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Yeah so I made a thing. Idk I was just bored and wanted to add some variety to the people I draw so I tried to make these with characteristics I dont see as much in what I draw.

Ok so  was thinking about girls for most of the time I made these but they’re pretty versatile so I guess you could do  whatever I don’t really care.

And if you use this to draw something you post tag me in it with #queenofawkward27 cuz I’m curious to see the results

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Angel - Theory of a Deadman (Supernatural - Destiel)

I married Kaze last night, because hahahaha of course I did asdfga send help, so yeah anyway I made a thing to celebrate

Maglor || Kanafinwë Makalaurë

“I’ll take the world on my own terms
I want disease but not the germs
I want the moon to cling to me
So let your silence to sing to me
An endless, endless symphony
‘Till all I lost instinctively returns” 

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions

Hello, everybody! I hope you all have had at least a good start into the New Year.

A new year means new opportunities, and of course, new decisions. Let’s talk about how to decide things in Japanese.

There are many different moments when you have to make a decision. Do you want the soup or the salad? Pokemon Sun or Pokemon Moon? A morning class or an evening class? In English, this is a pretty unanimous phrase:
“I decided on the soup.” “I decided I want Pokemon Sun.” “I decided to take the morning class.”

More casually, it can be reduced to “I picked” or even “I’m doing”, the latter being a very interesting phrase. You can’t actually “do” a soup, but it’s another way to say that a decision has been made. In that respect, Japanese is similar. But for now, let’s just talk about 決める/きめる.

決める is the literal closest word to the English “to decide”. I mean, 決める means just that, “to decide”. 

ニューヨークに行くことに決める。

I decided to go to New York.

パーティのひどりを決めました。

I decided on a date for the party.

その大学に入っていると決めます。

I decided to enroll in that college.

Now, some of you may look at the sentences/translations and feel it’s simple enough. But someone of you may have noticed a small, yet essential difference between the examples: the particles. That’s right, 決める uses に, を, and と. Because it can.


This can be something that can be difficult to explain, and sometimes people don’t bother to explain it at all, but here goes.

に決める

に決める is the most standard paring. It refers to a decision being made.

りんご(をたべるのこと)に決めました。

I decided to eat an apple. 

In this case, the (をたべるのこと) is implied to some degree because most likely you would have picked an apple to eat it. In general, always refer to に決める if you’re really stuck. That said, it’s hard to describe the full usage of に決める without going into the other two.

を決める

This is a bit more nuanced than the former example. を決める doesn’t state the decision directly, but rather what the category that is decided upon. Let’s go back to the previous example of eating an apple. If I had to use を決める:

くだものを食べるのことを決めました。

I decided upon a fruit to eat.

Here, the result would likely still be the same: I picked an apple. But this example doesn’t tell you the exact fruit I picked. Instead, it described the category. If we go back to the first を決める example:

パーティのひどりを決めました。

I decided on a date for the party

I’m not telling you the exact date here, am I? If I did, it would be more like this:

パーティのひどりは2月11日に決めました。

I decided the date of the party will be February 11th. 

Here, に決める is used because I am sharing the exact result of what was being decide on. Let’s go back to を決める:

くるまを決めました。

I decided on a car.

This is literally all it means. I’m not telling what kind of car, what year, or any specifics. If I did share a specific detail (like a black car or something), に決める is more appropriate because now I’m telling you I decided on a specific car/result.

と決める

と決める is interesting because while it can substitute for either に決める or を決める, it’s actually not a good regular substitute for either. Yeah, I realize I made things more confusing.

The thing about と決める isn’t that is it is following a type of translation rule, but rather an emotional one. と決める is used to create a sense of “Finally!” or “After a long time”. It’s used to convey that a lot of thought and time went into making the decision. If we look at the original example of と決める:

その大学に入っていると決めます。

I decided to enroll in that college.

The use of と決める conveys that it took a long time to decide to enroll in a specific college. This is understandable as college is usually one of those things people try to think about. Let’s look at a comparison between と決める and に決める.

まこととけっこんすることに決めました。

まこととけっこんすることと決めました。

Very literally, they both mean “I decided to marry Makoto.”. Sentence 1 conveys a more natural, easy transition to making the decision to marry Makoto. Sentence 2 conveys a more deliberate moment of consideration. In the second example, maybe there were doubts or issues regarding Makoto as a marriage partner. Maybe in sentence two it was an arranged marriage situation involving multiple options. The point is that the use of と決める means that a long train of thought was put into the decision.

Same thing with を決める:

ダイエットを決めました。

ダイエットと決めました。

Again, both mean “I decided on a diet”. を決める, like に決める, is a more neutral, natural decision making process. と決める is a deliberate, intentional choice within diets.

In summation, に決める is the Foreigner’s Privilege choice. For a non-specific decision, を決める is the best. To convey a serious and considerate decision result, と決める is better.

