Murder husband on the loose? Idea for your next Sith!Qui-Gon fic? Punk!Sith!Qui-Gon? Yes, please! Is it ready yet? (Feel free to save this until it is.)
He should be
Scratch that, he
should be terrified by the large body pinning him against the hanger
wall, the puff of warm breath brushing down over his face that tells
him the other is looking down at him as he feels rich, deep purple
and black fabric press against him.
But all he can feel
is a vague sense of relief from the warmth of the others body, the
familiar smell of tea and green things and the brush of long tendrils
of graying hair.
A broad hand, that
had been cupping his head to protect it against the impact of the
wall, carefully tipped his head up to face the owner of the body and
Obi-Wan meet the eyes of a Fallen Qui-Gon Jinn, the schlera black and
the corneas a mix of yellow and red that gave of the illusion of
making them glow.
Qui-Gon had shaved
the sides of his head, leaving a mohawk like stripe that had been
tied earlier but must have come loose during Obi-Wan’s struggle and
when the other lips quirked at him, a sharp fang like grin appeared.
Obi-Wan.” Qui-Gon greeted quietly.
master.” Obi-Wan greeted meekly, hating himself for falling so
easily into line. He was a councilor for Force sake! A Jedi master!
He almost whimpered
in relief as Qui-Gon settled an arm easily around his waist and
rubbed at his scalp slowly with the fingers buried in his hair.
“My little touch
starved bunny.” He crooned at Obi-Wan softly, still holding the
others head up to meet his eyes.
He was as drawn to
Qui-Gon as the other was to him, the life bond between them always
pulling them both even as Obi-Wan tried to keep afloat when the other
had died, the bond breaking in the process.
And then Qui-Gon
He came back
different and wrong but still Qui-Gon with the life bond suddenly
pulsing between them again, this time Obi-Wan’s will subdued around
the older counterpart of the bond and the only thing that allowed
Obi-Wan to keep strong was distance or someone else injecting their
shields between Qui-Gon and him.
He shook in the others grasp, eyes tearing up, Qui-Gon kissing his
company, he was compromised because he could not defend himself
against Qui-Gon when all he honestly wanted was to curl up in his
arms and remain there for as long as he could.
Obi-Wan. Its not weakness, its a Force willed bond.” Qui-Gon
crooned with his grasp tight on him.
“You came back
wrong.” Obi-Wan whispered, shivering at the possessive hand
lingering on his lower back.
“I came back
different.” Qui-Gon corrected. “I died Obi-Wan. Dying changes
things.” He added before nuzzling down into the others neck. “After
all, Jedi Master Qui-Gon Jinn would never do this. Would say its a
violation of who we once were.” He chortled, scratching the fang
like canines of his over Obi-Wan’s neck.
Obi-Wan jerked to
at the sensation, hands clenching into the fabric of the others
shoulders. “Ah.” He whimpered.
Qui-Gon crooned. “I’d never hurt you Obi-Wan. I may be the
dominant half of the life bond but I do not thrive on your pain dear
one.” His hand was inching downwards.
threatened to fold underneath him and he closed his eyes, accepting
the situation he had managed to land himself in.
And then hanger
rocks with the force of an explosion from the outside that has
Qui-Gon jerking his head up, eyes narrowed as he glares towards the
opening. “Curses… Grievous never could control himself.” The
man growled before looking down at Obi-Wan, running his hand over the
others cheek and taking away moisture. “Well, another time then my
Obi-Wan. Next time I’ll make sure I can bring you with me.” He
promised before pulling away.
It felt like being
deprived of warmth and Obi-Wan’s legs folded beneath him, staring
at the door until Anakin found him only minutes later, the younger
having gotten past the blockade.
Warm hands grasped
his shoulders, turned him to Anakin before the blond seamlessly slid
his shields between Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan without being asked.
Obi-Wan stared at
his former padawan, opened his mouth then helplessly closed it again
as Anakin’s face twisted in concern and fury.
He whispered finally.
“Not your fault.”
Anakin whispered fiercely back as troopers flooded the hanger,
pulling Obi-Wan into a hug.
‘But it is my
fault… I can’t be strong against Qui-Gon…’ Obi-Wan closed his
Determination is “the will to keep living… the resolve to change fate.” It’s the power that gives human souls “the strength to persist after death.” It is so powerful that it brought Flowey to life and gave him the power to control the underground’s timeline.
Because many people believe the red soul represents determination, some players associate determination with the color red. Many also incorrectly cite that determination is written in red in the genocide route. This is false.
In Entry Number 5, the word “Determination” is in yellow (and contrary to popular belief, “Determination” is never written in red). The lab entry is written by Alphys, so she would know the color of the determination she extracted from the souls. While it is not the exact same color as the save point, it is extremely close. Closer than the other yellows found in the game, such as the golden flowers. Coincidentally, Flowey is also the same color yellowas the save point. It’s possible he became this brighter yellow after being injected with determination.
However, the most conclusive evidence is from the Undertale Demo’s instruction pages – specifically the TITLE SCREEN page.
The save point is literally “the manifestation of your own DETERMINATION.” While these instructions are not included in the official release of Undertale, the statement makes sense. Determination is the source of the power to SAVE and CONTINUE/LOAD. It also ties in nicely with the facts that the color yellow is used for selection in the main menu and the save menu turns yellow on a successful save.
Ultimately, there is more evidence that determination is the color yellow rather than red.
Important Note: Please keep in mind that the color of determination is separate from the human soul traits and colors. The yellow soul has the trait Justice, and this analysis does not change that. What this analysis provides is a more appropriate color for the physical component found in all souls – determination – and this disregards it as a trait for the red soul. For those interested in what the red soul’s trait is, please read our theory, the red soul.
This is gonna be a spell-chart type post for candle magick. I’m gonna list a BUNCH of different intents and then colors, moon phases, planetary influences/hours, and candle shapes that all work beautifully together. Keep in mind this is not a set in stone how-to, just my grimoires list.
You can use a candle with multiple colors or multiple different candles. You may also anoint your candle with an oil that corresponds with your intent. Inscribe your intent into your candle in Theban alphabet and inscribe any symbols/sigils you would like to use as well. I like to inscribe the planets symbol(s) as well, just cuz.
Just so theres no confusion, the following will be listed in this format: