I’m Going For It.

Originally posted by nadinpu

Author’s Note: Very first Sebastian Stan fanfiction. Completely inspired by the interview taken place on the Late Late Show with James Corden with Sharon Stone and Sebastian Stan. I didn’t edit it yet. 

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader

Words: 1511

“Welcome back to the show,” James Corden greeted. “Let’s welcome our guests. She stars in the hit TV show Jessica Jones, Y/N L/N.”

The drapes on the doorway opened, revealing you in high heels and a dress. You smiled brightly as you saw the audience and James Corden applauding at your entrance. You walked down the aisle enthusiastically, greeting the audience around you. Your heart was pounding out of your chest, and your mouth ached from your large smile you were holding. You carefully walked down the steps to the stage, trying not to trip over your heels. 

You walked to your designated seat and looked around to see a full house tonight. You tried to even out your breathing, because you were nervous. But you were excited to be there, not only because you were in a talk show but because of your fellow guest star. 

“He stars in Avengers: Infinity Wars Part One, Sebastian Stan,” Corden announced. 

Your eyes shot in the direction of the same aisle you just walked down to see Sebastian Stan, standing there in all his glory. You have been a fan of Sebastian Stan since Captain America: First Avenger, easily falling in love with the characters Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers. So much has happened in that 7 year span. You would have never had guessed you would be apart of a TV series, let alone it being a Marvel series.

With a full-blown smile, you gazed after Sebastian Stan as he walked towards you. You crossed your legs in anticipation, thinking about all those smut fanfictions you read only a few years ago. And here you were. Actually meeting him.

You were grateful that you came out first, because you probably would have fell down those stairs with Sebastian’s eyes on you. He walked towards the seat next to you and gave you a smile. You were internally fangirling inside, but you pulled it off with just a silent sigh.

Sebastian took his seat next to you. His knee was just inches away from yours. You never went to any comic-cons or movie premieres that Sebastian went to, so this would be your first meeting. The thought of him sitting inches away from you for a full hour or two made you scream internally. 

You looked over at Sebastian and noticed he hasn’t aged a bit. He still looked like how he did seven years ago in CAFA, but he had a certain maturity to him that just made him more hot. You leaned forward and took a sip of water from the mug in front of you, feeling the sudden need of thirst. 

James Corden started, “How are you guys?”

“Jet-lag,” Sebastian answered simply, smoothing down his tie. 

You nodded in agreement, too flustered for words. His voice was even more beautiful in person than on scene, if that were possible. “Same,” you said.

“I bet you guys are,” Corden responded, sitting on the edge of his chair. “You guys just finished filming, right? Marvel does go all around the world for filming, holding the most filming locations for one movie.”

“Yeah, yeah,” Sebastian stated. “We go everywhere. Though our main filming spot is always Atlanta, or as Chris called it Hot-lanta.”

You smiled at this, for you watched all the interviews and TV spots from the Marvel movies. 

“Well, I’m so happy you guys are here,” Corden said. “Y/N. I know, you are really happy to be here.”

“Yes, definitely,” you said with reddened cheeks. “Definitely enjoying this interview. Best one so far if you ask me.”

“So you’re a fan of Sebastian?” Corden asked, even though he knew the answer to it. 

You chuckled lightly before answering, “Yeah. I’m a big fan of Sebastian and his character Bucky Barnes.” You faced Corden when answering, not wanting Stan to see how flustered he made you. It was pretty obvious on your face.

“I heard you’re a big fan of Chris Evans as well,” Corden added, gripping his cue cards in his hands.

“Oh my gosh,” you murmured. “I’m a huge fan of the entire Marvel cast. They are such amazing people and actors. I’d be honored to hangout with any of them.”

“We can hangout after this,” Sebastian offered, taking your hand with his. You turned to finally face Sebastian but immediately regretted it because of how goddamn gorgeous he was. This guy can flirt with a fish. Not many people can get you like this. Most people knew about your outgoing personality.

Looking down at your guys’ intertwined hands, you tucked your hair behind your ear before murmuring “Oh my god.”

Corden laughed at your response, but you didn’t give a care. The Sebastian Stan that you were completely obsessed with and still obsessed with is sitting right next you and offering to hangout later, even though it might all be an act.

“But this is true, right?” Corden asked to you.

You rubbed your face with your other hand, flustered beyond belief. “Yeah, I’m geeking out a bit. I’ve been a fan of Sebastian’s for seven years now, and I’ve dreamed of this moment,” you admitting, slowly gaining your confidence back.

