yes i am addicted so what

carrie fisher isn’t just princess leia. carrie fisher isn’t just an actress we all admire from a famous series of movies made a long time ago in a galaxy far far away. carrie fisher isn’t just another name on the list of shitty things 2016 has done to people i admire.

carrie fisher is a woman who struggled with addiction and mental illness and never sugar coated it - she spoke honestly, openly, about every ugly truth, and made me so much less ashamed of the things i struggle with in my daily life.

carrie fisher is a woman who fought back against body shaming and misogyny, against agesim, who looked at critics and said “yes, i am a woman who has aged, and had children, and struggled with depression and addiction and my body has changed, so you can just shut the fuck up and deal with it”, and it was absolutely beautiful.

carrie fisher is a woman who was placed in the role of “princess” but didn’t conform to the typical hollywood idea of what a princess should be. she’s loud, brash, crass, and unapologetic for being so.

she’s an idol and an inspiration and she’s a woman who saved my life many times just by being who she was and never shying away from it or feeling the need to say sorry. carrie fisher is so much and more and i cannot begin to stomach the thought of 2016 taking her away from me, from her family, from the rest of the world and those of us who love her so dearly.

i love you, space momma. we all do. keep fighting the good fight.

I was reading old reviews about American Idiot (the album) and alot of the critics argued that the album would fade into obscurity and be forgotten about because the album was written about a very specific point in history.

And that’s where they’re wrong because American Idiot is not only a political album, but it is also a very personal album that deals with the universal themes of coming of age, heartbreak, loneliness, drug addiction and dealing with one’s personal demons.

So no. I don’t think this album will ever be forgotten about. It’s timeless. It will never stop being relevant. Yes, the Bush years are over but things discussed thoughout the album like war, alienation, heartbreak, drug addiction and rage and love will always exist.

“i’m over you. yes, i am. but sometimes i still find myself digging into the old memories. not to see you. not to have the feeling i got you. i do it because i want to relive it. relive the pleasure and the laughter. i’m addicted to the feelings. i felt worthy. i felt good. but not always. if it was all peace and cake we’d still be friends. we wouldn’t be in this situation. my mind knows so damn well that’s time to let it go, also the good feelings. but my heart, the heart wants what it wants. it still keeps the good things tight. maybe there’s nothing wrong with that. it’s possible to move on and still miss the feeling? it’s time for a new chapter. a new me. it’s time to heal and love myself.”
- pearlsoot on ig (https://www.instagram.com/pearlsoot/) ☽

Imagine #8: Disagreements on Children (Tyler Joseph)

Originally posted by lifeisabowlofbullshit

Requested: Yes

Request: Can you do a Tyler Joseph one where you guys get into a fight about having children but at the end you make up and start the baby making process?

Word Count: 1,048

Warnings: NONE

A/N: I am like so happy I get to write a Tyler Joseph fic!


“She is the cutest baby ever,” You gushed over the newest addiction to the family, your brother standing next to you a proud expression on his face. “What can I say, she takes after me,” He yawned reaching his arms above his head in a stretch, rolling your eyes at him while looking down at the little baby. “In all truths though, she is fucking adorable,” He agreed with you after a moment of silence, Tyler was sitting a little away from you both his hands in his lap.

Turning around towards him, a huge smile on your face though it faltered a little when you noticed how uncomfortable he was, “Do you want to hold her Ty?” You asked turning her towards Tyler, moving the blanket a little out of her face. Shaking his head indicating a simple, ‘No’ in holding the little baby girl that was just born not even five hours ago.

Wrinkling your nose at his answer, wondering why he would not want to hold the cute baby that you had right now. “Sir? Visiting hours are almost over,” One of the nurses told my brother as he gave a simple nod in return. Closing the door behind her, Tony clapping his hands together making the little girl jump in fright a little cry coming from her. “Look at what you did?” I joked in fake anger towards him, he in return rolled his eyes at me, taking her in his arms started to sway her back and forth. “Well we are going to head on out of here now, she is adorable and I’ll be seeing you all in what? A month for mom birthday?”

With a nod and a hand wave good-bye he turned back around heading towards his sleeping wife who was exhausted after a 42 hour labor. Tyler was already out the door the second that I turned around, he was not in the hall when I walked out the door, instead he was waiting by the elevators. Pressing the down button for the elevators, the doors opening with a little ‘ding’ sound, we both step in together. Pressing the 1 button for the main lobby, silence fell over the both of us, and it wasn’t a comfortable silence more of a tense silence.

