yay body pos

ok nvm i talked to my bf about my feelings about this girl last night and he was v reassuring and i just reread the messages and i feel better

and like he did unfollow her on insta which is cool and he didn’t need to, but at the same time, i’m like, coucou, i know she exists on more social media platforms than insta, ya hear

but like i trust him, i just hate her in-your-face sexuality because that feels unfair, but at the same time, why do you want to friends with someone like that, but who am i to say that because yay, body pos, girl pos, sexuality pos, BUT DON’T ASK MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND TO BE FUCKBUDDIES YOU CUNT

and i know that my bf probably led her on to think that this was a possibility, which fuck that, but that’s in the past, in the past, in the past

i’m just really tired of being in my head and i’m really tired of social media and i’m really tired of me not being able to let go

i just hope that he pushes this attention away without me needing to express my fears 

and i hope that the next time i see him, he hugs me really hard and tells me something nice