“Well hello then,” Sebastian greeted, placing a kiss on your hand. His Romanian accent was seeping through his words.

“Hi,” you said back. 

“I feel like I’m intruding in this moment. You can just feel the love in the atmosphere,” Corden stated.

“I can too,” you said, not taking your eyes off of his. “You look very handsome Mr. Stan. Very…” You licked your upper lip. “Sexy.”

The audience and Corden applauded and laughed at this. But you paid no mind when Sebastian mouthed ‘Thank you’. You bit your bottom lip at the sight of his.

“So this is how you would get a girl?” Corden asked. 

“Are you speaking to me?” you joked, finally taking your eyes off Sebastian but not releasing his hand.

Corden laughed at your response. “No, I was asking Sebastian, but how do you flirt with girls? Do you use the same method on girls with guys?” You were one of the few openly bisexual celebrities, but you were proud of it. Some interviews brought up the topic, but you were never uncomfortable about it. 

“I do actually,” you answered, unconsciously rubbing your thumb on Seb’s hand. “My taste in men is very similar in my taste in girls.”

“How about you Sebastian?” James asked. “How do you get the girls?”

“He doesn’t even need to try,” you answered before he could. “All he has to do is smirk and say something in Romanian.”

“Oh, like this,” Sebastian said, releasing your hand. You smile faltered at the loss of touch but quickly shot up when Sebastian placed an arm around your shoulders and leaned in on you. “Ce mai faci?” he said with a thick Romanian accent. 

Your inner thighs squeezed together at his words. You gave him an once over. “Just kiss me already,” you teased. 

You laughed when you saw him playfully leaning in. You quickly thought you’d only have this chance once in your lifetime and spontaneously left a kiss on his cheek. You laughed when you saw lipstick on his cheek and gently wiped it away with your hand.

The crowd went wild at your guys’ interaction. You looked up at Sebastian to see him smiling proudly. You probably were the same. 

“Oh my god!” Corden exclaimed. “This is actually happening.”

“I’m not going to lie,” you stated. “16 year-old me is screaming internally right now.”

“Wow, so much drama in just five minutes into the interview,” Corden laughed, making those around him laugh as well. “Speaking of drama, tell me about Jessica Jones. That series is really intense.”

“Yeah,” you said. “The series is very intense, touching some dark topics, but it makes it that more interesting. It’s like a telenovella in that kind of sense.”

“And Avengers: Infinity Wars,” Corden continued. “I mean, Civil War was really intense. What should the audience look forward to in Part One of the Infinity Wars?”

“I’m not going to lie,” Sebastian admitted. “I think this is going to be the best one out of the Avengers series. I mean, we have such an amazing cast and so many new characters like Captain Marvel and Thanos.”

“I’m definitely looking forward to seeing you on screen,” you teased. “Haven’t seen your face in HD since Civil War.”

“Well, here’s my face in person. Does it look better in real life or in theaters?” Sebastian played along.

“Either way, it has the same effect on me,” you answered, biting your bottom lip to insinuating your innuendo. 

Sebastian’s eyes widened in shock, mouth ajar. “Oh my god,” he said, placing a hand over his heart. 

“You’re actually going for it,” Corden stated. 

“Hell yeah, I’m going for it,” you said. You were so looking forward to see this on TV, but for now, you were going to value your time with Sebastian with him sitting right next you. 

Best interview ever.

For the developments during the night of Thermidor 8-9 (July 26-27, 1794) the sources are fragmentary and largely undependable, but it is possible to reconstruct an outline of the events. The populace of Paris was in a restless mood, partly as result of the unusual heat, the temperature for days having stood abnormally high even in the early morning. Robespierre, whose energies were unimpaired, hastened in the evening to the Jacobin Club, where he re-read the discourse which the Convention had heard that afternoon. The enthusiastic reception accorded it by the Society restored his faith in his oratory. Billaud-Varennes and Collot d'Herbois, who also attended the meeting, attempted to reply to his veiled charges, but they were hooted down and left the Club pursued by threats. WIthout loss of time they sought the Pavillion de Flore.

There they found Carnot, Barère and Prieur (de la Côte-d'Or), discussing the situation in low voices. Saint-Just, who was also present, had been engaged since eight o'clock drafting a speech which he planned to read to the Convention the following morning. His colleagues, knowing the close understanding which existed between him and Robespierre, were apprehensive regarding the contents of his discourse, but they hesitated to question him. At one o'clock, however, the quiet of the committee room was broken by the agitated entrance of Collot and Billaud, still shaken by the turn events had taken at the Jacobin Club, and Saint-Just glanced up from his writing.

