviously wasn’t the same
  • You started watching his videos a lot more, you had always watched his newest ones but now you started to watch the older ones as well and that helped a lot, seeing him so happy and in his element and seeing the way he was such a natural and made everything seem so simple and easy
  • There’s daily communication to help make the distance seem shorter, sometimes you two will have your Skype up while you study so you can study together like you did in the apartment or while you cook bc then he can playfully scold you whenever you do something wrong
  • He’s constantly sending selfies/pictures with anything he’s around, whether it’s your favorite restaurant or the boys or whatever he made for dinner that night
  • You send him plenty of pictures back, especially of the scenery bc it’s a new city, new country, new everything so you wanna share your experience with him
  • Always always a l w a y s sends a good morning/night text
  • “Good morning<3″
  • “Jin, it’s 8 p.m. there”
  • “But it’s morning for you and I wanted you to wake up to a cute good morning message”
  • He has to visit you bc he can’t go a year with you in another country so during winter break, he flies over to spend his break with you and he does the same for spring break
  • You two hug for a good ten minutes and he doesn’t stop kissing you the rest of the day when he gets there and you wanna show him everything
  • It’s that one scene where you’re staring at the scenery and talking about how beautiful it is but he’s only looking at you
  • He’s always really affectionate so just imagine what he’s like after not seeing you for a few months, he’s not letting go ever again
  • He’s so so happy to be able to see the places you’d sent him pictures of and he loves seeing the city through your eyes and finding out what all of your favorite places are, your favorite restaurant, cafe, stores, hang out spots 
  • “Maybe one day, we’ll buy a home here”
  • “I like our home now”
  • “I like anywhere you are”


Promnis, ~2500 words. Sad and sweet. 

Another AU no one asked for. Someone mentioned long distance relationships and I tripped and fell on my keyboard. I’m a Chicago girl, so please excuse the descriptions of LA and New York if they’re not entirely accurate. Mood is the guitar on Richard Edward’s Lil’ Dead Eye-d because I was listening to it on repeat last time I was in New York and the soft, sad harmonies are beautiful and fit even if the lyrics don’t. AO3 Link, because I’m weak and am stupid excited to actually post something. Thanks to @goramidiot for reading over this and assuring me that it was not, in fact, entirely self indulgent crap  ♡

New York is cold.

Prompto stands in front of Ignis’s building, shivering violently in his hoodie and jeans as the rain pours down around the leaking plastic canopy above him. He hadn’t packed a jacket- hadn’t packed much of anything, really, other than a change of clothes and a few extra pairs of socks. He’s beginning to regret the fact now.

The building towers in front of him, painting quite the imposing picture with its barred lobby windows and rough gray stone façade that matches the color of the angry sky. He remembers it having been far more welcoming than it appears now. Prompto’s fingers hover over the plastic nameplate set next to the door, hesitating at the top when he reaches the name Scientia spelled out in Ignis’s neat handwriting.

For the first time since he stepped onto the plane in Los Angeles, Prompto considers that this might not have been the best of ideas. Ignis might not be home, after all. He might even have other guests. But it had been hard to stay entirely rational when he’d uncovered a box of old photos tucked away in the back of his closet. Most were landscapes, artistically filtered shots of the sun setting over the hills or various, nameless faces mingling through midday crowds, but somewhere near the bottom Prompto had found an envelope and several rolls of film marked “road trip” in big, sloppy letters. Inside was an album’s worth of loose photos taken over the course of two weeks when they’d made a vacation out of packing up Noct’s apartment and moving him out east. Scattered among the selfies and shaky shots taken through rolled down car window was Ignis, laughing across the front seat and suddenly Prompto’s heart had ached.

He’d caught the next flight out.

Prompto sighs and presses the buzzer, shifting his weight from foot to foot anxiously as he waits.

After a long pause, Ignis’s voice crackles over the intercom. “Yes?” he asks with the curt intonation of someone who is not expecting guests.

“Hey Iggy.” Prompto replies, feeling a bit sheepish as he fidgets in the cold. “Surprise?”

There is a beat of silence before Ignis responds, “…Prompto?”

“Can I come up?”

The loud sound of buzzing seems to echo off the buildings around him and Prompto pulls hard on the metal door.


“You didn’t tell me you were coming,” Ignis says, five flights of stairs later when Prompto sets his small suitcase down roughly on the floor. Ignis stands in the open doorway, dressed casually in dark jeans and a pale blue collared shirt with the top button undone. Prompto’s heart skips a beat at the sight; it takes all the self-control he possesses not to fall into Ignis’s arms right there in the hallway. He wonders if the neighbors would mind.