Well I know why in all truths, Tyler and I have been together for six years and married for three of the six years. We have talked about having children, or at least I try to bring it up every once in awhile but it always shut down in a matter of seconds with either a huge argument or him walking off in anger.

“She was cute wasn’t she?” I gushed folding my hands together in front of my chest, get a little peak of Tyler face that was yet again hard to read. Shrugging his shoulders in response, a quiet, “She looks like all the other kids they have, small, wrinkle, and no hair on their head along with blue eyes.”  Rolling my eyes at his comment, it was true but babies are cute when they are born. Just undyingly cute, and I can’t wait till we have one.

It was a very quiet walk back to the car, his demeanor was something between annoyance and something else that I couldn’t put my finger on. “You know, if we had kids they would be the cutest little things as toddlers. Especially with how cute you were as a toddler, an-”

“Will you just stop talking about having kids? Have you ever taking into consideration that maybe, I don’t know .. I don’t want kids?!” He shouted tightening his hands around the steering wheel,  taken aback by his sudden outburst. But instead of feeling hurt or sad, all I felt was anger. How could he say that? Does he not want to have kids with me? Is it with how I babysit others kids? I thought to myself, crossing my arms over my chest.

“Why don’t you want kids? Do you not want to have kids with me? Am I not pretty enough to carry our children? Is it that I am not motherly enough? Why don’t you want to have kids? You are fantastic with kids, they love you!” Hollered at him, my hands outstretched away from my body, it was still silent after I said that.

“It is not that you are pretty enough, you are. Or that I don’t want to have kids with you, it is just that I do not want them to grow up to hate me. I am still touring the world for Twenty One Pilots, and I plan to do so till I get exhausted enough or Josh looks at me and goes, ‘Maybe we should take a little break,’ I want the kid to have a normal life with no paps invading his/her life every time they go out. Or posting a picture of them when they were younger and them hating me for it, I just really do not want them to grow up to hate me.” He whispered as he put the car in park in our driveway, I didn’t even notice that we were even in our neighborhood. Turning off the car, the dome light coming on lighting up one side of his body.

“You can not help that babe, there is always that chance they will hate us when they grow up. Whether it is for how we raised them or how we acted with them, even dressed them. There will always be that chance, but that is why we always tell them that if they ever need anything never be shy to ask, we will listen to them. Tell them to follow that dream of theirs just like how his father did, babe I can not guarantee that won’t happen. But I can guarantee that they will be loved no matter what happens.”

Silence fell back between us once again, till I felt his hand underneath my chin turning my head towards his own. Our lips meeting together, at first it was just a simple peak on the lips, and then a couple more till we both were fighting for dominance. “I say we go inside and start working for Tyler Jr.”

anonymous asked:

is being polyamorous addictive?

Ha, great question. I would say there are parts polyamory that are addicting. 

Certainly the NRE (New Relationship Energy) when you start seeing someone new can be. You get those butterflies the first time you hold hands, that first kiss, and all the other firsts in a relationship. 

When you see a partner after busy schedules have kept you apart all week. 

The compersion from seeing your partner getting the love and attention that she deserves is wonderful. 

I find it addicting to be around people in the lifestyle just because of the positive energy and lack of judgement. Not to mention I can be myself, which is always more comfortable. 

Not that it’s all wine and roses. With each new date comes the crippling anxiety. For me anyway. Your results may vary. 

I am not assertive so I have lost out on some wonderful opportunities when people thought I wasn’t interested. Even with people that I know are interested in me, I never seem to know the right time to move in for the kiss, or hold her hand. 

But overall, yes, I love polyamory. 

Now I pose the question to you, my fine readers (and porn bots), What do you find addicting about polyamory? 

anonymous asked:

Do you know any really good 100k+ or 200k fics? I've read all the classics and am in dire need of another long fic. If you could help a girl out, that would be so much appreciated!💖 (of course, Bottom!Louis is a must) thanks again lovely!!!! Hope your Valentines Day was good.

I’m not sure what qualifies as a classic, but I’ll rec some of my favorites, if that works.

(and I assume TIF is a classic but.) TIF - not on ao3

Swim in the Smoke

As You Are (not BL but brilliant)

Into the Blue (I don’t think this one is BL either but it’s zarah so)

Speaking of Marvels

Say You’ll Remember (a little under 100k but it’s an angst fest so naturally I’m here for it)

Empty Skies

Never Be (yes I am reccing myself)

and I haven’t read these works yet, but I know @lucystarkid, @anhcor, and @tvshows-addict have all recently published/finished some HUGE fics, so check those out, too!

