you are always here to me and i always listen and i can always see you


I know a lot of people just see this blog as kind of like an aesthetic blog with no personal aspect to it, but just remember, there’s a person running this blog (me), and I just want you to know that if you ever wanna talk or ask me anything or if you need to vent/rant or are having a bad day, literally anything, I’m here. I’ll always be here for you. Feel free to message me or send asks about anything. I know a lot of people don’t have people they can talk to, but you can always talk to me. Even if you message me, you don’t have to tell me your name or anything about you, if you just want someone to listen to you and maybe give you advice, without having someone know who you are, that’s completely fine. If you want a friend, I’m always here. So yeah, just feel free to talk to me about anything, whether it’s on messages, or sending me an ask 💗

bored-and-fat  asked:

i would like a ship, im 5'3 111lbs, i have problems with my family and self image. i have no friends and am always alone. my hair is black my eyes are green and i like cooking and art. im also really dumb

(I think you meant to send this to my other blog @askingexorcists but it’s fine! I cba to screenshot and add it to my other asks, so I’ll just do your ship on here and reblog it on my aoex account! & also lmao u sound just like me except i can’t cook for shit, but i make the best toast ever !!)


Rin Okumura

Originally posted by vongrell

Rin would hate how your a little self conscious because he doesn’t see any problems with you at all

Although he understands how you feel and always reminds you of how beautiful you are

He always is willing to talk about your family and listen to any problems your having

He would urge you to make up with them before it’s too late and make sure you don’t make the same mistake he did

However, if the circumstances were worse, he wouldn’t push you into it and instead comfort you in every way he possibly can

Would always offer you to crash at his dorm for a while

Mephisto probably wouldn’t care 

But Rin would sneak you in anyway

Rin loves your art and thinks your the most amazing person he knows simply because of the things your able to create

He loves that you love to cook

You two and sometimes Ukobach (and Kuro who id just there hovering over drooling cause FOOD!!) are always in the kitchen making snacks and trying new recopies together

You and Rin met when when he bought some snacks to eat at lunch of a student stand, and then a little while later he came back for more. He asked you where you bought the food from because it tasted so amazing, you then told him you made it yourself and he was stunned. You then ate lunch together whilst talking all about cooking, food and your favourite dishes to make. He invited you over after school one time to cook together and you agreed. Ever since then you’ve both just deeply connected with one another. He introduced you to his friends when he invited them over to try all your combined amazing dishes. Ever since then not only have you had amazing friends, but an amazing boyfriend too.

Do you ever just (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧ because the BBC hardcore ships River and the Doctor?





I’ll come and get you,  I’m always ready to fight

Mika going for Yuu and always fighting for him

 Are they really deep inside your head?                                                          Do they control you like a marionette?                                                            I’ll cut the strings off you dead.  Come with me                                            Let me free the wings of your soul. Can make it fly                                  We’ve been waiting here just to make whole again                                      No more hating see I have always been your friend

Is Mikayuu!!! 

Is like Mika singing to Yuu xD



But perhaps all of you already know and I’m just screaming like crazy .-.


“Thanks, you know, for today.” You said as you walked alongside Dean outside the baseball stadium. “I had a good time.”

Dean looked sideways at you, and seeing the sad look on your face, he stopped in front of you and took your shoulders in his hands, bringing you into him for a long, tight, hug.

You swallowed the lump in your throat as you parted, and Dean kept his hands on your shoulders as he looked you squarely in the eyes.

“You know you always have me, right?” He asked. “I know I’m not your dad, and I can never replace him, but I want you to know that I’m always gonna be here for you; to fix stuff if you need me too, a guy to hang out with at a baseball game, someone to listen to, a shoulder to cry on, hell, if you need me to open a pickle jar I’ll be there. Okay?” 

You laughed, looking to the ground as you brushed a fallen tear away. Dean chuckled too, and put a finger under your chin, lifting your gaze to his. 

