you are going to cry

10/24/05 - 03/29/17

Dearly Beloved,
We are gathered here today to mourn over the closing of the best website ever,Club Penguin. This game was my childhood and held so much joy. I remember the days of gaining membership and being cool. Playing in the Dojo..
It will be a hard day for us all…
We will surely miss you Club Penguin,You were the best thing I’ve ever had…
October 24,2005 - March 29,2017


Well friends it’s Brexit Day, first I was just furious at our own fuckery because this didn’t have to happen but we did it anyway, and then I watched the press conference and when Donald Tusk said “we already miss you” I had to go into the kitchen and cry. Everything about this is sad and all the Europeans around me are sad about it too

“ako nalang ang mahalin mo, sef”

those where the kind of words that shook my world the other day as Ben and I went for a drive to talk. 

relationship was treading rough waters and the boat that we are in is rocking. 

they say it takes two to tango, but in this case, i feel that the problem was me. 

my inability to let go of the past….

my fear to feel hurt once more….

and my constant obsession to compare the present with the past….

and seeing ben shed tears was just too much to see. 

ang sama ko. ang selfish ko. 

naghahanap ako ng “spark” sa relationship when in fact it was me who killed the magic in this life I share with ben. 

ganun pala yun when you see the one you love cry, you’d go bonkers. di ka makahinga and ang bigat sa dibdib. 

that afternoon humbled me. inside the car, i asked forgiveness for my omissions and pride. as i held ben’s hand, i avoided making promises that i know for sure I will break. but i asked him to bear with me and all my imperfections because it is him i want to journey with down the road whether my life be long or short. 

and we made peace. 

and that night, for the very first time, I held his hand in public. 

no regrets. all homo. all love. 

perfect reviews/comments I have reeived from this site:

how could you do this to me

i love you but go fuck yourself

alright back to hell with you you’re on timeout bitch

how dare you make me read this with my own two eyes

jesus christ what’s wrong with you i’m screaming

i didn’t need to be crying at 4am in the morning but congratulations for ruining me

my soul has left my body in tears

just let them be happy dear god what is wrong with you

must you always hurt my heart this early in the morning

do australians never sleep or are you some sort of cryptid?

what if… you let me live?

i was having a good day, we were ALL having a good day

great now i have to bleach my eyeballs

I can never unread this and by god am i haunting you for this

this touched me on a deeply emotional level and my inner child says you can go fuck yourself for making them cry

i love your writing but ffs plz just do something happy for once!!!


And my fave: 

so… you write fanfiction now do you Satan? Wanna tone it down a scootch?

anonymous asked:

Thoughts: Victor taking care of sick Makkachin. Victor taking makkachin to the vet for shots and holding him, whispering comforts in his ear and giving him tiny kisses in his fur. Makkachin taking care of sick Victor.

This is so pure… Could you imagine worried Viktor going home to Yuri and just crying and crying because he’s so worried, and Yuri just holds him and lets him cry because he knows how much Makka means to him…

I’ve never read a book that treated its characters with more tenderness, generosity, and sympathy than Benjamin Sáenz’s Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe. Even when the characters don’t think they deserve it, especially when the characters don’t think they deserve it, the narrative holds out cupped hands full of love and patiently waits for them to take it. It makes my heart ache so much; it’s a book that genuinely makes me aspire to be a kinder person.


This is probably one of the best Klance MV’s I’ve seen yet, and I’ve seen plenty. Like kudos to Marcia for making this wonderful piece of artwork. I hope it’s ok that I post this here @m-arci-a  

I just want to look at it everyday and cry.

do u ever remember that neil didn’t want to stop being Neil Josten even before he’d been approached by wymack like literally the start of the chapter he’s like ‘it didn’t matter how much he liked being neil josten. he’d stayed here too long as it was.’ like. my son. my sweet child. u are in for the ride of your life and at the end of it Neil Josten will be real and he will have a family and you will get to be him forever 


Yoonkook Week Day 1: Favorite moment(ssssss) 

It’s been months since our last conversation. Now I’m drinking all these different alcohols and taking all these different drugs to make all these different people look like you.
—  You’re the only thing on my mind