yay i actually had time to do stuff

Hi everybody! :D

Felt like drawing a hatless boy after seeing someone else draw him hatless heh I’m actually really proud of how he came out, I really am getting better and better at drawing him yay! Also, a big thanks to one of my best friends, she helped me out with shading and stuff. There’s still room for improvement of course, but this is the best I’ve done in a long time (tho I had no idea what I was doing with those hands lol). I hope the background looks fine to, it was a bit difficult on deciding what I wanted to do with it, but I like it yee

Hope you guys like it! :D

Give me reasons

I was happy to start writing again and eventually share but as time goes by, I feel I should stop (even deleted some links I shared on FB because there is not point in sharing my stuff – my current thoughts actually). Why should I keep writing about characters people already wrote about and so much better than I could ever do. Yeah “keep doing what you like” but what is the use of going on if you don’t share your work? I feel lost.

There are so many amazing fanfic writers whose stories are stunning, creative and well written. Think I had an idea and start writing about it? Yay, good! Only to discover that someone had the same idea and wrote/posted their text… Scared of being accused of plagiarism/harassed.

I’m not a writer – never will be – but I now understand the feeling of some writers. So…
What is the use of going on then?
What is the use of  going on when your work remains unnoticed?
What is the use of going on when you don’t know if your story/wording is good or crappy?

I miss the point here.

Stop Working

Pairing: Lams (Laurens/Hamilton)

Modern AU

Word count: 1222

Warnings: none

Summary: John convinces Alex to quit working for one day and spend some time together. Very fluffy, especially at the end.



“Alex. Alex. Alex.”

Alex finally looked up from what he was doing. “What, John? I’m kind of in the middle of something important.”

“Oh. Sorry.” John looked away and sighed. “It’s just that you always seem to be in the middle of something important.”

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Scout/Sniper © TF2/Valve

I dont normally draw stuff like this, and if I do I keep it to myself for some reason, but I figured I was bound to get something out there eventually xD

Anyway, this was actually fun to do. Dont hate me for it xD


@enirgomega asked and they shall receive


Warm cuddles in bed were now their pass times and they wouldn’t have it any other way.


Yuri woke up with a small, soft smile on his face. He loved that, the way he was awake but also staring at a dream.

‘A dream come true,’ he thought.

He poked a toe from out of the covers. Nope, too cold, definitely need closer cuddles now. As Yuri shifted to hold Victor closer, he felt him stir.

“Love that,” Victor mumbled sleepily, eyes already closing again.

“Love what?” Yuri asked, a playful smile spreading across his face, slowly waking him up.

“You, Makkachin, warm,” Victor tried to explain, taking a moment to remember how words worked and which language he was supposed to be speaking.

Victor smiled a bright smile down at Yuri, finally finding the word he needed, “Together.”

Yuri’s face just became more beautiful in Victor’s eyes as he blushed, eyes full of so much love, Victor felt he would burst from looking into them for too long.

Yuri pulled Victor closer, “I love all of that too.”

Makkachin, woken up from both his owners mumbling and shifting, pounced on them happily, licking both their faces as if to say “Me too!”.

The couple chuckled, rubbing Makkachin’s head in return.

“What time is it?” Yuri yawned.

Victor looked briefly at his phone, “Well, in Barcelona, Spain it’s 4 AM.

Yuri’s eyebrows scrunched together as he tried to figure what that meant in Japan’s time.

“So… it’s… 12 or so?” Yuri asked.

Victor nodded, tapping away at his phone to change the internal clock.

Yuri sighed, “So we should probably get out of bed then.”

Victor whined what sounded like a no, burrowing into Yuri’s neck and pulling in him as tightly as he could.

Yuri giggled, “Victooooooooor”

“Yuriiiiiiiiii,” Victor whined back.

Makkachin jumped off the bed at that point, deciding moving beds were not comfortable beds and that he could smell food somewhere and was determined to beg until he got it.

This time Yuri whined, Victor wasn’t the only self heated pillow he had and losing the other felt like he was freezing to death.

“Makkachin, noooooo” Yuri desperately pleaded but Makkachin was already gone.

“10 more minutes?” Victor mumbled helpfully, still buried in Yuri’s neck.

“Fine, but no more. We do need to actually do stuff today,” Yuri complied.

“Yay,” Victor mumbled happily, squeezing Yuri and then comfortable falling asleep again.

‘You. Makkachin. Warm. Together. I love all those things so much,’ Yuri thought before drifting off with Victor.


so I literally couldn’t get Suga out of my head cuz I was listening to the new BTS Album so much XD  and I really liked Suga’s voice in it! 

Don’t get me wrong I stan Jimin and I ADORE AND LOVE his voice, but Suga’s some how kept getting stuck in my head. 

And well I wrote something before but that was stupidly stupid which wasn’t satisfying me so I wrote this one :3 

I also have some drabbles I need to post up QWQ but Suga held my head hostage till I put this out!! so I’ll post the drabbles up soon!! please don’t hate me who ever sent them in!

Pairing: Suga/Reader

Type: Smut and stuff

Word count: 2,145

GIF/Pic inspired me: So this time I made a post while ago asking my friend for help on which GIF/ Pics to use for inspiration and that is here Here

but the main one was this one… 


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Okay, ignore the fact that I had to settle for putting the beautiful, superman blue, aerial yoga hammock in my garage cos I just couldn’t make it work in my workout room, at least for now. It took me like 3 hours to clean a space in the garage and get it hung up. I had to rest a while before I even tried it out I was so worn out from that project!

But CHECK IT OUT! I DID IT! I actually hung upside down for about 3.5 minutes! I even pressed up into a sort of handstand a couple of times! Whoop! And, {{drum roll please}} my back actually feels BETTER now, after doing that, than it did BEFORE. And I don’t think it’s my imagination, either.

I am seriously so excited about this. I really wish I could hang it in a nicer place, but we do what we can do, right? Maybe I’ll be able to get something set up in my workout room later. I spent a long time measuring out where the beams were and stuff, and it just wasn’t gonna work, I don’t think.

Anyway … WHOOOP! I got it hung up by myself and I actually did some simple inversions, which is just exactly what I need!


ps: I have never had a class in aerial/anti-gravity yoga. I just watched a couple of videos about simple inversions to do this. So, if you’re thinking you can’t do it, you, my friend, are wrong! You can do it!