“Okay?” He asked again, his green eyes piercing.

You nodded, and a smile slowly spread across your face despite your grief as you looked at him.



Anonymous Request

River: Doctor, please listen to me. At least hear me.
The Doctor: Now, if I don’t come back—and I might not—
River: Doctor!
The Doctor: —go to the TARDIS. The fast return protocol should be on. She’ll take you home then shut herself down.
River: There has to be another way. Use the TARDIS, use something. Save her, yes. But for God’s sake, be sensible! {she goes to slap him and he stops her} How are you even doing that? I’m not really here.
The Doctor: You’re always here to me. And I always listen. And I can always see you.
River: Then why didn’t you speak to me?
The Doctor: Because I thought it would hurt too much.
River: I believe I could have coped.
The Doctor: No. I thought it would hurt me. And I was right. {he kisses her} Since nobody else in this room can see you, God knows how that looked. There is a time to live and a time to sleep. You are an echo, River. Like Clara, like all of this. In the end, my fault, I know. But you should have faded by now.
River: It’s hard to leave when you haven’t said goodbye.
The Doctor: Then tell me, because I don’t know. How do I say it?
River: There’s only one way I would accept. If you ever loved me, say it like you’re going to come back.
The Doctor: Well then. See you around, Professor River Song.
River: ‘Til the next time, Doctor.
The Doctor: Don’t wait up.
River: Oh there’s one more thing.
The Doctor: isn’t there always.
River: I was mentally linked with Clara. If she’s really dead then how can I still be here.
The Doctor: Okay, How?
River: Spoilers. Goodbye. Sweetie.
—  😭😭😭 The Doctor and River’s last goodbye (for now…)

Dear Allah
I thought I messed up.
So I cried to You
And I asked You,
“Oh Allah, don’t let my heart get attached to what’s not written to be mine.”
A year later she came along and I thought it was a sign.
The angels you’ve put around me are so familiar with her name by now, You know that I’ve been crying.
If You see fit, I want this. Strike my heart again if You think I’m lying.
I am trying.
I am.
I’m sorry I always come to you with these petty problems
But you’re the only one who listens
You and only You have the Power to make our paths align
So I beg of You to always preserve her smile
Because if she’s smiling at the end of it,
Then I guess it was all worthwhile.

That’s why You put me here right?
To make people smile.
I’m not always good at it but I try.
I know sometimes my faith can be shaky.
I know I mess up. I know I hurt people I care for.
I know lust. I know infatuation. I know I lie.
I know. I know I lie…
But I prayed You know? For this. For it to work out the right way.
We are both willing to hurt for Your sake.
So please Allah.
Can I meet her in the Afterlife if You see me unfit to meet her here?
I used to to talk to her a lot about You.
So I thought maybe this is the one?
I trust Your power Allah. I’m okay.
I’m okay. Keep her happy please. Take what You need of me to do it.
Let her know I’m sorry for everything I did and everything I couldn’t do.
I’m sorry I ask for so much.
But for her sake and my sanity, here’s my letter to You.

—  Letter to Allah, letters from big bean

“Do you believe in god?” I asked him
“I’m searching for him, I’m still looking. All these books I read, you see, are nothing but a try to find God.” He answered
“All these lectures I listen to, I only do in an attempt to hear His vocie in them, and the places I visit, I go to, seeking Him”

“Have you found him?” He asked me

“I don’t need to. I never needed to.
To me, He is always here, He has always been and always will be”
God to me, is like Air, is like Ether. He occupies everything.
I can feel His existence around me, through me, above me, and within me.
He truly is closer to me than my jugular vein.

I have always felt him looking after me. Answering my wishes and protecting me. I felt his love, and watched as His mercy washed over me.
My God had been my godfather, If I dare say.
His mighty existence is not a question to me. I need no miracles, It is not a place of doubt.
He had found me before I even began searching.“