you are so ugly ugh

I finally stopped crying about 2 minutes ago but I am already thinking about season 3. 

What we learned from season 1 is that Toffee is willing to do almost anything to get to Star. Which includes putting up with Ludo’s whiny butt, as well as KIDNAPPING MARCO.

To Star, Marco is her best friend/love interest and one of the most important people in her life, hell she even has a crush on him and felt so inclined to tell him the truth about her feelings, knowing lying to him would hurt her.

Toffee did it before why not do it again, when Star has no contact with earth anymore, therefore meaning Marco could be taken and no one would know.


Star cares about loves Marco a lot and has and will fight a whole army for him.

But let’s not forget Marco has his own dimensional scissors.

Since I’ve experienced so much attitude in my time at Mode, I’d like to posit an observation: One thing that is often lost in the changing of an attitude is the cause for that change. This is best understood when you consider attitudes on a personal level. I ask you, dear reader, to think back to a time when you experienced a major shift in your life. Was it an external change, something that happened outside of you, and forced a change of attitude to help you adapt to the future? Perhaps you saw a friend demonstrate a prowess that cast her in a new light. Heck, maybe it was as simple as your friend getting a makeover. Or perhaps that friend was undergoing her own life change, one in which she would no longer be present in your life, compelling you to make your own change to keep her in it, even if it were in a new context.

Just as important: Maybe the change was an internal one. Maybe you realized you were no longer interested in maintaining your status quo. Perhaps you wanted to try new challenges not only in your professional life, but also in your personal one. Or maybe one day something just changed inside you in the way you saw that good friend, causing you to want her to be more than, well, just a friend.

—  extract from Daniel Meade’s final letter from the editor.



i’m so sorry for the terrible editing, me looking terrible and just the freestyle dance not looking great. since the dance was pretty bad this video i danced better in which i filmed last night but it still isn’t that great but that was the only one i could find. it isn’t wanna tho sorry. thank you so so much for 777 followers i reached this milestone a while ago but didn’t do the video till now so i’m sorry for how late it is. i love each and every one of you who follow me or even like one of my scenarios. giving lots of love to all my mutuals and friends i’ve made through tumblr i love you all so so much!!! and jas @perkwoojin was the one who basically made me do this so the video is all thanks to her!! anyways thank you for watching i hope you enjoyed!

JB Imagine (College AU Part 4)

A/N - Part 4 to my little JB series! I’ve been enjoying writing this one since it is a college AU so I hope you have all been enjoying it as well! 

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9

As time past, you found herself drawn ever closer to JB, or Jaebum as he had told her to call him. The two of you had been for a coffee a few times after a lecture or seminar and had become quite good friends but there was always some kind of tension there between them. You couldn’t help but just want to spend more and more time alone with him. He still mesmerised you and had you completely intrigued in him. What you didn’t know was that JB was just as obsessed with you. He thought you were so beautiful and could barely cope with the way he felt.The tension he felt whenever you were alone together was undeniable but he could never tell if you felt it too. He so desperately wanted to know if you needed him as much as he needed you. But as the weeks passed, JB was no closer to finding out if you returned his feelings. Luckily for the two of you, there was a chance for you to tell the other of your feelings. Jackson and Mark had planned a little bonfire for a group of friends to spend the Saturday night. As well as you, Mark, Jackson and JB, Jinyoung was going to be there and your friend Mina too. Jackson had also invited a girl from his physics lectures called Sarah. You’d never met Sarah before but had heard less than pleasant rumours about her. Not wanting to judge a girl you’d never met, you tried to forget about the whispers you had heard. 

