yes long post but im experimenting

kyloknightofhux  asked:

i have angst about fanfiction too so youre not alone with those feels, for so long now i even have trouble reading and enjoying others fic bc it reminds me of how im NOT WRITING as much as i wanna. i keep hoping eventually one day ill just magically have a breakthrough and be able to regularly publish fic again lol~

I suppose that pretty much is my experience, so you’re right, I’m not alone. That angst about NOT WRITING or NOT WRITING as much as I could be doing is this really pervasive, obsessive thing. 

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harvey smith: we’re gonna explore more of emilys character in this game and make the morality more interesting and realistic and complex while providing a balanced but moderately challenging gameplay experience for newcomers and veteran players and yes there are indeed confirmed prominent LGBT characters in this game that will play not a minor role but a huge role in the story. we will try to answer everything youve been wondering since the first dishonored came out as best as we can in dishonored 2. we love our fanbase and hope you enjoy this game.

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30DAY GEMSONA CHALLENGE ✧ BACKSTORY✧ AQUA AURA QUARTZ ✧


Aqua Aura is a gem who came from a place similar to the kindergarten. She was supposed to be an aquamarine gem but her area of growth was controlled to create a new type of gem. Her main purpose is to entertain, thus, she was trained to dance & sing for higher gems. When the rebellion on Earth started, she was trained to manipulate liquids in battle. Despite being trained to manipulate liquid for the war, she often used her voice to lure and control enemies. She earned a nickname “The Siren” because of that. She fought with the side of blue diamond during the war.

After the war, the remaining homeworld gems went back to homeworld and aqua aura was one of them. Homeworld had plans to return to Earth in the future, but they also know they need to be prepared the next time. They started an experiment to make gems as weapons and indestructible. Sadly, Aqua was a victim despite the fact she doesn’t want to be their guinea pig. Aqua is experiemtn 1367 out of 10,000 gems. She spent countless centuries being experimented on. Countless regenerations also happened to her since she couldn’t handle the experiments. Her arms were often the ones tied down and injured during the time she was experimented on and eventually she wasn’t able to regenerate her arms correctly anymore. Many gems would give up and commit suicide, but Aqua didn’t want to do that. Although there were times she wanted to break her own gem too, especially when the pain was too much.

The experiment on Aqua Aura was a huge success and she became one of Homeworld’s beloved weapon. She became the Mobile Gem Destabilizer, with the ability to force gems to retreat to their gems. As a “reward” for staying strong, Aqua was granted a high rank in the military and only functions when she’s needed.

➳ ❝ GIVEAWAY.

  hello darlings !! i’d like to start off by wishing all of you a merry christmas and an ( almost there ) happy new year !! this year’s been hectic, worldwide, but i hope that everyone’s ok, and that everyone remembers that they’re special and wonderful and beautiful this holiday season. take some time for yourself to remember that, okay?

  and so, in the spirit of giving, i’d like to propose a giveaway for all you wonderful people out there who have made my entrance into the mcu fandom such a joy, one that i haven’t yet regretted !! i’ll be listing prizes and rules for this extremely belated giveaway first, before continuing onto my follow forever under the cut, just for length’s sake !! so, here we goooo –

➳ ❝ RULES.

  number one. the giveaway will end at MIDNIGHT ON NEW YEAR’S DAY AEST or GMT +10:00. i live in ‘stralia, so this giveaway will likely end before new year’s for everyone else, but better early than never… ish?

  number two. must be following me for this giveaway! it’s mainly for the 120+ followers that i have slowly been falling in love with these last weeks, but you’re welcome to follow for the giveaway at any time!

  number three. one like and as many reblogs per person! just remember not to spam your the smol human beans on your dash mmk?

  number four. i will be contacting the winners after the time limit ends. hopefully, the winners will reply within 72 hours, y’know? but, also !! winners are allowed to transfer their prize to someone else if they want to, or request to swap the prize for something of equal value. ( theme = 1000 icons if available, etc. )

  number five. roleplay blogs only, unless i know your personal !! which, uh, i probably don’t? ( squints at smudged writing on hand and coughs awkwardly )

➳ ❝ PRIZES.

 third place. hundred icons. promo.

  second place. five hundred icons. promo.

   first place. theme. promo.

➳ ❝ EXAMPLES.

➳ ❝ FOLLOW FOREVER. UNDER READ MORE.

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