At first I was just joking around – ‘oh yeah, I’ll go lift and bro out’, but nobody thought I’d really do it. I sure didn’t. But my friends taunted me and I was like, aww hell, wouldn’t it be funny if I actually did lift some weights and put on a little muscle just for a laugh?
So, I gave it a whirl. Suddenly though it’s like, man, this isn’t as hard as I thought it was, kind of fun actually. I started taking selfies and Tim called me an attention whore. "Attention whore?“ I thought. What the fuck is that. But it actually felt kind of good in a way. Nobody would have called me that before.
Now I can’t get it out of my head, and even had this thought today: what if somebody called me a man whore, like a real slut, you know? Like, I can’t even believe I’m thinking that but ever since I started at the gym, I just want to look in the mirror all the time and I’m horny as a mother.
I figured this has to stop, ok, joke is over, get back to normal, but I can’t stop. I picture myself with just five more pounds of muscle, or ten, and I’m rock hard just thinking about it. I know I should be ashamed of that, but I’m not. I think I’m starting to fag out, dudes. And even thinking that makes me harder and want to jack this dick and cum, dudes, oh shit. The first guy who calls me a whore… I’ll probably kiss him and rip his shirt off. I want to get big. There’s no way I can go back to the nerd I was. My friends will have to just deal. I can even see myself going to a gay bar someday but first I want to put on fifteen pounds of muscle, ya know? I like these American Eagle undies I bought but I want to get something that shows off even better – red or I don’t even care if it’s something faggy like pink anymore as long as makes my muscles look good. All I have to do after the gym these days is go look in the mirror and I’m leaking pre just from my own reflection. I didn’t used to be like that before at all… the endorphins and all that, it really changes you. I would probably actually cum in my pants if some dude in a club called me a slutty faggot so long as I looked good. Fuck that nerd loser I was, what the hell was I thinking. I want to get swole and suck dick. I’ll show them what an attention whore really is. Can’t wait to get back in the gym and lift.
If I end up some slutty fag who’s known for being a whore, I’d probably think that’s hot, so I just want to work on this bod from now on. I can’t wait to see how they look at me then. I’ll show them a real attention whore, they don’t even know what they’re talking about. Gonna make these pecs get so majorly swoll, and I’ll show off as much as I want to then, hell yeah, it’ll be awesome.