you are such a big inspiration

hey! so i know most artists have an inspiration blog of some sort but often times don’t link it or forget to. I would love to follow more of those so if you have one reblog and add a link! 

you can find mine HERE! Just a collection of art, photos, and a bunch of other stuff that inspires me and fuels my creativity!

anonymous asked:

Can you do one where y/n and Shawn get in a really big fight and things are said and they yell break up and then he leaves and they both cant sleep or something and Shawn comes back a few hours later just so tore up and crying and apologizing and then they have make up sex PLEASE 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

imma just do this one right here bc i have hella inspiration for it so here goes: 

loud .

Tonight was bad. You haven’t swept up the broken glass yet, nor the shards of your dinner plate that are now scattered across your kitchen floor. Those images of him throwing his water glass against the wall keep playing and playing, like some kind of broken record, and you feel that hole in your chest continue to get bigger and bigger until it isn’t a hole anymore: it’s a chasm. It’s a chasm that you’re tiptoeing around, testing your fate, and not really caring if you fall in because the sound of the front door slamming is on repeat too. 

Your eyes slip closed and a few more tears squeeze out between your lids. The dark is more forgiving than you thought it’d be. It doesn’t replay his words to you (”How could we ever think this would work? We’ll never work because you don’t want us to”), or the way his face crumbled right before he turned his back on you and left the apartment. It’s just black. 

Mercilessly, your body begins to drift off. It’s a miracle you can– it’s so loud in your brain right now. But as soon as you’re almost there, right on the cusp of descending into sleep, the front door opens, and the sound of wet, rain-soaked boots on hardwood jerks your eyes open. 

In the darkness, you see your bedroom door open and a boy of 6′3′’ walk in with his head down, hands crossed in front of him like he’s surrendering. You figure he toed off his boots at the front door because he’s just in socks as he climbs up on the bed and sniffs back tears as he collapses on the mattress, hands covering his eyes. “I’m…” he starts, shaking his head, “I’m so, so sorry.” 

okay here’s the beginning if you guys want more lemme know and i’ll finish it up sometime this week 

sound-of-inspiration  asked:

That last bit where Oikawa said, it's easier to run away when the hunters don't know who's important to them, makes me want to hug him!! It sounds like he has experience with that! ;^; I want to give all three of them, Semi, Suga and Tooru a big hug!! I'm glad they're happier now! This was such a great update!! <3 (I also can't wait for the teaser you shared on Twitter/Instargram about Suga's past! :O)

Hug them!!! Tysm for reading the AU! I hope I can draw Suga’s backstory properly! ^^

“I would rather share one lifetime with you than face all the Ages of this world alone.” – Arwen

Happy Thranduil Thursday, everyone!

For the Tolkien quote #ThranduilSpark theme. I originally had it at much higher resolution, but it was too big for Tumblr. 😔  I’m thinking maybe spring for the next theme?

Built for Longing - Chapter 8

Title:  Built for Longing

Chapter: 8/?

Characters: OFC - Anna;  Actor!Tom Hiddleston (plus others)

Genre: Romance, angst, humor

Warnings: angst, smut

Author’s Note: This chapter has drama, fluff, and smut. The big fanfic 3. It’s a big chapter. I hope you guys like it. Something that happens in this chapter is what inspired this entire multi-chapter fic so I am both excited and nervous to post it! Especially because it ended up not going the way I had planned. So I hope this version is enjoyable because that’s just where the characters went. As always feedback is welcome and let me know if you want on or off the tag list! (my tags aren’t working right, so I might message you that it’s up if you’re on the list. I swear I’m not being pushy, read at your leisure. I just don’t want you to miss a BIG chapter!)

Disclaimer: This is an Actor!fic. It holds no basis in reality. But come on, you knew that. I also make up some stuff about scheduling and different jobs. So, just go with it.

