you are so attractive i cant even

I feel SO betrayed right now

oKAY SO I KNOW ALL OF US HAVE A BIAS WRECKER… NOT ONLY ONE BUT MAYBE SIX MORE BIAS WRECKERS.

I’m so done

SO DONE.

Okay, for the past years I’ve been peacefully having Hyungwon as my bias but then Yoo Kihyun decides to come in and tried to steal mah hart mah soul…. and he succeeded…. hELP

Originally posted by kookihyunnie

Originally posted by aceyng

jUST LOOK AT THIS BEAUTIFUL HUMAN BEING

Originally posted by mybabyoppa

deym look at how he moves his eyebrows <3 so much emotions and feels and yes <3 ;u;

Originally posted by 1aeyong

look at how cute he laughs huhuhuhu

Originally posted by beautifulmv

Originally posted by kingpjms

just look at him. LOOK AT HIM ;u;

Originally posted by babywoon

Even when he’s not lookig, he’s still freaking ughhh :(( hELP MAH HART MAH SOUL

Originally posted by porkbunwonho

so cute ;u; (i cant find the gif of him riding the vikings with dem boys ;-;)

Originally posted by kihyunh

iM SO SORRY BUT I STILL FIND HIM ATTRACTIVE WHEN HE MAKES THAT FACE :((((((

Originally posted by kihqun

LOOK AT THAT SIDE PROFILE DEEYMMM

Originally posted by hanichul

isn’t he cute when he’s cringing at his own words or actions or embarrassed idk anymore ;u; 

Originally posted by babywoon

LOOK AT THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE (and the cutie changkyun and minhyuk)

Originally posted by j00h0ney

DON’T YOU DARE CLOSE YOUR EYES ON ME YOO KIHYUN

Originally posted by ckyun


ohkay idk anymore

i feel so betrayed by my own hart own soul own huhuhuhuhu ;u;

hELP

anonymous submitted:

“twenty one pilots is getting so much recognition now (which is so WEIRD but anyway) which means it’s at the point where people are complaining about “ugh now all these fourteen year old girls are obsessed with them and it’s ruining everything :(((” but like……….

the older people in the clique are always talking about how important the music is and how it changed/saved their lives and how when things are really really awful, listening to TOP reminds them to keep going and not give up - all of which is AMAZING and so so true, but doesn’t it make sense then that 14yo girls would like them?

DO YOU REMEMBER HOW HORRIBLE BEING FOURTEEN IS???

being at the height of your uncertainty and awkwardness and having society/people coming at you from all sides telling you what you have to be and what you have to look like and how you have to act…all while you’re too young to really know how to deal with it and ignore it and cast it aside as the bullshit it is. THE MOST HORRIBLE I EVER FELT ABOUT MYSELF WAS AT FOURTEEN. eleven years later i’m still not at a point where i like myself, but at least i’m old enough now to have worked through it…it’s fine it’s cool it doesn’t matter, i exist and i’m gonna try my darndest to keep existing.

and we all know that TOP attracts a lot of mentally ill people - tyler literally refers to “his people” as being the ones whose brains are a battlefield - and i know from personal experience that being mentally ill as a kid SUCKS. it SUCKS SO MUCH because you keep doing and thinking these things that you know don’t make any sense and yet you CANT MAKE IT STOP, and when you’re young, you don’t have the words yet to express what you’re feeling. what’s even worse is when you’re a kid (and especially when you’re a girl) people so often try to write off your mental illness as a plea for attention or you “trying to be cool/different” or “you’re just pretending to be like this because you read about it in a book somewhere.”

i think we can all agree that that’s completely HEINOUS. that’s disgusting and horrible and isolating. but isn’t that what the clique is doing when they say “what could fourteen year old girls possibly get out of their music”? short answer: it is. and it’s so invalidating of people’s experiences it should make us - the ones who know what it’s like to have messed up brains and no support from those around us - feel sick.

so i guess what i’m saying is this: being young sucks. being a young girl sucks even more. being a young mentally ill girl sucks the most. and if these fourteen year old girls find meaning or comfort from TOP’s music they should be welcomed in with open arms. because life is HARD dude, we all know that…so don’t begrudge people what gets them through the day, no matter how old they are.”

