yes shes a ray of sunshine


I’m a wee bit embarrassed,as the leader guy said “no selfies”, which doesn’t mean “no subtle pics ” to me, but he clarified that to no pics for the second half, so I’ve just got these.

Una was lovely, just a ray of sunshine, and said that Rupert was the naughtiest on set, and would nudge her (she mimed falling over) and tell rude jokes.

Jonathan I asked if he thought Anderson had a mental breakdown over Sherlock’s death/return, and he said yes absolutely, and then implied -implied only- maybe some repressed uh…feelings for Sherlock. Said “strong feelings, right from the start, not just the competitive aspect, but VERY STRONG FEELINGS” and “well we don’t know what was going on there….” He also said that he imagined Anderson now as trying to get his job back, with not much luck.

Wanda Ventam was lively and sharp as a tack, said that Ben was moving in October and described their babies (laughingly said the 4 month old boy has “alien eyes” like Ben). Briefly described Ben’s daily workouts of an hour, and what Dr. Srange producers required. Her hubby was sweet but very quiet, and said that Steven had the idea for them to be in Sherlock but ran it by Ben first.

Mark said that he always assumed they’d do more seasons, and anything else was “click bait” that he never said. I asked him - nicely!- if he thought using things like the Garridebs as throw-away references in the last episode took them if the table for future use, and he said no, and that “the big emotional moment, it’s there” or something like that (he rambles a bit), so I’m not sure if he meant the hug, or something in the future.

Major Sholto was funny and loved being there, saying repeatedly that they were a big family, as it’s the same crew,writers etc on many shows, and so he was invited in to be family, and now the convention was like a reunion 11 thousand miles from home.

Sue was smart and warm, and described trying to get another season going as “well I leave it a while, then I start calling them and saying sooo when are you free?” Also said stuff she’s said before, I’ll skip it.

Mark also said about the skull pic that the original artist was charging them a fortune so they just had Arwel make them one. Arwel pointed out that their budget was actually quite limited, and that 4.3 the “Bond lair” was his vision, and had to be done inexpensively. Sue also made some brief mention of having a small budget, so this is obv. a big thing.

Andrew Scott seemed a bit shy, like he was pushing himself past it, or maybe rather private? Great Irish(?) accent. I asked if he was thrilled to be asked back for 4.3 and he replied oh god yeah, especially with that entrance. Interestingly, he said the pool scene was never meant to be shot, it was written off-the-cuff as audition stuff, but then they liked it so much they wrote it in. Moriarity’s original line was “ that’s what people do, they grow old an die and blah blah etc” but he (Andrew) shortened it with that amazing delivery and that’s how it stayed.

Ok, must sleep now but if I remember more tomorrow I’ll post it!

Fanfiction things

oAll right I have a multi-chapter fic that I’m currently in the process of updating. However; I have another idea for a one-shot fic series and I would like to know if people would be interested in reading it.

When fighting #VillainOfTheWeek Kara somehow gets stuck as a 4 year old. 

I have a few ideas already:

  • Tiny Kara causing mischief at the DEO Base - messing with Winn’s computer, flying around the rooms.
  • Tiny Kara still having superpowers^ but is nowhere near as strong anymore so she actually can get hurt, cue protective Alex
  • Kara being scared of thunderstorms and loud noises
  • Kara being left with Winn because now J’onn has to cover for the city loss of Supergirl. Kara pouting and getting scared whenever Alex or James are out in the field
  • Kara riding shotgun in Maggie’s cop car and playing with the sirens.
  • One person cannot look after this tiny child alone so Kara stays with different people depending on who has the free time.

(In this universe Lena knows and helps at the DEO when needed)

  • Whenever Lena shows up tiny Kara blushes and gets really nervous.
  • Tiny child Kara who has no filter tells Lena that she thinks she’s beautiful. Kara drawing pictures of the two of them together and Lena is the only one who can calm angry child Kara down when she’s upset.
  • Alex giving Kara juice cartons and everyone doting on this sweet innocent child.
  • Reluctant Space Dad sitting with Kara as she colours or when he has to give her piggyback rides with the most deadpan face.

These are just a few of my ideas but any more are welcome. Let me know if this is something people would be interested in reading and any suggestions are gladly appreciated! Will add any suggestions I like in bold!

