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mel-patata-deactivated20170903  asked:

¿Keith es asexual? ;-;) ¿Ellos nunca han tenido sexo? ;-;)

I’m assuming google translate is at least giving me the right gist. XD 

But yes, Keith IS asexual and they had sexy times. The first time was during their honeymoon! (Since Keith never let him touch during their 8 years of dating) And yaine drew a beautiful comic of that scene here

Shiro knew what he had gotten into ever since he married Keith. They don’t do it all the time because Keith can’t. It’s a once a year thing they do and Shiro always makes sure it’s fine with Keith. 

Their road to sexy times ever since they had kids was a bit… rocky lmao

However, they stopped when Keith turned 55. :’D

oolathurman  asked:

psssst water ur thoughts about being adopted into mando culture bc like i need a way for davi to be adopted but like i doubt they have any parental figures to speak of??????

ADOPTION IS ONE OF MY FAVE TOPICS !!!

There’s so much potential there for anyone to find acceptance—and the healing power of having a society built on validating autonomy, on cutting off ties of abuse while simultaneously vindicating found families. Genuinely, not superficially like it’s done in our society today. 

To mandalorians, there is no “biological vs adopted” comparison. There are no questions of “but do they really love me” or “would they drop me over their bio [family member of equal standing]” — the answer is they are all, truly, equal. Adoption is not even remotely less legitimate.

And luckily, for mandalorians and would-be mandalorians, adoption isn’t always about parent-to-child figures, though that’s obviously the most focused on and most developed. 

So, first, the adoption vow that’s the most easily accessible:

Ni kyr'tayl gai sa’ad — I know [your] name as [my] child.

Literally translated, it’s more like “I hold in my heart [your] name as [my] child.” And then the person’s name is recited, either before the vow or after, it doesn’t matter — but the name must be said aloud. 

Example: 

“Boss. Ni kyr’tayl gai sa’ad.” Boss, I hold in my heart your name as my child.
“Ni kyr’tayl gai sa’buir, Yain.” I hold in my heart you name as my mother, Yain.

There are other ways to adopt, other vows and so on, but this is, like I said, the easiest accessible phrase if you look on the mandoa dictionary or wiki.

The words for “your” and “my” are inferred, not actually present there. Also keep in mind that that vow is considered legally binding. There’s a long discussion on whether “kyr’tayl” is a misspelling of “kar’tayl” or intentional, but I think we can leave that for another post (I argued intentional but that’s a long explanation)

Here’s the thing: just like children can divorce abusive parents, children can also adopt parents, too. People, in general, can adopt other people as different members of their family — so long as everyone involved is fully informed and able to consent and expressed consent to be adopted.

So, let’s say … Davi does not really have any parental figure to speak of. What about mando siblings? 

Ni kyr’tayl gai sa’vod. — I know your name as my sibling. 

Adoptions aren’t restricted to parent-child, and tbh I can imagine aunt/uncle-niece/nephew bond, or even grandparent-grandchild, and so on. Cousin-cousin are still, generally, regarded as sibling-sibling unless context calls for it.

Example:

“Ni kyr’tayl gai sa’vod, Demala.” I know your name as my sister, Demala.
“Fixer, ni kyr’tayl gai sa’vod.” Fixer, I know your name as my brother.

I think you get the drift. 

  • aunt/uncle: ba’vodu — niece/nephew: vu’ad (approx, since there’s no word)
  • grandparent: ba’buir — grandchild: bu’ad 
  • Cousin would still be vod.

Other phrases related to adoption vows:

  • gai bal manda — name and soul
  • kir’manir — adopt, give a soul

Example: 

“Davi, ni kir’mani gai bal manda.” Davi, I give to you name and soul. 

One could conceivably adopt another person as mandalorian without tying them into family, clan, or house, though this is a lot less common — especially when mandalorians, as a society, are very much community-oriented.

In my opinion, the way mandalorians see soul (since it comes up often when it comes to adoption) … it’s not necessarily that those who aren’t mandalorian don’t have souls (though some extremists and xenophobic mandalorians do absolutely act and think this way, don’t get me wrong), but rather that non-mandalorians, outsiders, do not share the “mandalorian soul,” which is an altogether entirely different concept. So to adopt someone into the culture is to figuratively adopt their soul as mandalorian. 

