So, I hadn’t really intended to address the matter but I’m receiving a lot of asks and pm’s about it + it’s in the press here so i might as well just get it out of the way real quickly. Two metastases (new tumors created by the main one) have been found in my dad’s liver and it’s shitty but that’s just the way it is. I’d rather not discuss it and while i really am super appreciative of all your support and kindness I would rather not receive asks or stuff about it. I’m finishing up final exams and shit and i just need to focus on the things that i actually have control over (like my grades). so thank you all and i hope this answered your questions.
ok so i was rewatchin eps right and im sitting here thinking holy shit just think how different this show would be if eddie wasn’t conveniently unconscious in the first ep when barry takes down the weather wizard
i mean just imagine joe being the one unconscious and eddie finding out barry’s got superspeed
imagine that moment they make eye contact and barry realizes oh shit eddie can see me and panicking and legit bolting leaving eddie just standing there shellshocked bc he has no idea how to process this and he’s pretty sure he had to be hallucinating right
imagine eddie being confused and cautious around barry bc he doesn’t know what he is or what he can do or even if it was barry at all that night bc maybe he was just passed out and dreaming all of it but then reports of the streak start coming in and it all starts coming together
imagine eddie confronting barry in his lab like it really was you that night, you’re the one out there, you’re the streak, but how is that even possible and barry is just so uncomfortable and he doesn’t want to admit anything but eddie is the only one that knows and he can’t risk eddie telling joe or iris so he has to tell him
imagine eddie and barry working more closely together bc eddie’s the one who has to keep barry’s secret and things maybe starting to get a little romantic but neither of them is willing to admit it bc …. department regulations …. but mostly eddie not wanting to get shot
(imagine joe wondering if this is suspicious behavior or if it’s good that barry is making such close friends with his partner
imagine iris being totally oblivious to anything going on between barry and eddie and just being happy her!!! boys!!! are hanging out bc even if she and eddie didn’t work out he’s still important to her and it’s nice to see barry and eddie getting along)
imagine barry introducing eddie to team star labs and all of them being super suspicious of eddie and overprotective of barry and wells just being pass-aggs as all fuck but it’s like wow eddie is super!!! nice!!! and trustworthy!!! excuse u
just imagine this au
(which obviously ends in barry/eddie kisses so imagine those too)
things i should be doing: studying things i am doing: imagining sorc and mine Kings au where gav and ryan get a kid and are just happy lovely parents and love their lil child that might not biologically be their own but they love it just as much anyway and im just very tired and yall know my weakness for kid fics
heyo!! I love your art to death ahhh it's so pretty. you're a great writer too!! I kinda want some cheezy but cute Janstar or starkie fanfiction, if you don't mind!
i’m so sorry my dude,
this could’ve been cheesier amd better written but i haven’t written in like
MONTHS and also i had to look up a prompt lmao but i looked it up on pinterest
so ye, gotta find the link laterrrr
decided to go with
starkie bc TRYING NEW THINGS SMALLY and also there’s like no starkie fanfiction?? wtf guys this ship is really good i swear
(also tysm for all the
kind words!! u silly sweetheart ;3)
Jackie hadn’t been ‘lazer-tagging,’ - as she had called it
as a child - in years. And oh boy did
she miss it. It was the first week of summer holidays and after the horror that
was finals, she decided to organise an outing between herself and her friends.
She had beamed as she’d slipped the glowing vest over her
head, and ran in cackling out loud – despite the employee asking them not to
run. Pfft, as if. She quickly hid and
had somehow avoided being hit so far, snickering as she hid behind structures –
shooting her friends when they least expected it, while remaining hidden.
Another question, if you don't mind: five speeches/rants/are-you-fucking-kidding-me-looks Obito made while being (re-)introduced to the shinobi way of life. Could be deadly serious (examining of a flawed system viewing people as tools first and foremost), or lighthearted (dealing with Konoha architecture that makes no logical sense) or anything really (those vegetables cost how much? Fuck it I'll grow my own!)
First. Grandma was reluctant to call ninjas to help with the harvest, but even she wasn’t stubborn enough to deny needing help. So with gritted teeth she wrote the demand, and with gritted teeth Tobio didn’t stop her. Now, faced with the ninja team sent by Konoha, he wishes he had. They’re young. They’re much too young to be working, much too young to bear the brand of killers on their foreheads, much too young to be sent away from their village without an adult supervising them. He tells them as much.
