It’s 1AM, I’ve been listening to Skrillex and Diplo - Where Are Ü Now (feat. Justin Bieber) and just ended up typing this down.
Somehow switching flights in Helsinki Airport felt a bit more relaxed than the travel tips had said, I’d been stuck wandering the empty hallways after a unexpected blizzard had hit the airport.
The passengers had all been packed hours ago on the last flight out, before being unloaded like cattle because of the snowstorm. Most of the people from the flight stayed by the gate waiting for news. But the restless cranky kids with their moms and loudly sighing grey suited men who where flying off to some conference had made me nervous. Fleeing to the long empty corridors I could still see the canceled sign blinking on the information screens scattered around the airport.
Looking at the snow falling on the lit runways calmed my nerves and I unconsciously put my hand against the large window. I was supposed to be sitting in a plane now, knowing that the next time I stepped out of the plane Nash would be waiting on me.
He wasn’t answering the phone, probably expecting to hear from me the next time when I had landed.
Sitting down by the window I started to listen to Where Are U Now by Skrillex & Diplo. Tomorrow, tomorrow I’d see him, I could survive one more day without him.