  • Kara wants to play hide seek with J'onn. To her everything is a game, she starts to run around the DEO always doing something and J'onn is going after her. 
  • Kara has a stuffed animal dog that she NEEDS in order to nap. She names it Krypto -  @bobbywatson <3
  • Kara wants to be just like her big sister. And as children do she copies Alex’s behaviour. (her big sister wears a cool uniform at work and tells people what to do and so does Space dad.)  Cue Winn and his sewing skills. 
  • ^ Next time Alex gets back from a mission she finds little Kara in a tiny DEO uniform complete with badge, standing on a chair(that on closer inspection has a tiny NCPD jacket that looks just like Maggie’s hanging off it) beside J'onn with her hands on her hips waiting to debrief the team.  
  • Obviously they can’t give her any weapons so she has a water gun in her tiny holster, and different little snacks in all the other compartments on the belt. They did give her real handcuffs, which they felt only a bit bad about when she cuffed mon-el to a chair and flew away. (anon I love you for this little addition<3)
  • Cat and Lucy end up having to babysit at one point. 
  • ^ Cat pretends to not know about Kara being Supergirl in order to take care of her, and to everyone’s “surprise” she is a total softie and great with Kara. 
  • Lucy watches Kara at one point, and she lets Kara wear her cool hat and Kara starts saluting everyone and every thing they come across (yes that includes saluting her stuffed dog pup Krypto)
  • Cat finally giving Kara one of her cupcakes because damn it if even she can’t resist a 4 year old Ray Of Sunshine pouting and pleading with her
  • 4 year old Kara reverts back to speaking Kryptonian especially when she’s angry or upset. J’onn who can speak some Kryptonian does not approve when this tiny girl grumbles a “bad word trying to punch another of his brand new monitors.
  • ^ which then gives me Tiny Kara punching punchbags with James.
  • Lena is a smart woman and because of Lex and learning that Kara is from Krypton Lena learns to speak Kryptonian. She speaks it almost fluently. Kara and Lena often have conversations in Kryptonian. - @whiterose-blackrose <3<3
  • Kara is restless and almost always has bundles of energy so getting her to sleep is quite a task. Lena is called whenever Kara is being particularly difficult because for some reason she is the sleep whisperer. (Alex knows it’s because Kara likes to snuggle up to Lena, falling asleep cradled in Lena’s arms -one hand wrapped around her Krypto whilst the other clings to Lena’s clothing)
  • Alex often finds Kara sitting atop of Maggie’s shoulders, Maggie is great with Kara even if she does sneakily give Kara two more scoops of ice-cream when she’s only allowed one.
  • M’gann WHO DID NOT LEAVE gives Tiny Kara stickers, a shit ton of stickers. Kara has a book full of space stickers. When she thinks someone did a really good job she gives them a sticker and everyone tries to act like it’s no big deal but even the toughest DEO agents blush and melt when she beams and presents them with one. You know every agent is working their butt off to earn stickers from their adorable Baby-Agent Kara. J’onn doesn’t even complain, productivity is way up! -anon you are wonderful! <3<3<3
  • ^ (my addition to this) Kara gives her favourite people more than one sticker and proceeds to pepper them with multiple stickers. Winn sniggers as Alex’s DEO badge has at least 10 and Lena’s dress is just covered in brightly coloured star stickers. 
  • Kara gets Alex and Maggie to take her to the park, holding both of their hands as they swing her and then they help her pick out some of the nicest flowers she can find. Lena is in her office when Kara arrives nervously clutching Alex’s hand, the other clutching a large bouquet of flowers. She hands them to Lena with a shy smile and a whispered “Flowers are pretty but not as pretty as you”. Lena answers with a kiss to Kara’s cheek. - @yellowanchor17 <3 (I added a bit to it)
  • Kara’s senses are heightened and she gets attached to being able to comforting scents. Kara likes to give Lucy lots of hugs because “she smells nice” -Lena will deny it but she’s a little bit jealous. That is until she finds out that Kara thinks Lena’s hugs “remind her of home”.  - @sarcasm-with-sarah <3 (I added a little bit but this is perfect!)
  • Kara can be quite protective so when people *coughs* Mon-El *coughs* get a little too close to her favourite people (Alex, Lena, Maggie, Lucy etc) she tends to throw things, things that tiny 4 year old children should not throw. After almost having his hand frozen he soon learns to keep his flirting to a minimum…unless it is involves a certain tech puppy. - @sarcasm-with-sarah (THIS! I love it)
  • ^ This links in to my own idea: Mon-El is actually great with kids, he plays games with Kara and tells her stories about space. He tells her about Royalty on Daxam and what was expected of them. Kara realises he has feelings for Winn and it becomes her match-making mission to pair the two.

and yknow what while everybody’s ignoring even the issues of their faves while going at each other, let’s take a moment to appreciate

this boy, who has massive anxiety, stomach problems (which are often CAUSED by anxiety), and is more than a little paranoid

like i know we like to call him ray of sunshine and he is! but boy got some issues!

so let’s love hunk for his problems too and not erase that either <3

eleanor7lupus  asked:

Hello! I love your blog! I'm creating Instagram accounts for all the crows and I'm wondering what your fancast is.


Kaz: Eddie Redmayne

I know he’s not the traditional dark-haired, dark-eyed brooding Kaz, but he’s an incredible actor and he also looks like has the ability to be ruthless even though he is smol

Inej: Rasika Navare

Ever since @inejjghafas post, I’ve decided that she is the perfect Inej hands down.

Jesper: Brandon T. Jackson

He has the looks, and the humor!

Wylan:Max Barczak

Look at this smol ray of sunshine how is he not Wylan

Nina: Barbie Ferreira

A crazy beautiful plus-sized model with just as much attitude as Nina! I am straight but this woman makes me so gay you have no idea I would do anything she says.

Matthias: Christopher Mason

Our huge, muscular wolf-loving cinnamon roll in the flesh!

Kuwei: Ki Hong Lee

He did/ is doing an amazing job in The Maze Runner and I have no doubt he’ll do a great job in soc!


Originally posted by marksheppardischarming

Summary: Dad!Crowley & Daughter!Reader - Crowley comes home to find his daughter playing hide and seek.

Word Count: 1877

Triggers: None, just father/daughter fluff

Y/N = Your name ¦ Y/E/C = Your eye colour ¦ Y/H/C = Your hair colour

Note: So, as promised, a little fluff after yesterday’s angst in Phone Call. This was fun to write so might do more little one shots featuring this duo!