Instead he gives a small, embarrassed laugh and shrugs. “I didn’t really know I was coming either.”

Warmth radiates from Ignis’s apartment as Prompto steps inside and out of his wet shoes. Inside, at least, hasn’t changed much since last time he was here. The place is small in the most comfortable sense dominated by a kitchen decidedly too large for the apartment’s footprint, the marble covered island acting as a focal point for the entire room. There isn’t much by the way of decoration, just a few framed art prints and several of Prompto’s photos scattered across the stark white walls, but the whole thing still seems like an image out of a magazine.

“You could’ve called,” Ignis says, closing the door with a gentle click behind Prompto. “I could’ve sent someone to pick you up.”

“I thought you might say no.”

“Have I ever?”

Prompto smiles and steps forward, resting his arms on Ignis’s shoulders. “Plenty of times,” he teases, “you’re just too polite to say it outright.”

Ignis hums in acknowledgment, settling his hands on the small of Prompto’s back in return. “I have to be at the restaurant tonight,” he mumbles apologetically, “You’re welcome to stay here if you’d like.”

Prompto shakes his head, “Nah, I’ll come with.”

Ignis smiles.

They walk through the brightly lit streets side by side under the cover of one old umbrella, one of Ignis’s jackets draped over Prompto’s shoulders. Ignis tucks his cane under his arm, allowing Prompto to guide him through the busy streets, though Prompto thinks it is more for his benefit than Ignis’s. The other man directs him more often than not, telling him when and where to turn, calling his attention back when Prompto is momentarily distracted by the myriad of people who cross their path.

New York overwhelms Prompto. It stretches out around him in all directions like a densely packed labyrinth, a mosaic of crumbling old buildings set among the sparkling new, each filled to the brim with people pressing around as far as his eyes can see. He’s become used to the relaxed air of Los Angeles, where people only seem to crowd the beachfront and mingle along the boardwalks with an aimless, carefree air, their only purpose to enjoy the breeze that floats in from the ocean. Everyone here seems to be in a hurry, darting around each other and across streets with a determination that Prompto can’t seem to understand. He wonders how Ignis manages.

There is already a line queued outside the restaurant when they arrive. Ignis doesn’t take reservations- a subtle slight to the city’s elite- but the fact keeps the place less exclusive and always busy. They enter through an unassuming door in the back, and Prompto is quickly introduced to a host of chefs and servers whose names he forgets almost as soon as they are given. He shakes their hands anyway, grateful for their friendly smiles, before Ignis steers him out into the dining room.

“Thoughts?” he asks, and Prompto is fairly certain he can hear a note of uncertainty in his tone. Prompto understands. It isn’t Ignis’s first restaurant, but it is the first since the accident. Ignis had only just negotiated the rent on this location last time Prompto had been to New York. He has seen pictures posted among the restaurant reviews he had searched online, but it is surprisingly different in person. Prompto takes a step into the room and away from Ignis and turns slowly, admiring. The space is both comfortable and modern, set with abundant warm, dim lights that cast an intimate atmosphere over a sea of industrial style decor. Bits of steel pipe and copper accents glint around the room and lighten the weight of the dark, roughly hewn tables.

“It’s amazing,” Prompto says sincerely and Ignis scoffs lightly, “No, really. I love it, Iggy.”

“Noctis helped,” Ignis supplies, “The glass menu boards were his idea.”

Prompto swallows a small pang of jealousy and smiles, “You guys did great.”

Ignis shows him to a seat at the bar, close enough to the kitchen that Prompto can hear the sound of his voice rising over the clattering of pots and pans as he addresses his staff. Prompto resists the urge to follow, to slip his arms around Ignis’s waist and press his cheek to the other man’s back while he cooks, like they used to years ago when an entire country hadn’t separated them. Ignis doesn’t cook much at this point, his presence more for guidance than anything else, but Prompto still finds himself straining to catch glimpses of him working through the small window to the kitchen.

Before long, the doors open and a steady stream of customers fill up the space. Prompto watches them idly from his seat, fingers itching for the camera he’d left back in Ignis’s apartment. From time to time, Ignis appears with a small army of servers from the kitchen, placing dish after impeccably plated dish in front of him to try along with the correct pairing of wine. Most of them are so pretty that Prompto feels like he’s destroying a piece of artwork when he digs his fork in.

