yes yes i'll be there for the moment

i. meeting you: when I saw you, the world didn’t reroute on a new axis but the stars seemed to glimmer a little more than I remembered them doing the night before. from the moment our hands brushed, something in me shivered, some part of my heart shook, a form of a yes. a yes, you belong in my life, a yes, you are meant to matter. but we clashed in a storm of fire and ice and it took me what looking back seems like a lifetime to realize that you’ve changed me, that a part of me recognized your scars as the same as mine the moment you spoke a part of my name.


ii. understanding you: it took breaking, it took sobbing in the middle of night and realizing that yes I can be alone with you. it’s this moment, where I see you looking at me, not like you can save me, no. but like you recognize the shadows dancing on my skin, the faint bruises and clenched fists and the ache inside my heart. And the world grows quiet, like it’s giving this moment the weight it deserves, and it’s in the darkness that I realize we can change the universe.


iii. trusting you: and our hands grow bloody as our hearts open, spilling part of us on the ground that the other picks up and remakes. forging a sword, a shield, a song out the echoes we let break away from our souls. somehow I realize the voice in the back of my mind, giving me hope, giving me faith, sounds a lot like yours, it sounds like the way you say my name and I say yours the same way. as absolution, as something almost like salvation, as a need that I can’t live without


iv. loving you: and it’s when you’re threatened, it’s when you’re hurt and the rage that raises up inside me contains the bitten scream of “mine”. it’s when you take my hand, you take my burden like I haven’t transformed myself into atlas to save you. It’s when you gaze into my eyes like i’m something worth worshipping, like i’m something worth burning the universe for. and it comes and goes in waves until one day I wake up and my first thought is you, and when I dream the last name I utter is yours


v. losing you: but the stars that stayed silent at our turning point aren’t content to watch us, no they want to test us but they didn’t understand that loving you  stopped being something that scared me the moment I realized it because, darling, I don’t know where you end and where I begin.  so yes, I lost you to space and time, I nearly lost you to fate but we were always fighters and so I know you’ll come back to me, I know you’ll come home to me.  and our devotion outstrips the fairytales because we were never guaranteed a happy ending, with our dirty hands, with our sly smiles, with our cuts and scars but we’ve made the constellations want to chart our names


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  vi. finding you:  when we crash back together, the world narrows down to the sound of a beating heart, pounding loud enough to be a greek chorus and it’s a welcome change from the way my chest seemed empty. I always knew that in a crowd of thousands I’d be able to meet your eyes, to find you. and with our smiles the universe restarts, with my name dropping from your lips the sun reignites, because we are the center of the story, from the beginning up till now and we’re only just past the first chapter.

—  The 5 Stages of Loving You by Abby S
My favorite lyrics from Divide
  • just my two cents
  • Eraser: I wish that love was a currency and the whole world was wealthy
  • Castle on the Hill: I had my first kiss on a Friday Night, I don't reckon I did it right // these people raised me and I can't wait to go home
  • Dive: Don't call me baby unless you mean it // I've been known to give my all and jumping in harder than ten thousand rocks on the lake
  • Shape of You: Your love was handmade for somebody like me
  • Perfect: Now I know I have met an angel in person and she looks perfect
  • Galway Girl: I swear I'm gonna put you in a song that I write about a galway girl and a perfect night // She took me inside to finish some doritos and another bottle of wine
  • Happier: But I guess you look happier, you do, my friends told me one day I'd feel it too
  • Hearts Don't Break Around Here: She is the lighthouse in the night that will safely guide me home
  • New man: Still lookin' at your instagram and I'll be creepin' a lil, I'll be tryin' not to double tap from way back cause I know that's where the trouble's at
  • What Do I Know: Just remember that life is more than fitting in your jeans, it's love, understanding, and positivity
  • How Would You Feel: In the summer, as the lilacs blew, blood flows deeper than a river every moment I spend with you
  • Supermarket Flowers: A heart that's broke is a heart that's been loved // A life with love is a life that's been lived
  • Barcelona: We're going somewhere where the sun is shining bright
  • Bibia Be Ye Ye: I tell myself in every way I won't be doing this again and tomorrow's a brand new day
  • Nancy Mulligan: Never had I seen such beauty before the second I saw her, Nancy was my yellow rose
  • Save Myself: Before I save someone else, I've got to save myself

:3c

anonymous asked:

I'm starting to come to accept that this pairing is never getting the respect it deserves. That last episode was full of K18 fluff (big time) but the Vegebul crowd still managed to make the discussion all about their ship because of the ending. Not even the proper ending, just some out-of-context gifs from it. And then rather than Krillin getting respect, seems half the vocal fanbase is shitting on him for daring to get stronger. It's just depressing.

