my life isn’t even remotely put together but at least my eyes look like the ocean and i have cheekbones that could cut diamonds.

seriously though on the not put together note it’s been pretty tough for me the past few years what with having cancer and struggling with gender identity. i’m not even close to being comfortable with my body and my depression and anxiety are crippling at times. that being said i really like these selfies of me and i wanted to join in on transtakeover in some official capacity so yeah here you go.

[they/them || he/him]

Ok so I’m not super pleased with looking at myself in images but I figured I’d add a femme-presenting agender to the mix. Stay beautiful, everyone!

Nash Grier Imagine (Where Are Ü Now)

It’s 1AM, I’ve been listening to  Skrillex and Diplo - Where Are Ü Now (feat. Justin Bieber) and just ended up typing this down. 


Somehow switching flights in Helsinki Airport felt a bit more relaxed than the travel tips had said, I’d been stuck wandering the empty hallways after a unexpected blizzard had hit the airport.

The passengers had all been packed hours ago on the last flight out, before being unloaded like cattle because of the snowstorm. Most of the people from the flight stayed by the gate waiting for news. But the restless cranky kids with their moms and loudly sighing grey suited men who where flying off to some conference had made me nervous. Fleeing to the long empty corridors I could still see the canceled sign blinking on the information screens scattered around the airport.

Looking at the snow falling on the lit runways calmed my nerves and I unconsciously put my hand against the large window. I was supposed to be sitting in a plane now, knowing that the next time I stepped out of the plane Nash would be waiting on me. 

He wasn’t answering the phone, probably expecting to hear from me the next time when I had landed. Sitting down by the window I started to listen to Where Are U Now by Skrillex & Diplo. Tomorrow, tomorrow I’d see him, I could survive one more day without him.

Accepting Requests

I have decided that I’m definitely going to take a break from here for a while.
When I come back I’ll decide if I’ll stay at this blog or if I’ll make a new one (you should let me know if you want my url in case I make a new blog)
Basically the main reasons for taking a break is that I’m really not doing okay at the moment and I don’t have time or energy to properly check my dash, which makes me feel like an awful friend (and it also makes me resentful so it’s not good)

Also while my need for attention from y’all is completely understandable, it isn’t very good for me because I’m not getting the attention I need which makes me feel bad, so I’m hoping I will be able to work on that during my break.


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