I’m not really going to do examples for this one because と決める can technically be used as an answer to anything (who am I to judge how long it takes for you to decide on a toothpaste?). But I will ask you to consider specifics vs categories.

Red vs Colors

Cats vs Animals

Target vs Department Stores

Halloween vs Holidays

Lavender vs Flowers

Penne vs Noodles

California vs U.S. States

By keeping in mind conveying a decision on a specific result is に決める and a decision within a category is を決める, you’ve pretty much have a grasp on the difference between the two particles.

As always, feel free to ask if any questions come up!

Teasing - 31 Days of Halloween

This is from my 31 Days of Halloween Writing Challenge!

Request:  29 & 39, dean winchester x reader, where they like each other but haven’t admitted it yet so they’re kinda flirtatious??

Prompt: 29. It matches your… Personality.
39. Bite me.

Word count: 1,605

Warnings: Language? implied smut, awful pick-up lines, alcohol consumption and PDA (Public Display of Affection).

Characters: Dean x reader, Sam

A/N: I’m a little sick right now, which led me to a writer’s block. I apologise if this is an inconvinient, but please know that I tried my best. Feedback, however, is ALWAYS appreciated; no matter if it’s positive or negative. Also, requests are always open!

Originally posted by deangifsdaily


It was Halloween. You had made sure to let the bunker covered in fake spider webs, black dripped candles, paper bats, and any other Halloween decoration you had found at the store. The boys were out on a hunt since last week, and they were going to go back home that afternoon.

After decorating every single room (including Sam and Dean’s), you sat at the library to wait for the boys to arrive. You were impatient to see them, especially Dean.

Truth be told, you had a massive crush on Dean and everybody knew it except for him.  No matter how much you flirted with him, he didn’t seem to notice nor understand how in love you were with him. You, of course, denied at every cost your feelings for him.

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Dean was driving faster than usual. Sam and he had been gone for around two weeks, which seemed to the older like ages. He wanted to see her, He wanted to hold her in his arms and… Yeah, he wanted that, in fact, he needed it.

Not only was she his ultimate crush, but also the only one, apart from Lisa, that Sam liked; and, unlike Lisa, she was an amazing hunter and could take care of herself. However, Dean was not brave enough to confess his feelings for her.

Maybe because, for him, she was walking perfection, or because of his everlasting self-loathing. He didn’t feel like he deserved such woman, but that didn’t keep him from flirting blatantly with her. However, Dean would just limit himself to that, denying his feelings for her out loud.

The brother’s arrived to the bunker. Dean was just as impatient as the girl sitting in the library; he didn’t even notice the decoration.

Dean ran towards her, she stood up from her seat and received Dean in a tight hug that lasted more than friendly hugs do. Sam cleared his throat and she let go off Dean, turning to give Sam a quicker hug.

“What’s with the decoration?” Sam asked.

“I wanted to celebrate Halloween… Even if it’s just like this.” You explained, using your puppy eyes.

“It’s fine for me, but Dean…” Sam looked behind her, Dean was gesturing for his brother to shut up.

“Oh but Dean’s the one that gave me permission to decorate, right Dean?” She asked, turning around to face Dean.

“Yeah, I did.” Dean said, trying not to react to his brother’s knowing look.

The Winchester’s shared a telepathic conversation, as always, which could be concluded as Sam mocking his brother for his henpecks behaviour towards you. Dean gave his brother a death glare and returned his gaze to you.

“I made dinner.” You said. Sam and Dean’s faces lightened up, they loved your food.

“Really?” Dean asked.

“Yeah, I made this weird thing I found online and apple pie and…” Dean stopped you with a hand gesture.

“Baby, if everything you cook tasted as good as you look, I wouldn’t mind eating salad.” Dean smirked, making you blush intensely.

“Dean!” You squealed with a giggle. The hunter licked his lips and Sam rolled his eyes. You turned around to the kitchen and Sam followed you, whispering a “how old are you? Ten?” On Dean’s ear.

“Shut up, Sam!” Dean frowned and followed the two of you over to the kitchen, where you were already serving the food.

The three of you sat down and the brother’s started eating. As always, they complimented your food like it was made in heaven. They loved homemade dinner.

After their first plate was empty, Dean decided to go back to flirting. He dropped every single pick up line he could come up with, making your face turn into a hundred different shades of red. Sam obviously got sick and excused himself.

“I need to go check some things… I’ll be back for pie, though.” He had said, serving himself another plate and taking it upstairs.

No matter how much you begged, Sam was gone for good. Not that you didn’t like being alone with Dean, but because it was harder each time for you to control the urge of kissing his face. Also, Dean kept going with the pick-up lines, which was making you fall into a never ending  blush.

“I love your blush.” Dean whispered, cupping your face in his hand at lifting it for you to look at him.