Look, if you have been in this fandom for as long as I have…trust me it’s been like 18 yrs I’ve been here, you just learn to ignore certain things.

Krillin and Eighteen have ALWAYS been an underdog pairing, and yes this is a downright shame, because look at them, they are close to perfection, but I’m afraid this will never change and you know what? Somehow, by now, I don’t find that a bad thing at all. Because even if the majority of the fandom doesn’t care, the few that do are AWESOME. We are just a small community enjoying out favourite pairing and that is how it should be. Let the Vegebul fandom have their fun, or any other shipdom for that matter, we’re still getting our moments to cherish. Super has already been so much greater in terms of giving K18 a spotlight, there is NO WAY I let some other fans ruin my fun, and neither should you. Ship and let ship, ignore the rest.

What I do get mad over is that fact you mention about Krillin though. This character has gone through so much bullsh*t in this fandom, it’s ridiculous. But arguing with people over it gets tiring, especially those who just cannot and will not reason with you. All they see is Krillin the weakling, he deserves nothing etc etc. This is the main reason I founded this blog, to find like-minded Krillin fans to talk with and share things with. Let haters hate, if it makes them happy, let them be the miserable little trolls they want to be. This blog is nothing but support for this amazing character. We see  the growth he went through, we know how much better and stronger he got. People just want to see what they want and complain because they have nothing else to do or their life is so miserably boring or stupid that they have to lash out online.

Krillin rules, he’s the BEST human character with the hottest wife and the CUTEST family, suck on that haters! :P

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Overwatch Play of the Game: Shiro [Voltron]