*also I apologize, because with the exception of my own fic, I’m thinking all of those are classics… it’s hard to find lengthy, well written fics that no one knows about! if you find some more, let me know ;)

Happy Valentine’s day to you, too! xx

anonymous asked:

I love that you're doing Sims Sterek! :D your pictures are so cute. but I'm so curious now like what are they like? what are their jobs? who else is in your sim world?? lol i'm sorry i just want to know everything now.

Oh man anon, I am spending WAY too much of my life on this game right now. It’s so addicting. But yes, alright, let me flail with you.

First, we’ve got the Hale House household, which consists of Derek, Stiles, and Paige. I created Paige mainly because I started the game and made about half a girl character before realizing I needed to make it TW!Sims, and I decided the character looked more like Paige than anyone else. But then I really liked the idea of Paige as like a childhood friend figure for Derek, and I also kind of wanted to see if Stiles and Derek would connect with a third character in the picture. (Which they did!! Immediately, with zero prompting from me.) 

(OK yes, eventual prompting. Because that’s how Sims works. But not initial prompting.)

So yeah, Hale household:

Derek Boyd
[I decided to give the sims different last names because… I don’t know why. Boyd was the third randomization that came up for Derek’s last name and I had to keep it.]

Derek’s a family-oriented, romantic, gloomy sim who’s also an amazing musician. He fell in love with his roommate, Stiles, pretty much as soon as they moved in together, and they developed a slow-burn romance over the course of a few months while he gained fame as a musician.

He’s particularly close to his big sister Laura, who lived next door to them in the city, and frequents the gym in between shifts at work. But he’s always happiest when he’s around his family.

Stiles Johnson
[Haha, get it? …I’m a dork.]

Stiles is a literal genius, which comes in handy for his career as a scientist. He’s also geeky and playful, and knows just how to get his husband out of a slump when he’s feeling down.

Paige Krasikeva
[Which is actually her real last name, but I made her first, before I decided to be cute about it.]

Paige is a writer with aspirations to become a bestselling novelist, and often writes stories inspired by her two roommates, such as Boy with the Blue Eyes, Don’t be Such a Sourwolf, SoulsickPretty Good Pair, Orange and Blue, and the surprise hit bestselling children’s book, The Adventures of Sheepgoat! 

Devon Johnson-Boyd

The angelic toddler daughter of Derek and Stiles. A quick learner and super sweet, she takes a quick liking to almost everyone she meets (although she does seem strangely put off by her “aunt” Erica…)

Devon’s adoption inspired the Hale household to move from their city apartment to the suburbs, where they built an awesome house by the river and settled in happily.

Which brings us to…

The Beta House

Erica Star
[Because “King” felt too obvious, “reyes” sounds like sunlight, and there was an option to get star tattoos on her back. *shrugs*]

Flirty but a romantic at heart, this outgoing and self-assured art critic knows how to go after what she wants. She’s quick to bond with strangers but is also tough when need be, and the handiest around the house whenever anything goes wrong. She’s also got a secret soft side which she expresses through painting, and is branching into books too because why not do it all, right?

After a few abstract flirtations around town she eventually fell into a windswept romance with her roommate…

Boyd Vernon
[Literally I just wanted everyone to call him Boyd, so I flopped the name direction.]

Boyd is a natural loner and a bookworm with “good guy” programmed into his DNA. It takes him a while to warm up to strangers and he usually relies on his wife, Erica, to handle the brunt of their social interactions. 

It’s a good thing his job as a tech genius lets him interact with clients long distance, but he has a handful of friends he’s particularly attached to, including Paige and Derek. 

[painting Erica made the day after she and Boyd got married. I can’t with them.]

Isaac Écharpe
[Because… I’m a dork. That’s the only reason.]

So I’m gonna go ahead and admit that I had no idea what to do with Isaac. Personality-wise, career-wise… with every other character something felt natural, but with him I was struggling so I ended up making him a neat, perfectionist foodie which comes in handy for his career as a chef. Isaac took an immediate dislike to Stiles (fitting), who made himself too comfortable in his apartment on their first visit, and their relationship hasn’t recovered since. He does have a lot of casual friends and gets along well enough with his two roommates, but he’s often tense and temperamental, and never really connected with any of the Hale household.