Second. Kakashi says Obito was 13 when he died in the war. Tobio was 13 when grandma found him, and he still remembers the pain, still hurts to this day because his hip never healed right. He is lucky to be alive, to be able to wear his scars like he does instead of having died a bloody mess of mangled flesh mixed with rocks and bones alike. That fact horrifies him. He shouldn’t have to consider himself lucky to have barely survived a war as a child. He loves children, and the thought of sending them to die, the thought of considering this to be normal - it disgusts him. He looks at Kakashi (two years younger than him and he was warring too at that time) and he just really wants to puke.
Third. The Hokage asks Obito if he is ready to be a loyal Konoha shinobi and serve the village with his life. Blond dude (Inoichi ?) is next to him, making sure he doesn’t lie. As if Obito would tell anything but the truth. He despises ninjas. (Kakashi is tensing at that, most likely already going through three different plans to break Obito out of whatever place they’ll throw him in.) Obito despises ninjas, despises the way they look at people and say “tool”, the way they send children to death, the way they kill without an ounce of regret. He won’t be loyal to that, won’t serve anything this fucked up. However - (Kakashi closes his eyes as if praying.) However, Obito is an adult, and if he has to die so that children won’t have to, then he will do it. Obito is a friend, and he will be loyal to the end to those he cherishes. He doesn’t care for the village, but he won’t throw away the people living there. Now, if he gets a chance to change the way things are run, he sure as hell won’t waste it, don’t get him wrong. He will just… wait for it, somehow. (Or create it if he has to, and the faces on the cliff seem to smile at him at that.)
Fourth. Kakashi pauses everytime he has to enter the house. It’s slight, and Tobio wouldn’t have noticed it, but Obito is trained to analyse everything he sees, and his eyesight has always been better than most. When he confronts Kakashi about it, he already knows he isn’t going to like what he hears. By the time he manages to get the whole story out of Kakashi, he wants to set the village on fire. Who allowed Kakashi to come back to this house ? He can say the tatami mats have changed all he wants, Obito knows some things don’t disappear that easily. Hell, Obito still flinches every time he has to go underground, and he can’t even remember why. Kakashi remembers, remembers every single thing he went through, and no one ever thought to help him in any way. The next time he sees Sakura for his monthly checkup, he tells her as much (in as little details as he can, because Kakashi really wouldn’t like him talking about that stuff), and she frowns.
Fifth. Naruto has the most blinding smile, eats like he’s never going to eat again, and he calls Kakashi’s books garbage. All good points in Obito’s book. When Obito gets pulled aside by Kakashi and Jiraiya (the garbage author and incidentally also one of the strongest ninjas currently alive, somehow) to talk about the demon inside Naruto and how it almost killed Jiraiya… Obito has to remind himself that no, setting the village on fire is still not a good idea, no matter how much he wants it. (He is only allowed in the know because he and Kakashi work better as a team after all, he should be thankful for that.) A demon. In a child. And when he asks details about it (later, when Kakashi and him are at home and he can get angry all he wants), it only gets worse. Naruto eats like he’s never going to eat again, and Obito isn’t so sure it’s because he is a growing teen anymore. He doesn’t even know who to curse anymore. (He can’t change Naruto’s life, but hell if he won’t find a way for it to never happen again to anyone.)
as dumb and rude and mean as this sounds i honestly hate people who inly ever draw skinny, white, blonde, neurotypical, cis and heterosexual/homosexual strilondes like dont? do that?? roxy is black coded and dirk has mental illnesses? dave has ptsd? honestly y'all just? have no creativity sometimes i get so mad. and even for dirk who has expressed that he doesnt like girls, you could go as far as polysexual because that includes many genders but not all of them.
someone fuckin tagged a drawing i did of latino dirk as brown striders.
he aint a ‘brown strider’ hes just a god damn strider. ya gonna tag a white dirk as ‘white striders’? nah, ur not, because youre a fucking racist shit.
alo dont fucking tag someones drawing of a trans character as transstuck that is so fucking rude unless they specifically put it in the transstuck tag.
i dont have a mic to drop because if i did, some white artist wouldve swooped in by now and gone ‘DIRK STRIDER IS A WHITE PERSON EVERY1 IN HOMESTUCK IS WHITE’ and everyone would cheer. nobody is even going to reblog this cause y'all act like such advocates for minorities but you have no non white headcanons it pisses me the fuck off.