hey i totally agree with this. i’m so sick of the idea that once the music becomes renowned within the teenage girl demographic, it’s ruined. it perpetuates the idea that once a teenage girl likes something, it’s meaningless and silly and that’s extremely sexist, ageist and just all-round invalidating. who and what teen girls are passionate about is not of any less importance than what men are passionate about. young female fans are usually compounded with the idea of irrational excitement and being a “shallow” fan - not having a critical perspective of the music, which is absolute bullshit. 

let me just reiterate what anonymous is saying…. being a 14 yr old girl with a mental illness is not easy dude. heck, being a 14 yr old girl without a mental illness is hard enough. 14 is a very vulnerable age where you constantly feel like everything’s out to get you. from around 12 - 15 i felt like i was constantly under pressure to act a certain way and music has always been something i’ve turned to for comfort. i started getting into top and /alternative/ music when i was 14 and the misogyny which seemed to be particularly strong amongst alt music fans was something that really confused me and i found myself having to prove that i was different from the “other teen girls” (whatever that meant at the time???) as if being a teenage girl was something that was embarrassing?

tyler and josh always describe the clique as being an inclusive group of people who support each other through thick and thin and yeah ideally the clique would be like that, and it is like that within certain /subsections/ (for lack of better word?) but unfortunately in reality, the clique as a whole is probably just as judgmental when it comes to accepting young teen girls into the fanbase which really really sucks. when i was 14 i wasn’t in the clique yet but i’d listened to their spotify discography probably about 100 times and it helped me, and continues to help me through so much and sadly in a sense, i’m kind of glad that i didn’t join the clique until later because looking back, i know that my experiences would be invalidated because of my age and gender. 

so in conclusion, teenage girls are fucking hardcore for staying so beautifully passionate about what they love despite having to deal with everybody’s shit, and anybody who invalidates and looks down on young female fans for no other reason than because they’re young and female, needs to get their head out of their ass. 

things cis people say

“wait ur nonbinary? I thought you were trans!”
“But using your pronouns are hard!!”
“Cis is a slur!!!”
“I hate those trans people who always make a fuss!”
“Is that a man or a woman? *uses it/its*”
“I’m alright with trans people, I just hate those fake genders”
*Insert 500 transphobic jokes*
“They’re just jokes oh my god! You’re so sensitive”
“Lmao men in dresses are so funny”
“But what if a man says he’s a woman and sneaks into the bathroom to assault people”
“you’re pretty cute for a trans man/woman”
“which bathroom do you use”
“what’s in your pants”
“are u pre op?”
“How do you have sex?”
“so technically you’re a (insert assigned gender)”
“So she- well, she thinks she’s a boy but I’ve known her for a long time so it’s okay”
“I’ve never met a trans before !!”
"i can misgender you cos you’re a cunt”
“you’re not even trans”
“But you don’t look trans!”
“I wouldn’t date a trans, I’m just not attracted to them”
“i identify as a dog LOL !!!”
“transgendered”
“down with trans”
“Cisphobia is just as bad as transphobia”
“how can you hate someone just for being transphobic?”
“down with cis is harmful”
“dysphoria cant be that bad”
“down with hate”
“I’m not transphobic my sister’s friend’s cousin’s nephew is trans!”
“You transgenders will say anything’s transphobic”
“im not transphobic i thought i was trans 
"are you sure you’re not just butch?”
“you’re too young to know your’re trans!”
“you’re too old to know you’re trans!”
“why is being trans suddenly a trend?”
”*t-slur*“
"i can say that i have a trans friend”
“this is (birthname) she thinks she’s a boy!”
“oh she’s playing dress up”
“i’ve never dated a trans but i’m up for experimenting”
“i can say that i have a trans friend”

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[SCREAMS IN SPANISH]

I present Undernovela the AU where everyone is very dramatic, speak español, zoom ins and on screen transitions happen out of nowhere, and anyone can just suddenly die of a heart attack. also everyone’s attractive. even the stereotypical comic relief skeleton.

y’all think this is a joke, but i actually have so much of it thought out. :y
19 years of watching shit novelas with my grandma does things to you. also click more cut if you want the translation??? lmao

Keep reading

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I CANT EVEN WITH THIS COUPLE
They have it all:
1. Large height difference
2. Age gap (700+ yrs)
3. Opposites attract
4. “Bad-boy” meets “good girl”
5. Friends first
6. OH ALSO THEY’RE CANON

LET THIS BE THE REASON YOU READ NANATSU NO TAIZAI

// I love ones like this haha, they’re always so cute to write!! honestly they.. really wouldn’t be much different with a plus sized MC? they love you and your body so don’t worry about anything else tbh

A bit nsfw but it’s not too bad!