Alpha House

For a long time, Alpha house was just Laura, before I decided playing a one person household was too boring and made Cora Laura and Derek’s younger sister moved into the city. Most recently I’ve decided to combine Alpha and Beta houses together so I can keep an eye on all five of them at once, and they’re all living comfortably in the spacious apartment the Hale house vacated when they moved to the suburbs. I still think of them separately but they share space now *shrugs*

Laura Boyd

Is a confident, charismatic natural born leader. (Her aspiration is literally called “leader of the pack” because I couldn’t not.) She’s also moving up the ranks fast at the local police department, but she always takes time to look after her gloomy little brother and her younger sister, which might make trouble eventually because…

Cora Boyd

…is heading down a decidedly dark path since she moved into the city. Her naturally mischievous nature has pulled her into a life of crime as a ringleader for a number of crimes around the city, and she has a tendency toward kleptomania she’s got no qualms in indulging in. A natural tomboy and self-proclaimed “bro,” she enjoys sports and working out in her free time, and is playing the field with a pair of love interests after just a few short weeks in the city.

And ok, “official description” over with, I’m going to launch into the Extended Adventures of Cora for a minute because she’s new and might actually be my favorite character at the moment. I invented her halfway hoping she and Isaac might connect because I needed someone for Isaac to bond with, but their moods literally dropped to “bored” 30 seconds into their first conversation. But she ended up being really interesting to play anyway. I love the idea of Cora being a criminal, living one apartment-length away from Laura… and that they’re both still so genuinely close and cool with each other. I don’t know, it’s weird but I love it.

She also connected with Stiles right away  –– mischievous and playful, I should have guessed –– and they’ve developed an adorable sibling-relationship, jibing each other and generally being jerks to each other in a loving way, and he never gets annoyed by her “snark” (mischievous actions) the way other characters do.

She’s also casually dating two girls; the first one is someone she really liked at first named Jade.

but the second time they hung out Jade got weirdly pissed at her for no reason and the third time they hung out, Jade literally invited her to a bar and walked out on her six seconds later. So Cora went and met another girl, Luna (meant to be? :P) who’s sweet and romantic and Cora genuinely likes.

But… since Cora’s a criminal, she’s decided to keep seeing Jade as well… so she can pickpocket from her as payback, because she’s got kleptomaniac urges to satisfy and she’s not prone to forgive easily.

I mean… I shouldn’t love her, but she’s awesome.

So ok, these descriptions got a lot longer as I went on. I was trying to be good at first so I said nearly nothing about Sterek ;P But that’s everyone so far!

SnK Warrior Band AU (Not a Fic)

So, I got this ask today. And…

To answer your question, anon: Yes I do! I get what you mean and this is actually quite a fun thing to talk about. So much, that it even gets its own post!

I am a hobbyist when it comes to music and I enjoy the Warriors quite a lot. Before I wrap up that statement with the main event, I have another AU which is my perfect peaceful 1980s Paradis country life, but that’s for another time. 

As for this one, I always thought it would be cool if these characters were in a band. Usually it’s interesting to see how they would interact and what kind of role they would have, so… putting those obvious facts aside, these would be my ideas: Keep in mind I haven’t written one of these yet so this is a first haha.


Zeke Jaeger - Lead Guitar, Vocals

My favorite boi gets the attention, of course! I think him being lead is kind of appropriate since he is the “Lead Warrior” in canon. The hippy/messy hair always reminded me of 80s metalheads, and.. for the record, Takehito Koyasu (Zeke’s seiyuu in the anime) is an amazing singer as well. I feel like he would make a great vocalist. He is a quite literal Beast at the guitar and has endured the pain that is music theory. He dislikes it a lot and instead chooses to play in his own style, usually resulting in him failing to practice properly and bust out mad shredding instead of the actual song. He gets his act together on stage though. He sometimes wishes he would write songs but usually finds it diffucult and leaves it to the rest of the band. He gets along well with the other band members and usually forgets the fact that he is a decade older than them.

Reiner Braun - Rhythm Guitar, Writer, occasionally does Vocals

Reiner sometimes wishes he would be lead, but Zeke is so good at it Reiner doesn’t mind. Reiner is one of the main songwriters and most songs with humorous yet meaningful lyrics are usually written by him. Despite wanting to shred like Zeke, he enjoys playing rhythm and makes those dank expressions you usually don’t make when you play rhythm, such as the extreme faces. Reiner also does additional vocals in some of the songs or the double scream with Zeke. He and Zeke the are the type to spend hours at a music store trying to decide what amp to use and how much money to blow on the newest models. Reiner changes his strings ridiculously often. When not planning a new song with Zeke he usually practices with Bertolt or plays Acoustic in his spare time.

