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Ang hirap maging OPTION lang.

Yun bang bigla bigla ka niyang kakausapin out of nowhere which is madalas mo naman siyang kausap dati tapos maya-maya tatamarin na siyang kausapin ka hanggang wala na siyang masabi. Pero malalamam mo bigla na nandun na kasi yung gusto niya, in short hindi ka na niya kailangan. The next day, ganun ulit. Kakausapin ka niya habang hinihintay niya yung “special” na tao at ikaw na tanga, magpapakatanga lalo kasi nagiging masaya ka kapag kausap mo siya.

  • I used to love it when people hate me because all my life, I never felt that I was loved. Well, yes, but somehow, there's someone else being loved more. I was never the priority. So maybe, hating me more would teach me not to expect love from anybody.

Ayun andun din sila dikokabisado, thekamekazee, rentalmemories, @banaterongbinataa, ecodistractor, fafaejhayy, paparhodspeaks, abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyeng, jumbastard, sampintwo, ginniemouse, antukingpogi,daniellaarida, hydrokulit, deniceconnectt, at marami pang iba. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Hindi ko nakita si meandmyfluffycheeks at magandangtao. Si illtakeyouaway nakita ko pero di ako sure kung siya nga yun kaya di ko nilapitan. Kahiya. HAHAHAHA. Hindi rin kami nagtagpo ni makakarelatekaa. Sorry na. :( Andun si orlandoluyunjunior, papapicture sana ako kaso katakot si missedlyn. HAHAHAHA. Loljk. Si gwapongbanatero di ko nakilala, nakikita ko lang sa dash minsan. Si dumadalandan, di talaga ako sure pero alam kong siya yung tumawag eh kaharap ko lang naman siya. Si juankulangot, pachix pa. Nilakad ko na nga kay potayeto para magpapicture eh. Ang aarte ng mga lalaking to. HAHAHAHAHA. Ayun, wala ata akong picture sa iba, maliban sa mga selfies.

Then bago ako umuwi, nakipag agawan muna ako ng cap kay batangiyakinnnnn. Hahahaha. Lumusong sa ambon, makipaghilaan lang. Ayun, CTMU pin na lang binigay niya. HAHAHA. Cute cute talaga. Tapos sumabay na lang ako kay iamforeverphotographer pauwi kasi mukang matatagalan pa ang Team Cavite. Eh bawal daw ako magpagabi. Pero imbis umuwi, tumambay muna kaming SM Southmall, pinapunta namin si annbaalooot na dapat kasama kong pumuntang TSAMU. Ayun, inabot kami ng almost 9pm na rin dun. 2hrs ata kami dun sa Mcdo. HAHAHAHAHA. Iimbitahin pa sana namin si mukalangmataray para mag BFF Bundle kaso di niya sinasagot yung phone. At nagbabalak kami ng ATC MEETUP ulit. HAHAHAHAHA

Ayun, goodnight na. Kapagod. Bukas na yung mga selfies natin. Mwa.

I love your innocent face. It shows how innocent you are, your mind and your body, everything about you seems like you’re a new born baby. And you really are that innocent.

I love your eyes surronded by your eyebags with care. You still look amazing with those pretty smile. I love it when you stare at me and I’ll start laughing because I can’t look back. I just can’t and you always win.

I love how you smile and laugh naturally whenever I crack my forever corny jokes. I feel happy because I make you smile and you appreciate small things that I do.

I love how we act like silly kids who are really that comfortbale to each other. I love how comfortable we are with those silly things that we are talking about which is really inappropriate and sometimes, disgusting like pooping. Hihi.

I love taking care of you. I love how weak you are with your body system and I want to be with you, to take good care of you for you to feel well soon.

I love those sweet tight hugs you are giving me every time. I always want you giving me big hugs ‘cause with that, I feel safe and warm, and I imagine things that you and I were together.