Zen absolutely adores the way you look. You’re so gorgeous, He can’t believe that you’re all his to enjoy. If you’re insecure, he’ll shower you in kisses and assures you that you’re so beautiful to him. Very sweet and genuine about everything.

Jumin loves your body honestly, he loves bigger women so much? I just see him as a total ass and hips kind of guy lmao
He literally can’t keep his hands off of you, trailing down your sides as he tells you how beautiful you are. And it’s true, he loves you and everything about you so so much.


Yoosung wonders if he’s in heaven because he cant keep his eyes off of you. You’re just so beautiful. Super embarrassed and stutters a lot because he’s never seen someone naked before in person?? It’s so nerve wracking and he doesn’t know where to touch and,, help this man out thank you.

Jaehee thinks you’re absolutely stunning. She’s never seen someone so beautiful before, totally in awe of you. If you’re insecure, she’ll push away those thoughts with kisses and words because you are beautiful and she wants you to know that.

Seven is the type to grab your boobs and squeeze while saying
“ honk honk! ”
He loves your body so much, he tries to be soft and gentle while touching you for the first time, besides that boob incident; and showers you in affection and compliments.

V cant really see you,,
But he still loves your body and everything about it. He loves hips especially, I see him as the type to love child bearing ones honestly.
He’s so kind, always showing you so much love and respect. He’s a very gentle lover, and showers you with confidence and affection every second.

Saeran doesn’t even get to look, his face is always buried in your neck biting and kissing away. But he loves your body so much, he’s never really felt attraction to people but with you it’s totally different. He’s seen your kindness and it drew him to you, now he knows how beautiful you are inside and out. Makes sure you know this too, even though he’s not exactly the best with words.

6

Really? So you’ve never felt the attraction that comes when someone who’s capable of doing terrible things for some reason cares only about you? I did once, when I thought he was worth it, but it turns out some people can’t be fixed. People who do terrible things are just terrible people.

So I have a question. Why do people care so much about Kale Parsnip??? Like this dude has barely even been in the comic and one of the most popular ships in the fandom is with him and a guy he has been seen with in literally one panel and Tater was literally calling him a rat.

Also he canonically is manipulative and abusive towards Jack. In the comic he has literally not once ever done anything good at all. I’m not saying hes the anti-Christ but like every single time he shows up he’s being kinda shitty. Like why the hell does this fandom worship him and act like he’s never done anything wrong?? Is it because hes a pretty white boy because i can literally not think of any other reason???

I cant even go on AO3 without 90% of the fics being about him. He’s not even a main character of that comic. Where are all the fics about Ransom and Nursey and Chowder???? I am 100% sure that if he wasn’t an attractive white boy, people wouldn’t be so quick to defend him all the time.

The big flaw with Compatibility!!

I decided since I came back from my break, I would work on my content for my website and stop posting here. I am going to stop with the expectation of this because I feel like it’s specific to Tumblr. The reason I needed to take a break is that I have a lot going on in my personal life and at the same time I need a break. I love astrology passionately and intensely but sometimes its frustrating when you see people being misled. I don’t mean to sound like I’m attacking and I don’t want to explain in great detail through text as to why I think it’s so important for me to correct this stuff. 

First of all please remember that if you’re going to someone for synastry or advice on who’s “best for you”, be very very particular on who you go to if you’re going to take it seriously. And if you’re giving advice as a blogger, be accurate. It doesn’t matter how common a pairing is based off information or people on tumblr because leaving people who believe in astrology, there’s over 7 billion people in the world. It doesn’t make sense to go from a small amount of less than 20,000. In statistics thats called a small sampling size, and in my opinion it is small because we’re generalizing a point. It’s also densely biased when we talk about pairings, find someone who isn’t biased. You can’t take what you’ve experienced and make that set in stone for people who share a sign with you. 

