you all doubted me

Sometimes, you will love someone with your all only to have your love drowning in doubts from that someone at the end of the day. And sometimes, you cannot do anything about it.
—  Lukas W. // Your all may not be enough

Ice Nation Klark / Azgeda!Clarke, illustration by @denimcatfish

I commissioned this for “The White Queen Running” by @entirelytookeen, where Clarke wakes up as Queen of the Ice Nation.  

*squints at Servamp opening song*

Lust pair: Bridal style/ carry the princess/ save me from this world


Envy Pair: *grabs shoes of Cinderella*/ Just hanging around with style/ I can see my chaotic neutral actions from over here!/ Jeje where r u goin


Pride pair: I can show you the world~!!! / Flyin to the moon in my rocket ship/ Hugh is planking tbh/ looks like he`s riding a missile/ FIRE IN THE HOLE


Greed pair: *screams* I CAN SHOW YOU THE WORLD–/ “When I said ride me Lichtan, I didn`t mean like THIS-”/ Lawless honestly doesn`t mind it anyways/ angel need no wings to fly


Sloth pair: Kuro wtf/ get over here theres like lots of room/ Im that cat who sits by the broom tbh Mahiru/ he jello really

I am often told:

“Everyone experiences that.”

“That’s happened to me.”

While this may be true, and I appreciate the sympathy, it also makes it hard for me to forgive myself.

If everyone has trouble making friends, why am I so often alone?

If everyone is overwhelmed by loud noises, why do restaurants and concerts and carnivals scare me?
If everyone forgets and misuses words sometimes, why am I often incapable of getting others to understand what I’m trying to say?
Does this mean I’m weak? Does this mean I’m lazy? Does this mean I’m not trying?
No.

NO!

Because you may experience something once, but I experience it constantly.

Something may occasionally bother you, but it is a constant obstacle for me.

When I tell you something is hard for me, and you tell me it’s hard for everyone…
You are not helping.

You are planting seeds of doubt.
You are telling me all the work I put into surviving each day is worthless, because I shouldn’t have to do that work at all.
Please. Don’t.

I won’t be gone forever! just for like… most of the year º—º’’

the thing is, I just started my last year of high school and the amount of classes and hw i have now is huge. i also have classes on saturday, so i can say goodbye to my weekends.. and all this so i can study for a test that’ll only happen at the end of november that will say if i can go to the college i want ;u;;; so y’know… i’ll have to study a lot and tumblr is too distracting 

i’ll try to post fanarts or some comics once in a while if i have free time ((i want to finish the braid comic before s2 airs but i kinda lost motivation for that? idk now i just want to finish it so i can add the httyd reference)), and i’ll come check here once in a while but other than that… don’t expect that much ^^” 

thank you if you stick around until i come back! I’ll miss reading your tags and your nice messages ;n;; I might be a bit more active on instagram tho? i post more doodles there i think, so if you’d like to, i’m sweetgaleria there too :3 

Oh yeah, commissions are still open if anyone’s still interested, just send me an email c: 

allllrighty this got long enough, so thank you for reading! C ya ~

I think I’m strong and I think I’m compassionate and I think I can make a difference in the world if I decide to but I hate you because you made me doubt that. Because out of all the things in this world to cry over, I cried over you. And after all the things that I’ve gotten through, I let you take me down. And out of all the better, more important things that I could have dedicated my time to, I spent hours thinking about you, talking myself out of calling you, wondering why you did what you did and what I did wrong. And you didn’t deserve that. Out of all the things that deserved my time, tears, effort, and passion, you were never one.

Expressions Challenge with Remington (ʘ言ʘ╬)

9

Ended up making Snoggletog icons again this year!

Honestly, I was just bored last night and instead of making more gifs I made these. Kind of like them though, they’re at least better than the ones from last year, haha.

Here’s links to those just in case anyone wants to use one:  #1  #2

  • Thedas: *is attacked by a corrupted tevinter old god every blight*
  • Thedas: *regularly gets wrecked by a figure from elven legends*
  • Thedas: *is haunted by ghosts telling history of ancient times*
  • Thedas: *is littered with powerful ancient elven artifacts*
  • Chantry: ha ha those silly heathens and their imagination ha ha praise the maker the less he does the more he's real

(No source available)

Ciel & Alois.

“I found myself in Wonderland; get back on my feet again.”

You guys, I have some musical auditions coming up, and I have been preparing and working vocally, physically, and mentally for it. This has been a season where I’ve dealt with quite a bit of vocal rejection. That’s not meant to be like “oh poor me, poor me;” but as a singer who’s been trying and trying to make her musical career happen, it can be very disheartening when things don’t work out, especially when you surrounded by family, friends, teachers, professionals and unprofessionals who all have said and continue to say “you have what it takes! You can totally do this! I love your voice! You should sing this or that! They’d pick you up in a heartbeat!” It’s empowering and humbling to hear, but can really be a letdown when nothing happens after you follow other people’s advice in addition to pursuing your advice and heart’s desires. I know that it doesn’t mean I’m a bad singer, it just means the timing is different and I have yet to walk through the correct open door 😊 It’s good to deal with those moments, I know, because they train you and help you prepare for the future. Alas, it can still be difficult sometimes.

This past year, I’ve really been dealing with some insecurity and confidence issues, and I’m trying to overcome those hurdles, because fear does nothing but hold you back from reaching your greatest potential. It’s been frustrating, because I haven’t dealt with this kind of fear since I was 7; a lot of changes have happened, and most of them are good. But with those changes, there have also been new fears triggered that used to never bother me. I guess that’s to be expected when one deals with different levels of chemical and hormonal imbalances.

