Don’t get me wrong, Rashad was very good…but baby girl was fucking it UP and slaying the game for the whole season and she was robbed, and I just can’t say nothing, man. I get that it’s about the viewers voting for who they want to win, but that was about sports versus music entirely, because if it comes down to skill, consistency, and performance quality, the MBT really should’ve gone to Normani, unquestionably. 😒
Wow just. Wow. I can’t believe I can actually take shirtless selfies right now. I feel so amazing! The drains came out today, and the stitches will come out next week (I’ll take more pictures when they do!). And a month from now I’ll be completely recovered. This is a huge day for me and I’m so thankful. I’m glad I get to share this with you guys! Thanks so much for all the support you’ve given me throughout my transition!
If anyone has any questions they wanna ask me feel free! I’d be happy to answer. Love you all 💖
sometimes i think abt the fact that like , there r ppl out there who have read the entirety of trc, including trk, and still think gansey’s straight like ok i get maybe if u havent read trk ? but like . …. .trk …. is a thing . … .that happened.…. .all those unbelievably gay chengsey scenes Happened… they happened
a lot of unpleasant things happened during high school partly due to environment and partly due to Guys but i mostly didn’t recognize how messed up they were at the time and then after high school i for the most part just tried my hardest not to think about them so i’ve processed almost none of them so whenever i start talking about high school an enormous surge of angry words pour out of me and it’s terrible probably
i think the best move i made this year as far as making external adjustments to my life is surrounding myself with people who like….genuinely feel good about themselves? like people who are sure of their positive strengths. not that they’re completely sure about what theyre doing and where theyre going in life but people who can say “i dont know what youre talking about, my outfit looks great today and i am living my full life so fuck you lmao”. i think that was realyl important for me to discover is that i needed to be around people who knew what they had to offer because now i actually see what i have to offer, you know? like i think saturday at todrick’s show kind of made me realize that. after being surrounded by so many people who were just trying to smile as much as possible in life and didnt give a single fuck about anyone who wasnt contributing to their happiness, i felt like ‘wow……..look at how great you can feel about yourself’. so i think that’s why such a large part of me is so grateful for having todrick and the whole atmosphere of his careless dancers and even the happy, genuinely caring fans who just know that haters dont mean shit and your worst thoughts about yourself aint shit either. it’s amazing. and honestly i think this has really had an affect on how this whole t&a situation is playing out fam. like after saturday ive just been like “lmao wow dude im like great af so like why am i so fixated on this low hanging fruit when i deserve so much better?” like he’s not a bad guy but………..,,,i shouldnt feel all of these random things all the time and having this constant uncertainty. he kind of makes my insecurities like bubble to the top in the worst way because he doesnt have to say anything to make me question myself. me not being able to read him is what fucks me up even though i can read him!! he’s too fucking mysterious and he doesnt make any fucking sense. i deserve someone who’s actually introspective and knows what they want and how to vocalize what’s going on with them even if they dont know. i cant force him to talk about shit because im not in the position to carry his emotional weight but still…..id at least like to not feel like im annoying the shit out of you when i ask you what’s on your mind. this is why ive taken a step back. i am great. i am self aware. i am caring and empathetic. i am creative. i am /somewhat/ intelligent. i am selfless as shit. i am vocal, though in unusual ways, i am expressive. i have scars but theyve made me more inclined to be someone for others that i knew i needed once upon a time. if you cant see how wicked i am and treat me like my feelings and concerns actually mean something then fuck you homie this is a big ass world and i have things to do. im not like mad at him or anything at all like no way. i just am tired of being so up and down about this whole situation when i know i really and truly shouldnt be. i dont deserve to be. id rather put him back at arm’s distance than let him keep making me soft and only letting me have designated parts of him………emotionally. because im that kind of friend.
IDK MAN I JUST REALLY LIKE YOU AND YOUR ART AND YOUR PERSONALITY AND YOUR TAGS AND YOUR ICON AND EVERYTHING AND I REALLY WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND BUT LIKE I LOOK UP TO YOU SO IDK IF IT'D BE WEIRD TO BE FRIENDS HHHHHHHHHH I'M SORRY
ASFK;LSDKD EI MARRY ME? ??? YES? BE MY FRIEEEEEEEEEND!!! PLS NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE ;O;
If you’re actually angry that Ariana Grande suspended her tour, you need to step back and take a look in the mirror. This woman just watched people d i e. You are seriously one of the worst kind of people if this upsets you.