yellow-face

im re-watching the scene where peridot talks to yellow diamond (side note: its a superb scene i still love it to death) and peridot tells yellow diamond TO HER FACE that she doesnt plan on just sitting around and letting the cluster destroy the earth.

It’s confirmed that it’s been over a month now. the rubies haven’t returned, jasper hasn’t returned, blue diamond was able to freely visit the earth.

why haven’t the diamonds been slightly suspicious about all of this? come on like if its getting to a point where the rubies haven’t returned from their mission in months and there’s no confirmation that the earth was destroyed yet you would think the diamonds would go “okay we need bigger forces because something isn’t right here”

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.