BTS reaction: Hearing their best friend confess~
  • ~ Kim Seokjin/Jin:
  • You were almost half asleep in the morning when you kept complaining about how you'd never find anyone who liked you or that you were absolute trash.
  • Jin: You are gorgeous what's wrong with you.
  • You: You can find me in a bathroom. Either in the toilet or the trash can.
  • Jin: My god, why do you so firmly believe no one would like you? Ask someone out. You never know.
  • You: Because you're too handsome, sweet, and caring to like anyone like me. I have no chance with you that's why I don't ask.
  • Jin: So.. You like me?
  • You: Oh shit what'd I say?
  • Jin: In short: That you like me.
  • You: Well secrets out, I'm moving to Antarctica.
  • Jin: HoW aM I SuPPoSed To LIKE YOU BACK IF YOU MOVE TO ANTARCTICA?!
  • You: IF YOU LIKED ME YOU'D MAKE IT WORK.
  • Jin: I DO LIKE YOU BUT YOU HAVE NO REASON TO MOVE.
  • You: Why are we arguing? Just give me love already.
  • Jin: -Rolls eyes- That's what I'm trying to do, but you wanted be in Antarctica.
  • Jin: But let's go eat; My cooking so that's it's free.
  • You: I feel special.
  • Jin: You are.
  • ~ Suga/ Min Yoongi:
  • Yoongi had come over to talk about nothing. He just likes your couch to take naps but you always let him since he was your best friend and you- without being weird- liked watching his adorable face go to sleep.
  • You: I really don't know why I even like you.
  • You: But I wish I could cuddle you right now, what is this?
  • Yoongi: You could. You just needa ask.
  • You: Were you awake throughout my short shitty I love you speech??
  • Yoongi: Yeah, I don't actually fall asleep I've heard you a couple times but never wanted to believe it.
  • Yoongi: I guess now I believe it because.. You said it right in front of my face.
  • You: Give me a moment. Go back to sleep you fuckin duck.
  • Yoongi: Wow. K. I see how it is. liking you back has been canceled.
  • You: Wait no, return to the pokeball.
  • Yoongi: Now I'm a Pokemon.
  • You: You're a cute one though.
  • ~ J-Hope/Jung Hoseok:
  • You flat out told him when you had the chance which was during you guys' movie night.
  • You: Hey you.
  • Hobi: Hey you.
  • You: Hey you, I like you.
  • Hobi: I like you too.
  • You: But I mean I like you like go on dates, kiss, and call you da -cough- baby/mine.
  • Hobi:
  • You:
  • Hobi: Were you going to say daddy?
  • You: That's not important. What's important is if you like me back or not.
  • Hobi: Yes I like you back now tell me–
  • You: Gotta blast but hey a date tomorrow, here at my house? Yeah? Cool? Bye now. -Running into the door to your room-
  • You: That never happened.
  • Hobi: -Dying of laughter- AISH YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE LET ME KISS YOUR CHEEKS~!
  • ~ Rap Monster/Kim Namjoon:
  • You were patiently waiting for Blackpinks new music video that was coming out in three hours since you were so concentrated on the time, anything came out of your mouth.
  • Nams: BTS or Blackpink More?
  • You: both.
  • Nams: Who's your bias in BlackPink?
  • You: Lisa
  • Nams: Who is your bias in BTS?
  • You: Rap Monster.
  • Nams: Why?
  • You: Cuz I like him but he don't like me back.
  • Nams: How do you know that?
  • You: We talked about this Taehyung.
  • Nams: Not Taehyung.
  • You: -You turn to look at who you were talking to but then immediately look away with a red face-
  • You: Who's Rap Monster? Never heard of Him.
  • Nams: Ah too bad, he was thinking about asking you but now he's not too sure.
  • You: I know that guy. Tell him I'd say yes.
  • Nams: You're so cute and I don't know what to do about it. Just to take you on a date.
  • ~ Park Jimin/Chimin:
  • Jimin and you were just talking on the couch. Talking about your days, things that happened, told jokes, but you were getting tired. So now you were answering questions half asleep.
  • Jimin: Who do you like at the moment?
  • You: A guy. He's adorable, sweet, handsome and I don't know what do.
  • Jimin: I say confess.
  • You: Maybe I should but he don't like me back.
  • Jimin: What's his name?
  • You: Name starts with a J.
  • Jimin: Jungkook? or Jung Hoseok is what you mean?
  • You: You skipped the guy I like.
  • You: It's Jimin neutron.
  • Jimin: That's not me.
  • You: Yeah it is well the Jimin part is.
  • You: You like me back? Ye or yes?
  • Jimin: Not too many options. I'll pass.
  • You: I see how i-
  • Jimin: I choose both. I like you in every perspective.
  • You: You saved yourself Park Jimin.
  • ~ V/Kim Taehyung:
  • (Just dialogue)
  • You: Taehyung you can't rap.
  • Tae: I can. I know I Can.
  • You: I am the better rapper. Come at me you puppy.
  • Tae: Puppy???
  • You: I can't insult you. You're too cute to be insulted.
  • Tae: INSULT ME.
  • You: NO
  • Tae: JUST DO IT WOMAN.
  • You: I REFUSE TO INSULT YOU. I LIKE YOU, I CAN'T.
  • Tae: You like me?
  • You: Do I? Did I? What'd I say?
  • Tae: That you like me.
  • You: Say it as if you were me.
  • Tae: I refuse to insult you. I LIKE YOU. emphasis on I LIKE YOU-, I can't.
  • Tae: That's what you said.
  • You:
  • Tae:
  • You: Well now you know, so.. Would you like to go on a date with me soon????
  • Tae: Aw so cute so cute. -Squishing your cheeks- of course I'll go on a date with you. I've always wanted to date someone who's an angel.
  • ~ Jeon Jungkook:
  • You were trying to find a way to confess but also embarrass him. So you bought a rose and went to where he was with all the members at the moment.
  • You: Will you, Jeon Jungkook, let me have the honor to date you. -Kneeling-
  • Members: -Snickering-
  • JK: Of all times.. -Nervously laughing and patting your head-
  • JK: Sure but just know I will get you back for this.
  • You: You can try.
  • JK: It's a war.
  • You: Hey. I'm eating you.
  • JK: What??????
  • You: -pulls out the gum called 'Extra'- very minty.
  • JK: Why did I agree to be with you??

anonymous asked:

Lottie, my dude: is Days Without End gay? Is it satisfying? I'm getting queer found family vibes from the NYT review but also it's Literary so I'm not sure? Please advise

