i hate talking to people abt food because people dont believe i have an ed since im a "normal" weight so most of the time i just say haha yeah im a picky eater lol and that works most of the time cos im skinny so no one cares the my eating is fucked up but then i get to the vegans who dont believe i have an eating disorder and tell me im a monster for eating meat like... thanks what the fuck am i supposed to do then guess ill just die lol
lol, this is basically my life, except when I tell them I’m a picky eater they call me childish or like, pressure me w “just try it”/“you’re so difficult”/“why don’t you grow up?” so it makes it even more anxiety inducing.
I’m a “normal” weight as well (but if anyone actually studied me they’d see that I have a distended belly bc my body is constantly in starvation mode so it stores fat to try and preserve itself) so they don’t believe me if I say I have a problem.
ANyway yeah, that’s basically it. I need to eat meat 2 live, otherwise I won’t eat anything else, because meat is one of the few food groups I know that I can eat from consistently and get enough protein and energy for the day, so I feel Pretty Shit when ppl try to force me to do something else or accuse me of animal cruelty when like
what am I suppose 2 do Aimee? live off bread forever?