He dwells in eternal night- but the blackness is filled with sounds and scents, tastes and textures other men cannot perceive. For though attorney Matt Murdock is blind, his other four senses function with superhuman sharpness - his uncanny radar sense guides him over every obstacle!
Headcanons for Matt the RT. Reader is already dating kylo ren.
OKAY WOAH I WAS JUST WORKING ON A FIC THAT REVOLVES AROUND THAT BUT HERE ARE SOME HEADCANONS FIRST!
-Imagine Kylo having to hide the Matt uniform from you, keeping it under his bed because he knows you never look there. He also knows that you’re getting suspicious because you’ve found strands of the blond hair around the bedroom and on his dark clothing, and though you’re speculating that he may be cheating, you stay stubbornly silent.
-Imagine Kylo seemingly avoiding you all week, and the only time you’ve really seen him is when he sneaks into his bunker late at night, when you’re already asleep. He’s usually gone before you wake up. This furthers your thoughts on him cheating, but really, he’s just avoiding you because he’s nearly sure that if you met Matt, you’d realize right away that it was Kylo.
-Imagine Matt coming up to you and calling you by your name, but watching your eyebrows furrow together, it comes into mind that Matt wouldn’t know your name because you were meeting him for the first time.
-Imagine Matt the Radar Tech being surprisingly open and close to you, despite never meeting him before. He’d let his fingers rest on your shoulders, sneaks glances at you from across the room, etc.
-Imagine him asking about your relationship with Kylo Ren, and the small smirk that takes over his cheeks when you tell him, “Since you’re new here, and you don’t know…. We’ve been… Seeing each other…” Kylo perks up at your reluctance, “But, I haven’t seen much of him in a week.” That’s my fault, Kylo thinks to himself and looks at you with tired eyes. “I’m sure there’s a reason for it.” He reassures you, “Maybe he’s busy. A guy of such… Status must be busy a lot.” You shrugged your shoulders, Kylo sensing your doubt and reading your thoughts as you left the conversation, ‘That, or he’s seeing someone else.’ Was what you left him with, though the words never physically left your mouth.
-Imagine Matt coming up to you with a letter in his hand, “I ran into Kylo and he said to give you this,” He hands it to you, his fingers sparking when you reached for the letter. Swallowing softly, you braced yourself and opened the letter.
-”I know you said you dislike when I peer into your thoughts, but I couldn’t help myself, especially with how… cold and distant you’ve been lately. I’m one to talk though. I want to see you, but there is something preventing me from doing so. Please, (Name), be patient with me. Don’t think there’s someone else, because there isn’t. There’s only ever been, and will forever be, you. I’ll see you tonight, stay awake for me. -Kylo Ren.”
-Imagine Kylo getting jealous and overly possessive when he sees you talking to Hux(Who is obviously being flirty with you). Hux had just asked you to have lunch with him so he can discuss his plans, and Kylo is silently cursing the fact that he’s undercover. Kylo’s jaw clenches, he pushes up the glasses on his face and before he knows it, he stomping towards you, blurting out, “SORRY, SHE’S GOING TO LUNCH WITH ME.”
-Imagine the look you give Matt at his sudden out burst. It’s a mix between thankfulness(because he saved you from having lunch with Hux) and shock(because his voice and facial expressions mimicked Kylo’s perfectly).
-Imagine the possibility of Matt being Kylo running through your head, but having a hard to accepting it because going undercover didn’t seem like something Kylo would be open to.
-Imagine staring at him, and thinking about how much he looks like Kylo. He’s looking at you as well, holding a wrench in his hands. His body shape was the same, his face was very similar, but the glasses and hair threw you off completely. Biting your bottom lip, you gasp softly when he gives you a certain look, only one that Kylo has ever given you. and it’s confirmed.
-Imagine sitting across from him at lunch, looking at him with excitement in your eyes, “Is that wig itchy?” You ask, Matt choking on a bit of food at the sound of that question. He clears his throat and looks up at you, “W-w-” “I know it’s you, Kylo.” You state softly so no one else can hear. “How did you…?” His voice drips down to his normal tone. “I speculated earlier today, just your mannerisms… But, a while ago, you gave me…” “The look.” Kylo finished for you, mentally beating himself up for being so blind and so careless.
