Give yourself a rest, okay? Stop trying to figure out everything. Surrender it all to God and He will do the work for you. Trust Him even more.
Jesus declared, “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30)