When Saturday came about, the seven of you had to walk to a large field off campus where the bonfire was to be held. Everyone had chipped in with some money for food and drinks meaning they were all in high spirits because even if the bonfire didn’t go to plan, at least they had alcohol to keep themselves happy. You walked with Jackson and Mark, watching Mina and Jinyoung together while JB and Sarah walked together. You couldn’t help but feel a slight pang of jealousy towards Sarah, half wishing it was you that JB was walking with. Not wanting to spoil the mood, you kept your feelings to yourself and joined in with Jackson and Mark’s teasing towards Mina and Jinyoung. Neither of the two had confessed yet but their feelings for each other were so very obvious. Anyone could see from a mile off that they liked each other.

As everyone arrived at the field, the excitement of the night really began to set in. All of you were itching to get the bonfire going and to eat some food. The atmosphere was great and you constantly had a smile on your face. The only downside to it all was that Sarah was constantly next to JB. She would always react dramatically to whatever he said and seemed to be trying very hard to get him to notice her. It made your blood boil seeing how touchy she would get, feeling up his arm and not so subtly squeezing his muscles. While you wouldn’t have complained about being in her position, you were also livid that she thought that was a normal thing for her to do, considering she barely knew the guy. Some of the others had noticed her attempts at getting JB to flirt back and seemed rather uncomfortable too but no one said anything. Poor Jackson as there trying to distract everyone from her inappropriate comments. You felt sorry for him to have to put up with her during seminars. Sarah’s actions aside, you were all having a good night and thoroughly enjoying the company with friends.

As the night continued and people started to drink more, that’s when Sarah’s actions got the best of you. She had flirted with JB one too many times that you had had enough of it. He wasn’t responding in the same flirty way and clearly had some kind of issue with her that she just wasn’t realising. Before you could say anything to her, she leaned in to JB and tried to kiss him. Her actions caught JB off guard and he didn’t have enough time to move away from her. Their lips met in a sloppy one-sided kiss. As soon as he could, JB pushed her away and stood up, anger over his face. 
“JB, why did you move away? I just wanted to kiss you.”
“But I didn’t want to kiss you. So I moved.”
“Come on, you’re hot, I’m hot. We go well together.”
“Sorry, Sarah. But I don’t like you like that.”
“Well who do you like then? Because I bet I’m prettier than her.”
“So what if you were? Not that it’s possible anyway.”
“So you’re saying I’m ugly? Ugh well screw you, JB. I didn’t want to hook up with you anyway!” She said, storming off to go and complain to Jackson about being rejected. Part of you felt bad for smiling at JB’s refusal but another part was just happy that she was no longer interfering where she wasn’t wanted. JB walked up to you, smiling shyly. 
“Sorry about having to see that. I was hoping she’d get the message but evidently not.”
“Don’t worry about it. You did what you had to do. I could see she wasn’t exactly getting the hint.”
“Yeah, a persistent one, she is.”
“I could tell. She didn’t like hearing about that other girl you like though.”
“I’m glad. Because it means I can talk to her without worrying about Sarah interfering.”
“Yeah? Well let’s hope she likes you as much as Sarah does. Or did.”
“And do you, (Y/N)?”

Unrequited Love, Until It's Not (Ren/Minki Model AU)

Originally posted by wonw00

AN: Wow it’s been forever since I actually finished and posted some writing, I feel pretty accomplished right now lol. Thank you anon friend for submitting this request, and I’m sorry I made you wait so long! Honestly, this is my second smut and I’m not sure how I feel about it, I really hope I did a good job. Ren deserves better than my amateur writing, but I did my best. <3
WARNINGS: smut, self-hate/body shaming (it’s really slight, but still there)

Summary: Envying your fellow models was normal, encouraged even. Envy made you strive to do your absolute best, at least that’s what your agent kept telling you. The feelings you had towards Ren were different though, they were much stronger.

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anonymous asked:

Hellooooo~! May I request RFA+Saeran+V (or anyone of them cuz I love them all and can't choose) with an MC who is super self conscious. Thank you! LLYSM❤️💛💚💙💜

Hello, there request #10! I hope your day is going awesome, thank you for the support, I really appreciate it.