IMO this makes in-universe cultural appropriation difficult / next to impossible lmao but anyway 

But I digress, that’s another discussion for another time.

Bear in mind, also, that marriage does not necessarily make someone mando, either. I’ve seen marriages that take it for granted, as if marriage requires an implicit consent to conversion, and I’m going to say it right now: it does not. Non-mandalorians can marry mandalorians and not have to “become” mandalorian, and it may be … difficult, but it’s not impossible, depending on the views of the family / clan / house.

Not that I’m suggesting Davi marry, lmao. I’m just … putting that out there, in the event that was a question that might come up.

Anyway, hopefully this gives you some ideas? 

The Further I Pull Away the Closer I End Up to You

My fic for the Shiro Big Bang ( @voltronbigbang ) ~ ! ! ! :D I’m so glad to finally post it ~ ! <3

I’ve worked so hard for such a long time on this story and it was such a pleasure to work side by side with my two lovely artists on this project, Yaine & CyCyChang; you can find their beautiful artwork for the story here and here respectively ~ <3 Be sure to show them lots of love because they definitely deserve it~! ;D

Artists: @yaineart​  || @cycychang

Warning(s): Depictions of Violence

Rating: T

Ships: Sheith (main)

Summary: When Shiro wakes up to find himself in the clutches of unfamiliarity and hopelessness, his thoughts cannot help but stray to Keith and the warmth his loved one once provided him; a warmth that Shiro has long since been aching for from the moment of his departure for the Kerberos Mission. As he begins to realize the dispiriting permanence of his new situation, his memories take him back to a time when pure happiness was more than just a hope.

Now, despite all the torment that Shiro has no other choice but to undergo, his vow to Keith alone is what provides a single light in the darkness that constantly surrounds him, becoming the one and only thing pushing him to survive as it keeps him from relinquishing his faith that he will find a way back home to the one person he loves.

Excerpt: 

        “Keith…! Wait-!” 

        His voice choked out of his throat in a weak gasp as he reached out for the comforting warmth he had felt only moments ago, but as his hand landed he felt nothing but cold, hard, metal; the emptiness and unnaturalness of the surface both confusing and… scaring him… 

        “Keith!!!” 

        Desperation flared within him with an ache as he tried to open his eyes and search for Keith, but the light merely blazed brighter, burning into his retinas and engraving a series of painful afterimages into his memory that lingered long after he’d shut his eyes from the discomfort. 

       Everything was beginning to feel too overwhelming; he could feel his heart thudding rapidly in his chest, the scenery of the dream that enveloped him bleeding into reality like the blurring of two very different lines while dismay settled in the pit of his stomach….

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비켜줄래 (Get Out of My Way)
탑독 (ToppDogg)
비켜줄래 (Get Out of My Way)

비켜줄래 (Get Out of My Way) [웹툰 독고 OST] - 탑독 (ToppDogg)

(이렇게 더는 살아서 뭐해

(What use is it to live like this any longer?

이렇게 더는 버티지 못해

I can’t stand this anymore

내 곁에 아무도 이젠 없는데

No one is by my side now

벼랑 끝 내 맘을 알지 못해)

No one knows my heart that’s on the edge of a cliff)