‘What’s new at the Jacobins’, Collot?’ he called across the room in a casual voice. The calm indifference of the query turned Collot’s fear to sudden anger. 'He saw how deeply I was agitated,’ he admitted afterwards, 'and he was marble.’ Striding swiftly forward he seized Saint-Just by the arm, determined to know the worst, and peered hurriedly at the closely written pages that littered the table.

'You are drawing up our act of accusation!’ Saint-Just attempted to shuffle together the sheets of the report, but Collot persisted. 'You can’t fool us! That is our indictment!’ There was a moment’s pause, and then Saint-Just rose coolly to his feet.

'Well, yes, you are not altogether wrong, Collot,’ he admitted. 'I am drawing up your accusation.’ then, turning upon Carnot with calm arrogance, he added, 'You are not forgotten either, and you find that I have treated you in a masterly fashion.’
—  From Geoffrey Bruun's Saint-Just: Apostle of the Terror (1966) pg. 130. The source Bruun credits for this description of the incident is: L.H. Carnot, Mémoires sur Carnot, pp. 532-34, quotes a memoir of Prieur (de la Côte-d'Or) describing this dispute. 

anonymous asked:

Any other fics to recommend? Did you find any Sulay ones? :/

I can now answer both these questions!

A Prince and his Guard ~ Krisoo

This one was recommended to me and now I’m recommending it to you. Please read this. it’s a one shot but over 30k words and honestly it’s the best thing you will not regret reading. There’s smut as a bonus. Junmyeon is Kyungsoo’s brother in this.

Description: Prince Kyungsoo is far more fond of his books and his garden than he is of people, and the last thing he needs is a new guard to babysit. Regency AU.

Coming up from behind ~ Xiuris/Krismin

This was also recommended and I’m glad it was! Kris works as a body guard for Minseok because he became blind after an attack on him. They fall in love and what not. Minseok slowly regains sight throughout the one shot. No smut.

Description: Bodyguard au! Kris’ new charge is everything he isn’t expecting and everything he needs.

Face to Face ~ Sulay

EXO just debuted and Suho has feelings and tells Lay and I’m gonna let you guess what happens. No smut, but this is a nice read. A really nice one.

Description: Junmyeon accidently reveals something, that forces him to have a conversation he never wanted to have. 

Crushing on the Captain ~ Xiusoo

36 chapters so far and wow! So much drama. Experiments with sexuality. Secrets. Homophobic parents. Crushes. Misunderstandings. The whole plot is amazing. Each member and couple have a story and I really like this one. Suchen, Layhan, Taoris, Baekyeol, Sekai, Main pairing Xiusoo.

Description: Xiumin, the quiet soccer star at SM High that loves to dance when nobody is looking. Kyungsoo, the simple minded wallflower who has a passion for singing and acting. Kyungsoo gets stuck in dance class and takes a liking to Xiumin but then ends up as the equipment manager for the soccer team. They grow close but Xiumin isn’t being honest. (In this fic, who is?)

Meet Me Again ~ ChanBaek

I’m not okay. Chanyeol keeps getting lost and ends up finding Baekhyun every time. If you read this, feel free to hmu with your feels. I’m not over this. Based of off “She’s Dreaming”

Description: Baekhyun loves making paper cranes under lilac skies.

Minus 12 ~ Kaisoo

One shot that is my top ten faves! Baekhyun becomes ill, Kyungsoo has to get medicine off Chanyeol. Goes into the elevator and Jongin turns up. They’re strangers and then the elevator stops and it gets colder and so they use each other for body warmth. Really cute but they are really awkward. Please read!

Description: Kyungsoo and Jongin get stuck in an elevator and it’s really cold.

Before Graduation ~ ChanBaek

22 chapters and most - if not all - have A++ smut. There is even kinks involved. Not bad ones just stuff like dressing up and toys. Cute though. They make a list of places they are gonna fuck before they graduate and if you squint, you can see the list sometimes gets longer than it’s suppose too.

Description: (It’s long but i’ll sum it up) Baekhyun and Chanyeol are studying and Baekhyun accidently comes across a list of places Chanyeol wants to fuck him.

The Mafia Wife ~ Sulay

One shot that I accidently came across and hehe its some good shit. There’s smut. Suho is actually married to Kris but he’s in China cheating on him so he does the same. Suho is also a mafia leader. Kris went to china for ‘business’. Lay is a hitman.