Chapter 8

A little over a month had past. Things were going great for Anna and Tom. Tom was still working on Kong: Skull Island but was busy around Europe and the U.K. doing promotions for The Night Manager as well. The series was a huge success in the markets it had premiered in, but it hadn’t yet debuted in America so Anna couldn’t watch it yet. The show was a beautifully shot espionage thriller that was also extremely sexy. Tom had warned Anna that the show would have some sex scenes in it. Even though she couldn’t watch it yet, it didn’t mean she wouldn’t hear about it so he wanted to make sure she was informed.

Tom’s star was rising, and he had a lot of focus on him in the media. Tom was in Vietnam now, which was an 11hr time difference, and had no idea that the show was being discussed so frequently, but he liked it that way. The time difference proved to be difficult for their daily FaceTime call though. They could only FaceTime on the weekends when Anna didn’t have to go to work or any days off Tom had after Anna got home. So they continued to text each other and email during the day, just to make sure they were communicating well. Tom would send pictures from set, and Anna would continue to beg for details on the movie. Tom still wouldn’t say anything.

Keep reading

isahbellah  asked:

my life will never be the same after this fic. Seriously, I mean it. I probably already told you that in my big ass comment, but I'm just... so grateful I found it. This fic made my vacation less depression-y (bc yea I think I really had it during that). Made me get deeper into the undertale fandom. It even gave me inspiration to go back to writing (I haven't written anything in a little more than 3 years!). It just-- I love it. I love you. Thank you.

I love you too. My life will never be the same either. 

breelandwalker  asked:

I just want you to know - when formulating my reply to that ask, I specifically went and looked up your post to cite for my argument. Because I can cite anecdotal evidence from personal conversations all day and it won't mean bupkis, but your article was professional, thought-out, and informative, AND had the added bonus of coming from a primary source. Go big or go home, right? Thanks for taking care of the bees and inspiring others to do the same! :)

You seriously made my day!!!! Thanks!

sass-dance-and-rocknroll  asked:

Just wanted to say that I loved what you wrote about MCR. ive been listening to them for years but i still remember how i felt when i first got into them. I totally understand about what you meant about them being a gateway for some many things; i jumped headfirst into art after listening to them because I was so inspired! Anyways, love the post and love your artwork :) Big fan of your ask blog

;V; I’m glad you read my little paragraph and thank you!

idealai  asked:

What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in? What are the best things about your current fandom? Any NoTPs? Are their any popular ships in your fandom which you dislike? If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of? What inspires you to write? Do you write oneshots, multi-chapter fics or huuuuuge epics? Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? Rant or Gush about one thing you love or hate in the world!

So many questions, @idealai!

What is the best fandom you’ve ever been involved in?

I think that the most welcoming one and the one with the fewest gatekeepers was Highlander: The Series–this would have been around 1998-2003. That’s the one where I learned the most about research; the series wasn’t big on historical accuracy, but the fans that I ran with were…and they were vocal about it. It’s also the fandom where I learned about writing crack taken seriously, roleplaying with characters, and so on. 

What are the best things about your current fandom?

For A Song of Ice and Fire? The meta, hands down. I learn a lot about world-building from people’s detailed constructions (and deconstructions) of backstory for the books and for the show (and I’ve written about them in an essay in Fan Phenomena: Game of Thrones).

For Harry Potter? The inclusive headcanons about established characters, original characters, and wizarding schools around the world, most of which beat both Rowling’s canon and the ghostwritten Pottermore essays all hollow. There are so many great ideas in the Potter fandom about how to make fantasy richer and better, and I love drinking them in.

Rewritten fairy tales? T. Kingfisher, a.k.a Ursula Vernon.  You NEED to read the Kingfisher books, OMG.

Elsewhere University for the style.

Sabaa Tahir’s An Ember in the Ashes and A Torch in the Night? THE WRITING. The story will break your heart a thousand times, but for God’s sake, read it.

Any NoTPs? 