-Imagine Matt standing up, asking you to follow, getting strange looks from stormtroopers and workers, and before you know it, you’re being tugged into an empty corridor, his lips being pressed against yours roughly. You were hesitant, but you knew that he was Kylo by the way his calloused fingertips held you. He pulls away with a small, “I haven’t wanted to kiss you so much before,” His nose nudges against yours, his lips pecking yours, “How do you like Matt?” “I like Matt.” Kylo lifts you up and presses you against the wall and kisses you once again, “Why’s that?” You stick your tongue out playfully, his teeth taking hold of it momentarily. “I have a thing for dirty blonds.” He snarls slightly, “I think I’m a bit jealous of Matt, then.”
Kylo Ren’s internal monologue consisted, at this point in the day at least, of slightly curses sent in the direction of the dirty blond wig that was sitting on his head, and nasty comments about the large glasses that framed his eyes. He wanted nothing more than to grab his lightsaber and slash at the metallic wall, but that would ruin the whole point of going undercover, so he tried to keep himself semi-composed. It was working, so far at least. He’d give himself an occasional pep talk, saying things like, ‘this’ll help you’ or ‘grandfather wouldn’t have done something like this, so why do i?’. His back felt sore from being bent over, or on his hands and knees, his fingertips were greased up slightly, from the used tools and from reaching into small, dark places all day.
He didn’t even know that Starkiller Base had so many technological issues, and he was silently thanking the entire day that he didn’t have to do this vigorous work everyday. Kylo tried to push those thoughts to the back of his mind as a familiar red-headed General walked down the long corridor, towards him. His eyebrows furrowed together, wondering how this was the first time he’d seen Hux all day. It was strange, seeing him from such an angle, where as usually, Kylo was viewing him straight on from inside of a helmet, or catching glances at him from the side as they walked beside each other.
The smaller male didn’t even seem to look at Kylo twice, and merely just glanced at the blond, tall and awkwardly stanced man. Flitting around with the wrench in his right hand, Kylo pursed his lips to the side and pushed up the large glasses on his face with his left hand, catching the ice blue eyes of General Hux for a brief moment. Kylo wanted to snarl, wanted to ask what Hux was doing because he just seemed to be aimlessly walking around with no place to go, but refrained from snapping at the general and opted to just murmur, “Hello.”
Hux’s pace came to a halt, and he turned on his heel at the voice that rang in his ear. It was familiar, or at least, held a sense of familiarity around the edges, but Hux couldn’t place whose voice it was. “Who’re you?” His shoulders were squared, something Kylo seemed to take notice of now that he was face to face with Hux, and not staring at him through his helmet. Hux’s face was stern, and he surely looked a lot older than he was with the crease between his eyebrows, and the disgusting curl of his lips that made it look like he was constantly sneering.
Kylo stumbled for a moment, controlling his urge to slap some sense into Hux for speaking to him in such a disrespectful way. If only you knew, Kylo thought to himself and breathed out sharply, you’d be sent into that wall. “I’m Matt,” His voice creaked slightly as he tried to disguise himself further, “I’m the new Radar Technician.” He clenched the wrench even more tightly than before, his knuckles turning slightly white as Hux stared at him in disapproval.
“Oh,” He sounded snarky, “You’re the new guy. THe one who doesn’t even know what a calcinator is.”
Kylo forced himself to smile, baring his teeth ever so slightly, “I’m being trained, I’ll eventually learn.”
“I’m sure you will,” Hux murmured, tipping his head to the side as he studied Matt. There was something surely familiar about him, Hux thought to himself, but yet, there wasn’t. He could have been someone that he’s met before, but then again, he could just be someone who reminds me of another person. He deducted and crossed his arms in front of his body. “Enough of a break, get back to work.”
“Yes, General.” Kylo struggled to say, watching Hux turn on his heel to walk towards the bridge. “Fucking General Ginger Peanut, who does he think he is…?” Kylo mumbled to himself under his breath, throwing down the metallic wrench out of anger, and allowing the satisfying cling echo into his ears.
Phasma looked at Hux, holding the base of her blaster close to her body out of pure instinct, her head tilting to the side, “I can’t believe nobody told you.” Her voice was stoic, as usual, but behind the emptiness, lingered amusement.
“How was I supposed to know!?” Hux retorted, rubbing his forehead with stressed fingers, “I knew he looked familiar, I just-!”
“Literally everyone knew, but you.” Phasma told him.
“Matt the Radar Technician,” Hux huffed, “No wonder he didn’t know what a calcinator was! Kylo couldn’t fix anything technology based to SAVE HIS GODDAMN LIFE!”
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