yeah 70 years

Ffs not again. I really can’t be fucked going through this again.
I got a weird result of a blood test at the doctors and stupidly looked it up and it could be p much nothing but it could be serious so I’m now really scared.
And stupid things on tumblr are really getting to me and I’m starting to feel like all my opinions are invalid and stupid so not only am I scared cause I’m sure mum is going to think that this doctors thing is cause of my weight and I’m scared it could be something really bad but I feel like everything I like is just crap and I’m a bad person for liking it cause everyone on here hates it all for some reason or other and I’m starting to feel shitty for just no reason at all and I’m scared all the bad stuff is coming back and I don’t want it to.