For instance sextile pairings are not the best pairings. They aren’t dynamic or erotic in an emotional or physical sense. A lot of people ask about zodiac sign pairings leaving the whole charts alone and just focusing on the Sun. They aren’t the worst but they aren’t the best, in fact the sextile in general isn’t a major aspect on its own. They’re just extremely glamorized. Soo…. Taurus x Cancer, Capricorn x Scorpio, Leo x Libra, Aries x Gemini isn’t the best or the most breathtaking. It’s heavily glamorized, even between the signs but it isn’t true. If planets could rule relationships between aspects, I’d make Neptune rule this. I have nothing against sextile pairings but I hate seeing people misinformed. You can’t take a couple relationships or your own and label the whole thing, don’t be biased. 

You can’t tell someone who makes a great pair for them just because of an experience(s) you have. For instance if we theoretically could equally divide the world population by all 12 zodiac sign, you can’t be the spokesperson for all of them. Every chart is so specific and individualized, even your Sun, Moon, and Venus don’t tell you all you need in a relationship or who you should be with.I can’t go up to another Taurus and start praising that all Cancers are such and such for us (good or bad). If I met 5 Cancers, they’d all be different. All the relationships would be different. 

I decided to make this as a little guide that if you’re refining your understanding of astrology or learning you can use this. This isn’t everything but its major components I want to focus on. 

The Most Compatible while being Blissful, Sweet, and Fulfilling

Trine relationships (same element pairings). You can see capability of Dyanamic and erotic emotional/physical/mental dynamic growth when looking at the individual charts. Not just placements******

The Most Compatible while being Dynamic, Binding, and  Erotic 

The sister/opposite signs. You can see the rest of the “story” with the two individual charts. Keep in mind sister signs are a lot more similar than you think, they have small differences in them which BETWEEN THEM seem significant because its something they lack.

The Least Compatible but Attracting and Dynamic. 

Square relationships. Remember to look at the individual charts to get the whole picture. Doesn’t mean it’s the least it cant work. 

**********       Remember each pair has potential to grow       ***********

Please always make sure that the people you go to for advice, or if you’re a blogger, that what your learning from is credible. It doesn’t mean that it’s on the internet it’s right. If you’re serious about astrology, go to the right people and even do your own research. I love people who take astrology seriously and passionately so you can always connect with me. The reason why I find so much importance in making it accurate is that we’re the next generation to hold astrology, and we don’t want to teach it wrong to the next generations. 

lets just get this straight:

if youre a minor and consider yourself asexual, think about all the reasons you may not feel sexual attraction

maybe its trauma, maybe its being a late bloomer, maybe you really havent found “the right person” yet so you havent felt comfortable exploring that part of yourself- hell, maybe you really are asexual

but you cant possibly know that until your brain has fully developed. im still 20 so i dont even know if im really asexual or if i just havent developed enough to fully understand sex, or if its one of the reasons i listed above. no one can really know until theyve fully matured, and that happens around the age of 21.

and for the love of g-d, adults, stop telling children that if they dont experience sexual attracton that they must be asexual. theyre children. they arent SUPPOSED to feel sexual attraction until around the age of 17-18. our society already oversexualizes teenagers, they dont need even more voices to tell them that theyre sexual beings unless stated otherwise

braiin-plague  asked:

im uber gay for that sollux btw ive been blessed

(☞` v゚)☞

i should rly draw him more long boys are fun

Anonymous said: Your Rose and Karkat headcannons are so soft and wholesome. I’m insecure about being overweight, but seeing how you draw Rose makes me feel beautiful, because she’s so pretty. And Karat’s fucking gorgeous even though he has a big tum! I’ve never seen any other artist make large body types so attractive. Another thing that I like about your art, is the people you draw never seem insecure. The’re always comfortable in their own bodies. Confident even. It gives me hope that I can be confident too.

!!!!! good!! :D thats exactly what i was going for, i dont like drawing people bummed out in general tbh but specially over that 8( thank you!! :D

Anonymous said: I was thinking about male ancestors looking like folk metal singers, don’t you?

i cant say ive ever thought about that incredibly specific thing, no :P

Anonymous said: Oh god, buzzcut Rose is the high light of my life…

honestly if i didnt love her regular hair id make it a permo thing

i am on nep tho i rly need to draw nep more her face is so Fun

anonymous asked:

