do you have recs for trans roadrat smut fic that doesn't involve vaginal penetration or oral on the trans man? i find that very, very dysphoria triggering, and so do a lot of other trans guys i know, but fanfic writers seem to love it... i would especially adore if there was any fic that had the trans man as a top.
Aaahh, yeah for me personally, seeing that stuff helps me not be dysphoric about it, but we can’t help how we feel. I do have a definite preference for a trans man topping or being dominant (usually ends up being Junkrat) which I know is already hard to find, everyone wants to see trans Junkrat sub and take a dick, lmao. (While I’m sure they would realistically switch, I see Roadhog as a much more sexually submissive person and Junkrat as a much more dominant person, so when he’s the trans one and subbing it doesn’t Always sit well with me.)
For me, I know writing something that would fulfill these has been on my to-do list for a while, but I don’t know if I have the proper motivation to sit and write it out of nowhere yet.
I did a quick glance over Ao3 again and it doesn’t look like there are much that fulfill all of those requirements at the same time. :’^( I know there’s a lot of fan art for this kind of stuff, but as far as fics go, this seems rare.
One that might come close is
One Last Try by Wandering_Stars on Ao3, this was one of the very first roadrat fics I ever read, btw! I really enjoy the comfort in it. (There is some over-clothing crotch rubbing in this, though, and the chestplay may not be the best choice if you have dysphoria about that, but that was the intended point of this fic, for Junkrat to have some comfort about having too much on his chest before top surgery.)
Another possibility is the short one
Rub one out by WhiloWhisp on Ao3 (Both of them are trans and pining after each other, with a focus on Junkrat masturbating with non-penetrative rubbing.)