Bertolt Hoover - Bass, Keyboard

Although he doesn’t play the keyboard often, Bertolt is very proficient at Bass and can deliver some amazing lines. He doesn’t like slapping too much but he never makes mistakes while playing. Sometimes he will analyze lyrics that Reiner and Zeke have discussed. He also knows how to play the keyboard though he doesn’t do it too often and instead chooses to focus on bass. He is the type that doesn’t own too many bass guitars and prefers only one. Only one, with a similar tune and too many fancy techniques, though he doesn’t have difficulties pulling them off.

Annie Leonhardt - Drums, Vocals, Keyboard

Annie sometimes wishes she had more of an active role writing songs, but Reiner laughs it off and tells her to “leave it to the experts”. Zeke doesn’t mind, but he saves time and just discusses the upcoming song with Reiner. Annie is so good at drums they’re the instrument that stand out during most of the songs instead of Zeke’s insane 130bpm shredding. Everyone admires her for it, and although she doesn’t take much credit she enjoys what she does to the fullest and even shows it, especially during a performance. Her and Bertolt are an inseparable duo in instrumentals and perfectly play in sync, complimenting each other quite well. Annie also does vocals on a somewhat rare occasion for their slower, less heavy songs. She doesn’t have much confidence in her voice though everyone in the band and the audience screams at her otherwise. She also plays the keyboard during said songs and wants Bertolt to learn it, though she doesn’t tell him why.

Galliard (Former) - Rhythm Guitar

He used to be in the band but left because of tension between the members. He thought he would go off on his own and improve by himself. In reality, although he was acting like he was in charge and better than the others, he actually felt left behind because of a past experience and instead wished to be able to compare to the others, which is the real reason why he left, even though he told the others the opposite. He used to play rhythm and still does but is away from the others.

Pieck - Manager and Audio Engineer

Pieck is responsible for the band’s equipment and recording sessions. She makes sure the song comes out just right on the technical side and that it’s promoted among the fans in a positive manner. She herself plays the keyboard as well as some traditional and indie instruments, though it’s only a personal hobby.


And yeah! By the way,

Here is a Song which I believe they would cover and get famous for! (The best part is at 2:20)

anonymous asked:

mom lalonde was emotionally neglectful yes, but because she's an addict? and you're willingness to throw her under the bus instead of saying yes, in an alternate universe dirk was a violent child abuser, says a lot about what you think of addicts and women, and is kind of abuse apologism. its ok to like a character but seriously? no one is demonizing dirk. no one is saying hes the worst character ever. but you are so defense & such an ass about it. fucking ridiculous

I don’t think this hostility is at all merited, but sure, let’s go.

Mom Lalonde is canonically emotionally neglectful, yes. Glad you agree. In another universe, Dirk was obviously a violent child abuser. I don’t think I’ve ever indicated otherwise. I despise Bro Strider and I am glad he’s dead so Dave can move on as a person. The idea you have that I’m somehow erasing Bro’s crimes is absurd. 

My point is that Dirk gets burdened with Bro’s crimes (it used to be quite common to pass around the book 3 quote about Bro being abusive as proof that Dirk abused Jake) but if anything, Mom has had the opposite treatment.

Thankfully I think this is dying off, but you still see a lot of art where Mom is trying her best to connect with Rose and Rose just refuses to give her the time of day! Stuff where Mom is genuine and sweet instead of sort of passive aggressive (and yes, Mom is passive aggressive, and yes, Roxy is hella passive aggressive at her worst moments). Where the war between them was all in Rose’s head and Mom never intended any of it. 

Views on that are varied, but I don’t think it’s misogynist or abuse apologist to express that I wish Mom’s neglect and abuse got the same attention from fandom instead of being waved off because Roxy is usually a kind and generous person. Dirk is usually a bit overbearing, but he fiercely loves his friends and outright gives his life to save them in a gambit he’s not even sure will work. Yet people don’t decide that Bro was a saint who just wanted to help Dave and loved him – and as well they shouldn’t! That’d be fucking horrifying! 

But there’s a bit of benevolent misogyny at work in refusal to admit that a female character might have also been fucked up, instead treating her alcoholism and emotional neglect as “she did her best” and deciding that her daughter made up the passive-aggression all on her own and just didn’t understand. How isn’t that angle worrying to you?

