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AGUST D - Agust D

they call me new thang, a new recruit is here, take my stuff
whole world, concert, we’re practically eating up Asiana Asia
you could be my new thang, I’m different from these derelict hyungs
a celebrity’s mutiny, damn, only tough guys can take me on

somebody said this bullshit, that I’m sitting too easily
fuck you, I’m a pain in the ass to these hyungs who are far from success
honestly 싸이하누월* is embarrassing, now I sell half a million in a year
my size is different than what the K-pop category can hold, whoo

yeah, if you want to go ahead of me try reserving in first class
my seat is business, you’re economy, you’ll always be behind me kissing my ass
my next target is Billboard
Brazil to New York, my passport basically has no time to rest

A to the G to the U to the STD
I’m D boy because I’m from D
I’m a freak, a lunatic on the beat
my tongue technology sends you to Hong Kong with rap**

A to the G to the U to the STD
A to the G to the U to the STD
A to the G to the U to the STD
my tongue technology sends you to Hong Kong

I’ll hunt down those who copy the copiers, whether they’re hoobae or sunbae I’ll deal with them
whether I’m a bum or a wack or a fack, I carve history into this ground
among these boring-ass rappers I always get a bigger portion than others***
since I’m doing so well the hyungs want to take away my dish, their whining and jealousy is so noisy

hey ho, I don’t give a fuck when you waste your time
simply put, you’re burying yourself alive in the tomb you dug
hey ho, you guys can’t handle me
the majority of weak-ass rappers should be thankful I’m an idol

cause I’m busy, I’m busy 24/7, no need to rest
just play around with the latecomers, the wailing of those with only
jealousy and childishness left, they don’t even know what’s important****
Paris to New York, damn, my schedule has no time to rest

A to the G to the U to the STD
I’m D boy because I’m from D
I’m a freak, a lunatic on the beat
my tongue technology sends you to Hong Kong with rap

A to the G to the U to the STD
A to the G to the U to the STD
A to the G to the U to the STD
my tongue technology sends you to Hong Kong

I’m sorry, I really am sorry
I’m sorry that I was the one who took your dish*****
I’m sorry, don’t get angry
your health is your only asset, your mom will be upset if you lose it

I’m sorry, you should change your job
wasting your time isn’t good form, you should switch, boy
I’m sorry, I really am sorry
about the fact that your rappers can’t do as well as me

A to the G to the U to the STD
I’m D boy because I’m from D
I’m a freak, a lunatic on the beat
my tongue technology sends you to Hong Kong with rap

A to the G to the U to the STD
A to the G to the U to the STD
A to the G to the U to the STD
my tongue technology sends you to Hong Kong

A to the G to the U to the STD
I’m D boy because I’m from D
I’m a freak, a lunatic on the beat
my tongue technology sends you to Hong Kong with rap

A to the G to the U to the STD
A to the G to the U to the STD
A to the G to the U to the STD
my tongue technology sends you to Hong Kong

* 싸이하누월 is one of Yoongi’s pre-debut tracks, you can find it on YouTube

** there have been some claims that the “send you to Hong Kong” line has been “"mistranslated”“ as meaning to make someone orgasm. I’ll clear it up. if you ask someone to "send you to Hong Kong,” there are two possible meanings; 1) to make someone happy or give someone a gift; 2) to give someone pleasure/make them orgasm while having sex with them. given the content of the remainder of the verses in both Cypher: Killer and this mixtape, I feel that it’s safe to guess that Yoongi was referring to the second meaning.

*** this is the line that was translated as “fat dick ‘em.” to 'fat dick’ someone means to screw them over or cheat them out of something.

**** there was a movie released this year called “The Wailing” (Korean title 곡성, the same word Yoongi uses to describe the “wailing” of those who are jealous/childish) which had a famous line delivered by child actress Kim Hwanhee: “뭣이 중헌디? 뭐시 중허냐고! 뭣이 중헌지도 모르면서…” the line (delivered in dialect!) is translated as “what is important? I asked what’s important! you don’t even know what’s important…” and as I assumed Yoongi’s “뭣이 중헌지 몰라” was a reference to this line, I translated it the same way.

***** this is the same “밥그릇을 뺏긴 게” that Yoongi refers to earlier in the song (“I always get a bigger portion than others / since I’m doing so well the hyungs want to take away my dish”). it can be interpreted as “cutting one down to size,” “taking away his livelihood” etc. since 밥그릇 (literally 'rice bowl’) is something theoretically necessary to continue existence. 

please don’t repost, just reblog!