(nervous anon) idk i just... feel super attached to them? like its not romantic attraction i dont think but like its more when im without them? i kinda get even more nervous and paranoid and i cant stop thinking about them and my throat burns and im just. miserable and i dont know whats wrong with me

huuhhh i dunno if this is the case or not but you might wanna look into favorite persons (associated with bpd)/dependeds (associated with dpd)? they are disorder-specific terms so you’d have to research the disorders as well but that’s really the only thing i can think of but that reminds me of what ur talking about hmmmmm

So today this one teacher (he’s really attractive) was trying to give us a hint on a word because my class didn’t know it. He was trying to give us the word ‘Directions’.
My Teacher: “Come on class. I’ll give you a hint it starts with D and ends with erections.”
Let’s just say my class couldn’t stop laughing. He was even laughing!

anonymous asked:

Do you have any tips to be more positive? I'm such a negative person... it's so bad I'm draining to my friends but I feel like I can't stop. In my experience whenever I think something's gonna happen, the opposite happens, so I can't think good things. I feel like the universe hates me. I read all this stuff about the vibrations u give off attracts the same thing but I'm just like... can that even work for me? I'm so lost.... :(

You need to stop thinking this is something you cant control and something that it will take over yourlife. You are not only toxic and draining to yourself you are bringing your friends down with you.. Why do you allow yourself to do that? You need to take a step back and figure out why you act in that way. What is this coming from? You also need to learn how to let life flow. Stop expecting and picturing how situations should take place and what should happen in your head. Thats where you fuck up. You cant plan life… its unpredictable and will only work in your favor when you dont expect anything. When you reach the point of finding out why you are negative, you need to isolate yourself and figure out ways to change and battle it. You need time alone to heal and process life. Learn how to accept the good and bad and learn you are the only permanent thing in your life. Universe does not hate anyone she remains neutral all she does is give you what your energy calls for. so You need to do the same: Remain neutral learn yourself learn how to balance that energy and then positivity will follow

Zen dating a feminist MC

SO, i love Zen to the moon and back but i noticed that sometimes he has a tendency to say things that are a little bit sexist. i know he means well but i also think that its important to recognize misogyny even if its just a small thing… so here’s Zen dating a girl who calls him out LOL

  • “how do i look, Zen?”
  • MC was getting ready for the RFA party but just finished and walked into the front room where Zen was waiting for her
  • she was wearing a red, form-fitting mermaid dress and black high heels
  • Zen takes one look at her and his jaw drops!!
  • he stands up, smiling, gently wraps his arms around MC’s waist and kisses her
  • “you look absolutely stunning, princess”
  • Zen rubs his hands on her bare shoulders and kisses them
  • “maybe…a little too good…”
  • MC’s face instantly scrunches up with disapproval
  • “Zen, what are you trying to say?”
  • Zen clears his throat and suddenly is really bad at making eye contact
  • “well its just that you look really beautiful and i feel like you might attract too much attention, if you just threw on a jacket-”
  • “but i dont want to wear a jacket”
  • “i know but even just something light-”
  • MC puts her index finder to Zen’s lips to shut him up
  • “do you realize what you’re doing, Zen?”
  • “trying to protect my beautiful girlfriend from blood-thirsty men..?”
  • “no, you’re trying to put your beautiful girlfriend in a box because you feel like she cant handle some random pigs. and trust me, even if i wear a jacket men will still act like idiots. so i’m just going to wear what i want, alright?”
  • Zen sighs, smiling a little and looking down
  • “you know i just want to look out for you, right?”
  • MC leans down, putting her face under Zen’s so he has to look at her
  • “I know, Zenny, but i dont need you to. i appreciate how protective you are, but just remember that i’m a human being, not a porceline doll”
  • Zen rubs the back of his neck and lets out another sigh
  • “youre right, as per usual. i’m sorry, baby”
  • MC kisses him on the nose, smiling
  • “i forgive you, and thanks for being so sweet”