OHHHHHH, BUDDY

Days Without End is queer the way The Watchmaker of Filigree Street is queer - it sneaks up on you, and it’s so subtle and understated that it barely has any page time or bearing on the plot but it CATCHES YOUR HEART AND WON’T LET GO. I’m 200 pages into this 250-page book and if you put all the #queercontent back-to-back it would fill two pages max, but it’s the sweetest, softest two pages of #queercontent I’ve ever seen. (or, to look at it another way, the entire novel is queer start to finish because Thomas is queer start to finish, but as it’s a book that’s primarily about war and atrocities and hardship it seems disingenuous to sell it as a Queer Book.) 

but for real, every single scarce, lovely sentence about Thomas and his beau makes my heart SING. there’s one bit a little over half way through that made me BURST INTO TEARS. they are pure and good and it cannot be undersold. ALSO - don’t quote me on this because I haven’t finished it yet - I’m almost sure that Thomas is transgender but doesn’t have the vocabulary or the knowledge to explain it. if anyone else has read it I would LOVE some OPINIONS on this! I would bloody love to talk about this book to anyone who can talk back! my family is sick to death of hearing about it! I’m about to force it on my book club!!! I’m one more #moment away from catching a ferry to Dublin to find Sebastian Barry and smush his cheeks in my overwhelmed hands!!!!!

tl;dr I want to cut my heart out and shove this book in there instead. 