Oh, yes. I don’t like Remus/Tonks because I didn’t like its setup. It would have been fine if they had been unashamedly in love, but I disliked Tonks pining for Remus to the point where she lost her powers and Remus deciding shortly after his marriage that he was going to desert his wife. I always thought that those two would have gotten divorced within a matter of months if they hadn’t died in the war; there didn’t seem to be enough there to glue their relationship together. (And my impression that Rowling created the ship to negate Remus/Sirius–forgetting that bisexuality exists–does not help.) 

Bottom line…it’s a NOTP because it’s so poorly crafted that I can’t believe it. It feels shoehorned in.

I tend to regard incest ships as NOTPs–like Pevensie-cest in the Chronicles of Narnia fandom, Jon Snow/Sansa Stark in ASOIAF and GoT (actually cousins, but raised as half-brother and half-sister), or Circlecest in the Emelan fandom (Circlecest involves a circle of four mage prodigies, all of whom have been foster siblings since they were ten or eleven and all of whom consider themselves to be one brother and three sisters). 

I freely admit that the Pevensies and the Circle kids are emotionally closer to each other than anyone else (though I don’t feel that Jon and Sansa are in that position); I just don’t think that this means that the Pevensies or the Circle kids have to fuck. Instead, I want Tris Chandler to come to terms with her asexuality (a popular headcanon)  while smacking down everyone else’s fatphobia (canon) while her sister Daja Kisubo finds herself a nice, understanding girlfriend (yes, she’s explicitly and canonically lesbian).

Are their any popular ships in your fandom which you dislike?

Harry/Draco. I’ve always seen Draco as a bully who got in over his head, and that hasn’t changed. I also don’t like Jaime Lannister/Brienne the Blue. No matter how much Jaime appears to change, he still threw a seven-year-old out a window, permanently disabling him, because the kid saw Jaime having sex with his sister. I feel that both Harry and Brienne deserve better.

If someone were to draw a piece of fanart for your story, which story would it be and what would the picture be of?

Honestly, I don’t know. I’d be too busy being flabbergasted that anyone wanted to do so.

What inspires you to write? 

As a rule, the juxtaposition of an impossibly difficult situation and how Character X would try to change it, improve it, escape it, etc.–I’m a big fan of plot arising out of a character’s personality and actions–or a piece of canon that is in dire need of fixing or explaining. I also love AUs and crossovers, and taking a cracktastic situation and finding a way to make it make sense.

Do you write oneshots, multi-chapter fics or huuuuuge epics? 

I write both one-shots and multi-chapter fics. I’ve never managed anything of epic length, which I’d define as being 100K words or more

Do you leave reviews when you read fanfiction? 

Sometimes. It depends on how much energy I have that day, as writing reviews (or answering them) generally takes me hours. If I don’t have the energy to review or if I’m in pain that day, I just leave kudos.  And I always feel bad about not providing a long and detailed, because I love to hear from readers myself…even if I do get embarrassed and have a hard time answering reviews.

Rant or Gush about one thing you love or hate in the world!

Uh…can I take a rain check on that? Thanks to political and economic stress, I’m feeling exhausted at the moment, and ranting and gushing both cost a lot in energy. Sorry.

iambicdearie  asked:


Shuddering Rush is a Bacchae novelisation/fanfic I’m working on because @iambicdearie​ is the Literal Worst ™. 

It starts at the moment Dionysus takes on human form, with two big changes to the original text: the Chorus Leader is actually Ariadne, the woman who ends up leading Thesius through the Labyrinth, abandoned on an island, and marrying Dionysus; and Dionysus manifests as a woman, having based his human form on Ariadne.

So it’s ended up being one part straight retelling, one part missing-scene-filling, and one part love story. And I love it because I think it’s one of my best original efforts to date, it’s got a genuine point of view, and once I edit out some of the sex and HEAVILY improve the reality-bending sections (not my forte it turns out) I think it could be something really special. 

TMI Tuesday Wednesday!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.