  • after awhile it becomes very clear that MC is rubbing off on Zen
  • and he loves it
  • the most obvious place is in the chatroom
  • “god, you should have seen the woman my father brought to lunch today, she was dressed so indecently i could hardly take her serisouly” -Jumin
  • “wow, Jumin. i always knew you were a jerk, but sexist? this is low for even you” -Zen
  • “its not sexist, Zen, how am i supposed to respect a woman who doesnt even respect herself?” -Jumin
  • “for your information, Jumin, women dont have to be modest in order to be respected. and just because this woman wasnt to your liking doesnt mean that she’s not a respectable individual. grow up, dude” -Zen
  • ZING!
  • later in the chatroom:
  • “guys i met a girl who plays LOLOL today!! gaah girls who game are so hot, totally my type” -Yoo
  • “Yoosung, dont you think its a little lame to sexualize a girl just because she plays video games? lots of people play LOLOL, its a normal thing to do. it doesnt make her ‘hot’ it makes her a person who plays LOLOL” -Zen
  • “Zen, you’re so harsh T_T”-Yoo
  • “hey, Seven plays LOLOL. are you about to bust a nut over him, too?”
  • 707 has entered the chatroom
  • “YEA YOOSUNG, ARE YOU?” -707
  • MC has entered the chatroom
  • “hey this chatroom is pretty packed! sup, guys?” -MC
  • “i’m stomping out misogyny and Seven is flirting with Yoosung” -Zen
  • “oh, looks like i came at just the right time, then! Yoosung stop sexualizing girls who play video games for no reason, and sexualize Seven for being a sexy beast instead” -MC
  • “stop teasing me T_T” -Yoo

ZEN IS #1 WOMENS RIGHTS ACTIVIST TELL YOUR FRIENDS!

Race does not equal Love

I am a Black woman of the species and I have a confession to make..
I like ALL guys. By that I mean any race of guys.
Black guys
White guys
Hispanic guys
Asian guys
Middle eastern guys
Indian guys
Native American guys
Orange guys
Red guys
And all guys in between .
Why you may ask?
Because limiting yourself to one Race of people is not only sad but its also stupid.
Honestly.
There are literally a plethora of people in any race that would be amazing for you but your just going to count every one in a specific race out?
If you’re not attracted to that race so be it.
But don’t just count out a specific race of people without even considering them. *^^*

anonymous asked:

How normal is it to feel attraction and affection and a spark with other people while in a serious, content, committed relationship? I think its alright, because you cant help it, but what do you do about it, how do you handle it ?

People are made to love. We are social creatures who love to love each other. Being in a committed, satisfying relationship gives us a great outlet for our loving nature and helps us be open to love. Our loving skills get better as we practice them, so being in a serious, contented, committed relationship may even make it more likely that you feel sparks of attraction and affection with others.

The way to deal with those unwanted or confusing feelings of attraction is to acknowledge them, let them be and let them go. If you feel guilty for feeling those feelings you may try to shut them down or ignore them and they can end up nagging at you. When you acknowledge them and accept them they come and go without becoming problematic.

When you notice that spark of attraction crossing your attention recognize that as you large loving nature. The large loving nature is not grasping, so you don’t have to nurture it into something more. You can also practice gratitude for your satisfying relationship which gives you an outlet for all that love you feel.

When your so gay you cant even sit up straight:
  • My teacher: everyone sit up straight slouching is bad for your back!
  • Me: *still slouching*
  • My teacher: I SAID SIT UP STRAIGHT
  • Me: *falls on the floor in a ball*
  • My teacher: ...
  • Me: *homosexual crying*
Just Roommates: Part 3

Plot- Jungkook as your roommate+College Adventures lol.

Characters- Y/N, Jungkook, Jimin, Yoongi, Taehyung, Hoseok, Jin, Namjoon

Word Count- 1.6k+

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3  Part 4  

casual texting shit- part 1, part 2  

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JUNGKOOK’s POV

This was definitely weird. I was no longer in the position to function like a real dude. I was frozen and shook. I was literally so vulnerable to death and threatened by a hung set of lingerie.

“JK, please. Get used to it now. It was bound to happen in the process of living with the opposite gender.” I try to cheer up myself and get the blood flowing into my body again. But honestly, my blood was rushing to different places where I didn’t want it to.

EVERYBODY SAY NOOOOOO~

I somehow managed to take the shower but wasn’t feeling okay. I wasn’t okay, perhaps the feeling of a sexually frustrated boy and mine were strangely similar. Part of me wanted several things to happen.

I NEEDED A GIRLFRIEND.

HELL NO. I CAN’T EVEN LOOK AT MY ROOMMATE WITHOUT PASSING OUT, INTERNALLY.

I wrapped the towel around my stream waist, just below my belly button and slightly about the V line. I exist the bathroom and saw Y/N?! She was right there sat on the floor eavesdropping maybe? WTF?! She gave me a slight smile and rushed inside to quickly collect her garments. In less than 5 seconds she was out of my way from the door. “SORRY. I’ll just go now.” She stutters and bow at me in apology. The way she ran was faster than anything in that moment.

