xox~

anonymous asked:

I'm so sorry honey xxx love to you today I know this is probably bringing up things but you're loved just as much!!

it’s been about 10 years now and it’s still hard, but like Louis, I got amazing memories! and I don’t want to make it about me at all or anything but Leukemia really, there’s no options for treatment at all and it’s so fast and I experienced that first hand, you feel really helpless….so to donate or something to help fund research would be incredible, just wanted to shed some light on that xox

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BOLD EVERYTHING YOUR MUSE HAS DONE:
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BROKEN A BONE | GOTTEN STITCHES | HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE | KILLED SOMEONE | TRIED AND FAILED TO KILL SOMEONE | INVENTED SOMETHING | BEEN HUNG OVER | KISSED SOMEONE | SLOW-DANCED | BEEN IN A LONG-TERM RELATIONSHIP  | HAD SEX | HAD SEX AND REGRETTED IT | HAD A ONE-NIGHT STAND | HAD A THREESOME | EXPERIMENTED WITH THEIR SEXUALITY | HAD A KID | GOTTEN MARRIED  | SELF-HARMED | TRAVELED TO ANOTHER COUNTRY | BEEN IN A PLAY | RECEIVED AN INHERITANCE | BEEN IN A CAR WRECK | LOST A LOVED ONE | BEEN DUMPED | DUMPED SOMEONE | SMOKED | GOTTEN HIGH | BEEN SLIPPED SOMETHING IN THEIR FOOD/DRINK  | WON A CONTEST | WON AN ELECTION | JOINED A SPORTS TEAM | GONE SKYDIVING | GONE HUNTING | BEEN IN A BAND | HAD A JOB | BEEN FIRED | BEEN IN A WEDDING PARTY | OWNED A PET | SEEN A GHOST | SKIPPED CLASS/WORK | LEARNED AN INSTRUMENT | GOTTEN A NOTICEABLE SCAR | SUED SOMEONE | BEEN ROBBED | BEEN MUGGED  | BEEN KIDNAPPED | BEEN SEXUALLY ASSAULTED | BEEN BRAINWASHED/HYPNOTIZED | GONE MORE THAN ONE DAY WITHOUT EATING  | HAD A RECURRING NIGHTMARE | BEEN BULLIED | BULLIED SOMEONE | SEEN SOMEONE DIE | ATTEMPTED SUICIDE | BEEN TIED/CHAINED UP | SHOT SOMEONE | STABBED SOMEONE | SAVED SOMEONE’S LIFE | CHEATED ON SOMEONE | BEEN CHEATED ON | HAD BEEN A STALKER | BEEN BETRAYED | WAS A TRAITOR | BEEN IN A FIGHT | BEEN ARRESTED | BEEN TO A FUNERAL | HAD SURGERY | BROKEN SOMEONE’S TRUST | GOTTEN A PIERCING | GOTTEN A TATTOO | USED A FAKE NAME | BEEN TORTURED / TORTURED OTHERS | BEEN ABUSED | BEEN BLACKMAILED | HAD AN ATTEMPT ON THEIR LIFE | GOTTEN AWAY WITH A CRIME | GONE ON A ROAD TRIP | BEEN IN LOVE

SDMN - Off camera preferences..

This is only my second time writing so please be nice! Xox. Also please request and I’ll try my best!

Simon- Simon is very much like a 2 month old puppy. He is so affectionate and clingy. He always asks for kisses,hugs and attention every 5 minutes even if he’s recording he will ask you to see on his lap and cuddle him or sit in between his legs just to have you near him. No matter how much you protest sometimes its all he wants.

Jj- Jj off of camera is such a handful, he always has his hand on your butt, thighs or your waist. He just craves you in so many ways. When you two go out together whether with friends or just you two he usually has his hand in your trouser back pocket or when seated he’ll place it on your legs gently and calmly rubs your thigh with his thumb.

Josh- Josh has two personalities only one seen by his viewers in videos with you ,he’s cute and adorable, always holding your hands and hugging your side although off of camera josh is passionate and even a few times on camera in unexpected vlogs and footage, you two are caught making out or been showing way too much pda in the boys opinions.

Tobi- Everyone’s suspicions are true, Tobi is the sweetest guy. Whether on camera or not, Tobi will always have his hand in yours, he loves the warmth and fiddling with your fingers. He just admires how your hands fit perfectly together . Its his favourite way to show affection. Even when he drives he’ll still hold your hand and never want to let go of you.

Vik- True to popular belief , Vik is so innocent and shy. When you aren’t on camera he loves to have his arm around you , whether it’s on your waist or your hip. He loves the simple gesture because he feels like he’s protecting you and you feel protected. Even when he vlogs or eats he always has an arm around you because when he doesn’t and you are with him , he doesn’t feel right and feels like he isn’t doing a goof job protecting you out in public.

Ethan- Ethan absolutely loves your hair, whenever he can off of camera or even on camera sometimes he’ll have his hands in your hair, combing, braiding or twirling it around his fingers. He says he loves it so much because it is so soft and always smells like you. When you have your hair up in buns , topknots or ponytails Ethan always complains and usually ends up messing up your hair so you have to take it down.

Harry- Harry still has his childish ways and he is such a tease. He’s always kissing your neck or stroking your thigh . He loves it so much because you get so agitated at him. Even the guys notice and always make remarks like" fgs guys you don’t have to have sex on the sofa omg" and" arent you a little flustered y/n" . Its okay though because you get revenge by giving him the silent treatment and harry hates it.

piece of advice: always keep watching that youtuber that kept you going. hold onto them. never let them go. even if you feel like you’ve outgrown them, i can promise you, when you need them, they will still be there for you. always.

          i’m very attached to my muses. that means, i want to see them grow. i want to see their personalities expand far beyond that which was provided in canon ( or, if they’re an oc, i want to see their personalities cultivate beyond anything i’d ever planned out for them ). i want to be amazed by my muse when they do something i never thought they’d ever do. i want to be surprised. i follow them through their relationships with other muses, i watch them develop. when a muse that my muse cares about disappears, i feel the hit just like my muse does. this is nothing against the other muse, and nothing against the mun. i grow very attached to my muses; they become my best friends. they become a part of me.