“Why?” You asked. Dean suddenly got nervous. You could feel sweat starting to form on his hand, and his eyes got wider; he stiffened and cleared his throat, letting go off your face. This was becoming more serious than Dean had expected, and he was definitely not prepared for that.

It matches your… Personality.” He managed to say, not being able to find a better answer for your question. You giggled, this time he was the one with the blush.

“My blush matches my personality?” You mimicked, “That’s the worse lie ever!” You laughed loudly. Dean furrowed his eyebrows and pouted, the blush still creeping on his cheeks. “I honestly don’t understand how you make a living out of lies if you’re so bad at it.”

“I’m an awesome liar; I just wanted to make you laugh.” Dean defended himself. You leaned back on your chair and crossed your arms over your chest.

“Yeah right. I mean, that last one was better, but still… You are a terrible liar.” Dean rolled his eyes.

“I’m not.” He insisted. Before you could reply, he suggested taking a shot of whiskey, and you accepted. Dean stood up and grabbed the whiskey from the counter, and so as two glasses; he sat back down, putting the bottle and the glasses on the table.

You kept teasing him over fool things, like the time he almost cried when a drunken girl scratched Baby’s door with her car’s. Or that other time when he was the drunken one and decided to join a karaoke contest, which he lost. Or when Sam and her put makeup on him while he was sleeping. There were a whole lot of moments that you could use against him, it was impossible not to make him mad.

You were also becoming tipsy, which made you double sassy and annoying. Dean had a better resistance to alcohol than you, so he was a little more sober.

“Remember when that demon girl who had a crush on you possessed that man’s body and then she tried to kiss you in his body?” You dragged your question.

“That wasn’t my fault!”

“I got so jealous.” You had spoken at the same time as Dean, which avoided him to hear your words properly.

“What?” Dean asked.

“She kissed you, wearing a man meat-suit!” You laughed, trying to cover up your past words. Dean groaned.

Bite me.” He snapped.

“Oh, I wish.” You chanted, not being able to control your words. Dean calmed down, smiling widely at you.

“I know I would bite you.” Dean flirted.

“Then what are you waiting for, Winchester?” You flirted back, tilting your head to the side to expose your neck. Dean stood from his seat again and walked towards you, leaning over your neck and breathing in your essence. “It will be like that time you turned into a vampire.” You giggled.

“You weren’t even there.” Dean whispered over your skin. His hands were already wrapped around your waist, drawing circles with his thumbs.

“Dean.” You moaned his name at the same time he made contact with your skin. He bit you carefully, not wanting to leave marks yet.

“Say it again.” Dean begged.

“Dean.” You repeated.

The biting turned into a heated make out session that, somehow, moved over to the counter. You were sat there with Dean on his feet, between your legs, which were wrapped around his hip. The kiss was rough; Dean bit your lower lips every now and then and you did too. You had stopped worrying about holding your breath, which led you to breathe in each other’s air as Dean’s hands travelled over your body while your hands tousled his hair.

Sam got down from his room with the plate clean, literally and froze in place at the image.

“I guess you already admitted it, then.” He spoke awkwardly. Dean and you broke the kiss, breathing heavily.

“No we didn’t.” Dean spoke.

“When are you planning to, then?” Sam asked. He was too confused to even argue his brother’s words. Yes, you were making out but his brother and you were so weird it could be a game or something like that.

“Definitely not today.” Now you were the one to speak. Sam nodded and walked in, leaving the plate on the sink and taking out a clean one, which he used to serve himself some pie. He tried his best to ignore yours and his brother’s moans but he couldn’t.

“You should get a room.” He said, leaving the kitchen.

Of course, Dean and you ignored Sam’s suggestion; but Sam didn’t mind at all. He was happy to know that his brother had finally made a move, but he was also worried about said move. He had no idea what that kiss meant, less to say the fact that both of you had openly spoken about not confessing your feelings to each other, which was far more confusing than just the cheeky flirting Sam was used to.

But even so, Sam knew that you and Dean would be fine. The kiss was just the beginning, and whether you ignored it the next morning or not, he knew that you’d end up together eventually.

@godzilla-and-co um yeah i made the color things to make it radier to understand i make this some time for myself toi 😅 tell me of anything bother you in it and i will do another one and goood luck take your time 😙😙

** THIS IS THE POST THAT FIRST INTRODUCED MY BBS**

– SO YEAH I MADE A THING— courtesy of my cousin’s generosity, I have been playing Alpha Sapphire a ton lately, and there’s this random part a little ways into the game, where you re-encounter the first Aqua Team member that you fought, where he gifts you a TM because he wants you to FORGIVE him for losing….. naturally I thought this could be a cute thing if he ended up being a little sweet on my chara, and HEY IVE KINDA GOT THE FEELS NOW AND MADE AN OC OUT OF THIS GUY AND NOW I KINDA ACTUALLY REALLY WANT TO SHIP THEM. Help me. <3 <3 <3 *cOUGH* lowkey want them to marry. xD