wow-this-is-depressing

i like. really like my art style though and i really hope i dont spontaneously lose it because that tends to happen. its like lazy in a good way. you look at my art and you go “wow, a person with clinical depression drew this” but in a good way

There are suddenly all of these reasons for why you don’t have time to talk to me. And yet, I still remember when talking to me was all you could do.
—  🖤
Writing Prompts - things my friends and I have actually said

1.       “Oh wow, I’m really gay.”

2.       “You are beneath me, SQUID!”

3.       “I’m really glad I’ve never had an anxiety disorder.”

4.       “Shut the hell up! I have depression!”

5.       “Wow, I’m glad [name] is asleep, otherwise they’d be really upset right now.”

6.       “You’re gay!? Woah! I never would have guessed.”

7.       “We’re going out to dinner. Have fun masturbating.”

8.       “I’m too ace for this shit.”

9.       “You know you don’t actually live there, [name].”

10.   “He’s lecturing! SCREAM!”

11.   “All hail Florence Nightingale, our lord and savior – hallowed be her name.”

12.   “To invoke her name, thou must wash thy tiny hands before the final”

13.   “Freud is bullshit and our theories are all obviously named.”

14.   “We were waiting on [name]’s Splatoon-loving ass.”

15.   “A plate! A plate! My kingdom for a plate!”

16.   “I’m at Cook Out because I make bad life decisions but whatever.”

17.   “Come to the kitchen in the next 30 minutes if you want an ass kicking and by an ass kicking I mean brownies and/or ice cream.”

18.   “He has been talking about the Grateful Dead and their literal religion for, like, an hour and a half.”

19.   “I need your soul. And by your soul, I mean I need to see you to give you a key.”

20.   “You should lure [enemy] into my den of iniquity so we can start reprogramming him.”

21.   “How many condoms is it safe for me to eat?”

22.   “Answer me, you fool!”

23.   “The fact that I’m the responsible one here is hysterical.”

24.   “What would I need to do to get you to curse someone?”

25.   “I saw [enemy]. His hair isn’t ugly, but it was so much better before. What a fool.”

It’s interesting, the way you work hard to hurt me. I’m still trying to figure out whether that’s a matter of you just hating me or you trying to hate me. Perhaps that’s your way of adjusting to us not being the people you loved us as anymore. Or maybe, this is still me trying to excuse the fact that this is just who you are. This is the person I never knew was there, the black heart that I was ignorant enough to not see. Regardless, you’ve taught me a valuable lesson. People aren’t always going to stay, and trusting someone to do just that is the key to what could potentially be mounds of hurt.
—  🖤
I had you, but I can’t have you (M) - Junhoe

Originally posted by teambgasm

“You’re beautiful. If I had you, i’d make love to you everyday.”

  • *not my gif*

Word Count: 1,658

Summary: A fan meets Junhoe by coincidence & they exchange sexts before hooking up in her hotel room. 

Contains: Fluff, Gentle June (which is really weird to write tbh), & a seriously depressing ending. 

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AN, PLEASE READ: (I am in NO WAY trying to say that Koreans are racist or that all of them look the way in which I described below. I just needed an excuse for her to get somewhere where she would run into Junhoe, and since she was a foreigner I just kind of came up with that scenario. I’m part Korean and I have a lot of Korean friends, and all of them (including me hehe) are very accepting of different cultures and races! This is completely fictional! Enjoy!)

It’s so weird writing Junhoe scenarios in which he’s not rough and extremely rude, fml.

*DO NOT READ ON IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO SEXUAL CONTENT*

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Grave

I’m digging my own grave,
Giving everything away,
Pretending to be brave
With all these things I cannot say.

I’m losing my good health,
It’s slipping away from me quick–
Now I can’t even tell
If it’s my head or heart that’s sick.

I guess I could let it loose
And have relief for one day…
But really, what’s the use?
I’ll still be dying anyway.

Mi sono persa.
Non ho bisogno di essere salvata.
Ho bisogno di essere trovata.
—  Cara Delevingne
I watch you sometimes. And I just let the entirely different person that you are now settle into the spot in my heart that held the you I remember. It’s strange, almost nauseating, to see how the words that come out of your mouth now are the filthy things you were careful to never say around me. The pride and the arrogance lacing your walk, and even the way that you sit down, are completely and utterly repulsive to me. And I just have to ask myself.. Was this the man that I was once so ready to give myself to?
—  🖤
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MEMORY_GLITCH - A #Winter Cyborgs AU mini-comic

HYDRA hears rumors of a secret S.H.I.E.L.D. base and sends WS-01 and WS-02 on a quick scouting mission. WS-02 takes an unexpected trip down memory lane.

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