you all doubted me

Sometimes, you will love someone with your all only to have your love drowning in doubts from that someone at the end of the day. And sometimes, you cannot do anything about it.
—  Lukas W. // Your all may not be enough
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my baby boy is a confirmed orphan and this cut me deeper than i could have imagined

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Once upon a time there were two little Deerling…

Fem!Mint Yoongi feat. Unnecessary Space Background

I think I’m strong and I think I’m compassionate and I think I can make a difference in the world if I decide to but I hate you because you made me doubt that. Because out of all the things in this world to cry over, I cried over you. And after all the things that I’ve gotten through, I let you take me down. And out of all the better, more important things that I could have dedicated my time to, I spent hours thinking about you, talking myself out of calling you, wondering why you did what you did and what I did wrong. And you didn’t deserve that. Out of all the things that deserved my time, tears, effort, and passion, you were never one.
*squints at Servamp opening song*

Lust pair: Bridal style/ carry the princess/ save me from this world


Envy Pair: *grabs shoes of Cinderella*/ Just hanging around with style/ I can see my chaotic neutral actions from over here!/ Jeje where r u goin


Pride pair: I can show you the world~!!! / Flyin to the moon in my rocket ship/ Hugh is planking tbh/ looks like he`s riding a missile/ FIRE IN THE HOLE


Greed pair: *screams* I CAN SHOW YOU THE WORLD–/ “When I said ride me Lichtan, I didn`t mean like THIS-”/ Lawless honestly doesn`t mind it anyways/ angel need no wings to fly


Sloth pair: Kuro wtf/ get over here theres like lots of room/ Im that cat who sits by the broom tbh Mahiru/ he jello really

i see a lot of posts going around about how the process of making art is essentially just tears and experiencing The Struggle™ and while those are ALL TRUE i would also like to point out the GOOD THINGS about making art!!!!!! 

  • when u finally find that ONE PERFECT SHADE OF COLOR
  • experimenting with different art styles 
  • those tiny mindless doodles u make on the corner of the page
  • flipping ur canvas and seeing that ur drawing isnt TOO asymmetrical 
  • [picks brush u dont often use] why the HECK dont i use this more often??? 
  • putting ur music on shuffle and a song that fits the scene of what ure drawing comes on 
  • turning off ur lineart layer and having a good laugh over how ur color layer looks like a melting ice cream
  • drawing something u’ve never tried and realizing that u LIKE IT 
  • when ur friend does the compliment thing. thank u friend 
  • drawing a curvy line and GETTING IT RIGHT THE FIRST TRY
  • overlay. thats it 
  • blushies!!!
  • spacing out in the middle of sketching/lining/coloring and 5 mins later going like o HEY COOL i can draw
  • that tiny pop when u stretch ur back after hours of arting 
  • seeing the final result and thinking goddamn!!!!!!
  • I Did That!!!!
  • wow!!!!!!
  • i really love art!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Reblog if you'd read a story about mythical creatures helping people with disorders and disabilities that doesn't end with them simply being "healed"

I want to see what the demand for this would be if I write this.

Brian’s Route, in a Nutshell

Me Before the Third Date: God I hate this piece of shit, he’s so pretentious and has to make everything some sort of competition.

Me After the Third Date: BRIAN I WRONGED YOU SO BADLY. I WAS THE MONSTER ALL ALONG.

  • What she says: I'm fine
  • What she means: THE PITTSBURGH PENGUINS COULD HAVE POTENTIALLY WON THIS HELL SERIES ALREADY BUT DECIDED TO SLEEPWALK THROUGH GAME 5. NOW THEY KIND OF HAVE TO WIN TONIGHT BECAUSE A POTENTIAL GAME 7 IN WASHINGTON IS VERY SCARY 10/10 DO NOT WANT. IT'S ONLY 11AM AND I'M ALREADY NOT SURE IF I NEED A BOTTLE OF WINE OR A HUG. WHY CAN'T THE PENGUINS JUST LET ME REST FOR ONCE?
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#still not over this 2k16

Earnestly, Me

Sometimes putting lyrics into anotherwaytosaythat.com is hilarious. I’ve been laughing for 15 minutes straight.

[CONNOR:] Dear Evan Hansen We’ve been far too withdrawn Things have been insane And it sucks that we don’t talk that much However I should disclose to you that I consider you every night I rub my areolas and begin groaning with please 

[EVAN:] Why might you compose that?

