good thing: for the first time in… uh, probably a year or close to it, i kind of? feel? like? maybe? cillian isn’t? just a really shitty, boring oc? and that people were just humoring me while internally hating him? idk i hate that i basically turned on him for so long but. i mean wtf did i expect when i made a character who’s basically just me. but uh. anyway i love him again he’s the light of my life bye.