After the third set of dishes have been cleared away and a warm feeling of complacency has settled over him, Prompto can’t help leaning across the bar, kissing Ignis gently and delighting in the way the other man smiles against his lips. The couple sitting next to him glances over with curious eyes, but Prompto is too content to be embarrassed and Ignis doesn’t seem to mind.

They take a cab home at the end of the night. Prompto ignores the questions from the driver in the front seat, too distracted pressing warm kisses against the edge of Ignis’s jaw to pay any attention to the city lights that speed by outside the window.

Ignis chuckles and gently removes Prompto’s fingers from where they have begun undoing the buttons on his shirt, instead lacing their fingers together and kissing Prompto’s knuckles softly. “Tomorrow,” he promises, voice low, and Prompto shivers.

He falls asleep that night in a sea of down blankets, content in the warm circle of Ignis’s arms.


Prompto is awakened the next morning by the feeling of a soft weight settling on the edge of the bed. For a moment, he’s convinced it is Ignis returning to wake him and rolls over to make room. But the weight shifts along the center of the bed, stepping lightly onto his chest. Prompto opens his eyes and finds himself staring into the face of a large cat with bright green eyes and long, white fur dusted with dark brown and orange patches. It mews at him demandingly and presses its head into his hand as he reaches up to stroke it.

“You have a cat now?” he asks Ignis when he arrives in the kitchen, the cat following at his heels. The smell of something baking, sweet and warm, drifts from the oven and makes Prompto’s stomach growl audibly.

“Paprika.” Ignis confirms with a nod. It takes Prompto a moment to realize that Ignis is telling him the name of the cat, not asking for Prompto to fetch him a spice from the pantry, “I’m told the name suits her rather well.”

The cat pads its way across the kitchen, pausing to press the length of her body languidly against the back of Ignis’s legs. He smiles, reaching down to offer her a small piece of bacon, which she sniffs before daintily biting and bounds off toward the fire escape outside the open window.

The entire exchange is so domestic that Prompto can’t suppress the wide smile that steals across his face, “I didn’t think you were a cat person.”

“I’m not. She followed me home from the restaurant one day and hasn’t left,” he says, a small smile turning up the corner of his own lips, “much like someone else I know.”

Prompto laughs and shoves Ignis’s shoulder gently, earning him a wider smile in return. Momentarily emboldened, he reaches forward, dodging the spatula that swipes at his fingers as he steals his own piece of bacon directly from the pan and turns to pour himself a cup of coffee. Task accomplished, he climbs onto the counter next to the stove, feet swinging idly below him as he watches Ignis cook.

“How long are you staying?” Ignis asks eventually over the soft sound of frying.

Prompto pretends to consider, humming gently. “Forever?” he jokes, grinning around the bacon currently burning his tongue.

“That could be arranged,” Ignis chuckles. For a moment Prompto is silent, lost in daydreams of waking up this way every morning, instead of to his cold bed and empty apartment back home. As if reading his mind, Ignis adds, “There are photography jobs in New York, you know.”

Prompto snorts gently into his coffee in response, “And people need to eat in L.A. too.”

Ignis frowns at the pan in front of him and Prompto instantly regrets his reply.

He knows what Ignis is going to say before he has even opened his mouth. ‘The restaurant is at a critical stage right now, leaving right now would be impossible,’ or something similar enough. It’s a conversation they’ve had enough times over the years that Prompto can walk through the steps of the argument almost as though it were a well-rehearsed dance. It’s a conversation that leaves Prompto feeling cold and unreasonable, ultimately not enough, though he knows those kinds of thoughts are unfair.

It would be easiest for him to move here, to settle into Ignis’s life and the soft sheets of his bed permanently, but if Ignis recognizes this, he is tactful enough to never point it out. Admittedly, Prompto toys with the idea from time to time, but the thought of leaving the warm waters and sunsets of California for the city that sprawls outside Ignis’s windows makes him fidget with sudden anxiety. He isn’t sure if it is the change of scenery or the fear of agitating the fragility of their current arrangement that causes it. Either way, it seems better not to risk it.

Instead, Prompto grabs Ignis by his belt loops, tugging slightly to turn him before pressing their lips together in a kiss he hopes serves as an apology.

Ignis presses his lips gently to Prompto’s forehead in return when they part, and turns back to his pan.

They don’t bring up moving again.