My point isn’t “Bro is blameless” or even “Dirk could never do what Bro did.” Dirk could. His capability for shittiness makes his struggle to be good all the more meaningful. In the end, Dirk isn’t Bro, and that’s what counts. But shouldn’t we also hold this true for Roxy? Roxy overcomes her addiction and puts her passive aggressive tendencies and need for others to vindicate her by letting her help aside. Roxy grows as a person. That’s good. That’s wonderful. Erasing that Mom was an addict who was definitely at least a little paggro (the bronzed vacuum? the pillow? even if you think everything else was sincere, that stuff is over the top) erases how meaningful it is that Roxy overcame those struggles. 

As someone who grew up with freakishly controlling parents (I’m 21 now), let me tell you the results of this:

I have attachment and trust issues. I’m am independent to the point if being self destructive, because I am terrified of someone brushing me aside (not taking me seriously), and/or giving me advice that has no legitimate basis that ends up hurting me, instead of helping me.

Give rules with reasons. Do not say “because I’m your parent”, no, that is fucking bullshit and you know it. Make punishments fit the crime. When your child gets into high school, give them respective boundaries and enough “leash room”, so they feel like you trust them to “do the right thing”, but also know that if they do fuck up, they feel COMFORTABLE telling you, not scared shit less where they’ll give you a stream of lies because they’re terrified of telling you the truth of what actually happened.

Trust me when I say this, compulsive lying turns into an addictive habit. My compulsive lying in the real world is a result of my parents not respecting my boundaries and giving me the proper “leash room”. Yes, it’s so fucking hard to stop myself. Yes, I am fighting against it every damn day of my life.

Also, by saying “no privacy”, well you better take the door and any kind of covering object from your kid (blankets, doors, pillow cases, etc). See how ridiculous this sounds?

anonymous asked:

100% with you on the flashback discourse. And yup, I think you're right, this will be the "waking up" scene we were promised SMH. This is why we must always take what they say with a grain of salt and just wait and watch the eps. Otherwise a nice scene we would possibly enjoyed will just piss us off. The only silver lining I can see to a 1x06 flashback is seeing Magnus in that outfit again, because YES PLEASE!

My continuity-addicted self will just be so not amused with this since we know that Magnus won’t shave since the beard won’t grow back that fast. lol That’s why I am also so baffled with that damn season 1 flashback. And I know it sounds silly but Alec looks so much mature now, as does Magnus which is…. you know… weird since we are only a few weeks into the show but still. It’s just so…. yeah, I really don’t like flashbacks much. lol

And all the people who are so hyped up now and who will be so annoyed when this is really the waking up scene. Oh man… I mean I get that people get high expectations from those tweets because it is just so tempting and all (I mean even I had to calm myself down when reading some tweets!), but I don’t get why Todd just won’t shut up because he must have known by now that it will most likely come back to bite him in the ass. I just don’t get it. Sigh.

spookyconsultingcriminal  asked:

OH MY GOD! I found Heaven Help today and I'm definitely addict to it!!! James Madison is such a cinnamon roll,so concerned with the reader 💚💚💚 And Alex was terrible,I expected it but still... Can't wait to see what's gonna happen

I am so glad you liked it!!!😄 Honestly, James Madison is smol and must be protected and I love him so much and yes 💛

Carrie Fisher 1956 - 2016

Words can not explain how devastated I am to hear of Carrie’s passing. To me, Carrie wasn’t just an actress or the woman in the golden bikini. She was so much more.

To me, she was an icon, a hero, a person to look up to. Not just because of her role as Princess Leia, who is a great hero, but because of who Carrie was and what she did.

- Yes, she was a drug addict when she was young.
She overcame this. She fought.
- She was bipolar. She had troubles with her mental illness. And as she started to eat medicine she, as so many people do, gained weight.
Did media put her in the spotlight for it? Yes.
But that didn’t stop her, she didn’t listen to the bullshit.
- Carrie was always truthful and honest.
She talked about her mental illness, gaining weight, the life as a Hollywood star etc. She spoke real and honest about it and that’s what I love so much about her. Why so many people look up to her.


People today are still afraid to talk about bipolar disorders and mental illnesses. But she spoke about if freely. And I know people with mental illnesses, even friends of mine, who were inspired by her and looked up to her for it. For god’s sake, who the hell wouldn’t?

More than that, she was a kind, funny, smart, genuine and loving person. And my thoughts go out to her friends and family.