We apologize to each other so much. It was like every action contains an apology, no matter what it is. GOSH! WHY IS EVERYTHING SO WEIRD?!

Y/N’s POV

MAN. I SAW HIM SHIRTLESS AND WET AND Holy Shitzo. R.I.P. Innocence. 

BUT THE WORST PART ABOUT THIS WAS THAT, I LEFT MY FUCKING UNDERGARMENTS INSIDE AND HE MUST HAVE SEEN IT AND MUST HAVE JUDGED ME HARD FOR WEARING SUCH FANCY KINKY SHIT. OMFG. TT TT TT TT  I just like lace a lot TT TT  fuck life. . 

*TING TING*

I rushed to the door and opened it.

“Excuse me? Y/N, so rude of you, you didn’t even give me your number.” Jimin tells me jokingly. 

“I uh-“

“Park Jimin, you cunt, what the hell?! Where were you all this time? I told you to stay here till I got back but you didn’t.” Jungkook was lowkey mad.

“Yah, relax. Y/N had come in at that time. She seemed trustworthy so I left.” Jimin gave that bright cheeky smile of his.

“Ah, seriously You-!” he told, meanwhile I was stood there smiling like an idiot.

“Okay, you both quickly grab your asses to the college, we have an orientation lecture today.” Jimin informed us.

Jungkook and I both got dressed as quickly as possible and left with Jimin to the college. It felt so awkward and awesome just walking between those two handsome hunks. I couldn’t help but notice Jungkook’s fashion. It was nothing too much, but his looks were kind of killing me. We accidentally managed to brush our arms several times while we were on our way. We exchanged looks and quickly increased the distance as to avoid any more awkward moments. we soon reached the campus hall and then, we all found seats to get on.

Little did I know, I was amused to see a good bunch of guys walking towards us. I was really shook and scared. “College ragging, perhaps?” I thought.

“Yah, you, you and you, tell us all you know about yourself.”, the guy with blonde hair spoke.

“Uh- I- Well, I’m Y/N. Hi. I’m from-“ I was cut off.

“Yah, you’re kinda pretty. Jungkook-ah, Jimin-ah, how did you manage to get along with such a princess?” The guy with a pretty smile said, making me blush.

“Y/N is Jungkook’s roommate!” Jimin busted out.

“Oh Shit down you! Really? Oh my god.” The handsome tall guy just came out of nowhere and said so. SHIIIIT. HE WAS SO ATTRACTIVE I WAS ALMOST UNCONCIOUSLY SWEATING AT HIS PERFECT VISUAL. I was just there contemplating as to what did I do to deserve this. I was stood there, kind of embarrassed and lamely smiling BETWEEN SUCH BEAUTIFUL GUYS I CANT-

“DAEBAK JUNGKOOK! How did you score without even telling us omg, this is crazy. I’m jealous!” The pretty smiled, guy hit him in the arm and I was going to explode with embarrassment.

“Hyung! Shut the fuck up OMG. She is just my roommate! I didn’t even know her before that! Omg, you’re embarrassing, hyung! Sorry Y/N, this hyung is crazy.” Jungkook blushed as he splattered out his madness. 

“That’s okay.” I laughed it off. I actually, uncomfortably scoffed and wanted to cry in the corner and leave the college right away. I couldn’t stand the company of such hot dudes.

“Anyway, Y/N, these are our hyungs and seniors, except this Taehyung, he’s gonna be with us.” Jimin told me comforting from all the fluster they caused.

“Hi, I’m Namjoon, from Physics major. This is Hoseok, from dancing Maj department and of course our little Taehyung, from literature department. Sorry for being so abrupt, I hope you’re fine.” The blonde, Namjoon introduced themselves. They were actually sweet! I thought they must be the creepy seniors who would rag us for weed money.

HOLY SHIT, TAEHYUNG WAS FUCKING HOT! NAMJOON WAS FUCKING HOT! HOSEOK WAS FUCKING HOT! AND JIMIN WAS HOT NATURALLY! BUT JUNGKOOK WAS THE HOTTEST. BRUH WHAT EVEN. 