Crowley had been called a lot of things through his well over 300 years alive, or well… Somewhat alive. Demon, sure constantly. Bastard, pretty much his middle name. Vindictive, who wasn’t? Son of a bitch, well, they’d clearly met his mother. King of Hell, soulless, heartless, crazy… Hell the list went on and on… But father, that was not a title he’d ever thought he’d hold again.

Fatherhood never suited Crowley. Therapists would likely say it was his own issues with his wench of a mother, or possibly his lack of a father figure or some similar obnoxious bullshit. He himself however just believed there wasn’t room for children in his existence, more now than back then. Emotions were chains and children were an extra weight on those chains made to slow you down on your rise to greatness. And he wanted to be great. Roman emperor level great, except of course without the backstabbing, iron poisoning and inevitable loss of power.

Plus, as all the stupid souvenir t-shirts said… He’d been there, done that, and completely screwed up his first child. His philosophy was simple, really. Child-rearing wasn’t one of those get back up on that horse kind of moments. If you failed the first time around you shouldn’t try again.

So, when Juliet, his favourite trusted hellhound, brought a crying infant back with her after reaping the ripe soul of a dealtaker, Crowley was clearly… Well, in a bind was putting it mildly. The hellhound was somewhat smitten with the baby girl. Taking a protective stance in front of the child if anyone but Crowley tried to come near and curling up around her to calm her hiccuping sobs.

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That question actually hit my feels. I’m gonna do the best I can to explain.

Look, Kate was an amazing character and I loved her more than I could ever put into words. In the pilot, the present her to us as a high qualified agent who takes no one’s bulls**t.

Her chemistry with Gibbs is another thing I adore but that’s another story. So yes, she did her job really well and was proud of it, and given that it was 2003 and there were lots of men there, that’s one thing you gotta admire. Let’s take a moment now to appreciate her gorgeous smile:

The following episodes show how she started to get used to NCIS and Gibbs’ way of doing things. Remember when he was like

Plus, she got on well with the others (Tony, Mcgee, Abby, Gibbs, Ducky). She formed special relationships with everyone.

Another reason for loving her was that she was very kind hearted and always thought the best of everyone (which sometimes led to some people backstabbing her, like 1x03 and 1x10). Bottom line is, she was a really nice person, even if her job meant dealing with all those deaths and murderers. She never stopped smiling and always encouraged her teammates and took care of them.

She also didn’t lack badassery.

She was serious at important times, even when her teammates weren’t.

Also this:

She was willing to make sacrifices for her teammates, or more accurately, family. Remember when she stayed with Tony even if he had the plague to keep him company?

Or when she jumped in front of a bullet for Gibbs?

She was never afraid to speak up, not even to superiors from other agencies.

And she was good with kids too:

Basically I have a lot of respect for that character and I am really hurt about what they did to her (s2 changes, 2x23) which only makes me wanna protect her even more.

And the reason I’ve been blogging about her these past days was that yesterday (May 24th) was the 12th anniversary of her death and I haven’t gotten over it yet. I don’t think I ever will because she was just too awesome.

Tl;dr: Caitlin Todd was a splendid character with numerous qualities who deserved much better and I will always love her.

@onekisstotakewithme @itbloomedforyourlittlegirl @katetoddisnotdead @all of you Kate lovers feel free to add your own reasons. 

part of me is you.

summary: “Come on, smile for me.” Lin giggled as you glared at him before giggling. “One day the kids are going to see it and love it.”

a/n: really sad lin imagine, send help. if you’ve seen grey’s anatomy some of the flashbacks are inspired by them.


“Y/N,” Lin whispered as his hand squeezed hers. She was dying. He had to learn to be alone.

“It’s okay to go,” Lin whispered and felt the tears fall down his cheeks, they dripped down his lips and onto his chin as he squeezed her hand once more.


“Smile at the camera,” Lin laughed as he pointed his phone at his girlfriend. Y/N shook her head as she looked up at the man from where she was seated. Lin smiled at her, she always smiled when he smiled. It was her weakness.

“No.” Y/N said bitterly, looking back her her textbook Lin’s arms wrapped around her. “Please.” He begged while she shook her head. Of course, she didn’t look up, though, she was busy. She was an intern, doing scut, learning the way around the hospital. Lin was beyond proud of her, the smile on his lips never leaving when he pointed the back of his phone at them again.

“Our children will appreciate seeing your smile when you’re gone,” Lin noted and kissed her forehead. “Our children?” Y/N questioned and turned her head to look at him. Lin’s eyes widened while the smile never left.

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Don’t Let Me Go Pt.2

Warnings; sad spencer, violence, mentions of blood and wounds, cursing, angst and sad fluff at the end


SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG!!! I had a messy day and I start school tomorrow again so I decided to get this out quick before I had to go back. Anyways, here is the much requested part two ! I hope you all enjoy it and it lives up to expectations :’) much love <33333 (sorry for any mistakes !!)

Tagged peep; @skeletoresinthebasement


Spencer walked into the sheriff’s department with JJ following closely behind. It was chaotic as everyone rushed around and phones rang within seconds of each other.

“What did we miss?” JJ asks as a frowning Hotch comes towards them. “Was there another murder?”

