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I don’t know why, but today I woke up and felt good about myself? I usually can’t stand seeing myself in the morning, because I just look terrible without make up. But today I didn’t feel that bad. It was like “yo, it’s still you, you look the same with or without make up.” And I don’t know… But maybe that was a tiny little step towards me loving myself?
So to celebrate, here is my first (and probably last) completely make up free selfie! 🙈

Let me just romanticize the honesty right out of this

Katie catches a moth & asks if I want to touch it
           like no no no no way. I’m scared to hold any living thing in
my hand.
Katie says, ‘Hey turn it up,
           this song always makes me wanna dance.’ And I say,

                                   ‘But it’s a sad song.’

This is how I learn we have two different definitions
                                               of ‘sad.’ Yours tastes like cotton candy
           like ‘I kinda like how all things sweet & pure dissolve so quickly.’
and now the mouse you killed in your barn makes sense
                       like yeah ok whatever makes you feel heavy enough
                                               not to float away.

Running through the woods & all the small animals scatter like
           ‘ha ha it’s pretty funny to be the thing someone else is afraid of
for a change.’
           you know like when you’re a little kid & you’re scared of
the thing in the corner & you’re like
                       ‘I won’t be afraid of this when I’m older.’

Except now you’re older & you’re still a little kid & you’ve never even
           thought maybe the thing in the corner
                                                                       is afraid of you too.

GET TO KNOW ME GAME

I was tagged by the-consulting-slayer​ (thx for tagging me, btw. smiles to you) and yeah, this is gonna be fun

Rules: 1. Always post the rules 2. Answer the questions the person gave you and write 11 new questions for the tag. 3.Tag 11 people and link them to the post.

1. When was the last time you got a card? What for?

um, i just got a card the other day from some relatives being all supportive about a surgery i had in december… they live sorta far away XD

2. What’s your natural hair colour?

dark brown with red highlights (although i wish i just had red hair cos thats really beautiful)

3. If you were invisible, where would you go?

I would go somewhere really public and prank people. make stuff float and shit. talk to people. pretend to be a ghost….

4. What song is your personal theme tune?

um??? idk… I LIKE TOO MANY SONGS THATS NOT SOMETHING I CAN ANSWER

5. Describe your most prized possession. Why is it important to you?

my computer… duh. i cant do anything without it. plus, its just like a procrastination machine that helps me ruin my life. NECESSARY *rolls eyes*

6. If you could eat only one food for the rest of your life, what would you choose?

i was gonna say nutella, but i think that would shorten my life span considerably :/ not that this whole thing wont… like theres no food that u can eat, and only eat that, thats not gonna make u die young probs but…
idk ill just eat crab cakes and stuff 

7. Someone is making a movie of your life. Who would play you? (bonus: director, writer and additional cast members if you feel like it)

oh gosh. um. idk??? i literally only watch like a few shows i dont know of a lot of actresses. yeah idk

8. If you could become instantly fluent in any language, which one would you pick?

chinese. i have heard that its very useful in getting a job so it could be helpful in the future

8. If you had the chance to take a trip to outer space, would you go? Why (not)?

YEAH ID GO
LiKE UM
WHO WOULDN’T GO???!

9. What’s your favourite festival?

as i have never been to a festival, none.

10. Describe the nicest meal you ever ate.

I DONT REMEMBER THESE THINGS 

1. What’s something that makes you irrationally angry?  

people telling me what to do… and like, sometimes thats not irrational, but a lot of the time, if u give me a simple instruction, i wil go out of my way to NOT do that thing. its terrible.

 2. Coolest teacher you’ve ever had and why?   

mrs. garret. i would not be the geek i am today without her. i didnt even watch tv shows before 6th grade.

 3. Ever been in a fandom you’re kind of embarrassed about now?   

not really, no

 4. One celebrity crush?    

i dont have one????

5. Favourite part of the day?  

whenever im not in school or doing homework                                                      

6. Favourite type of dessert?    

peppermint stick ice cream                                                                       

7. Are you listening to anything right now? If so, what?     

nope, not listening to anything                                

8. Does music/what you’re wearing have the power to change your mood completely?

music does, definitely. 

 9. Geekiest thing you own? 

um… well depends on what sort of geeky u mean but i guess im gonna say a pair of cat ears that i wear out in public.                                                                

10. If you were going to cosplay as someone, who would it be?    

well currently im working on making a madam vastra (from doctor who) costume so that            

 11. Favourite character and why?

jamie roth from the mara dyer trilogy
jamie roth is life ok
no explanation necessary

(now my turn to make 11 questions. lets do this)
1. is there something else u should be doing right now, and if so, what?
2. sleep on ur back, stomach, or side?
3. have any irrational fears? what?
4. fav show
5. fav book/series
6. fav chocolate: white, milk, dark? (ooh and what company)
7. OTP???
8. if u were a fish, what sort of fish would u be? (im really pulling for questions at this point)
9. dream job and why
10. tea or coffee?
11. preferred place to swim: pool, lake, or ocean?

and now 11 tags… hella-of-niflheim punk-rock-faerie dashofdarkness glowcloudfalloutbrofist oorangesweatshirt dragongirl2368 theironicparadox ayroslouise01 marshmallow-the-vampire-slayer otakuotakuvocaloid lost-blue-eyes-found-bacon 

I feel like I'm one of the only people who doesn't like Titanic.

Like people are crying allover the place because they saw it for the 50th time or something and I’m here just like

I don’t like that movie. 

I mean if you like it that’s fine but I don’t passionately adore that movie like everyone else for reasons such as:

  • I’m a sailor and I don’t like thinking about such things even though the Titanic wasn’t a sailboat nor one remotely close to a widgeon in size.
  • You like all the characters then they all die except for Rose. Great!
  • The story doesn’t appeal to me.
  • I don’t like romance movies unless it’s One Day ok that one is just the greatest. 

Do you sometimes want to unknow everyone you know and get know them again and just be like nope not you i don’t want to know you stay away from me? You know you don’t even get to choose your friends? Like you can be like i want to be friends with this person and i don’t want to be friends with you sorry. I don’t understand why it’s gotta be considered rude if you don’t want to be friends with some people for no reason. Why do you have to be nice to everyone to the point you’re stuck in this friendship you never wanted?