@books-cupcakes December Book Photo Challenge

December 30: Fav of the Year

My favorite book this year and my new favorite author 😉

I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO EAT A MAN ALIVE

but i do remember
what it’s like
to love one quietly
to bite your tongue
in the background
from far away
hoping
that your heartbeat
isn’t overheard
by anybody
it’s not unique just to me
everyone out there
knows what it’s like
to love something
that terrifies them
but i keep throwing myself to the water
just to prove that i can swim
i keep letting the current
beat me
from both sides
for so long
that it’s no wonder
i look like
some kind of bridge
to everyone
this year
my life
it even sounds
like a mixtape
about the river
it even feels like a song
that would sweep me up
if i let it
like a mouth
that would spit me out
when it felt like it was done
the playlist
this compilation
let’s call it
The River
let’s call it Merrimack
let’s call it Hudson
call it Connecticut
Delaware / Potomac
Patapsco / Raritan
let’s call it James
call it
French Broad
call it
Savannah
Black Warrior
Missouri
Colorado
let’s call it My Feet Shivering
in the Sacramento
call it
Regretting You Beside Cherry Creek In Denver
call it
No Matter How Far
I Manage To Run
The Mississippi
Keeps Finding Me
it’s like that night
when you asked me why
i am so afraid of you
that i finally realized
you had no idea
how much wrong
you’ve done
it’s the sad
willfully-forgotten truth
that nearly all our rivers
seem to be named after
the people
that we stole them from
nearly all my nightmares
are for a hand
that has barely touched me
while i still carry the knuckles
of so many others on my skin
they dub me
Belle of the Bends
they call me
Muscatine
a mispronounced name
for an island
that used to be free
they sing it’s a long way down
to the bottom of the river
they sing one last time
before leaving
and i stare at the water
between Illinois
and Iowa
for one last time
this summer
i watch these people
and i see this boy
this angry
brooding
little boy
i see him catch a fish
how he stares at it
writhing in his hand
and then
how he throws it
straight down
at the sidewalk
as hard as he can
again
and again
and again
and again
and

i really wanted to do a little something for my amazing followers so here we are (i hope you’re all having a wonderful summer) <3

rules:

  • must be following me
  • reblog this post (likes won’t count for anything, sorry) 
  • this post must reach 30 notes or i’ll cry this disappears
  • this ends on the 22nd of august
  • there will be 1 winner and 1-2 runners up per category (depending on how many people enter)
  • winners will be announced a day or two after the deadline

categories:

  • kate bishop award: best url
  • sam wilson award: best icon
  • peggy carter award: best theme
  • carol danvers award: best mobile theme
  • johnny storm award: best posts
  • wanda maximoff award: best multifandom
  • clint barton award: best all/mostly marvel
  • wade wilson award: my personal favourite

winners will receive:

  • +f from me
  • a spot on my updates tab until i decide to do tumblr awards again (so for a very long time)
  • 10 promos upon request until the end of the year
  • my love and friendship c:

runners-up will receive:

  • +f from me
  • a spot on my updates tab until i decide to do tumblr awards again (so for a very long time)
  • 5 promos upon request until the end of the year
  • my love and friendship c:

that’s everything! if you have any questions, feel free to send me an ask! <3

Memories

We haven’t spoken for a week
Water is filling my lungs
Weed is growing in my brain
And I can’t hear a thing

We haven’t spoken for a month
I’m screaming oceans
My mind is decaying
And I forgot how to swim

We haven’t spoken for a year
My tears have turned dry
Birds are nesting in my hair
And I haven’t slept for days

See ya, 2015

Just because I thought it was kinda cool, I wanted to share some facts with you guys. These are pretty rough guesses bc I’m bad about not posting stuff everywhere, so this is what my ff page is telling me:

I wrote 21 fics this year

I published roughly 132,588 words 

I started a new mutli-chap fic called We’re Starting At The End, which has been my longest project this year

My most popular fic this year was Check Yes, Juliet with 315 favs while Air Conditioning and Pajamas came in second with 232 favs

I made new friends with a bunch of hella rad people like @lililibird @bananannabeth @sexualpercy @falloutpercy @ishelmascarinas @nychie @percytheslytherin and lots more that I can’t remember right now

My love for all of my older friends like tripled bc you guys are awesome and I wouldn’t be where I am without @bellalou5 @merryannabeth @tai-chi-leigh @jasongrinchless @blackjacktheboss @son-of-rome @percyyoulittleshit @bellamyisinlovewithclarke @sorryimnotacandycanecharacter and so many others, like you guys are great and I love you so so much <3

Also thanks to my real life friends who support me so much, and I have no words for how much I appreciate @arianatrenta @iwillove @battlestar-giraffica @ashtontg6 and @gypsytrickz bc you guys mean the literal world to me and thank you for being so amazing

I hope you guys have had a great year, but I hope 2016 is even better! And just remember that I’m always here if you ever need anything. Love you guys, and have a great day/night!