I love imagining things with you. Though sometimes, we overthink things, I love those sweet imaginations wherein I have better images than you. Just because of this LDR thing, with the help of imagination, it seems that you’re really near to me.

I love your confidence when you sing. I don’t know, I feel happy whenever you sing a song. Though we know that rain will visit us whenever we’re having a concert.

I love it when you are asleep, I’ll be able to steal kisses from you and hug you tight. It’s funny how “tulog-mantika” you are and how easy for you to sleep right away. But I don’t care, I still love you for being yourself, baby. ;)

I love you for making an effort to hold on a little more and start a new beginning of you being so sweet and caring. It’s beyond what I expected. I thought.. I just thought that it will end on that point but there you are, making me happy for the nth time and I love you so much for everything. :*

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Last night, I went to my friend’s debut party. That was my first 18th birthday to attend. Everything was fine but I find it boring, really. Maybe because I don’t have anyone to kill time with or I’m expecting too much beyond what have happened. And I had shots of Margarita, I think I had three or four. That was my first liquor to drink ever, since birth. I’ve felt heat inside my body and I went crazy hitting the dance floor with the debutant’s sister.

I went home for like 1:00 in the morning, had a lift with my childhood crush. :”) My family was not home yet, they had quality time by having a midnight snack and no one’s picking me up in the party. And I found Blue Roses which I was dying to have, and it’s real white roses. So I stole four of them and had pictures with them. Hihi.

I have this amazing imagination on how to surprise someone really special to me. It’s kind of weird but I find it super cute and sweet. Too bad I don’t have anyone to pour this sweetness in me right now.

I tried putting flowers inside the book.

Kumuha ako ng nga Blue Roses from the debut di ba kasi nga matagal ko nang gusto magkaroon ng Blue Rose. Pero maghihintay pa rin ako ng Blue Roses from someone. Chos.

Ayun, naging ano siya parang paper flowers. Dry siya na parang ginawa lang out of paper pero nandun pa rin yung scent ng Roses. Ang cute lang. :”)

So, naisipan ko lang gawin to kasi ilang araw na akong umaga natutulog sa kapapanuod. Try ko magbasa muna ng libro baka sakaling makatulog na ko ng maaga. Huhu.

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Happening right now! :)

So, I just tried the Dark Mocha Panna Cotta Frappuccino and it’s way better than the Berry Panna Cotta Frappe. Maybe, it’s just that I’m not really a fan of Berries. So yeah, buy 1 take 1 ito. Try it, guys tho ang haba ng pila. Lol. 😂

PS. Or maybe, masarap dahil nilibre ako. Hahaha.

Alam mo ba, pag gising hanggang pagtulog ko, ikaw ang inaalala ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero ikaw talaga naiisip ko. Sobra akong nalulungkot kung walang kahit Hi man lang or Hello kasi srsly, araw araw kitang hinihintay na mag approach. Pero alam kong mali, kasi hindi naman dapat. Ako lang naman nagpupumilit na nag e-expect na kahit katiting, inaalala mo rin ako. Yung ako talaga naiisip mo, hindi dahil wala lang siya sa tabi mo.

Singapore Bound. ✈️

So, pahabol na bakasyon ito. Family bonding. Yay! We’re here now at Fraser Hotel, Singapore. Ang cool nung room, parang small house na para sa isang pamilya. Hihi.

Well, ang epic naman ng araw na ito. Ang tagal kong hinintay yung dalaw, kanina pa dumating. Aba! Kung kailang nasa loob na ng airport, saka pa dumating. Tiis ganda for 3hours. Hahahaha.

Ayun, wala pang tulog so baka matulog muna kami. Share ko lang. Hihi.

Zero based grading system.

Kaiyak to. Ganito na ba talaga lahat?
Kunyari, 100 items ang test. Pag 50 lang nakuha mo, 50% lang grade mo. Pag 10 lang, 10% lang grade mo. Huhu. Kaiyak grabe. 😭😰