“Not yet,” Hotch sighs. “The unsub totaled Morgan and Y/N’s squad car. He took her.”

For the first time that day, the mention of Y/N’s name sparked full attention in Spencer. JJ looks over at him as tears begin to pool in his eyes.

“H-Have you guys found them?” Spencer asks worriedly.

“We’re working on it,” Hotch says sympathetically. “Fortunately, Y/N has her phone on her and we’re hoping Garcia can trace it.”

“Is there anything I can do to help?” Spencer begins wracking his brain with solutions and thoughts on how he could save the love of his life, but he kept coming up empty.

“I’m sorry, Reid,” Hotch shakes his head, “but there is nothing we can do right now except to wait on Garcia.”

JJ frowned as she put a hand on his shoulder in a small attempt to get him to calm down.

“She’s going to be okay, you know that right?” JJ says and Spencer shakes his head.

“I-I don’t know,” Spencer sputters out. “Before you called, we had gotten into an argument and I kind of left things unresolved. I know how she is and I know she gets really drained when I ignore her the way I do, and I don’t know why I do that to her when I know it hurts her. What if when she wakes up, she won’t have the energy to defend herself because of me.”

“Spencer, look at me,” JJ puts her hands on Spencer’s shaking arms and makes him face her way. “Y/N is a trained agent and an exceptional profiler, she knows what to do and how to survive. If anything were to slow her down, my guess is that it would be to any injuries she got in the crash.”

Spencer tries to blink away the tears, but they keep coming right back up.

“Excuse me,” he mutters as he tears himself away from JJ’s grip and hurries outside of the building.

His mind was racing with the endless possibilities of how you could be hurt or how long you have to live. On top of being kidnapped by a sadistic serial killer, you also had unattended injuries that were bleeding out and being exposed to bacterias.

As Spencer stood outside, kicking rocks on the ground, tears falling down his face, and a heavy weight on his chest, he noticed a police car pull up to the sheriff’s department. Morgan quickly jumped out of the passenger side of the car, his left arm in a sling and a bandage on his cheek bone that was adorned with smaller cuts around it.

Derek looked around the parking lot and frowned deeply when his eyes landed on the broken genius by the curb.

“Reid!” Morgan calls and scuffles towards him.

“How did it happen?” Spencer gulps as he looks at Morgan with a small disappointment, somewhat blaming this whole thing on him. Morgan sighs and gives him an ‘are you sure?’ look and Spencer nods.

“We were on our way to the coroner’s and at a stoplight, Y/N noticed a car that fit the one we had for the unsub. At first, I thought she was crazy because it was gone before I noticed it, but then it hit us.”

“Where did it hit?”

“Once in the back, twice on her side,” Morgan looks down in sadness. “I tried getting us out of there. When I woke up, I saw them. She put up a hell of a fight with all those wounds-”

“Shut up!” Spencer snaps as he presses his hands to his ears. Dismay fell over him at the details of Derek’s explanation.

“Kid, I promise you we will get this son of a bitch,” Morgan assures him. “I got his plate numbers and we’ll be at his house soon.”

As if it were on cue, Emily stepped out of the building with JJ, Rossi, and Hotch following behind.

“Guys, we’ve got an address,” Emily announces to the two men. “If we wanna save Y/N, we have to go now.”


Your eyes began to adjust in the dimly lit room,  and then your body followed. You tried to get up or move only to realize that you were strapped to a chair. The second you moved a limb, a sharp pain struck you in the stomach and thigh causing you to let out a scream.

Panic begin to set in as you remembered the events that led you here. Flashes of glass shattering, the world spinning, and a pair of black boots clouded your thoughts.

“Ah, you’re awake.”

Speaking of the devil.

A dirty looking, drug abusing man came out from the shadows. The closer he stepped towards you, the more you could smell the must and alcohol radiating off of him.

“Please don’t hurt me,” You yelp. “I guarantee you that when you’re caught, and you will be, you will not get special treatment. Especially when you’re charged with the murder of an agent.”

“I’m not going to get caught, darling,” he snickers as he reaches forward to tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear. You moved your head away the second his skin came in contact with yours. Angry with your reaction, he wraps a hand behind your neck and pushes your head towards him. “I’ve been killing women like you for years. Dozens. Even if they were to catch me, they have no evidence. I’ve made sure of that. So what makes you think they’ll catch me? You’ll be dead before you could speak.”

“Because you were messy with my capture,” you chuckle slightly. “You rammed into a government vehicle, leaving the imprint of your truck all over it. My partner woke up before you took me meaning he probably wrote down your license plate. And honestly, if you were as smart as you made yourself out to be - you would have patted me down to remove any technology on me. I’m surprised you didn’t notice, but I’ve had my unit chief on the phone and I’ve been stalking my so-called death by distracting you with a conversation.”

“You bitch,” he sneers.

“A man’s ego will often get the best of him,” you tease. The sound of sirens coming from every direction of the house caused your heart to flutter with hope. You knew they would save you.

The unsub let out a growl as he turned your chair around to undo the ropes around your arms and legs.

“Good thing I injured you pretty bad,” he comments. “Or else you’d be fighting back by now.”

He pulled you up from the chair and a pain filled yelp left your throat as your muscles contracted under your wounds.