Ignis takes the day off. He offers to take Prompto to central park, but they somehow never make it out the door, instead falling into bed repeatedly until Ignis gives up on suggesting they leave. The sound of traffic filters in through the partially open windows along with the overcast light, and Prompto drifts in and out of sleep, his heart full.  


He leaves the next morning.

Ignis stands with him at the curb, holding an umbrella against the soft drops of rain that have begun to fall again, as they wait for a driver to arrive.

“Are you certain you don’t want me to accompany you?” he asks.

“C’mon, Iggy,” Prompto laughs, “It’s just the airport. I can handle it.”

Ignis nods. They’re both aware it’s not exactly the truth, that Prompto would like nothing more than to spend another half hour with his hand tucked safely into Ignis’s, but it’s easier for them both to say their goodbyes here. Ignis opens his mouth slightly, before closing it with a gentle frown, and Prompto bites his bottom lip.

He wonders if actually saying the words would change things for either of them.

“Noct’ll be back from London next month,” he says instead, “You’re coming to the party Gladio and I are throwing, right?”

Ignis’s regards him with a small, sad smile. “Of course. I wouldn’t miss it.“

Moments later, the car arrives, tires squealing slightly as it pulls to a stop beside the curb. Prompto steps to meet it, placing his bag in the trunk before turning to call his final goodbye with a small wave that is more a matter of habit. Ignis stays at the curb even after they have pulled away; Prompto watches him through the back window until the car reaches the corner and Ignis is suddenly lost from sight.

Around him the city speeds by, a sea of faces blending together as they accelerate.

Prompto shivers, suddenly cold.

I’ll Always Support You // Conor Maynard

— Heyy! Can you don an imagine where y/n isn’t famous (or a youtuber) and she’s dating conor? Thanks! —

I turned off my computer after I finished watching a video of my uni lecturer talking nonstop about the peripheral nervous system. I had enough time to do my makeup and get dressed before leaving to go to the boy’s flat which was just a couple minute walk from mine. Today, Conor is performing at Wembley stadium for the Rays of Sunshine concert.

We’ve been dating for a couple months now, but we pretty much have kept out relationship out of the spotlight. My social media accounts were private, so no one outside my friends and family really knew anything about my life. At the beginning, I wasn’t comfortable exposing my life to his fanbase because I liked my privacy. But obviously, since him and his friends are constantly in front of a camera, recording all aspects of their lives, it’s only natural that his fans found out about me. Conor and I met at a small party, my friend who’s dating one of his mates had invited me. We spoke all night at that party, he asked for my phone number before I left, and we’ve been inseparable ever since.

I left my house, makeup and hair done, dressed in an off the shoulder short dress and ankle boots and walked a small distance to the apartment he shared with his friend and brother. I buzzed their intercom to let me through the gates and made my way to their door. I knocked on their front door and was embraced in a hug from Anna, his little sister. She had come down from Brighton to see Conor perform. I had recently met his entire family, to which they welcomed me with open arms.

“Y/N, I love the way you did your makeup!” Anna complimented. We got very close, we treated each other as if we were each others sisters.

“I was just going to say the same about yours”, I laughed.

“Yo, Y/N!”, Jack walked into the room and high fived me then hugged me. “What you been up to?”

“Just been forcing myself to study all morning, the usual”, I sighed. “You vlogging today?”

“Oh yeah!” Just as I mentioned that, he pulled out his camera. “Good morning guys, hope you’re all doing well. I’ve got special guests with me today, Y/N, Anna, be nice and say hello”.

I waved to his camera and poked my tongue out. Just a couple days ago, I gave him permission for me to be in this vlog. I walked off as he continued to talk about the concert to go find Conor. I found him in his room blow drying his hair. “Hey babe”, I hugged him from behind as I watched him from the mirror in front of us.

He smiled widely and turned off the blow dryer. “Hey beautiful. You look amazing today”, he then pulled me into a hug and kissed my lips, letting his lips linger on mine.

“So the superstar is in here, getting – ooh bad timing” I heard Jack from the doorway with the camera in his hands, recording us but catching us at a bad time. He then left, causing us to laugh.

“How’ve you been my love”, Conor asked.

“Not too bad, are you nervous for today?” I let go of Conor to let him finish getting ready so I sat on his bed.

“Nah, I think I’ll be fine”, he responded.

“Yeah, I know you will. You’re very good at what you do”, I smiled at him. As he was finishing getting ready, I was scrolling on my phone for about half an hour. “Babe, its ten past twelve, what time do we need to be there?” I asked.

