wtf i want one

He Hit Me (And It Felt Like a Kiss)
The Crystals

he hit me and it felt like a kiss
he hit me and i knew he loved me
if he didn’t care for me
i could have never made him mad
but he hit me and i was glad

turtles-with-hats15  asked:

What would each of the characters think if Levi ruffled their hair affectionately?

Mikasa: “wtf” loves it though and wants more
Reiner: “that one time, when I tie my shoe laces…”
Bertholdt: blushes cause it never happens usually but is also scared
Annie: “Hiiiisssssss”
Eren: Happiest bean ever
Jean: “That was uncalled for, man”
Marco: “Thanks!”
Sasha: “i… didn’t expect that…. help?!”
Connie: “I know, buzzcuts feel amazing!”
Historia: “WHAT THE FUCK SHORTIE?!”
Armin: “Uhm… thanks… I guess……”
Ymir: “Yikes, dwarf”
Hanji: Goes on about the usual stuff but a bit happier
Erwin: :)
Nanaba: “Levi, I just did my hair!”
Mike: “kinky”
Moblit: “I have been touched by the hands of death…”

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everything is just a dream

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1993 - FOREVER

gdi just to make things worse, hwayoung from boys24 just got into a scandal from someone apparently recording hearing him talking shit about fans w his friends….like wtf dude. you guys haven’t even officially debut yet and none of y’all are safe from being eliminated but u decide to ruin the group’s image like this????? man, i’m happy he’s not my bias. if ur gonna treat your fans like shit (unless they’re sasaengs but that’s another story) u don’t deserve any of their love nor you deserve to become an idol.

Confession...

Hate me if you want but I wanna talk about it. Or at least get this out.


From 2014 to 2016, I was emotionally and sexually involved with a man who is in a relationship. For the first 6 months, I was completely unaware of it. But after I found out, I didn’t end it. It fucked with me emotionally of course but nevertheless, I stayed. He was everything I wanted…. Correction, he is everything I want. He challenges me mentally. He teaches me. He tells me when I’m wrong. He lifts me when I’m down. He knows about my depression and does not treat me differently. We have intellectual conversations​ on a level that I’ve never had with someone I’ve been connected to. He reminds me of my dad. I see myself in him. I see myself with him. I love his ambition. I love his drive. I love being in his presence. Simply sitting near him gives me the greatest calm I’ve ever experienced. I’ve opened up to him emotionally more than any other person I’ve been involved with. He’s sweet. He’s beautiful. He’s everything.

And he’s engaged to be married…. I didn’t find out until nearly 6 months after…. (This doesn’t excuse what I did at all. I’m just saying it because it breaks my heart.)

Wtf have I done to myself?

I ended things at the beginning of the year because his fiance gave birth to his child. I was not about to be the person who could potentially tear a father away from his son. We have enough of that in our community. I could no longer contribute to the heartbreak and unhappiness of another black woman… I also did it for me. There’s no future in this. If I'ma be in pain emotionally, I’d rather be in pain on my own. I still feel guilty though. I made a decision to stay with a man that was not mine. I made the decision to reduce myself to something that I am not. I made the decision to hurt another black woman. I’ve been hurt that way before… Why tf would I want that to happen to someone else…..

Now I’m doing a LOT of self evaluation. Clearly something has gone awry in me that allowed me to participate in such a situation and I HAVE to correct it. I have to heal myself so that I don’t allow myself to be taken advantage of. So that I don’t give myself lower than what I deserve. So that I don’t treat myself lower than what I am worth. This was all me. And I’m learning that it’s not him I have to forgive. I have to forgive me. I have to stand up and decide not to walk in the footsteps my mother left before me. I’m going to create a new path. I’m going to walk in a direction no woman in my family has ever walked. I will no longer operate beneath who I am….

anonymous asked:

"I'd ask you to stay, but I don't like you" for hoperai, please? ✨

royal!AU tag

Back when she’d been in the Corps, struggling to survive, Lightning had never really given much thought to history or relations with other kingdoms. Not only was that the old royal family’s business to worry about, but it was Serah’s department as a future teacher.

Now, Lightning wished that she could take a slice of that knowledge, just on the off chance it would get Sazh off her back.

“Seriously, have you even looked at those documents I’ve been givin’ you? At all? Even just a stern glance?”

“I’ve been busy,” Lightning muttered, which wasn’t too far from the truth - she’d just been busy avoiding any thought of diplomatic relations at her introduction ball. She hadn’t been the crown princess of the kingdom of Eden for too long and had mostly avoided the public eye. This ball would be her first real moment in the spotlight.

Which was why she was busy being terrified.

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