Therefore, I’m choosing to run head first into my fears and remind myself everyday when I wake up, that God gave me this gift for a reason, and that it will NOT and should NOT go to waste. I will not let it! Screw you fear and insecurities!!!

Anyway, If you guys wouldn’t mind, I would really appreciate any prayers, positive thoughts, and good vibes that you can spare.

I’m auditioning for the role of Mary Poppins in the “Mary Poppins” musical in March, and auditioning at the Palm Beach Opera house in April.

Some of you have known me and followed me for a while, and I can’t tell you how much I appreciate your guys’ love, support, and encouragement. It really blesses me and brings me peace and inspires my confidence. Thank you to my friends and followers, old and new, for your love. I hope you guys have a wonderfully blessed week, and if you ever need a friend to talk to, to rant to, to encourage you, to pray with you for anything, to comfort you, etc. my blog is ALWAYS open to you guys.

Love you all my darlings 🌹❤️🎶❄

Keep reading

You’re supposed to be my paddle. I am. Did you just smell me? I was worried you were dead. I feel like I’ve dragged you into my world. I got here on my own.But I appreciate the company. I’m your friend, Will. I don’t care about the lives you save, I care about your life. I’m as alone as you are. You never condemned me. Even under oath. You’ve always been my friend. I wanted to dispel your doubts once and for all. My doubts about what? Me. I want you to believe in the best of me, just as I believe in the best of you. I don’t want to kill you anymore, Doctor Lecter. Not now I finally find you interesting. With all my knowledge and intrusion I could never entirely predict you. I can feed the caterpillar. I can whisper through the chrysalis but what hatches…follows it’s own nature and is beyond me. Problem solving is hunting. It’s a savage pleasure and we’re born to it. A pleasure we can share. You must understand that blood and breath are only elements undergoing change to fuel your radiance. An imago is the image of a loved one, buried in the unconscious. Carried with us all our lives. We could disappear now. Tonight.  I let you know me. See me. I gave you a rare gift…but you didn’t want it. Didn’t I? I forgive you Will. Will you forgive me? I do feel closer to Hannibal here. God only knows where I’d be without him. Hannibal. I forgive you. You cannot control with respect to whom you fall in love. I’ve never known myself as well as I know myself when I’m with him. Because he was my friend. And because I wanted to run away with him. If I saw you everyday forever Will, I would remember this time. I looked up at the night sky there. Orion above the horizon and, near it, Jupiter. I wondered if you could see it, too. I wondered if our stars were the same. I believe some of our stars will always be the same. You entered the foyer of my mind and stumbled down the hall of my beginnings. Where does the difference between the past and the future come from? Mine? Before you and after you. Yours? It’s all starting to blur. You and I have begun to blur. We’re conjoined. I’m curious whether either of us can survive separation. I would have liked to have shown you Florence, Will. I want you to know exactly where I am. Where you can always find me. You’re family, Will. You called us Murder Husbands. Is your wife aware of how intimately you and Hannibal know each other? Is Hannibal…in love with me? Could he daily feel a stab of hunger for you and find nourishment at the very sight of you? Yes. But do you…ache for him? You turned yourself in so I would always know where you were. But you’d only do that if I rejected you. I need you Hannibal. Please. Going my way? My compassion for you is inconvenient, Will. I don’t know if I can save myself. Maybe that’s just fine. See? This is all I ever wanted for you, Will. For both of us. It’s beautiful.

Reblog if you'd read a story about mythical creatures helping people with disorders and disabilities that doesn't end with them simply being "healed"

I want to see what the demand for this would be if I write this.

Hiatus!!!

I honestly can’t run this blog anymore!! I am going through a very bad state in my life. I am starting to have reoccurring panic attacks due to the extreme hardships I am going through these days.

I am not going to delete but will change into a Hiatus theme and be inactive until further notice.

P.S: this might be irrelevant, but since most of my followers are younger than me, I would like to give you guys the advice to take the path in life in which you believe you are going to shine. Be honest with yourself and may you achieve your goals and be the person you want to be!!!

Throne of Glass Fancast TV Show

So as we all know Throne of Glass has been opted as a TV show for Hulu. And while we all may have our doubts (me included) who would you guys want to see? Personally I can picture Theo James as a good Chaol Westfall. What do you guys think ?

Originally posted by falldown-getupagain

Originally posted by teendotcom

Originally posted by theojamies

Originally posted by papertownsy

5

White supremacists have become emboldened. These pictures were taken on Westheimer near Montrose at Katz’s Deli, a Jewish-run business. This vehicle has a history of yelling “White Power” at people and threatening them with violence.

The people in this car are employed by Hook it up towing owned by Richard Navarre. Their job is to spy on people and make them think it’s okay to park in a parking lot and then they call the tow truck driver and people are swiftly towed. The Property Manager that hires them is Oliver Guerrero, Whitney Place.

Oliver has been skeptical after being shown photo evidence, has lied about the identity of the tow truck owner of being a black man, when really he’s a confederate flag waving white man, and has lied about these white supremacists being fired. Y'all asked me what you can do to help. I doubt we can do anything to change Richard Navarre’s mind, but call Oliver. You don’t have to live in Houston to help. Make him deal with this. Protect our community. His number is 281-807-3900.
- Amir