“FBI!” Hotch broke through the door, letting a ray of sunshine into the room followed by someone equivalent to that. A very scared Spencer entered the room, his eyes scanning over the situation and you.

“Daniel, we know why you’re doing this,” Spencer began.

“You don’t know anything,” the unsub, Daniel, spits. You feel a cool metal being pressed against your temple and you momentarily feel your heart speed up.

“Yes, I do,” Spencer begins to panic. “Someone who looks a lot like Y/N, broke your heart. Kate was the love of your life, and she just cheated on you like you meant nothing.”

“Shut up,” Daniel yells. The gun began to dig deeper into your skin as Daniel got angrier.

“Spencer,” you cry out as Daniel tightens the headlock you’re in.

“Oh I see what’s going on here,” Daniel laughs sinisterly. “She’s your girl?”

Spencer said nothing as he watched you with a pained expression as you struggle in the man’s grip.

“Daniel, we have the house surrounded,” Hotch warns. “If you do anything to harm her, you will be shot down.”

“Does this count as harming her?” He questions as he turns his head towards you and begins kissing your cheek.

“Stop!” You yell as you elbow him in the stomach. For a split second, your out of Daniel’s grip - and a second is all it takes for everything to go downhill. You watch as a rage overtakes his features, you messed up. You triggered him by rejecting him and that’s all that took him to turn him into a loose cannon. The gun in his hand was pointed towards you and as you heard Spencer’s yells, the room filled with the sound of three triggers being pulled and bullets being released. One came in contact with your chest, and the other two struck Daniel in the torso.

Everything sounded muffled and nothing looked clear as you let your head hit the ground. The black spots in your vision began appearing, but before everything went completely dark, you watched a broken Spencer fall to the ground beside you and gather you up in his arms. You couldn’t feel it, but you felt the flutter in your heart every time he was near - and then there’s nothing.


Spencer sat in the cold and uncomfortable chair right beside your bed. His leg was jumping in all sorts of directions and his head was buried in his hands.

A punctured lung, a burst appendix, and a deep wound in your thigh.

Spencer had tried convincing himself for the past two weeks that he sat in this hospital that you were going to be okay, but his mind kept telling him that you wouldn’t.

People came and go. Your room was filled with balloons, stuffed animals, and cards written in love. Spencer had been there since you arrived. Sitting by your bedside, praying to anything that would keep you alive.

A very sad JJ walked into the room with Derek following behind.

“Spencer, you know she wouldn’t want you killing yourself over here,” JJ suggests sadly, “why don’t you go home and rest.”

“No, I’m not leaving,” Spencer quickly interjects.

“You’ve been here every day, kid,” Morgan frowns. “You haven’t eaten, hell I don’t think you’ve slept.”

The two agents worried for their friend’s health. His eyes were rimmed with red, decorated with the dark purple bags sitting under his eyes. His cheek bones were much more prominent and his cheeks were hollowed and spiked with scruff.

“I don’t want to leave her,” Spencer cries.

“I know,” JJ wipes away a tear of her own before walking over to the hunched over man and placing a hand on his cheek in a comforting way. “She’s been like this for too long, Spence. I  know this sounds horrible, but she’s suffering and maybe if we find the strength to let her go, then maybe she can finally be in peace.”

“No, no,” Spencer lets his head fall onto the bed, his hand reaching over to interlock with yours. “I can’t.”

“We’ll leave you to it,” Morgan adds quietly.

When JJ and Morgan are fully out of the room, Spencer takes the time to try and compose himself for you. He looks up at your face, covered in bruises and small cuts.

“I’m sorry this happened to you,” he begins tearfully. “I’m sorry that you’re on life support. I’m sorry that I let the unsub get you. I’m sorry that I couldn’t save you in time. I’m sorry that I’m so selfish that I can’t let you go. But most of all, I’m sorry that I didn’t fix us before you ended up like this.”

Spencer looked down at the white bed sheets where your hand and his lied, entwined with each other. He brings the pair to his forehead and closes his eyes.

“But I have to do right by you,” he sniffles. “If you want me to let you go, I will. But please, of you’re somewhere in there and you can somehow hear me, give me a sign. Give me a sign, and I promise I will never ignore you the way I did, ever again. I promise you will spend every day, loved. Please, Y/N, give me something. I love you.”

Little did he know, that his words of courage spoke to the empty void you found yourself in. And somehow, with any strength and brain activity in you, you managed to give his hand a light squeeze.

A sharp intake of breath leaves Spencer’s lips as he looks at your hand in his. A second squeeze came from you to reassure him that he didn’t imagine it.

“Nurse!” Spencer desperately calls out. As nurses begin to rush in, Spencer leans in to kiss your cheek. “I won’t let you go.”

The nurse calls in the doctor to point out the sudden miracle of you breathing on your own. Spencer felt a twinkle in his heart that he hadn’t felt in the past two weeks, a twinkle of hope.

He knew you would be okay.

Luckiest guy in the world

Jughead Jones x Reader

“Morning sunshine” Ronnie, greeted me walking towards the back booth at Pops.

“Morning” I grumbled, sliding in next to Archie, resting my head on his shoulder.

“Late night?” Betty, asked sipping her vanilla milkshake.

“No. Jughead doesn’t know how to share” I yawned, taking the chocolate milkshake from the waiter. One of the good things about spending all our time in Pops, every employee knows what we all order.