[JARED:] I’m recently attempting to come clean. 

[EVAN:] This should be great. These messages need to demonstrate that we were really companions. Just..I’ll do it. 

[CONNOR:] I’ve gotta let you know, existence without you has been hard 

[JARED:] Hard?

[CONNOR:] Has been terrible 

[JARED:] Awful? 

[CONNOR:] Has been harsh 

[JARED:] Unusual! 

[CONNOR:] And I miss discussing life and other stuff 

[JARED:] Certain. 

[EVAN:] Quiet down! 

[CONNOR:] I like my folks 

[JARED:] Who says that? 

[CONNOR:] I adore my folks However every day’s another battle In the event that I quit smoking medications Then everything may be okay 

[JARED:] Smoking medications? 

[EVAN:] Simply settle it! 

[CONNOR:] In the event that I quit smoking rocks 

[EVAN:] Split?! 

[CONNOR:] On the off chance that I quit smoking pot Then everything may be okay I’ll accept your recommendation I’ll attempt to be more decent I’ll turn it around Keep a watch out ‘Cause all that it takes is a little reexamination It’s anything but difficult to change in the event that you give it your consideration All you gotta do is simply trust you can be who you need to be Genuinely, Me 

[JARED:] Would we say we are done yet? 

[EVAN:] Well I can’t simply give them one email. I need to demonstrate that I was, similar to, a great companion, you know? 

[JARED:] Goodness my god. 

[EVAN:] Dear Connor Murphy, Yes, I additionally miss our discussions Quit doing drugs Simply attempt to take full breaths and go on strolls 

[JARED:] No. 

[EVAN:] I’m sending photos of the most stunning trees 

[JARED:] No! 

[EVAN:] You’ll be fixated on all my woodland skill 

[JARED:] In no way, shape or form. 

[EVAN:] Man, I’m pleased with you Simply continue pushing through You’re pivoting I can see 

[CONNOR:] Simply keep a watch out! 

[EVAN and CONNOR:] 'Cause all that it takes is a little reevaluation It’s anything but difficult to change on the off chance that you give it your consideration All you gotta do is simply trust you can be who you need to be Earnestly, Me 

[CONNOR:] My sister’s hot 

[EVAN:] What the heck! 

[JARED:] My terrible. 

[CONNOR:] Dear Evan Hansen, A debt of gratitude is in order for each note you send 

[EVAN:] Dear Connor Murphy, I’m recently happy to be your companion 

[EVAN and CONNOR:] Our kinship goes past Your normal sort of bond 

[EVAN:] Yet not on the grounds that we’re gay 

[CONNOR:] Actually no, not on account of we’re gay 

[EVAN and CONNOR:] We’re close, yet not that way The main man that I adore is my father 

[CONNOR:] Well in any case! 

[EVAN:] You’re showing signs of improvement consistently 

[CONNOR:] I’m showing signs of improvement consistently 

[EVAN and CONNOR:] We’re improving each day 

[ALL:] hello! 'Cause all that it takes is a little rehash It’s anything but difficult to change on the off chance that you give it your consideration All you gotta do is simply trust you can be who you need to be Genuinely Miss you beyond all doubt Earnestly, Me Truly, Me Truly, Me Truly, Me

won’t you tell me your name, #1

In a world where soulmates can write messages on their skin, Peter and Chris mostly use their connection to take their anger out on each other. Stiles is the somewhat traumatized kid on the other end of their bond.

For Stetopher Week’s cross-generational issues prompt, with the issue in question being what exactly you’re supposed to do when your soulmates have hated each other since before you were born. Title from The Doors’ Hello, I Love You, because at first I wanted to title this Hello, I Hate You but I decided that was a bit much. 

[Stiles/Chris/Peter, pre-slash, starts pre-canon with some time skips later, soulmate AU.]