Somehow I couldn’t keep my eyes off Taehyung. His eerie-ness was attractive. I was dumbed so bad at that moment. We took our seats in the lecture hall and boy orientation got me so good! I was inspired to learn and score and learn! This was going to be a very exciting journey for me. I didn’t think about any of the guys who were around me.

After a while, the boys left and I was all alone, so I kind of started wandering about the campus and trying to socialize with others. As I was walking by, I hear some girls talking about “some hot guys” and being the ass I was, started to eavesdrop.

“Did you see the black haired guy! Omg, Stef, he is SO HOT! Ah-!” some girl said.

“I would literally do anything to get in those pants of his! WISH I COULD BE HIS GIRLFRIEND! UGH” I was still suspicious of as to who they were talking about.

“I know right! But he will be my score, I’m telling you that.” The blond girl said.

“But did you see that guy, Jimin! Holy cow! He’s like the sweetest guy! I would strip for him right now if he wants!”. 

UM… OKAY.

“Oh look at you, slut!” i hear them.

I looked around and saw the boys sat under a tree and talking and giggling. I was so flushed at seeing Jungkook smile like that and I wanted to go and hug him for being so sweet all this time, already. WAIT-  these girls were talking about them! I felt  lucky to be the roommate of the guy who every girl wanted to fuck right there. I smirked to myself but also got sad, because the girls were really pretty and he might just end up with one of them.

Anyway, I didn’t want to ruin the day, so I left the place and went to explore the city.

JUNGKOOK’S POV

Hyungs embarrassed the heck out of me should today! What would Y/N even think of me now! *cries*

“Hyungs, seriously though, please don’t bring out the perv inside of y’all in front of my roommate.” Jungkook decently told.

“Wooooohuuuu! Kookie got possessive. Y/N is cute though, isn’t she! Did you guys talk?”, Taehyung asked like an excited child.

LETS NEVER TALK ABOUT HOW WE TALKED AND HOW WE MET. I WANTED TO CRINGE AND DIE ON OUR FIRST MEETING.  

“Not much. We just met, you know. “I said. 

“Yah, Kookie, she is your roommate now. You better get to know her before you pass out and sweat the fuck out of your body just in the process of ignoring her.”. “Yoongi hyung!” I scream as I see him. We both did a bro hug. “How have you been?!” I ask him happily. “I’m all good. I’m a to the g to the u to the std. You know that.” He made his infamous sassy face. “Aigo hyung I missed you. I wish we could talk more. I really seem to be needing your help.” I tell.

“Yah! What about us? Huh? Huh? Huuuh?” Hoseok hyung said. 

“You seem to have forgotten me, kook?”. It was Jin Hyung, finally! I trusted him with life. 

“JIN HYUNG! I MISSED YOU SOOOO MUCH!” I hugged him.

“Kookie you’ve grown up well. How is life here? Did you move yet?” he asked.

“I am in kind of trouble. When I was moving, I was told that I’ll have another scholar from another country living with me… and guess what? It’s Y/N and she is a girl. Kill me.” I face-palmed with sadness and the amount of ‘awkward’ that had built up in in the past 30 hours.

“Aww, you guys should bond together. I suggest you to go to for a nice hike with her over the weekend. So, that you guys get to know each other better.” Jin told. Everyone started woo-ing at me and the idea of me bonding with my ‘roommate’. “H-Hike? With a girl?! Hyung! Hell no! I will die.” I cried.

“Plus, Y/N doesn’t have many friends here, so she will have a good company over the weekend. I would so do this, JK!” Jimin exclaimed. 

“She seems harmless anyway… You won’t get raped. Chill.” Taehyung mocked me while everyone laughed along. I legit was having a panic attack. 

“Jungkook! This is now or never. You either suffer once or suffer for 4 years straight. GTFO, and tell her this if she doesn’t have plans yet. Trust us, we’ve been with girls. We know how this all works.” Yoongi ordered. 

“Jungki, don’t think too much bro. You’re not taking her on a date. She is just your roommate. You feel me?” Namjoon added, making my hart skip a beat. 

Everyone was excited with the idea of it, but I was dying. I was in pain. I couldn’t refuse and I was about to it regardless. 

I need to get over this, War Of Hormones. 

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I hope you enjoyed it. Sorry I’ll try to post often. I have been really busy with college and stuff. :’( 

Things will get exciting and saucy af in the next one, I promise. ~w~