“I don’t need to know about this” Archie, quickly jumped in covering his ears making us laugh. “Not like that” I shoved him lightly. “He just hogs the covers and kicks a lot” It was the worst sleep I’ve had in months.

“Morning peasants” Jug, greeted as the door to Pops chimed at his entrance. “Beautiful” He smiled, kissing the crown of my head. “Eh” was all I replied, everyone else replying in a much more chipper tone.

“What’s up buttercup?” Pouting as he slid in beside me, glaring at him as he continued to be a the little ray of sunshine we know he never is. “I hate you” I grumbled, sliding further down my seat, our small group of friends laughing, being entertained by us.

“Well aren’t I just the luckiest guy in the world” Sarcasm dripping with each word he spoke. “Yes, yes you are” Ronnie, agreed even though she as well as us knew he was being sarcastic. “Thank you, V” I grinned, perking up a bit, shoving Jug with my shoulder as I sat up in my seat. “So meant to be!” Betts grinned at us, Archie nodding in agreement. “Oh you’re banned from staying over anymore” Laughing at the shocked expression on Jugheads face.

It really is going to be bittersweet when this season is over.

Because once we see Ymir say sorry to Historia and leave with Reiner and Bertolt, that’s it. Thats fucking it until the off screen death.

It’s so damn bittersweet. Ymir and yumikuri fans waited 4 years…4 years just to be let down and after the season finally, its all over. Yes I know fan art and fanfiction, but once that dies down all thats left is disappointment. Disappointment that the character some of us relate to the most is gone. Ymir’s potential character development cast aside just like an afterthought. Her entire character was a red herring. We should’ve seen it coming when she held up the fucking HERRING can. But we had hope. 4 years of hope just to be an afterthought. Some of us stupidly stuck around for the hope of a happy LGBTQ ending. And once again, snuffed out like its meaningless. Yes I know it wasn’t the focal point. Yes I know this is a death ridden series. But it still hurts because some stuck around due to one specific gay character that we related to. And yes I know its my fault that I stuck around foolishly hoping for a ray of sunshine at the finish line. It’s all my fault and that doesn’t make it hurt any less. Once again a character I could see a part of myself in is dead. And she died pathetically off screen looking the complete opposite of everything she stood for.

It’s a bittersweet and sad ending to know that after this season finale, she is done. Yumikuri is sunk, and I’m just sick of living off scraps.

After this season, there’s no reason (for me) to even check the snk or aot tags because the only thing left is the knowledge that something I desperately hoped for, will never ever be endgame. 4 years wasted and I hope I’ll never fall in love with a series like this again. It hurts to damn much. And all I know is it sure as hell feels like I set my own damn self up for this.

I loved Ymir and I loved yumikuri and it’s going to be hard to move on but I can’t hold on to nothing. Over and over people like me find one character to grasp onto, and no matter what we always get hurt. And we should have seen it coming with her holding the herring can that she’d be a red herring but we were blind because of a sliver of misguided hope.

Tl:Dr… thanks isayama for stringing people like me along for 4 years only to pathetically crush our hopes off screen. And after this season I hope I can finally be free.


i think this episode was absolutely amazing. yes, there were things that i didn’t like or annoyed me. and some things were rushed. but in general, it was definitely a great episode

before i start writing anything, i need to mention one thing. PLEASE GIVE ALL AWARDS TO HARRY SHUM JR AND ALAN VAN SPRANG. they did an incredible job when playin each other’s characters. just by looking at them you could tell it wasn’t magnus or it wasn’t valentine. the look on their faces, the way they moved, the way they talked… everything was carefully thought of and chosen. i have so much respect and admiration for those amazing actors
i also need to mention will tudor’s acting. because at first i didn’t know what to think when he got chosen to play sebastian who is a piece of shit and will looks like the sweetest man. but he proved how scary he can be in this episode, i’m very impressed

- magnus being tortured broke my heart into a million pieces. this man has been through so much in his life, he’s always willing to help everyone and yet this is what happens to him. he doesn’t deserve this. that shouldn’t have happened, especially not to him 

- magnus telling alec details about their relationship and alec not believing him left me in so many tears. even if alec had doubts, it still wasn’t enough. the look on magnus’ face… when the love of your life still doesn’t believe your words, i can’t even imagine how he felt

- magnus’ torture scene was so hard to watch. his cry for his mama… i couldn’t breathe because it was so painful. the memories he tried so hard to bury deep inside of him, coming back to him in the worst possible way. magnus did not deserve this

- magnus almost got killed… just because the inquisitor hated valentine so much, she didn’t even try to listen. and the fact that alec needed visual confirmation from jace that valentine and magnus had switched…
when alec finally says that it wasn’t valentine… the relief on his face… just stab me in the heart, it’ll hurt less

- alec hating on sebastian from the start gives me life bless him 

- i’m kind of done with izzy always accusing alec of something not true. first it was that he didn’t notice that something was wrong with her (and he DID) and now that he doesn’t like sebastian just because he helped her and alec couldn’t? yes, that’s so true ugh…

- a. lightwood still looks unrealistic

- can we talk about the fact that alec was so worried about magnus that he immediately went to his loft to check if he’s okay? he’s such a caring and loving boyfriend

