so @exybee asked me to write kneil (that’s what we call Kevin and Neil heh) and it was supposed to be ?? well it was supposed to be much different than what I actually wrote? anyway if i continue this i will eventually get to what i originally intended and then i imagine this ending with kandriel but like i said idk if i’ll continue, i’m not even sure what it is
so Andrew asked Neil to take care of Kevin, and Neil is still skittish around
Kevin because of his childhood, obviously, but he’s not going to fuck around.
Andrew asked, of course he’ll do it.
is gone and Neil is doing everything he can to keep Kevin together
is freaking out and Neil talks about how much Andrew steadies him, but he never
really realized how much Andrew steadied Kevin
is big and imposing, but he went his whole life relying on another person. Even
if Riko wasn’t the best person to be reliant on, Kevin was pushed to have that
need for Riko to figure out his life for him. And towards the end, he got
frustrated with that relationship. Just because you need someone so much,
doesn’t mean that you will be okay with being second string in your own life
isn’t big, but he has such a presence. And Kevin naturally gravitated towards
it. And everyone knows what Kevin and Andrew promised each other, but they
don’t know the silent promise Andrew made him. That he wouldn’t just protect
him, but he would be his tether. Kevin needs to be firmly attached to reality
and the world or else he will quickly be consumed by everything in his head.