“Shoot. We should be leaving soon, so I have time to rehearse and do those interviews”, he said checking his watch.

“Conor, the uber is here!” I heard Anna yell from the living room. We all then left and arrived at Wembley stadium.

“Y/N, how you feeling? You look worried” Jack laughed, sticking the camera in my face as we walked to Conor’s dressing room.

I laughed. “I don’t know why I’m nervous. I know he’ll do amazingly well tonight, as he always does”, I looked at Conor and kissed his cheek as he put his arms around me.

“Ew”, Jack joked around, He then turned the camera off.

“Will you guys be okay by yourselves?” Conor asked.

“We’re big kids, we’ll be fine”, Jack said.

“Don’t worry, we’ll keep an eye on Jack”, I said to Conor, Anna laughed and Jack then rolled his eyes. “Good luck baby. Love you”.

“Love you too”, Conor kissed me before leaving to do interviews then rehearse on stage.

We kept ourselves busy for the next couple of hours by eating and giving ourselves a little tour. I checked the time and it was a quarter past five, the show would be starting soon. Jack, Anna and myself were then escorted by two security guards to a closed of section in the arena, giving us a perfect view of the stage. Anna and I were really excited, seeing all these artists live for the first time. We danced to each performance, singing all the popular hits along with them. We were given breaks after each performance. The stadium lights then went off, and Conor popped up on stage, causing the crowd to go wild. Conor then performed some covers and his original songs, Anna and I were dancing our butts off while Jack was vlogging for his channel. We all got into the shot of his camera, mouthing the lyrics to the song Conor was singing. As Jack was filming Anna and I dancing, I looked up to see Conor right at the edge of the stage, looking directly at me. Whilst he was singing as I mouthed ‘I love you’ to my boyfriend.

“I love you too baby”, Conor said into the microphone right in the middle of his song, then the whole crowd went more wild, if that was even possible.

After Conor finished, the security guards then took us backstage, Jack still vlogging everything. All the lucky winners who won backstage passes then started screaming as we were passing them. A lot of the winners were then yelling for Jack, and some even asking me and Anna to take photos with them, to which we did.

“Oh my god, Y/N you’re so pretty!”, one of the girls yelled, I thanked her. I took a bunch of selfies with different people, even though I wasn’t famous at all, I guess being the girlfriend of a famous person does put me into the public’s eye, whether I like it or not. As soon as Conor walked into the room, the attention then diverted to him and everyone started screaming. I watched him have his mini meet and greet, his face genuinely lighting up as he met everyone, it melted my heart. I took a couple of sneaky pictures as I watched him chat with his fans. As soon as the night was done, I was so exhausted that I fell asleep on Conor’s shoulders during the ride home.

“Y/N, baby, wake up”, he whispered into my ears, I groaned but got up anyway.

We all walked into their flat, Anna and Jack going straight to bed. I made my way to Conor’s bathroom to brush my teeth with a toothbrush I keep here. I took off my makeup and went to Conor’s drawer to steal a tshirt to wear to bed. I sat on Conor’s bed going through the videos and photos I took of tonight, smiling to myself. Conor jumped into bed behind me and pulled me down with him by my waist. I showed him the photos I took of today and he asked me to send them to him.

“Thank you so much for coming and supporting me tonight”, Conor said as he kissed my hands.

“Are you crazy? I will always support you, till the end. You make me so proud”, I kissed his cheeks then his lips.

“I know things can sometimes get a little crazy being with me, but still thank you”, he smiled

“A little crazy?”, I joked around.

“You know what I mean. But I guess our relationship is a little more out into the open now”, he said.

“I don’t mind it anymore, I don’t want to try and hide our love. It’s too stressful. From now on things will be different, especially since I’m going to be in Jack’s new vlog. Not just in the background anymore”, I said, my hands slightly rubbing his cheeks.

“Good, now I can flaunt my sexy girlfriend to the whole world, and make everyone jealous”, he laughed and kissed me on my lips. We then fell asleep in each other’s arms. For Conor, I would sacrifice anything for him, even if that means giving up some parts of my private life. I don’t care anymore, I would do anything for this boy. And I wouldn’t have it any other way.

So this is my first published little short fic! thank you to the person who requested this. I really hope you all enjoyed it. Sorry if im not too good haha, let me know what needs improving or let me know if you enjoyed it. please feel free to message me any requests!