- alec cupping magnus’ cheek and it wasn’t even real magnus. that hurt… a lot

- ALEC. FREAKING. LIGHTWOOD. killing a great demon while he’s being tossed. the best shadowhunter ever don’t even fight me on this

- there was so much pain on magnus’ face when he and alec talked. i wish we got to see a proper conversation between them because that’s what they deserve. not barely 30 seconds…
i hope they will have that conversation at some point because this isn’t going anywhere. magnus has been through something so traumatic and he probably wants to just put his guards up. but he doesn’t have to now, he has someone that is there to support him, someone that loves him

- jace couldn’t care less about sebastian until alec shook his hand and so he did the same. i love how jace follows alec’s steps in such ordinary situations 

- jace is so extra with his jumps lmao like… i don’t not really know what’s the point of them but they are also very jace

- i love how they changed jace’s story from the books. that imogen is actually happy to have her grandson. jace deserves to be happy and he was almost in tears when she gave him that ring

- i’m very mad that climon got their ‘morning after’ scene, even though this ship will die very soon. and malec aka endgame ship did not.
the way they treat their het ships in comparison to their (so far) only lgbtq+ couple… i’m seriously angry about this whole thing

- simon was ready to fight raphael wearing only his boxers and slippers and with a paddle in his hand, this is so him lmao

- rosa started shipping sizzy as soon as she looked at them bless her

- simon agreeing to threaten raphael was extremely ooc and i still can’t believe that actually happened. i’m not really surprised when it comes to izzy’s behaviour since she often doesn’t get downworlders or maybe doesn’t even care, plus her situation with raphael… but simon? this is so not him

- i’m not even surprised raphael got so angry. he had every right to be angry.
this is not how you make things right with him, you do not come after people he cares about. especially not his only family member who means everything to him

- we really got only 2 seconds of luke in this whole episode? i mean, yes without him simon would probably be dead but luke deserves better than this 

- so clary just casually forgets that luke is basically her real father because he’s the one who raised her, she lies to simon about jace so he finds out from izzy… cool cool cool cool cool you’re such a great person wow

- sometimes it’s really hard when you despise sebastian but will looks like a ray of sunshine

- but he got so freaking scary in a matter of seconds. i really hope he’ll turn out to be a great villain that i’ll love to hate
but him asking out clary? seriously? gross 

- valentine using dot’s help for his own gain… i hate him so much

- i mentioned it in the previous episode but the actor playing azazel did such an amazing job. everything he did was so effortless, almost like he was bored and that only made him look more scary
when he started choking valentine in magnus’ body, i couldn’t handle it 

Downpour of the heart

Hello! Final prompt; for day 6 of Gajevy week I present you ‘Grief’

Word count: 1.3k (record for shortest story I’ve ever written)


Today the rain poured down hard and the weather only helped to reflect how she felt on the inside. It was a difficult day, it always was whenever this date came around the corner but for some reason Levy thought that with the passing years it would be easier on her. Every year she was proven wrong.

“Hi.” Her voice was above a whisper but she knew there was no need to speak any louder. She would be heard loud and clear.

The rain kept pouring down on her. She left her umbrella back in her house and she knew she was soaking wet from head to toes but she honestly couldn’t bring herself to care anymore.

She knelt down in front of the grey gravestone and her black leggings stained with dirt and grass, but again she didn’t care. She felt empty on the inside, a big contrast to the cheery smile she usually wore at the guild and at home. Right now, there was no one else with her, so she didn’t have to feign she wasn’t hurting. She didn’t have to pretend there wasn’t a void in her heart that not even the years seemed to fill in.

“I’m sorry, I know it’s been a long time since I visited you.” Her eyes were downcast in shame but she willed herself to continue.

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isabellyaches  asked:

Tbh I've had this headcannon of Aphrodite for a while that instead of her mainstream portrayl of ~ohhh vanity and sex~ she literally sees the beauty in EVERYTHING and always compliments everyone all the time and is always like "oh I love your robe!!!" and "you're such a wonderful person I love you!!!" and loves like even the ugliest animals and is a precious ray of sunshine and I love her.

yes!! pls!! she’s so important and full of love, she just wants everyone to be happy

Depiction of Love; 1

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader 
Genre:  Angst | drabble series (vampire!AU)
Summary:  The very depiction of love, a kiss, can be given in a rush before leaving the house or with indubitably different intentions in the corner of a crowded room but it is always a silent secret held between the lips of the receivers, the lovers, the couple. It is always different, as different as the feelings buoying around it are for, its peculiarity, is the lack of voidness.
Prompt: “We can never be together” kiss.
Word Count: 1.456 words
AN: basically I just fell in love with a drabble game about kisses (here) and I just couldn’t resist making a series out of it. To be honest I’m not sure if I’m going to do all the kisses but I have an idea for at least half of the list. This was started on a mere impulse so I’m not sure myself how the updates are going to go since I’m currently working on other (many) projects.

