hey, abt your tagpost earlier (which i would have faved but it would have given me away and i kinda wanted to talk abt it) i am in almost the exact same situation. all the things you described also describe me, so at the very least, know that you arent alone. i know its really scary & its hard not having a diagnosis or being able to get one. its like, i dont want it to get worse, but at the same time i feel like people will only believe me if it does get bad. just know youre not alone ok?