you are so meanny

I'M SORRY I WROTE THIS LIKE TWO/THREE MONTHS AGO I'M SORRY

I still make 2 cups of tea, just in case.
Everywhere I look, I think I see your face.
Everything in your room is still in place,
I don’t know how much more of this I can take…

So just come back, just stop it now,
know you can’t be gone, even if I don’t know how.
I can’t believe the truth, cause the truth is a lie,
Just please show up at the door and say you’re all right.

Every moment of that day replays in my head,
every move that you made, every word that said,
the nightmares never stop so I lay awake in my bed,
the only thing that keeps me living is the thought… “he can’t be dead”.

So please come back, I cant live this way
(Please… come… back.. I can’t take another day)
Without you here, I’m so alone (please come back)
Just please respond to my texts, or pick up your phone. (come back)

So just come back, just stop it now,
know you can’t be gone, even if I don’t know how.
I can’t believe the truth, cause the truth is a lie,
Just please show up at the door and say you’re all right.

Because I can’t believe the truth… I can’t… I won’t.

I’M SORRY

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NO YOU’RE NOT

 my goddamn feels