Originally posted by sugagifs

The first scent he detects is the one of Douglas fir – the ginger wood of which her house is made of and that smells so much like home by now – and he automatically speeds up, his whole being pushing him beyond his limits so he can hold her in his arms and chase all his demons away.
It’s their last night together, he knows that, and he really shouldn’t be this eager to see her but, the only thought of touching her, even one last time, is enough to make his feet hit the concrete floor at a speed not deemed possible for any human being.
He inhales deeply, his whole body stirring when he catches the whiff of cinnamon tea, a scent that constantly accompanies her and that he can always taste in her mouth.
He stops altogether because there she is, in all her mundane beauty, her long hair tucked safely behind her ear, eyes focused on the book in her hands and bottom lip trapped under her teeth into an almost painful vise. She is, by far, the utmost beautiful creature he has ever laid eyes on and, undoubtedly, the only one that was capable of conquering his un-beating heart.
His steps are soundless as he approaches her, a small smile tugging on his lips as he curtails their distance, every detail of her face now imprinted in his memory so he can remember her just the way she is now: healthy, beautiful, alive.
“You look lovely tonight”, his voice is soft as he says so, careful not to scare her and make her heart beat as fast as a hummingbird’s would, but that chariness it’s not enough because she jumps in her seat nonetheless, the little screech that escapes her mouth eliciting a grin to appear on his features.
“You scared the living shit out of me!”, she hoots in utter outrage, her small hand clasping her heart into a melodramatic gesture.
“I missed you”, he purposely ignores her words and lifts her from the chair – her weight close to one of a feather in his hands – just so he can wrap his arms around her, keep her so close to his own body he can’t discern their boundaries anymore, and breathe in the perfume in her neck and hair.

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thegaypumpingthroughyourveins  asked:

What do ya think of Snape?

Of Snape? I think as a character, he’s flawed, but understandable: he’s the product of an abusive childhood and an isolated adolescence, he was ill treated by authority and learnt to be distrustful and rely on himself, and he was overly dependent on Lily as his one positive relationship.

I think the perception of his character on the other hand is very romanticised. I don’t think he loved Lily in the way he’s portrayed to have loved her. I don’t think he did everything he did solely for her; I think that discredits his ability to function and make moral choices for himself. I don’t think he was loyal to Dumbledore as such; I think he was committed to the goals that Dumbledore shared.

And I know that the Lily-Snape love story is important and Always is the most beautiful line in the book and all the rest of, but I still think it’s messed up. Snape’s worst memory is the day he lashed out at Lily. Harry is a daily reminder that Lily chose James over him. He lives with the knowledge that he was the one to put Lily on Voldemort’s radar. The sheer bundled of guilt and shame that’s wrapped up in his inability to let her go and move on with his life is phenomenal. And yes, yes he should move on. Screw romance. Mental health comes first.

I mean, come on. Snape puts himself through hell and back, risks his life, sacrifices himself - and he does it for a girl who is dead, and loved someone else when she was alive? Sure, maybe his love for her was the one ray of sunshine in his dismal life or whatever crap I’m expected to believe, but fuck me. That’s depressing. And how the ever loving frick is that meant to be his patronus and shield him from the dementors, that’s what I’d like to know.

On the other hand, it’s not just Lily Snape can’t let go - his feelings against the Marauders might be justified, but the way he acts on them is childish. His vendetta against Harry is childish. His open cheating to get Slytherin to win the house cup is childish. It adds up to man who was never given the chance to mature - which, if you look at his history and the abuse and isolation in particular, he wasn’t - and who’s life in the present day is bad enough that he clings to the nostalgia of better days. Obsessively. Irrationally. 

I do think Snape tried to be a better man. I think he saw the moment he broke his friendship with Lily as the moment his life turned sour, and I think somewhere in his mind he’d latched on to the idea that if he could fix that one thing, he could fix all the hurt and pain and guilt that followed. Lily doesn’t represent Lily, she represents a Snape who is worthy of Lily’s love, and the idea that he could be that person - yeah. That’d be one helluva patronus. I’d buy that.

I think Snape was a man made vicious by his sharp edges, backed into a corner by his past and snarling at the world, desperate to convince himself he didn’t care. Can’t be guilty if you don’t think you did anything wrong. 

I don’t think Snape died for Lily, or for Dumbledore. I think Snape died for Snape. If you’re going to stand against a Dark Lord and royally screw him over with your death, do it because you wanted to, not because you thought it would make someone else happy.

Day Three (One exception au): “Everything is the same except we had the Library AND the Campfire ;)”

Word Count:1,820

Rating:SH for Should’ve Happened! A.K.A PG!

Author’s Note: My exception is PAPPY JOE! You’ll see why. ;)

“You couldn’t watch him because you were afraid something would happen to him because you like him. You make fun of him because you like him. And you’ve never told me that either. Well, you’re right. I love him like a brother.” Riley looked off into the distance as her heart collapsed. “That’s how I love him.”

Before Maya could say anything, Riley ran off. In that moment, it was clear that her little Ray of Sunshine was lying. She kicked the ground hard. The words she spoke were true but not all at the same time! Yes, she liked Lucas and yes, she thought Riley liked him as a brother, BUT Riley also had never really spent time with a boy that wasn’t a brother, a dad, an uncle or a Farkle, so who was she to say they were like siblings? On the other hand, they acted very much a like and he did call her a blonde beauty and really showed some passion when it came to the art program being cut. BUT he was passionate about all of his friends. BUT he did have a fiery side that really got her going. BUT he didn’t like that side of himself and was striving to change, to be more like Riley… BUT- 

She jumped up and started kicking the nearest thing to her which was a tree stump. WHY WAS THIS ALL SO CONFUSING!  Why couldn’t she just speak what she was feeling?! Why couldn’t someone just tell her what to do!

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