Also, if anyone has a request, please send it, they make me really happy :)

V and Unknown are under the cut because spoilers lol.

Super self-conscious MC (RFA + V & Unknown)


  • She would notice right away that you took a little too much time to dress up before going out.
  • It didn’t matter if it was for a party or to go to the grocery store.
  • Sometimes she would suggest swapping clothes with you but you would always answer something like: “I’m not going to be able to pull it off like you”.
  • It wasn’t only because of your looks, which were perfectly fine in her opinion, you also felt self-conscious about your intelligence, or your success.
  • It wasn’t pretty to hear or see, at all.
  • She would try to tell you every day how important you are, trying not to make as obvious as for you to notice so you wouldn’t think she was only doing it because you were self-conscious.
  • But if your comments keep going, she will speak to you directly, telling you just how important you are for her and everyone around you.
  • You would be curious if she ever feels self-conscious, she will smile and say: “I’m way too busy to care about that”.


  • He wouldn’t notice right away, he is so clueless, save him.
  • Whenever he got an A on an exam, you would say things like: “I wish I was as smart as you”.
  • He would think that you were praising him, and he was really happy about it thinking that his girlfriend admired him.
  • He wouldn’t notice that you meant it in a more “I feel like I’m stupid” way.
  • It would take him weeks to notice really and it would take a really bitter comment towards yourself to finally get it.
  • When you said, “ugh, I’m just so ugly that not even this beautiful dress can look good on me”.
  • He dropped everything he was doing and just stared at you from the other side of the room.
  • He would feel confused and then just sad.
  • “Why would you say that? You are literally perfect”.
  • He would try to give you a compliment at least once a day. Not because you said that but because he truly believes that you are beautiful and smart and funny.


  • It would all start with the media.
  • Surprise, surprise, the media being an asshole…
  • You just felt like you weren’t pretty or talented enough to be with him.
  • So whenever Zen had to give a public appearance, with you by his side, you always were hesitant about it.
  • He would think that you were just nervous because of the cameras and the fans, which it’s totally understandable, it can get overwhelming.
  • But a few months later, he would notice the way you slightly hide your body behind his. Or the way you look at the floor, not wanting to look at anyone in the eye.
  • Zen is a really perceptive man, so he noticed.
  • He would be straightforward about it, to put it bluntly.
  • “I’m sure you have one hundred reasons why you may feel insecure about yourself but when we get home, I can tell one hundred and one reasons why you shouldn’t”.


  • He wouldn’t understand it.
  • And I’m not talking about he wouldn’t help you through it, I mean that he wouldn’t understand the concept of it.
  • Jumin doesn’t care about what others think about him.
  • So when you refused to wear a dress he bought for you, saying that it would make you look uglier than you already were, he just tilted his head in disbelief.
  • ‘What is she talking about?’
  • “But the colour is nice, and the dress is elegant an-”
  • “I’m the problem, not the dress,” you replied sighing.
  • Oh… Now he got it.
  • He would just kiss the top of your head and give you a long stare.
  • “You would never be the problem, if you like the dress, put it on, you would look beautiful even if you wore a paper bag as a hat. Now, get dressed and let’s go”.


  • Yeah… When you think of him you only think about jokes and cheerfulness and all that jazz.
  • Which it’s true, clearly.
  • So whenever you made a rude comment about your appearance, he would take it as a self-deprecating joke.
  • It would take him weeks, even months to finally notice what was really going on.
  • He knows what it feels like to be self-conscious, of course, he knows.
  • And he felt so bad about it, he would start to think about the numerous times he brushed your comments off, not even worrying to ask if you were okay.
  • And you weren’t.
  • So he would do everything he could to make you feel loved and important.
  • He would program that robot cat to compliment you all the time. It would get annoying tbh.
  • And he would shower you with unexpected kisses and hugs.
  • “Just know that you are perfect, even with all the things you hate about yourself”.

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