so, funny story.... I started playing Mystic Messenger... Ended up on Zen's route.... and now I find I cant move on to a new play through?!?!? Like, I want to?!?!? But Ive become too loyal to him to move on?!?! How?!?!
“Argh! Why are you so adorable? I swear if you get any cuter I don’t think I could control myself and…ahem! Jagiya, it doesn’t matter which route you choose in life, you’ll always have me in your heart and I’ll have you in mine. You probably won’t find anyone as perfect and beautiful as me, but I’m the lucky one for having you in my life even if it was for a short while. Here’s a selfie just for you!”
Please excuse RFA Host Zen. Now for the serious reply! First and foremost: OMIGOSH I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL!!! Zen was my first route too but dont tell him that we dont need the increased narcissism
There is really no easy way to get over ‘first route blues’ and that feeling of betraying your love v__v Perhaps you could try not playing for a few days or so? OR you could change your in-game name? (i did this). That way you trick your feelings and conscience into thinking that you’re a different person for this route, and the other person is still with the character whose route you completed~ :D I’m not gonna lie its still hard not to get their hearts in chats T__T What also made me feel better is replaying my fav characters route after completing all the rest~ I do hope you feel better! All mm fans know this feeling so you’re not alone! Feel free to chat with Zen here anytime you want!
Nothing feels quite right anymore with you gone. I keep seeing you, everywhere, but the moment I get closer I realize that his hair is the wrong shade of blonde, or his eyes don’t flicker like yours did. Maybe he walks without the awkwardness you had, like you always forgot how long your legs were and were surprised by it with every step you took. Maybe plaid shirts sit on his shoulders perfectly, where they always looked a bit awkward on you. Maybe his jeans are long enough; yours were always too short. Maybe he prefers red Converse over black. There’s always something when I get too close; there’s always something that proves he isn’t you, that proves that no one could ever replace you.