- I will miss you dearly Carrie. I am so thankful for getting the opportunity to follow your story in this life. May you rest in peace and may the force always be with you. ❤️

anonymous asked:

Addicted and Walnut were soooooooooo good - I love your style of writing, and how you write the characters is so accurate it's unfair 😂 I'm excited to see what else you have lined up!! Could I request some sex head cannons or getting turned on head cannons for Connor pls?

yes ma'am/sir ! i will upload it after my zoe imagine !

random songs starter sentences
  • ❝I waited for your reply here in the pouring rain.❞
  • ❝Nothing lasts forever.❞
  • ❝Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.❞
  • ❝Say you'll remember me.❞
  • ❝I know the hurt won't pass.❞
  • ❝The horses are coming.❞
  • ❝I know I let you down.❞
  • ❝Give me love like never before.❞
  • ❝Sometimes I wish you'd just shut up.❞
  • ❝I wish I was in love but I don't wanna cause any pain.❞
  • ❝What if the way we started made it something cursed from the start.❞
  • ❝I never meant to hurt you.❞
  • ❝There's a place downtown where the freaks all come around.❞
  • ❝I know I took the path that you would never want for me.❞
  • ❝I gave you hell through all the years.❞
  • ❝I'm just a slave unto the night.❞
  • ❝Lose your mind.❞
  • ❝I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever.❞
  • ❝I bet my life for you.❞
  • ❝Lose your clothes.❞
  • ❝Don't let them in.❞
  • ❝Remember when I told you that's the last you'll see of me?❞
  • ❝I promise that I'm gonna try.❞
  • ❝I let you down, didn't I?❞
  • ❝I'm not a saint.❞
  • ❝What if it only gets colder.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me you can't forgive me.❞
  • ❝I've had enough.❞
  • ❝I hate that I let you down.❞
  • ❝Do you ever think of me when you lie?❞
  • ❝Am I just a fool?❞
  • ❝If you had a heart I was hoping that you would show me some.❞
  • ❝Maybe I'm addicted to all the things you do.❞
  • ❝They say you don't know what you got 'til it's gone.❞
  • ❝Yes, I suppose.❞
  • ❝Does she/he know I've been in that bed before?❞
  • ❝I just want you to know that I did it all for you.❞
  • ❝You'll remain just afraid in the dark.❞
  • ❝All things go.❞
  • ❝What do I see in you?❞
  • ❝I'm ashamed to say that I'm not over you.❞
  • ❝Ten years ago, that's when you proposed.❞
  • ❝Am I just a silly girl/boy?❞
  • ❝Call me when you're not so busy just thinking of yourself.❞
  • ❝Life is a movie, but there will never be a sequel.❞
  • ❝The people are saying that you have been playing my heart.❞
  • ❝Don't yell at me.❞
  • ❝I just figured I was something that you couldn't replace.❞
  • ❝Get the fuck out.❞
  • ❝Together we'll mend your heart.❞
  • ❝They say that your darkest hour comes before your dawn.❞
  • ❝You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.❞
  • ❝You had me caught in every web that you weaved.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me listen to your song because it isn't the same.❞
  • ❝I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken.❞
  • ❝I need to just make up my mind.❞
  • ❝Good things come to those who wait.❞
  • ❝I'll never have a chance.❞
  • ❝Touch me, don't be sweet.❞
  • ❝It's been awhile but I still feel the same.❞
  • ❝I'm done feeling like a stranger to myself.❞
  • ❝Why you gotta be so rude?❞
  • ❝Life couldn't get much sweeter.❞
  • ❝There's no one in town.❞
  • ❝I'm best when I'm in love and I'm in love with you.❞
  • ❝If you were with me tonight, I'd sing to you just one more time.❞
  • ❝I'll give you all I got.❞
  • ❝Why we're always at each others throats?❞
  • ❝He/She hit me and it felt like a kiss.❞
  • ❝There's you in everything I do.❞
  • ❝Chasing after you is like a fairytale.❞
  • ❝Is there life on Mars?❞
  • ❝Don't let them see.❞
  • ❝One last time I need to be the one who takes you home.❞
  • ❝We're living different lives.❞
  • ❝I don't deserve it.❞
  • ❝How in hell did this shit happened?❞
  • ❝I know that this is my fault.❞
  • ❝You're turning me on.❞
  • ❝I don't wanna be without you.❞
  • ❝The ones that love me I tend to leave behind.❞
  • ❝I should've been more careful.❞
  • ❝I'll make it feel like the first time.❞
  • ❝All I really care is you wake up in my arms.❞
  • ❝No matter where I sleep, you are haunting me.❞
  • ❝When I get you moaning you know it's real.❞
  • ❝I feel like a failure.❞
  • ❝I am longing for your love.❞
  • ❝One more time, I promise after that I'll let you go.❞
  • ❝He/She'll never love you like I can.❞
  • ❝Stay with me a minute.❞
  • ❝I am drowning.❞
  • ❝I swear I'll make it worth it.❞
  • ❝Why can't I keep my fingers off you baby?❞
  • ❝It's hard to breathe.❞
  • ❝At least I'm being honest.❞
  • ❝I really loved you bad.❞
  • ❝I don't care if you got her/him in your heart.❞
  • ❝I was hoping you'd save me.❞
  • ❝I just can't believe that this is my life.❞
  • ❝No one said this would ever be easy, my love.❞
  • ❝Don't make me cry.❞
  • ❝They could never make me hate you.❞
  • ❝Let me kiss you in the pouring rain.❞
  • ❝I'm angry but I still love you.❞
  • ❝Let's go get high.❞
  • ❝I will never let you go.❞
  • ❝You like your girls'boys insane.❞
  • ❝We will be alright.❞
  • ❝Don't make me sad.❞
  • ❝I will be by your side when the impossible rises up.❞
  • ❝The past is in the past.❞
  • ❝He/She hurt me but it felt like true love.❞
  • ❝Don't let them know.❞
  • ❝I'm never going back.❞
  • ❝Don't tell me that I'm wrong.❞
  • ❝It's all fun and games 'til somebody falls in love.❞
  • ❝Be the good girl/boy you always have to be.❞
  • ❝I never meant to break your heart.❞
  • ❝Lately I've been waking up alone.❞
  • ❝I never wanted anything from you.❞
  • ❝I never meant to make you cry.❞
  • ❝Don't you place the blame on me.❞
  • ❝I just wanna hold you.❞
  • ❝What would you think of me now?❞
  • ❝You gotta hold on.❞
  • ❝I've been saving all my summers for you.❞
  • ❝I guess we are who we are.❞
  • ❝I never said thank you for that.❞
  • ❝All I want is the thaste that your lips allow.❞
  • ❝Did I take it too far?❞
  • ❝Don't you know I'm human too?❞
  • ❝You're still beautiful to me.❞
  • ❝I thought might get one more chance.❞