There’s only one picture of Stiles on the day he was born. Stiles keeps it in his bottom drawer of his wardrobe, hidden under a bunch of stuff he throws in there when he’s supposed to clean his room. Afterwards, he takes all the stuff out again and hopes his parents don’t make him clean until the next weekend, but the picture always stays inside. It’s a scene that’s reflected in half of the picture frames downstairs, his parents on either side of him, beaming at the camera. In this one, Stiles looks like he’s about to cry, but that’s what babies do, so Stiles isn’t really embarrassed about it. It’s the rest of him that bothers him, the way that there’s only glimpses of his pale skin under a chaotic mess of years of dialog between two other people. The words creep around his face, his little hands, and there’s even black smudges on his ears when the magic that tied him to his soulmates ran out of room to fit the words.

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Ice Nation Klark / Azgeda!Clarke, illustration by @denimcatfish

I commissioned this for “The White Queen Running” by @entirelytookeen, where Clarke wakes up as Queen of the Ice Nation.  

dream-and-slash  asked:

So I'm continuing my S7 rewatch and it bugs me how Dean is so bothered by the betrayal and subsequent death of Cas. If a friend betrays you, you're usually more angry and then it eventually goes away. But for Dean, it eats at him. He can't get over it. You know what that sounds like? A combination of a jilted lover and someone who just got his heart broken. Thoughts? (PS i love your meta write ups)

@nerdylittleshit pointed out this excellent comparison of Bobby/Karen v Dean/Cas on another post where I was talking about Bobby knowing about Dean’s feelings for Cas, I’m just going to go a little deeper.

Bobby: In 7x10 Bobby reveals that the worst part wasn’t that Karen died or that he killed her, but that they had a huge fight about him not being able to give him what she wanted and he never got the chance to reconcile with her before she died…

Dean: In 6x21 we have the infamous Dean/Cas scene were Cas asks Dean to stand behind him this ONE time, to prove his words, that he does count him as family, to trust him, but Dean refuses. Dean doesn’t give Cas what he wanted and he ends up dying before he can fix it.

Bobby: “Biggest regret of my life… You’d think it was stabbing her to death but no, I was thinking, we never got to get past this”…

Dean: Cas was also stabbed, before Dean and Cas could get past it:

6x20:

and 7x01:

They never did get to fix it, they did never get past it.

So now we have Dean, who lost Cas, but he suffered not just Cas’s own ‘betrayal’ before, but for which he knows now was all for him and his family, to protect them, as Cas told him, but also how he feels he let Cas down by not supporting him this one time he asked, which lead to all of this, because Cas asked Dean to stand behind him and prove that he was family and he didn’t. 

Which led to his making the final choice to face Raphael alone, to open up purgatory and ending up destroying him. 

Cas explicitly said this was why he did it, and right before Sam stabbed him too, to hammer the point home as it were:

“So, you see, I saved you. You doubted me, fought against me, but I was right all along…”

And when Dean tries to talk him down? He’s already too far gone, but he does reveal why it doesn’t work, why Dean is not able to talk him down, because:

“We were family once… if that means anything to you… please”

But it’s not enough, because he didn’t prove that Cas was family before, when Cas was Cas and Cas now believes that Dean is “just saying it because you’re afraid….”

Originally posted by babylaracroft

The fact that Dean did not support him and rejected him as family in 6x22 is what leads Cas to not be able to get past this now, to let go of the souls and what ultimately leads to his death.

Then we also have the reason WHY Bobby and Cas held back from giving Karen and Cas what they wanted for so long and it was for the same reason:

Bobby: 

Dean


Basically Bobby / Karen is a massive parallel for Dean / Cas. 

If one doesn’t see Bobby as a bitter borderline alcoholic who only finds solace in hunting and his found family of Sam and Dean as a continued parallel for Dean finding solace in hunting and his found family in season 7 and how Bobby only finds peace in the end once he lets go of revenge and his past and allows himself to focus on being happy in himself and move forwards then….

Could you be my true love? Do you think that when we will meet, we could fall in love again? It’s got me thinking lately. You never left my mind and I just like to think it’s because, maybe, we belong together. Despite the distance, despite the differences between us; that despite it all we are destined to be together. Am I wrong?
—  L.N. | that one love that never really goes away

when people say Elsa was the hero of Frozen

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생일 축하해, 전보람!! ❤ [March 22]

Happy birthday to our most beloved Jeon Boram. Thank you for showering queen’s with love and ‘aeygo’, your smiles and ajumma laughs. No matter what decisions you make in the future, know we will always be behind you, supporting and watching over you. Thank you for being a part of our lives. Thank you for being a part of T-ARA ♛