If Jamie and Claire could text : seeing Jamie/"Alessandro" on the beach in Voyager Edition [[BOOK SPOILERS]]
  • Claire: JAMIE
  • Claire: oh thank god I CAN SEE YOU
  • Claire: who the bloody hell are those soldiers you're wth??
  • Jamie: Marsali lass, stay hidden, d'ye hear?
  • Jamie: and since when do you use such unladylike language?
  • Claire: oh Christ sorry
  • Claire: this is marsali's phone but it's me
  • Claire: ClAire
  • Jamie: ---
  • Jamie: CLAORIRE?
  • Jamie: TRUKLYTT???
  • Claire: truly
  • Claire: I'll prove it
  • Claire: you dropped your phone in the sand right before those last messages
  • Claire: and now you've got your hand on your heart and look like you're about to pass out
  • Claire: OH MY GOD JUST GOT A FULL VIEW OF
  • Claire: //THE BEARD//
  • Claire: Jesus h roosevelt CHRSIT!
  • Jamie: Christ, mnd
  • Jamie: when i learned the gddm porpoise had taken ye
  • Claire: god I know
  • Claire: and I left my phone on the bloody Artemis so i couldn't reassure you
  • Jamie: and then I came for ye learned that ye'd been lost in the storm and
  • Claire: oh my love
  • Claire: you must have been frantic, I know I certainly
  • Jamie: and THEN
  • Jamie: to learn that //NO//
  • Jamie: ye'd JUMPED INTO A HURRICANE SEA //OF UOUR OWN FREE WILL//
  • Claire: have I ever complimented you on how you can text without looking at the screen?
  • Claire: That's terribly impressive darling, you must show me how it's done
  • Jamie: DINNA CHANGE THE SUBJECT
  • Jamie: YE COULD HAVE //DIED// CLAIRE
  • Claire: well, YES
  • Claire: but to be fair
  • Claire: I could die any day living in this century
  • Jamie: HOW HAVE YE SURVIVED THIS LONG IN LIFE?
  • Jamie: IMPULSIVE FECKING MANIAC OF A WOMAN
  • Claire: NOW who's talking all unladylike?
  • Claire: if it counts for anything
  • Claire: i'm ecstatic to see you
  • Claire: and i'm happy you're safe
  • Jamie: *sigh*
  • Jamie: i'm happy you're safe, too, ssnch
  • Jamie: i'm glad you're no' dead or in danger
  • Jamie: for the moment
  • Claire: WHAT?
  • Jamie: nevermind
  • Jamie: everything will be fine
  • Jamie: prbably
  • Claire: what exactly is the plan with these soldier brutes?
  • Jamie: oh,
  • Jamie: tie them up in the hold until further notice
  • Claire: and //i'm// allegedly the foolhardy one in this marriage
  • Claire: do you SEE how heavily fcking armed they are???
  • Jamie: dnf, ssnch
  • Claire: jhrc
  • Jamie: where are ye
  • Jamie: need to see ye for a moment
  • Jamie: **need to have my hands on your arse for a moment
  • Claire: ahem this is your daughter's phone, remember?
  • Jamie: SHIT
  • Jamie: delete that
  • Jamie: but in all seriousness
  • Jamie: I need to touch you in some moderately indecent fashion
  • Jamie: right this minute
  • Claire: i'll meet you near the big palm tree at your 4:00
  • Claire: watch out for snakes
  • Jamie: on my way
  • Jamie: tho i think that's better advice for *you* right now, mnd
  • Claire: what ?
  • Claire: oh AhAHAH
  • Claire: charming
  • Claire: just how "moderate" is the indecency you have in mind?
  • Jamie: getting more extreme by the minute
  • Claire: DEFINITELY leaving this entire chat for marsali to peruse
  • Jamie: dinnaevencare jsut get over here and take a look at this ferocious snake
  • Thace: The Blade of Mamora is with you, Paladin.
  • Keith: Cool. So, does that mean I'll be able to look after myself too?
  • Thace: Yes, but we'll be there, we've always been. From the moment I cradled you in my arms. My son.
  • Keith: wait...wtf, so you're my dad? Wtf???
  • Thace: Yes.
  • Keith: Why didn't??? Anyone??? Tell me??? Like first I'm told I'm part Galra now I realize I have a dad I probably never met?? ?
  • Thace: *sacrifices himself to save Voltron and possibly the galaxy
  • Keith: ??!?11!!!??
Snape Appreciation Month Day 3: Head of Slytherin
  • Can you imagine how insufferable Severus was at the end of each year during his winning streak. Like he walks into the staff lounge and he transfigures his usual seat into a throne. I can just imagine how much he includes the House Cup win into every conversation.
  • Mcgonagall: So I'll be escorting Mary Mckinnon.
  • Severus: Oh escorting. Great idea. I was wondering whether to leave the Trophy here or take it with me. Thank you, Minerva.
  • Mcgonagall: This is why we're not friends.
  • Filch: Anyway, I found the body wedged between broomstricks. Can you ask Dumbledore to ask the Ministry if they want to have a look? I think this is something they’d care about but I’m not too sure. They don't let me out of the school
  • Severus: I'm not sure he has the time. He just handed me the House Cup for the fourth year in a row.
  • Filch: Ok but he can do something about the murder-
  • Severus: Yes I supposed I could say we have made a killing yet again.
  • Filch: Well the stench is driving Mrs Norris wild.
  • Severus: Our celebrations might have been a tad too wild, yes, but we cleaned up afterwards. That's why we're ahead of the other Houses. Discipline.
  • Filch: I supposed I'll throw it to the squid. Let it get a taste of human flesh. That'll teach those brats.
  • Dumbledore: Voldemort- stop flinching- could return at any moment, Severus. You need to be prepared.
  • Severus: Preparation. That's how Slytherin wins. Not cheating like Minerva swears. I swear that every year I beat her, she gets more and more ridiculous.
  • Dumbledore: ... anyway the fate of the-
  • Severus: Yes I know we're fated to excel but that doesn't make victory any less sweet.
  • Dumbledore: Severus one day I'm going to hit you with that Cup.
  • Severus: Don't do that or I'll quit.
  • Dumbledore: No you won't.
  • Severus: No, I won't.

The truth is I do.

Yes, I sit next to you at night in the darkness and point out the stars and feel your heartbeat and have to fight to ignore the urge to kiss you and never let you out of my sight again.

Yes, I listen to your laugh and see artwork in the notes you create with your voice, and wonder how it was I thought you weren’t the most important thing in the world to me.

Yes, I drink to forget that it took just one moment for me to rip you into pieces and leave you behind, and that now you’re alright without me again.

But most importantly- yes, I collapse at the thought that I could possibly have mistaken someone else for my love when you were right there in front of me all the time.

—  j.f. // midnight musings of a broken boy • excerpts of stories I will never write

yo fam

this is patrick when gabriel starts talking about harvey and donna:

(a.k.a how to politely look uninterested)

when he mentions darvey:

(want this on a t-shirt cause same fam

when gabriel starts turning that shit around:

when gabriel starts talking about who he ships:

(he’s kinda like “hoe don’t do it” but “omg this is it” at the same time???)

when gabriel says i’m not gonna go there /bc he already knows the answer anyway:

like do u need more proof????????????????????