Is This Love? (Jungkook)
Genre: Angst/ suggestive content(?) (Mentions sex)
Word Count: 1,027
Summary: “I can’t love you if you lie”
Request: is this love by governors screams angst to me. can u write something based on this song (y/n with jjk/tae/jim, choose the one that better fits in your imagination) thank you very much!! lots of love @cherryshnapps
A/n: Enjoy, sorry this took so long~Joy
You sat at home, as you bitterly waited for Jungkook to come back from work, taking another sip of your wine you placed down your glass and headed to bed, not waiting for him to come home. It was three in the morning when Jungkook finally came home and the first thing he did was lay down beside you, cuddling beside you. “Jagiya? Do you know what tonight is?” He asked he was obviously drunk. “It’s Wednesday night~” He cooed as you growled.
“I’m not having sex with you tonight Jungkook, go jack yourself off.” You snapped as Jungkook’s eyes widened.
“What’s gotten into you?” Jungkook mumbles as you roll your eyes.
“You were supposed to come home at nine and we were going to spend the night together but you bailed on me again and now you’re expecting sex?” You asked angrily as Jungkook scoffed.
“I’m sorry, I had to work some of us work you know?” Jungkook snarled as you got up from the bed. “Where are you going?” Jungkook asked as you grabbed a pillow and a blanket.
“I’m going to sleep downstairs on the couch, I don’t even want to sleep in the same bed as you anymore” you hissed as Jungkook’s eyes widened and he ran to block you from leaving.
“Look I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to lash out like that…You know working is so stressful and I didn’t mean to take it out on you…” Jungkook apologies as your hardened expression softens.
“I know…I just wish you could come home earlier more often and just spend time with me more.” You confessed as Jungkook smiled softly.
“I wish that could happen too” Jungkook agreed as he pulled you into a hug. “Can we still do Wednesday night sex? You don’t have to if you don’t want to” Jungkook asked as he looked at you with puppy eyes, you nodded and he kissed you.
You woke up and instantly felt the coldness of the other side of the bed, it was barely nine and he was out of the house already. You hated that Jungkook always seemed like a one night stand the morning after, you almost felt like crying, you didn’t help but feel used.
“Hey y/n? This is really hard for me to say but…I’m moving back with the boys so we can focus more on the group…I can come over for sleepovers every Wednesdays though.” Jungkook explained through the phone as you clicked your tongue in annoyance.
“Wednesdays huh? How funny…” You hissed as you could hear the hum of confusion come from the other line.
“I feel like Wednesdays are the better days” Jungkook insisted as you rolled your eyes.
“Yeah…Whatever” You answered, ending the phone call.
It was nearing Jungkook and yours third year anniversary and you hoped that Jungkook had remembered and hopefully it would fix your relationship. “Jungkook you’re still coming over for dinner right?” You asked him as he hummed in agreement.
“Of course I am” He answered back as you smile softly.
“Good, see you then!” You gushed as you could hear Jungkook chuckle.
“I have to go, till then!”
Jungkook arrived at your home and noticed that you were dressed so nicely, he, as always, shrugged it off. “You know what today is right?” You asked him, as you grinned brightly.
“Wednesday?” Jungkook asked in confusion as your grinned dropped but slightly came back because you thought Jungkook was joking.
“No silly, here have this!” You smiled as you handed him a nicely wrapped gift, Jungkook smiled at you before opening the present.
“No way! You got me a Rolex?” Jungkook grins as you smile back.
“I know how much you wanted one so I decided to get you one” You confessed as Jungkook’s smile fell.
“Why did you get me one again?” Jungkook asked as you laughed it off.
“Why do you think?” You asked jokingly but saw that Jungkook truly looked confused. “It’s our anniversary today?” Jungkook’s face instantly lit up.
“Oh yeah! Our second anniversary, I love you so much Jagiya!” Jungkook grinned but every part of his voice sounded fake.
“Our second? Jungkook are you stupid?” You snapped as Jungkook’s eyes widened.
“What? It’s our second anniversary” Jungkook mumbled uncertainty floated in his voice.
“You fucking idiot…We’ve been dating for three years” You hissed as Jungkook’s eyes widened.
“No we haven’t y/n, don’t act like this…” Jungkook sneered his voice full of confidence.
“You’re kidding me right?” You asked him as Jungkook shook his head. “We might as well make our anniversary the day we break up” You spat as Jungkook’s eyes widened.
“No! I’m sorry…It has been three years, I was just joking” Jungkook laughs as you quirk your eyebrow. “I knew that today was our anniversary, I even considered making you mad.”
“Oh really? Then what did you get me for our anniversary?” You asked him, as he looked around the room.
“Gifts are so materialistic so I decided to get something that would make us both happy” Jungkook grins as you look at him again.
“And what did you get me? Or should I say us?” You asked him as Jungkook grinned.
“What better way to celebrate our anniversary than with some sex?” He exclaimed as you clenched your fists angrily.
“You have to be fucking kidding me” you angrily shouted as Jungkook’s eyes widened in fear.
“I mean…I love you” Jungkook insisted but it just felt like lies.
“Jungkook, I can’t love you if you lie…” You answered as Jungkook grabbed your hands.
“No, no, no! I do love you” He tried again this time he sounded even faker.
“Just stop…You just wanted sex that’s all you see in this relationship. I’m not even mad at you” You answered truthfully as Jungkook’s face lightened.
“You’re not?” He asked as you nodded.
“I’m mad at myself for wasting so much time on this relationship, I should have left when I save the first red flag.” You answered as Jungkook’s smile dropped.
“Y/n, I do love you” He tried again but you just shook your head.
“Just leave…I don’t ever want to see you again.”
A/n: So after finishing it I realised I have no idea how to write it based on the song…So sorry if it sucks.~Joy