rememberstilinski  asked:

girl you know who i am! i'm a music addict and i never leave the house without my headphones, i enjoy taking pictures and writing. i like the beach and swimming. i love sunsets and traveling. i'm human google and i'm bitchy at times, but i have a heart of gold 💗 -kenzie🌹

I ship you with…..

(And yes this kills me to say)

Stuart Twombly!

You’re basically a match made in heaven. The both of you are so sassy and sarcastic at times, but that’s what he loves so much about you. You caught his attention from the second you walked into Google, and he fell in love with you just weeks after your first date. He loves your smart comebacks and your taste in music, and absolutely adores your face bc you’re absolutely gorgeous! ❤️

K recommends stuff pt. IV

PEOPLE REJOICE THERE ARE GOOD THINGS IN THE WORLD AND THEY ARE COMING YOUR WAY.

I JUST STUMBLED ACROSS THIS AND YOU GUYS THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT TO WATCH AFTER ADDICTED. I AM SERIOUS.

(Behold of Hang Hang’s sex stares the tension is so friggin’ real)

So the thing is called《烟袋斜街10号》(Yandaixie Street No. 10) and it’s super gay and super cute and will leave you screaming at your laptop.

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signs as things my friends and I have said:
  • Aries: "I have a chip on my shoulder" *has a literal tortilla chip on shoulder*
  • Taurus: "Wheel of fortune excites me"
  • Gemini: "Gosh golly gee, my knee"
  • Cancer: "We need to pick up our trash" *various glances directed towards Emma*
  • Leo: "Yes, hello, I am Jesus. I saw what you did in the dark last night and I must say, it was pretty good."
  • Virgo: "I'm looking up how snakes have sex"
  • Libra: "I'm not addicted to coffee, coffee's addicted to me"
  • Scorpio: "Maybe they have a foot fetish"
  • Sagittarius: *Sees a tricycle in a trampoline* "Somebody likes to party"
  • Capricorn: "So we've covered politics, school, sleep, and old stories. We dont have anymore topics"
  • Aquarius: "I'm punsexual"
  • Pisces: "It'll all b ok in the end, and if it's not okay, it's not the end <3"