This post is mainly for me. I have been struggling with restriction for a good two months now and I need to say my peace. When I don’t eat, I begin to feel empowered and sexy. But I also feel drained, weak and lethargic. Today I ate.. Because guess what? My body fucking needed it. No binge/purge. I honestly ate a lot and even feeling bloated I know that my body deserve more love, nutrition and acceptance. I am going to try my best to stop restricting because it only hurts me mentally and physically. This is me after eating 3 meals 2 days straight. I could give a fuck if I gain some weight back. I am beautiful and deserve to be healthy and happy.