Description: The Wu Mafia was the largest, most feared mafia business in probably all of Asia. The mafia had two major leaders, Wu Yifan, or Kris, who lead from the outside and his ‘wife’ Kim Junmyeon or Suho, who lead from the inside. Yixing, who went by Lay, was a hired hitman who had become a secret of the mafia boss’ wife.

This is all I have for now but ask me for any other ships and I can find what I can XD

Things I have learned from Fifty Shades Darker (part 7/?)

1. Oh yes, let’s add some more “drama” by having Christian’s mysterious ex pop in and add tension and have Ana act all jealous and shit. Because hey, that’s what women do. *sigh*
2.My subconscious scowls at the woman with her most hostile harpy face.” – do you mean to tell me that’s not her usual face? No? The lies we believe…
3. Eavesdropping – the way shit always gets out. It will come bite you in the ass later on, Ana. Just fyi. Because this is the originality that this book can come up with.
4. “Don’t you miss it?” Elena continues.
     “Your playroom.”
- Ooooooh, OOOOOOH, shots fired.
5. I swear that Ana’s inner monologue consists of 50% exclamation points, 30% her fucking inner goddess doing some sort of acrobatics, 10% holy-shits/fucks/cows and other endangered species and 10% things that would go through a 10 year old’s head. Why do I do this to myself.
6. Elena (Christian’s ex) still has feelings for him. Calling it. Because we have the two most attractive people on the planet in this book, so naturally, everyone has the hots for them. Ana attracts EVERYONE and they’re all creeps to her, Christian attracts EVERYONE because he’s the perfect man. Go figure. *yawns*
7.We had a very long-standing affair, she beat the shit out of me often, and I fucked her in all sorts of ways you can’t even imagine, end of story.” – something every girl wants to hear. Never. Also, actual line from this book.
8. These people are going in circles with their conversations. I now understand why this book is close to 400 pages. They keep discussing the same shit over and over again. Stahp. There’s only so much I can take.
You can summarize these books in a handful of sentences: Girl meets boy. Boy is a fucking abusive creep. Girl loves boy despite all his flaws because he is damaged and she must saaaaaave him. Boy realizes he loves girl too and oh my, he’ll chaaaange for her. *pauses to throw up* All the drama. Such drama, much wow. Drama is a poor excuse for a plot. The end. Here, I just saved you an unpleasant experience. You’re welcome.
10.He scowls down at me, making me feel like an errant child—again.” – Christian Grey, a summary. Ana, if this shit still surprises you… *in my best Tyra Banks voice*: I WAS ROOTING FOR YOU. WE WERE ALL ROOTING FOR YOU! Please be smarter kthxbye.
11.Can we ever have a normal conversation without it disintegrating into an argument?”- let me answer that for you, Ana: no, because when you try and have a conversation with a control freak, that’s what happens. BOOM TRUTH
12.He’s so complicated.” – apparently „complicated” is code word for messed-up, manipulative, abusive, controlling. Okay then.
13.Why can’t I take a little more pain for my man?” – What. The. Fuck. Did. I. Just. Read. Ana no. No.
14. OKAY TRUTH TIME WITH MARY: Literally, the only thing these two people have in common is that they really like having sex with each other. The moment things start to get serious, it all goes to shit. 90% of their conversations end in a fight and/or angry sex. Now, I’m all for people having fun and feeling good with each other, but sex isn’t the basis in a relationship. Eventually, everything else catches up and no amount of amazing sex can make up for that. Which is why it hurts my eyes, my soul and my brain that this is so unrealistic.
15. Piano sex – check!
16. We’re back to the „there” – he’s doing that to me…there. Kids, remember, vocabulary is important. Otherwise you end up writing a shitty book, that uses the same words over and over again, while at the same time, throws some fancy words to confuse the readers and make them believe it’s actually good literature. Do not fall into this trap. Be smart, stay in school!
17. What to never say to a woman/any other human being: “Argue with me, and I am going to take it out on your body somehow.” NO. Christian, you fail this class. Go sit in a corner and think about what you’ve done. Abusive piece of shit. Hey, I’m not insulting you, I’m describing you.
18. Holy chicken turtle. I told you I’m fed up with the holy cows. OTHER ANIMALS NEED LOVE TOO. inner goddess back-flips over her chaise longue.” – I hope she breaks a fucking hip
20. Let me give you a taste of the names of their e-mails, because it’s been a while, you might have forgotten how „clever” they are. Also, they still haven’t discovered the reply button: Wet Hardware, Giggling—and wet too, Maddening Woman, Irritating Baggage, Laters – WHAT EVEN IS THIS
21. Holy ice cream cone worm (good luck getting that image out of your head). I am making it my mission to end cow monopoly. END THE HOLY COWS.
23.My sub¬conscious swoons into a dead faint, and I don’t think even smelling salts will bring her back.” – IS SHE DEAD? PLEASE? PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP?
24. I am firmly convinced that no one edited this book. No one. I can’t explain the jeez-es and the holy fucks and shits and cows in any other way. I just can’t. *throws hands in the air*
25. Leila: “Why does Master like us like this? It makes me think something … something … Master is dark … Master is a dark man, but I love him.” – what even is this. What the everloving fuck
26. “We swears to serve the Master of the Precious. We will swear on — on the Precious!”
27. “Master has given a sock. Master gave it to Dobby.”
I’m not even sorry for these two quotes.
29.He’s joined me in the light.” – HAHAHAHAHAHA OMG, I actually laughed out loud at this. Sad thing is that it’s written in all seriousness. What the fuck.
30. Christian goes all Dark Lord on Leila and she drops to her knees. He’s apparently Dominating Christian. WHAT EVEN IS THIS BOOK.
31. And now Ana sees how Christian is controlling Leila and she’s feeling awful because „this is what he needs”. The author’s way of saying: I have no fucking clue what else to write, so I’ll create drama and angst out of nothing, this should work, yes, I am so smart. *receives piles of money*
32. “She does seem to have an uncanny ability to evade us,” – maybe Leila has actual super powers, this would make this book about a hundred times better. At least it’d made sense how the best investigators money can buy weren’t able to catch a girl. I know it’s all for drama’s sake, but fuck, man, keep it at least in the vicinity of reality. *shakes head*
33. Ana wallows in self pity because Christian is helping Leila. Which means: LET’S GET DRUNK. Yes, this cannot end well. I can’t even find it in myself to care a little bit. Not a lot, I’m not asking for the impossible here. But at least a little bit. Nope. My care boat is on the bottom of the ocean.
34. Ana: “I’m no good for you.” – OH FOR FUCKS SAKE NOT THIS CRAP AGAIN
35. I need to quote all this for you guys, because I don’t even:
“You can’t go. Ana, I love you!”
“No,” he breathes, his eyes wide with panic, and suddenly he drops to his knees in front of me, head bowed, long-fingered hands spread out on his thighs. He takes a deep breath and doesn’t move.What?
“Christian, what are you doing?”
He continues to stare down, not looking at me.
“Christian! What are you doing?” My voice is high-pitched. He doesn’t move. “Christian, look at me!” I command in panic.
His head sweeps up without hesitation, and he regards me passively with his cool gray gaze—he’s almost serene … expectant.
Holy Fuck … Christian. The submissive.