This songs dedicated to all the brokenhearts out there

Don’t know what i been through man

Got lost every single day

Damn it was a nightmare

아직 난 두 눈을 감지 못해

I still can’t close my eyes

아직 난 하고 싶은 게 많은데

There’s still so much I want to do

하지만 두려워 내일이란 말

But I’m scared of the word tomorrow

희망이란 말은 내게는 없는데

There’s no such thing as hope for me

Lights off 내 편은 없어 허공만 가르지

Lights off, no one’s on my side. There’s only empty air

Like shadow boxer

Like shadow boxer

Dream chaser 다 옛말

Dream chaser, all in the past

Nobody cares 난 맨발

Nobody cares, I’m barefoot

이미 시작부터 뻔한 게임

It was already an obvious game from the start

심판도 한패 그게 가능해

Even the refs are all on that side, it’s possible

아무 말 못해 그저 입 다무네

But I can’t say anything, I just keep my mouth shut

Everyday’s nightmare 그게 당연해

Everyday’s nightmare, it became natural

날갯짓 한번 못 해본 채 무너져 내린 나의 꿈

Without flapping my wings even once, my dreams are crumbling down

거세게 숨 몰아쉬며 달렸지 더 이상 할 수 없는 호흡

I breathed so hard and ran, but now I can’t breathe anymore

따가운 시선에 구멍나버린 심장

My heart has holes from the judging eyes

메꿔보려 했던 무언의 기 싸움

I tried to fix it with a tense battle

상관없이 이제 나는 나의 길을 가

But now it doesn’t matter, I’m going my own way

난독고다이 무너뜨릴게 내 앞에 모든 벽

I’m on my own and I’ll break down all the walls in front of me

비켜줄래 넌

Will you get out of the way?

나의 아픔을 모르잖아

You don’t know my pain

나의 눈물을 모르잖아

You don’t know my tears

오오오오오 (모르잖아 넌 드라마처럼 뻔한 거 이제와)

(You don’t know, you’re typical like a drama)

이제와 돌이킬 수 없잖아

I can’t turn things around now

비켜줄래 난

Will you get out of the way?

두 눈을 감을 때까지 난

Until I close my eyes

깨어날 수 없는 이 고통에서 악몽에서

I can’t wake up from this pain, this nightmare

영원히헤메일 것만 같아

I’ll be lost in it forever

혼자있는 방에선 아무것도 느낄수 없어 ya

In my room where I’m alone

이제 아무 감정이 없어 ya

I can’t feel anything

넌 내가 될수 없어

I have no emotions

철저하게 혼자로만 남고싶어

You can’t be me, I just want to completely be by myself

나를 버려줘

Leave me alone

Today and tomorrow day and nite 내일이 더 두려워

Today and tomorrow, day and night, I’m more afraid of tomorrow

물어봐내가누군지 그냥 지나가

Ask me who I am, just pass me by

나 또한 너를 무시해 그게 누구든

I’ll ignore you too, whoever you are

세상이 형편없대도 내가 빛이자 아우라니까

Even if the world is terrible, I’m the light and the aura

Don‘t put in about i desire   

Don‘t put in about i desire   

내 편은 없어 난 오직 나뿐

No one’s on my side, I only have myself

누굴 믿는 순간 날아가는 발등 ugh

The moment I trust someone, they leave so quickly, ugh

비켜줄래 넌

Will you get out of the way?

나의 아픔을 모르잖아

You don’t know my pain

나의 눈물을 모르잖아

You don’t know my tears

오오오오오 (이젠 no more 아직도생각해 난 매일)

(Now no more, I still think every day)

이제와 돌이킬 수 없잖아

I can’t turn things around now

비켜줄래 난

Will you get out of the way?

두 눈을 감을 때까지 난

Until I close my eyes

깨어날 수 없는 이 고통에서 악몽에서

I can’t wake up from this pain, this nightmare

영원히헤메일 것만 같아

I’ll be lost in it forever

난 없었어

I had no one

누군갈 찾을 때도

Even when I was looking for someone

난 없었어

I had no one

마지막 순간에도

Even up till the very end

차가운 널 맞이한 나처럼

Like how I faced the cold you

늦은 후회 속에 떠밀렸어

I was pushed away by late regrets

지켜줄게 난

I’ll protect it

싸늘하게식어져갔던 피지 못하고 져갔던 꽃들을 

The cooled and withered flowers that couldn’t bloom

(Get outta my way i got no word to say)

(Get outta my way I got no word to say)

그 꿈들을 눈을 감는 날까지 지킬게

I’ll protect my dreams until the day I close my eyes

지켜줄래 넌

I wanna protect

지켜야만 하는 약속을

The promises that I have to protect

잠겨 질 수도 없는 이 눈물은

These tears that can’t stop

이 슬픔은 지금이 마지막이었다고..

This sadness will be my last

Red, White and Black varieties came.

Yain’t goin to heaven. Hell hath no fury like a serial killer. #germanshepherd #puppy. That say that? Intercam has been holding it haha why?