36. I’m fucking done.

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Things I have learned from Fifty Shades of Grey masterpost

Finished verison, yay!

And I’m doing more shameless advertisement for the HSWC team!

The Dualscar<3Psiioniic team has currently 5 members and we recently got a friendleader! But five is the minimum, really, and it’ll be even more fun to have people in the team. So if you like the ship and can write, draw, do voice acting, cosplay, music or a ton of other stuff, don’t hesistate to join!

And now, you ask, why shipping DualPsii?

  • well, first Captors and Amporas, heh, they’re cute.
  • then, they’re the scratched version of Cronus and Mituna, and what if Cronus was red for Mituna at some point? They find hapiness together in their post-scratch lives, how beautiful is that?
  • Dualscar’s a Corsair/ Sailor and Psii was a slave. what are the chances he was /his/ slave? and wow, kiss kiss fall in love, forbidden redrom, wow, much drama, very feels, such beautiful.
  • Another forbidden love story: The Psiioniic becomes the helmsman and Dualscar falls in love with the Condesce’s red crush. dat drama.
  • and why do we need reasons, they’re so cute together!

so, yeah, I tried. Join the team ! (please)

We love you Alfie!

Wow! There is so much drama going on right now for absolutely no reason. I really don’t want to get into all of it, but I just wanted to say that Alfie, if by any chance you are reading this, just remember that you have so many people that love you and support you. Ignore the haters and all of the people that make assumptions and think they know everything, beacuse they DO NOT matter. You have a loving family, a great group of friends, a beautiful gf, and over 1.75 million people that are subscribed to YOUR channel beacuse they love watching the videos that YOU make. You put a smile on all of our faces on a daily basis, and I really hope that reading this post will put a smile on yours too <3